The Further Investigations of Joanne Kilbourn (65 page)

Taylor immediately staked out one of the visitor’s chairs for herself; Eli directed me to the other one and sat on the edge of his bed. For a moment, there was an awkward pause, then Taylor took charge. She amazed me. She didn’t prattle about her cats or her school; instead, she asked Eli very seriously about what they did to help him at the hospital and whether he’d made any friends. Even more surprisingly, she waited for his answers, which came, at first haltingly,
then with more assurance. When she told him a story about Bruce and Benny, Eli laughed aloud, and the melancholy that had hung in the air, heavy as the hospital smell, seemed to lift.

I wasn’t as successful with Eli as Taylor had been, but I did my best. I told him about Gerry Acoose Collegiate and his homeroom. As I described the starblanket on the wall and the bank of computers by the window, Eli’s eyes moved with interest towards the textbooks we’d brought. When it was time to leave, he gave Taylor an awkward one-armed hug, then he and I stood side by side in his doorway and watched as she wandered down the hall towards the elevators. It was a rare moment of connection for us.

Eli seemed to feel the closeness too. “Thanks for bringing the school stuff by,” he said.

“It’s a good school, Eli. You could be happy there.”

For a moment he was silent. Then he said, “Do they know about me being in the hospital?”

“Your teacher does,” I said. “She seems pretty decent. She said to tell you you’re not the only person who’s ever needed time to work things out.”

“You mean this has happened to other kids in that class?”

“I don’t know about the other kids,” I said, “but I have a feeling Ms. Greyeyes has had some problems in her life. She asked me to give you a message.”

His look mingled hostility and hope. “She doesn’t even know me.”

“Maybe not,” I said, “but she says she understands what you’re going through because she’s been there.”

“And she’s all right now?” he asked. The question was barely a whisper, but I could hear the yearning.

“She’s fine,” I said. “And you’re going to be fine, too. A lot of people care about you, Eli.”

Riding down in the elevator, Taylor was quiet. As we
walked towards the parking lot, she said, “When’s he getting out?”

“Soon, I hope,” I said. “But I don’t know.”

“I’m almost finished that painting of us watching the dragon boats.”

“Good.”

“Do you think Eli would like it as a present?”

I smiled at her. “I know he would,” I said.

When we got home, the dishes were done, the kitchen was shining, and the table was set for breakfast. I pointed Taylor towards bed, stuck my head into the family room where Angus was listening to a
CD
, and went out to the backyard. Hilda was sitting on the deck with a gin and tonic.

She raised her glass when she saw me. “I bought a bottle of Beefeater this afternoon. Will you join me?”

“Absolutely,” I said. “But I don’t think I’ve ever seen you drink gin before.”

“It’s been a gin kind of day,” Hilda said.

I poured myself a drink and went back outside. It was a beautiful night. The air smelled of charcoal and heat, and from the park across the way we could hear the sounds of an early-evening ball game. I sipped my drink. “The house looks wonderful,” I said. “I love it when you stay with us. Everything seems to run so smoothly.”

“I don’t do much myself, you know. Your children are very cheerful about pitching in.”

“Only when you’re here,” I said. “The rest of the time, they pitch in, but I wouldn’t characterize their attitude as cheerful.” I smiled at her. “You’re kind of like Mary Poppins.”

Hilda winced.

“You don’t like the comparison?” I said.

“Not much,” she said. “But I am relieved to hear that you welcome my presence, because I’m going to ask if I can stay a few days longer.”

“You can stay as long as you want to,” I said. “You know that. Has something come up?”

She sighed wearily. “This business with Justine,” she said. “I can’t seem to extricate myself from it.”

“Do you want out?”

“I don’t know,” she said. “I went to see Eric Fedoruk this morning. My intention was to tell him that, after giving the matter some thought, I’d concluded my responsibility to Justine Blackwell was discharged.”

“That’s an about-face, isn’t it?”

Hilda turned towards me. “It is, but there are times when reversal is the only sensible course. Joanne, I went to Eric Fedoruk’s because it seemed that my commitment to Justine was a problem for you.”

