The Glory Game (65 page)

“Raul!”

Turning, he saw Luz running toward him and moved to stop her before she got too close to the fire. “There is nothing we can do.” He held her firmly, seeing the horror in her face as she stared at the building all in flame.

“Where is Rob?” She turned her beseeching frightened gaze on him. “His car is here, but I couldn't find him in the house. Raul, you don't think …” She looked back at the fire, and he couldn't tell her what he was thinking.

Two fire trucks with lights flashing and sirens howling came barreling up the driveway and rolled quickly into position near the blazing stable. Almost before the trucks came to a stop, the firemen were on the ground, stringing out the hoses. The fire marshal's yellow car was right behind them.

“My God, the horses … Mr. Turnbull!” The exclamation came from Emma Sanderson. Raul turned to see the ashenfaced woman standing behind them, swaddled in a long robe, with a silk bandana tied around her gray hair.

“Stay with Emma.” He forced Luz over beside her, and added, “Keep her here.” He headed for the marshal's car as a section of the roof caved in with a loud, crashing roar of sparks and flames.

A middle-aged man climbed out of the car and shoved his helmet on his head, adjusting the strap under his chin. “How did it start? Do you know?”

“No. We discovered the fire only moments before we called you. By then it was too late. The flames had already spread through the whole structure.”

“The horses?”

Raul shook his head. “The groom lived above the stable. I tried to get in, but the fire blocked the door.”

“Anyone else in there?” In the background, the two-way radio chattered.

“Mrs. Thomas … her son is missing. His car is here, so we know he was home. He could have been in there.”

“Let's hope you're wrong,” he said gravely and moved off to join his men as high-pressure hoses sprayed water from the pumper onto the flaming structure.

There was a leaden feeling inside Raul as he walked back to Luz, and the tortured look on her face only made it worse.
There was nothing he could say, no hope he could give. He wanted to be wrong, but he didn't think he was.

“Where is Rob?” she demanded, but Raul just shook his head. “He could have seen the fire and gotten some of the horses out. Maybe he's taken them into the big paddock.” She strained to see into the darkness beyond the outreaching light of the fire. “He could have,” she insisted desperately.

“I will look.” But he knew it was useless. “Go back to the house with Emma. There is nothing you can do here.”

“No! I'm not going anywhere until I find out where my son is!”

In the predawn hours, the firemen searched through the smoldering rubble amid a rising, acrid stench of burned hides and roasted horseflesh. They recovered two badly burned bodies. With one of them, they found the charred remains of a belt and a metal buckle bearing the initials RKT, identifying one of the victims as Rob Kincaid Thomas. The coroner's ambulance took their bodies from the scene. A second search continued for the cause of the fire, while Raul led a shocked and grief-torn Luz to the house.

“It's a mistake. I know it is! Rob can't be dead! He can't!” Wildly she fought against it, not wanting to accept it, not wanting to believe her only son was gone. “It isn't true. It isn't true.” Hugging her arms tightly around her, Luz rocked back and forth on the living-room couch, mindless of her surroundings. Something was held in front of her and lifted to her lips, but she turned away.

“Drink this,” Raul's voice urged gently.

“I don't want it. I don't want anything,” she protested. “I only want Rob. I want my son back.”

“Sssh, now, girl.” Emma sat down beside her. “It hurts deep, I know. Drink this hot, sweet tea I made you.”

Luz took the cup, but simply held it between her cold, cold hands. “Emma, I've got to call Drew. I've got to tell him.”

“It's all right, dear. I've already phoned him. He'll be here soon.”

“Audra? Mary?” And Emma nodded that she had contacted them as well. Luz stared at the tea. “How am I going to tell Trisha? I don't know what I should say to her … how I should tell her.” She covered her eyes with her hand, feeling
the wetness of her own tears. “I don't believe it. He was so happy after winning that game. How did it happen? Why? Why did he have to die?”

“Don't torture yourself with the why of it,” Emma comforted her. “It isn't for you to know. It isn't for any of us to know why our loved ones are taken from us.”

