Authors: Margaret Coel
Father John made his way back along the driveway, cold slipping over him like a sheet of ice. The nearest ranch house was at least a mile farther. On an impulse, he veered toward the front door and pounded into the silence. Then he grasped the metal knob. To his surprise, it turned in his glove. The door swung open, its hinges shrieking like owls in the night. A wave of warmth tinged with the faint odor of grease hit him as he stepped inside. He closed the door and leaned against it. He wasn’t going to end up like that poor, frozen corpse in the ditch.
He knocked the flashlight into his glove until the bulb spurted enough light to make out Jake’s office: the glass-topped counter with a cash register and phone on top, a couple of hubcaps and a calendar on the wall behind, and a metal chair next to the door that led to Jake’s living quarters. He set the flashlight on the counter, pulled off his gloves, hat, and earmuffs, and scooted the phone into the beam of light.
He had just begun dialing 911 when he felt a hard object shoved against his parka into the small of his back. There was the sound of a rifle being cocked, then a male voice: “You move, and I’ll blow you to kingdom come.”
J
ake Littlehorse was a nervous man.
Father John could hear the Arapaho gulping in air as he jammed the rifle harder against Father John’s back. The buzzing noise in the phone seemed a long way off. One wrong move, and he wouldn’t hear the noise that followed.
In a steady voice, he said, “Jake, it’s me. Father John.”
The pressure lifted from his back. “Jesus, Father.” Jake’s voice quivered. “You tryin’ to get yourself killed? How’d you get in here, anyways?”
Father John turned around, catching the glint of the flashlight off the blue-gray rifle barrel. Slowly he replaced the receiver as Jake, still pointing the gun, backed to the wall and flipped a switch. White fluorescent light flooded the small office, which had gone hot and stuffy. Father John yanked open the front of his parka, keeping his eyes on the Indian, who leaned the rifle into the corner. He looked half asleep, black hair sprouting upward like a feathered headdress, eyes narrow slits in a fleshy brown face. He had on a rumpled green sweatshirt and blue jeans that hung below a cliff of stomach flesh. His stockinged feet were planted wide apart on the linoleum floor.
Father John said, “I thought you’d been called out.
The tow truck’s not around. The front door was unlocked, so I came in.”
“Truck’s in the garage,” Jake said, nodding sideways. “Guess I might’ve dozed off watchin’ TV. I thought I’d locked up and you was some burglar. I got lots of valuable things here them Indians are always after.” A whine seeped into his voice.
“The Toyota popped a radiator hose on Rendezvous Road,” Father John said.
“Hell, how come you didn’t say so?” Jake raised his head and squared his shoulders, a man about to enter familiar territory. “Hang on ’til I get my boots and coat.”
The Arapaho disappeared through the door as quietly as he’d come in, and Father John grabbed the phone and dialed 911. He counted four rings before the operator’s voice sounded. After giving his name, he explained he’d spotted a body in the ditch along Rendezvous Road about a half mile north of Highway 789.
“Hang on,” said the operator. After a minute she was back. A patrol car and ambulance were on the way.
Father John knew the body would be hard to spot. If it hadn’t been for the tracks and boot prints, he would have missed it. By morning it would have been buried in snow. It might have stayed hidden until spring. He told the operator he was at Jake Littlehorse’s place, but would meet the police on Rendezvous Road.
As he replaced the receiver, he sensed a presence in the room and whirled around. Jake stood so close, Father John wondered he hadn’t felt the Indian’s breath on his neck. He had silently entered the office a second time, like a warrior stalking the buffalo.
“You didn’t say nothin’ about no body.” The Arapaho’s brown eyes widened into a stare. He kept his
arms close to his sides, looking as frozen and stiff as the poor soul in the ditch.
Father John explained he’d seen what he thought was a body. It was up to the police to investigate.
“I ain’t goin’ out there.” Jake shook his head. “I ain’t goin’ nowheres near. The ghost’s gonna be walkin’ around.”
Father John felt a flush of impatience. “A few minutes ago you were about to blow me into kingdom come. Then my ghost would’ve been walking around here. Did you think about that?”
“You been a burglar, I might’ve pulled the trigger,” Jake said. “I wouldn’t’ve liked it none.” Stepping behind the counter, he stooped over and began shuffling through cardboard boxes on the floor. After a minute he hoisted a roll of duct tape onto the counter, then swung a gallon of antifreeze next to the tape. Pulling himself upright, he said, “You can patch that hose good enough to get the pickup over here. I’ll fix it tomorrow.”
Father John saw the resolve in the Indian’s eyes. No appeal to reason or common sense would change his mind. Arapahos believed in signs and wonders, in the mysterious and unseen. How could he argue? He believed in them, too. He picked up the receiver and again dialed 911. “Father O’Malley here,” he said. “I’m going to need a ride to Rendezvous Road.”
“Hang on.” The operator’s voice registered no surprise, as if she’d expected the call. No Arapaho wanted to go near an abandoned corpse—a corpse that hadn’t been properly blessed, whose ghost hadn’t been shown the path to the sky world. Without the traditional blessing, the ghost was left to its own devices, stumbling around the earth, lost and terrified, trying to find the land of the ancestors on its own. The Indians on the Bureau of Indian
Affairs police force had to take their chances. That was their job, but it wasn’t Jake Littlehorse’s job.
The operator said, “Chief Banner’s going south on 789. He’ll stop for you.”