“Hilda, you could never be …”

She made a gesture of dismissal. “I know what you’re about to say, but I saw your face last night when I told you a
TV
crew had interviewed me at your house, and I saw you change your plans this morning when Wayne J. Waters turned up on your doorstep. This business with Justine has simply become too much of a burden on you, and that’s what I intended to tell Eric Fedoruk.”

“You were going to step aside?”

“I was. This morning after you went to the university, I sat down with Justine’s letter. I read it many times, and as far as I could ascertain, I had honoured my commitment. The power of attorney she gave me ended with her death, and when I called Eric Fedoruk to ask if Justine had named me executrix of her will, he said she hadn’t. He told me he had the will on the desk in front of him, and it named him executor. I went down to his office this morning fully intending to tell him that I’d satisfied myself there was nothing more I could do for Justine, and that I was going home to Saskatoon.”

“But something made you change your mind,” I said.

“Not something … someone. More accurately, several someones. Joanne, when I got to Eric Fedoruk’s office, the Blackwell sisters were there. From what Tina let slip, I gathered they’d come about the will. They certainly had some agenda in mind. As soon as I came into the room, they began apologizing. Lucy said they were wrong to shirk their obligations to their mother. Signe said they should never have asked me to act as their intermediary with the press. Even Tina Blackwell chimed in; she said she was wrong to put her need for privacy ahead of my right to live my own life.” Hilda frowned. “Although having finally met her, I can understand why Tina Blackwell wouldn’t want to be photographed.”

I was baffled. “Hilda why wouldn’t she want to be photographed? She’s on
TV
all the time. She’s the anchor on the
CJRG
six o’clock news.”

“With all that scarring?”

“What scarring? I don’t watch that station much, but over the years I’ve caught their news a few times. Tina Blackwell’s a very attractive woman.”

“No one would describe the woman I saw this morning as attractive.” Hilda’s voice was thoughtful, then she added briskly, “But Tina Blackwell’s appearance isn’t the issue. The issue is whether my continuing to work on Justine’s affairs is going to be a problem for you.”

“It won’t be a problem. But, Hilda, have I missed a step here? What did the Blackwell sisters do to make you change your mind about bowing out?”

“They nettled me.” Hilda’s blue eyes were dark with anger at the memory. “They treated me as if I were an old family retainer who was, oh so reluctantly, being relieved of her duties. Lucy offered the usual sweet female banalities: “It was too much to ask anyone outside the family to do.” Signe Rayner wondered,
sotto voce
, whether the fact that I
lived in Saskatoon would prevent me from acting effectively in a Regina-based case.”

“I take it you countered their arguments,” I said.

“I most assuredly did,” Hilda said. I reminded the Blackwell women that their mother had asked me to protect her interests and that we lived in the age of technological wizardry. There was no disputing either argument. That’s when Signe Rayner turned cruel.”

“Towards whom?”

“Towards me and towards the memory of her mother. Dr. Rayner said that psychotic patients can often be quite charismatic, especially with elderly people. In her view, psychotics often infect those around them with their delusions. I asked her if she thought her mother had infected me. She said that, in her opinion, my determination to take on this commitment bordered on the obsessional.”

“But she and her sisters asked you to handle the funeral arrangements.”

“A decision they apparently regret,” Hilda said tartly. “Dr. Rayner’s attack on me was personal and it was vicious.”

I shook my head. “All this from someone whose profession involves teaching other people to handle their anger.”

Hilda sniffed. “Dr. Rayner didn’t bring much honour to her profession today. At one point, Eric Fedoruk literally jumped between us. He was quite sensible. He said that things were being said that could not be unsaid, and that perhaps we should go to the restaurant on the main floor of his building and have a drink.”

“Did you go?”

“No. At that point, I’d had enough. But when I started to say my goodbyes, Lucy Blackwell came over and put her arms around me. Joanne, it was the strangest thing. She was almost weeping, and she said, ‘Hilda, don’t be mad at us. It’s for your own good. My mother left everything in such a
mess, and my sisters and I would feel terrible if anything happened to you.’ ”

I looked across at her. In the dying light, a truth that I tried to banish was apparent. While Hilda’s spirit was as robust as ever, there was no denying that physically she was becoming more fragile. I didn’t want anything to happen to her either.