“He was so young! It isn't fair!” she protested. “He had his whole life ahead of him.” The teacup was taken from her hand as she began sobbing uncontrollably. A pair of arms went around her and cradled her. A distant part of her mind knew it was Raul, but mostly she was aware only of her own pain.

Half an hour later, Audra and Mary arrived at the same time. Audra swept into the living room, taking charge. “Emma, I want you to call the police at once. There are reporters outside. This is private property and I want them removed from the premises immediately. I will not have my daughter harassed by their tactless questions at a time like this.”

Mary came to the couch, her eyes red from crying, and embraced her, hugging Luz tightly. “I'm so sorry, Luz.” They cried together. Then Raul shifted, leaving the couch to make room for Audra.

“My baby,” she said, taking Luz into her arms and pressing her cheek against her forehead. “I prayed that none of you would ever know the pain of losing a child. But you have your family, remember that. Frank and Michael are flying in this afternoon. Don't you worry about anything. We'll take care of all the necessary arrangements.”

The doorbell rang. When Luz saw Drew walk into the living room, the numb shock of grief in his expression, she went to meet him, going into his arms. “Our son. Our baby boy. Drew, they say he's dead.”

“But what happened?”

“The fire … we think he went in to get the horses out and … got trapped.” She was haunted by images of Rob trying to get out of the burning building and flames leaping up to block his escape. It made it worse to know the horrible way he must have died.

“My God.” Drew buried his face in her hair, holding her tightly.

Emma carried a tray laden with a complete coffee set into the living room and placed it on the low coffee table. “I have
tea brewed in the kitchen if anyone would care for it instead of coffee,” she said. Mary poured a cup for herself and one for Audra, but Raul refused any.

“We have to call Trisha, Drew,” Luz said, her chin quivering with the effort to hold back her tears while he cried for both of them. “I don't want her finding out about Rob from the newspaper.”

“No. No,” he agreed in a choking voice, and cleared his throat loudly as he straightened and attempted to stand erect.

The doorbell rang, and this time Raul excused himself from the group to answer it. When he opened the door, the sooty fire marshal hesitantly stepped inside and removed his hat, tucking it under his arm.

“We … think we've determined the cause of the fire, Mr. Buchanan.” He shifted uncomfortably. “I … uh … don't want to disturb Mrs. Thomas, but I feel I should talk to her if she's up to seeing me.”

Raul knew by the look in the man's eyes what he was going to say, and he wanted to tell him that Luz wouldn't see him. He wanted to spare her this, but he knew he couldn't. “One moment, please.” He left the marshal in the foyer and stepped into the living room. “The fire marshal is here, Luz. He would like to speak to you.”

“Tell him to come in,” Audra instructed.

Raul turned back to the foyer. “The family will see you,” he told the man and preceded him into the room.

The marshal hesitated inside the doorway, appearing slightly discomfited by the group confronting him. “As I mentioned to Mr. Buchanan, we believe we've determined the cause of the fire.” He paused, but no one prompted him with a question. “We've found evidence that suggests someone was … uh … free-basing cocaine in the tack room.”

“Cocaine!” The word was shocked from Drew as he turned to look at Luz, who looked as confused and incredulous as he did.

“We found what was left of the pipe they smoke it in, and the canister of ether. It's a highly volatile substance. The slightest spark can set it off. We think that's what happened. Someone was smoking cocaine and there was a … kind of explosion.”

“You think, but you can't be sure,” Luz protested. “If you're saying our son—”

“Mrs. Thomas, I'm sorry. The fire started in the tack room. We found your son's body not far from the door. More than likely his clothing caught on fire and he ran. We recovered your groom's body in the rubble of the collapsed second story. All the evidence indicates that it was your son in the tack room. I know it's hard to hear something like that about your own child. It would be for me if it was mine. But it doesn't change the facts.”

“No.” She turned away from him.

“Who knows about this?” Audra demanded.

“At the moment, myself and one of my officers. I haven't talked to any of the press outside—didn't want to until I'd seen Mrs. Thomas.”

