Authors: Bernard Minier
âHere. They've lent me a flat belonging to a gendarme who's on leave. It saves the administration money.'
Servaz nodded.
âThese days you can't be too thrifty, right?'
âI don't think I've ever been on an investigation like this,' said Ziegler, getting to her feet. âFirst a dead horse, then a chemist hanging under a bridge. And only one thing to connect the two: the DNA of a serial killer ⦠And now, teenagers killing themselves one after the other. It's like a bad dream. There's no logic, no vital lead. Perhaps I'll wake up and find out none of it ever existed.'
âThere will be an awakening,' said Servaz firmly. âBut not for us: for the culprit, or culprits. And before much more time goes by.'
He went out with a brisk stride.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
That night he dreamt about his father. In his dream Servaz was a little boy, ten years old. Everything was bathed in the warm, pleasant glow of a summer evening, and his father was just a silhouette, like the two people he was talking to outside the house. On drawing nearer, the young Servaz saw two very old men wearing long white togas. Both of them were bearded. Servaz slipped in among them and looked up, but the three men paid no attention to him. On listening more closely, he realised they were speaking Latin. A very animated but friendly discussion. At one point his father laughed, then became serious again. There was music coming from the house, familiar music that Servaz couldn't recognise.
Then in the night there came the sound, from the road, of a motor in the distance, and the three men suddenly fell silent.
âThey're coming,' said one of the old men finally.
His tone was funereal and, in his dream, Servaz began to tremble.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
Servaz got to the gendarmerie ten minutes late. He'd had his big mug of black coffee, two cigarettes and a scorching shower to banish the fatigue that was threatening to do him in. His throat was still burning. Ziegler was already there. Once again she was wearing the leather and titanium jumpsuit that made him think of a modern suit of armour, and he recalled seeing her motorcycle outside the gendarmerie. They arranged to visit the parents of the suicide victims and divided the addresses up. Three for Servaz, four for Ziegler. Servaz decided to start with the first one on the list: Alice Ferrand. The house wasn't in Saint-Martin but in a neighbouring village. He expected to find a modest home, elderly parents broken by sorrow. So he was amazed to find himself face to face with a smiling, vigorous man still in the prime of life, who greeted him barefoot and bare-chested, wearing nothing but a pair of off-white linen trousers that were held up by a drawstring.
Servaz was so disconcerted that when it came time to introduce himself and explain the reason for his visit, he mumbled incoherently.
Alice's father immediately grew suspicious.
âDo you have a card?'
âHere.'
The man examined it carefully. Then he relaxed and handed it back.
âI just wanted to make sure you weren't one of those newspaper hacks who occasionally drag up the story when they've run out of copy,' he apologised. âCome in.'
Gaspard Ferrand stood to one side to let Servaz go by. He was tall and thin. The cop couldn't help but notice his suntanned torso: not an ounce of fat, just a few strands of grey hair on his sternum; the skin was burnished and taut over his ribcage like the canvas of an awning. Ferrand intercepted his gaze.
âPlease forgive my appearance, I was doing a bit of yoga. Yoga has helped me a lot since Alice died â as has Buddhism.'
Initially surprised, Servaz then recalled that Alice's father was not an office worker or a labourer like the other parents, but a literature professor. He immediately pictured a man who must enjoy extensive holidays and was fond of exotic destinations: Bali, Phuket, the Caribbean, Rio de Janeiro or the Maldives.
âI'm surprised the police are still interested in the case.'
âI'm actually investigating the murder of the chemist, Grimm.'
Ferrand turned round. Servaz saw he looked puzzled.
âAnd you think there is some sort of connection between Grimm's death and the suicide of my daughter and the other young people?'
âThat is what I'm trying to find out.'
Gaspard Ferrand studied him closely.
âAt first glance, there doesn't seem to be any obvious connection. Why do you think there might be one?'
An astute remark. Servaz hesitated to reply. Gaspard Ferrand must have seen how awkward his visitor felt â and also that they stood facing each other in a narrow corridor, that he was bare-chested and his visitor was bundled up for winter weather. He pointed to the door open to the sitting room.