“Let’s go inside,” I said. “Even on a night like this, it’s possible to get a chill.”

CHAPTER

5

The next afternoon, when Taylor came home from school she grabbed an apple and her cats and headed out to her studio to work. She went back after dinner. She continued the pattern all week. “I want the painting to be ready for Eli as soon as he comes back,” she said.

Taylor wasn’t the only busy member of our household. As the first Friday after Labour Day approached, it was clear that the aimlessness and languor of summer was well and truly over. Angus’s football team started practice, and his girlfriend, Leah, came back from theatre school in Toronto. I sorted my classes out and began to lecture in earnest. We all took turns visiting Eli.

Hilda spent Wednesday and Thursday downtown, continuing her investigation into Justine Blackwell’s affairs. She described her movement back and forth between the courthouse on Victoria Avenue and the shabby storefront offices on Rose Street that harboured Culhane House as spider-like. In her attempt to connect the disparate strands in the complicated web of relationships that Justine had established in her life, Hilda talked to everyone she could
find who had known the dead woman, from the small circle of colleagues, family, and friends who had watched with dismay as she metamorphosed from figure of judicial rectitude into eccentric advocate for prisoners’ rights, to the ex-prisoners and their families and lawyers who exulted as Justine embraced their cause.

Often Hilda arrived hard on the heels of the police, whose frustration as they continued to come up empty-handed in their own investigations was growing. They weren’t short on suspects. Justine Blackwell had spent the last night of her life in a room filled with people she had sent to prison. The final year of Justine’s life might have been given over to making amends, but delayed charity can be cold comfort. Most of the guests at Justine’s party would have known only too well the truth of the old saw that “a man that studieth revenge keeps his own wounds green.” They would have known, too, that in the course of history few places have proven themselves more congenial to the study of revenge than the slammer.

The theory that Justine’s death had been an act of prisoner vengeance was given credibility by the nature of the weapon the police now believed had been used to kill her. On the night of Justine’s final party, Eric Fedoruk had presented her with handsomely engraved marble-based scales. The doorman at the hotel had seen Justine put the scales on the seat beside her when she stepped into her
BMW
, but they were nowhere in evidence when the police examined the car after Justine’s body was found. The scales still hadn’t been recovered, but the forensics unit, having examined both Justine’s injuries and photographs of Eric Fedoruk’s presentation at the banquet, had concluded that the marble base could have inflicted the fatal wounds. A healthy percentage of those who had watched the presentation had proven themselves adept at the art of assault with a deadly weapon.
An equally healthy percentage had no alibi whatsoever.

The police weren’t alone in feeling disappointed that the truth about Justine was eluding them. Friday morning, when I came back from taking Rose around the lake, Hilda was sitting at the dining-room table surrounded by library books.

“What’s up?” I asked.

“I’m trying to unearth a few appropriate passages for Justine’s memorial service. It’s tomorrow.”

“I saw the notice in the paper.” I sat down in the chair across from her. “Do you realize we haven’t really talked about Justine all week?”

“You’ve had enough on your mind with Eli,” Hilda said. “Besides, all I’d have had to contribute was a litany of failures. I can’t even succeed at this.” She picked up the letter Justine had written her and slipped it into the book she was reading.

I glanced at the book’s title. “Montaigne’s
Essays,”
I said. “Searching for insights?”

“That’s precisely what I’m doing. Lucy asked me to choose some readings that would sum up her mother’s life.”

“Another task,” I said. “The Blackwell sisters must have decided you’re too useful to alienate.”

“That possibility has occurred to me as well,” Hilda said. “But their motives don’t interest me a whit. I’ve undertaken this assignment for Justine. I just wish I were making a better job of it. How can anyone sum up a life, if she’s not certain what that life truly added up to?”

“You’re no closer to understanding what Justine’s state of mind was in the last year of her life?” I asked.

Hilda frowned. “It’s as if I’m hearing about two separate and distinct human beings. Justine’s legal colleagues speak of her with pity and anger. The people at Culhane House talk about her as if she were a saint.” Hilda shook her head in a gesture of disbelief. “Joanne, I know that human beings contain multitudes, but as a rule one can reconcile the disparities.”