“You indicated that you suspect my grandson was
smoking
cocaine, is that correct?” Audra asked.

“Yes, ma'am.”

“Then would it not be accurate to say that
smoking
was the cause of the fire?” she challenged. “It has been known to cause many stable fires, has it not?”

“Yes, ma'am, it has.”

“You do understand that I'm not suggesting you lie about the fire. But the family would greatly appreciate being spared any sordid press coverage of my grandson's death. I believe the tragic consequences of his actions are punishment enough, don't you?”

“I will do everything I can.” He removed his hat from under his arm. “Again, my sympathies … to all of you.”

After he'd left, Luz sank into a chair. “I can't believe it,” she murmured, slowly shaking her head. “Rob was using cocaine. I never … suspected. The money,” she remembered and looked up at Raul. “Oh, no, was that why he took that ten thousand dollars from the bank? To buy cocaine?”

“Yes.”

“Yes! What do you mean—yes?” Drew demanded. “Did you know about this?”

Raul looked at Luz for a long second, then slowly nodded. “Yes. I knew.”

“You knew?” Luz pushed out of her chair with an effort and walked to him in a daze. “You knew and didn't tell me?”

“How could I tell you?” he reasoned. “Would you have believed me?”

“I don't know. How can I know now?” she asked brokenly. “Maybe I wouldn't have, but you never gave me the chance! I'm his mother. I had a right to know! If you had told me, I could have done something! I could have stopped him!”

It was a rage that filled her—a rage that Rob hadn't had to die. If she had known, she could have done something to help him. She began to shake with sobs, silent ones at first, then loud tearing sounds in which she repeated Rob's name over and over.

Raul's arms gathered in her shaking body and held her against his own, absorbing her weeping shudders. Dimly she knew it was Raul. “Why? Why didn't you tell me?” she sobbed.

“I am sorry,
querida”
he murmured against her hair. “I thought it was not my place to interfere. I could not know this would happen. Now I see I was wrong.”

“Rob.” She wept for her son.

The morning passed in a blur of pain and tears. At some point, Audra insisted that Mary take Luz upstairs so that she could dress before people began calling at the house to extend their sympathy. It was arranged for her brother, Frank, to fly to Boston, and inform Trisha of Rob's death and accompany her home. But for Luz, it was a grief that knew no end, that dominated her every conscious minute.

After the funeral, Luz retreated to the privacy of her sitting room, leaving her family downstairs to cope with the mourners. Hating the sun for shining, she closed the drapes across the French doors, then crossed to the drink cart and filled a squat glass with straight whiskey. The image of Rob's closed casket haunted her, and she couldn't stop those agonizing screams of the trapped horses from echoing in her mind.

When she started to take a drink, her black face-covering veil got in the way. Impatiently, she pulled it back over the pillbox hat, then swallowed half the whiskey in the glass. It hardly burned at all. She was too numb, the desolation too strong. She topped the glass and walked over to the sofa. As she sank onto it, all the torment and pain of his needless death closed over her. She couldn't live with it. Tipping the glass back, she poured more whiskey down her throat. Something had to dull this pain.

She had no idea how long she sat there. Every minute was
agony. The sound of the door opening and the invasion of voices from the gathering downstairs stirred her awareness. She looked up as Raul came in and shut the door. Luz had known that sooner or later someone would come up to check on her. Her family rarely left her alone for long, making sure someone stayed with her, although Raul wasn't exactly a member of the family. He belonged without belonging.

“If you would prefer to be alone, I will go into the next room,” he offered.

“No.” Moving, she walked back to the drink cart and refilled her glass. She took a long swallow and felt the heat in her throat. Lowering the glass, she breathed in deeply to sigh, but even the air in the house seemed permeated by the lingering smell of burned wood and flesh. Her hands tightened on the glass. “I can't stand that smell. I want that charred rubble cleared as soon as possible.”

“It has been arranged for the bulldozers to come in the morning.” Raul lit a thin cigar and let its aromatic smoke scent the air.