âTea, coffee?'
âCoffee, if it's no bother.'
âNot at all. I'll have tea myself. Please have a seat while I get it ready,' he said, disappearing into the kitchen on the other side of the corridor. âMake yourself at home.'
Servaz had not expected such a warm welcome. Clearly, Alice's father liked having visits, even from a cop who had come to question him about his long-dead daughter. He looked around. The sitting room was a mess. Just like at his place, there were books and magazines piled everywhere: on the coffee table, the armchairs, the furniture. And the dust ⦠Did he live alone? Was Gaspard Ferrand a widower, or divorced? That might explain his eagerness to entertain a visitor. There was an envelope from Action Against Hunger lying on a dresser; Servaz recognised the blue logo and the grey recycled paper: he too donated to the charity. In a frame were several pictures of Alice's father in the company of people who looked like Latin American or Asian peasants, against a background of jungle or rice paddies. Servaz suspected that Gaspard Ferrand's travels did not consist solely of deep-sea diving, daiquiris or soaking up the sun on Caribbean beaches.
He relaxed into the sofa. Nearby there was a pile of books on a fine elephant stool made of dark wood. Servaz tried to remember the African name for the stool:
esono dwa
 â¦
The smell of coffee wafted down the corridor. Ferrand reappeared carrying a tray with two steaming mugs, sugar, sugar tongs and a photograph album, which he handed to Servaz after he had set the tray down on the coffee table.
âHere.'
Servaz opened the album. As he expected, it was full of photos of Alice: Alice at the age of four in a pedal car; Alice watering the flowers with a watering can nearly as big as she was; Alice and her mother, a slender, dreamy woman with a large nose like Virginia Woolf; Alice at the age of ten, in shorts, playing football with boys her age, rushing with the ball at her feet towards the opposite goal with a determined look ⦠A regular tomboy. And a charming, luminous little girl. Gaspard Ferrand sank into the sofa next to him. He had put on a shirt with a Mao collar, the same off-white colour as his trousers.
âAlice was a wonderful child. So easy to get along with, always cheerful and helpful. She was our ray of sunshine.'
Ferrand continued to smile, as if recalling Alice's memory were pleasant, not painful.
âShe was also a very intelligent child. Talented at so many things: drawing, music, languages, sports, writing ⦠She devoured books. At the age of twelve she already knew what she wanted to do with her life: become a millionaire, then redistribute her money to the people who needed it the most.'
Gaspard Ferrand let out a strange, shrill laugh.
âWe have never understood why she did it.'
This time the crack was there. But Ferrand pulled himself together.
âWhy does life take away the best thing we have, then make us live with the loss? I've been asking myself that question for fifteen years; now I've found the answer.'
Ferrand gave him a look that was so strange that for a moment Servaz wondered whether Alice's father had lost his reason.
âBut it's an answer that each of us has to find inside. What I mean is, no one can teach it to you or answer for you.'
Gaspard Ferrand probed him with a sharp gaze to see if he had understood. Servaz felt extremely ill at ease.
âBut I'm putting you on the spot,' said his host. âForgive me. This is what happens when you live alone. My wife died of cancer, very abruptly, two years after Alice left us. So, you're interested in this spate of suicides from fifteen years ago, even though you're investigating the chemist's murder. Why is that?'
Without answering, Servaz said, âDid none of the children leave a note?'
âNo. But that doesn't mean there wasn't one. An explanation, I mean. There was a reason for all those suicides; those kids killed themselves for a very precise reason. It wasn't simply that they thought life wasn't worth living.'
Servaz wondered whether he had heard the rumours about Grimm, Perrault, Chaperon and Mourrenx.
âHad Alice changed in any way in the time leading up to her suicide?'
Ferrand nodded.
âYes. We didn't realise right away. We noticed the changes gradually: she didn't laugh as much as she used to; she got angry more often; she spent more time in her bedroom ⦠things like that. One day she wanted to stop playing the piano. She didn't talk to us about her plans the way she used to.'
Servaz felt as if ice were flowing through his veins. He remembered the call he had got from Alexandra. And saw again the bruise on Margot's cheek.