Father John hung up and pushed the phone back. Nodding toward the duct tape and antifreeze, he said, “What do I owe you?”
“Seven-fifty. You can pay me tomorrow after I fix the radiator.”
By the time Father John had snapped up his parka and pulled on the rest of his winter gear, yellow headlights flashed through the plate-glass window. Scooping up the antifreeze and duct tape, he let himself out.
He got into the white patrol car with the gold BIA insignia emblazoned on the side and settled the duct tape and plastic bottle of antifreeze on the floor next to his boots. Art Banner sat straight-backed in his bulky, dark-blue uniform parka, the beak of his cap tipped over his forehead, gloved hands curled on the rim of the wheel. The rear wheels skidded sideways as the patrol car backed out of the driveway and lurched forward. Snow billowed across the highway ahead.
“Dispatcher says you found a body on Rendezvous Road.” The chief’s tone was relaxed, as if bodies routinely turned up in ditches on Wind River Reservation.
Father John launched into the story, stressing the fact that the body couldn’t have been there long because the snow barely covered the tracks and boot prints.
“Man or woman?”
Father John was quiet, aware of the warm air floating out of the heater, holding the cold at bay. He had assumed it was a man, but it could have been a woman. Women wore heavy hiking boots. He said, “I’m not sure.”
“Crummy way to end up. Dumped in a ditch on a
miserable night. Makes you wonder what the hell went wrong.”
Father John sensed something else was on the chief’s mind. When Father John first came to Wind River Reservation almost seven years ago, Banner was a patrolman along with other Indians—Arapaho, Shoshone, Lakota, Crow, Pawnee—on the BIA police force. A couple of years ago he’d made chief. Father John had never seen him lose his cool, not from the broken bodies he’d pulled out of car wrecks, the drunken brawls he’d waded into, or the battered women and children he’d carried into emergency rooms. There were times in emergency rooms when Father John had had to step into the corridor to get his own anger under control. But not Banner. He was always up to the job.
“You okay?”
“Yeah. Yeah.” The chief shrugged. “Tell you what, John, you’re lucky you don’t have kids.”
“You think so?” Father John couldn’t imagine what it would be like to have tall sons, beautiful daughters. It wasn’t something he thought much about. He’d chosen a different path. But Banner and Helen had four grown children, three daughters and a son.
The chief laughed. “Don’t try that old psychology trick on me. I’m wise to the way you guys toss everything back like a baseball. Besides, you aren’t even a psychologist. You used to be a history professor, right? Before the Jesuits exiled you here?”
“A high school history teacher,” Father John reminded the chief, probably for the twentieth time. Banner persisted in believing he’d once held some exalted university position. Was it so obvious that’s what he had wanted? To teach American history at one of the Jesuit universities? He had been on the fast track for such a
position, would hold it now if it hadn’t been for what he thought of as “the great fall”—the ten-year love affair he’d conducted with alcohol.
The patrol car turned across the snow-drifted highway onto Rendezvous Road. “Kids can worry you into an early grave,” Banner said. “And turn your hair gray and keep you awake nights while they do it.”
Father John stared at his friend. “What’s going on?”
“Patrick.” The chief sighed. “The girls, they’re doin’ okay. Their mother keeps up with them. But Patrick—well, he just got out of the army and needs a job. Problem is, he’s a warrior now, and no job’s good enough. Nothin’ suits his dignity.”
“What’s he looking at?”
“Lookin’! Even that don’t suit his dignity. Only thing he’s lookin’ at is soap operas.” Banner stopped the police car behind an ambulance and another police car lined up at the edge of the road. Lights fastened on the other car’s roof whirled like a kaleidoscope against the darkness: red-black, red-black. Two medics stomped up and down beside the ambulance, moving in and out of the light, rubbing their gloves together.
Banner threw open his door, and cold air blasted through the car. Before the chief could swing out, Father John grabbed his arm. “If you think it might help, I’d be glad to talk to him.”
The chief nodded slowly. “Yeah. I was gonna ask you. Maybe you can light a fire under that warrior.”
Just then a young policeman opened the passenger door and bent down. “You want to show us where you found the body, Father?”
Father John lifted himself out into the blowing snow and walked between the police car and the ambulance to the side of the road, his eyes searching for the boot
prints, the smudged area. Banner and the policeman fell in beside him, their boots scuffing the snow. Their breath floated in little clouds. Another BIA policeman came toward them, shining a flashlight along the ditch.
“There,” Father John said, spotting the packed, smudged area. “I hope I didn’t disturb any evidence.”
“Only need evidence for a crime,” said the policeman with the flashlight.
“Dumping a body is crime enough.” This from the chief.
Father John fixed his eyes on the policeman. “What are you getting at?”
“If there’s a body out here, we can’t find it.” He waved the flashlight across the ditch.
Father John moved close to the edge. The snow in the ditch looked even more trampled, but where the body had been was only a smooth indentation, like a narrow cot.
“This the place?” Banner asked.
“Yes.”
“You sure—”
“It was a body, Banner,” Father John said, irritated. “Somebody’s taken it.”
Banner turned toward the other men. “Check the ditch on both sides, in case the body got thrown somewhere else around here.”
Father John was lost in his own thoughts. There was one man who might have guessed he’d found a body on Rendezvous Road that wasn’t meant to be found. As he and Banner walked back to the police car, Father John said, “You might want to talk to a blond guy, early twenties, new to these parts, driving a gray Chevy pickup.”