âAnd you don't know exactly when it began?'
Ferrand hesitated. Servaz got the strange feeling that Alice's father had a very precise idea of when it had started, but was reluctant to talk about it.
âIt was several months before the suicide, I'd say. My wife put the changes down to puberty.'
âAnd you? Was that also your opinion? That the changes were natural?'
Ferrand shot him another strange look.
âNo,' he replied firmly after a moment.
âWhat happened to her, do you think?'
Alice's father was silent for so long that Servaz nearly reached out to grab his arm and shake him.
âI don't know,' he said without taking his eyes from Servaz, âbut I am sure something happened. Someone in this valley knows why our children committed suicide.'
Something about his reply, and the tone he had adopted, was so enigmatic that it immediately got Servaz thinking. He was just about to ask his host to be more precise when his mobile vibrated in his pocket.
âPlease excuse me,' said Servaz, getting to his feet.
It was Maillard. He sounded tense.
âWe've just had a very strange phone call. Someone disguising his voice. He wanted to speak to you. He said it was very urgent, that he had information about Grimm's murder. But he would only speak to you. We get calls like this now and again, of course, but ⦠I don't know ⦠This one seemed serious. He sounded afraid.'
Servaz gave a violent start.
âAfraid? What you mean by “afraid”? Are you sure?'
âYes. I'd bet my right arm.'
âDid you give him my number?'
âYes. Should I not have?'
âNo, no, you did right. Do you have his number?'
âIt was a mobile. He hung up as soon as we gave him your number. We tried to call back, but we only got his voicemail.'
âWere you able to identify him?'
âNo, not yet. We'll have to go through the operator.'
âCall Confiant and Captain Ziegler! Explain the situation; we have to get the man's identity. Do it right away!'
âRight. He's bound to ring you,' said the gendarme.
âHow long ago did you get the call?'
âLess than five minutes ago.'
âGood. I'll probably hear from him in the next few minutes. In the meantime, get hold of Confiant. And Ziegler! He may not want to tell me who he is, and it might be a nuisance call. But we've got to find out who he is!'
Servaz hung up, coiled tight as a spring. What was going on? Who was trying to reach him? Was it Chaperon, or someone else? Someone who was afraid â¦
Someone who was frightened, too, that the gendarmes in Saint-Martin would recognise him. So he disguised his voice.
âTrouble?' asked Ferrand.
âQuestions, more like,' replied Servaz absently. âAnd perhaps answers.'
âYou have a difficult job.'
Servaz could not help but smile.
âFirst time I've ever heard a professor tell me that.'
âI didn't say an honourable job.'
Servaz was staggered by the insinuation.
âAnd why shouldn't it be?'
âYou serve the people in power.'
Servaz felt his anger returning.
âThere are thousands of men and women who have no interest in power, as you call it, and who sacrifice their family life, their weekends and their sleep to be the last barrier, the last bulwark againstâ'
âBarbarity?' suggested Ferrand.
âYes. You may despise them, criticise them or look down on them, but you cannot do without them.'
âNo more than we can do without those teachers we criticise, despise or look down on,' said Ferrand with a smile. âPoint taken.'
âI'd like to visit her room.'
Ferrand unfolded his long, tanned body.
âFollow me.'
Servaz noticed the bits of fluff in the stairway, and the railing that had not been waxed in a long time. A man alone. Like himself. Or Gabriel Saint-Cyr. Like Chaperon. Or Perrault â¦
Alice's room was not off the first-floor landing but all the way at the top of the house, under the eaves.
âIt's there,' said Ferrand, pointing to a white door with a brass handle.
âHave you ⦠Did you throw out her things and redo the room since?'
This time Gaspard Ferrand's smile was replaced by a despairing grimace.
âWe haven't touched a thing.'
He turned his back and went downstairs. Servaz stood for a long time on the tiny second-floor landing. He heard a clatter of dishes from downstairs in the kitchen. The narrow landing was lit from above through a skylight. When he looked up, Servaz saw that a fine film of snow was clinging to the glass. He took a deep breath and went in.