The Forsyte Saga, Volume 2 (75 page)

‘Blythe,' said Michael suddenly, ‘where were you born?'

‘Lincolnshire.'

‘You're English, then?'

‘Pure,' said Mr Blythe.

‘So am I; so's old Foggart – I looked him up in the stud-book.
It's lucky, because we shall-certainly be assailed for lack of patriotism.'

‘We
are
,' said Mr Blythe ‘ “People who can see no good in their own country… . Birds who foul their own nest… . Gentry never happy unless running England down in the eyes of the world… . Calamity-mongers… . Pessimists.… ” You don't mind that sort of gup, I hope?'

‘Unfortunately,' said Michael, ‘I do; it hurts me inside. It's so damned unjust. I simply can't bear the idea of England being in a fix.'

Mr Blythe's eyes rolled.

‘She's bee well not going to be, if we can help it.'

‘If only I amounted to something,' murmured Michael; ‘but I always feel as if I could creep into one of my back teeth.'

‘Have it crowned. What you want is brass, Mont. And talking of brass: There's your late adversary I
She's
got it all right. Look at her!'

Michael saw Marjorie Ferrar moving away from the great Italian, in not too much of a sea-green gown, with her red-gold head held high. She came to a stand a small room's length from Fleur, and swept her eyes this way and that. Evidently she had taken up that position in deliberate challenge.

‘I must go to Fleur.'

‘So must I,' said Mr Blythe, and Michael gave him a grateful look.

And now it would have been so interesting to one less interested than Michael. The long, the tapering nose of Society could be seen to twitch, to move delicately upwards, and like the trunk of some wild elephant scenting man, writhe and snout this way and that, catching the whiff of sensation. Lips were smiling and moving closer to ears; eyes turning from that standing figure to the other; little reflective frowns appeared on foreheads, as if beneath cropped and scented scalps, brains were trying to make choice. And Marjorie Ferrar stood smiling and composed; and Fleur talked and twisted the flower in her hand; and both went on looking their best. So began a batde without
sign of war declared, without even seeming recognition of each other's presence. Mr Blythe, indeed, stood pat between the two of them. Bulky and tall, he was an effective screen. But Michael on the other side of her, could see and grimly follow. The Nose was taking time to apprehend the full of the aroma; the Brain to make its choice. Tide seemed at balance, not moving in or out. And then, with the slow implacability of tides, the water moved away from Fleur and lapped round her rival. Michael chattered, Mr Blythe goggled, using the impersonal pronoun with a sort of passion; Fleur smiled, talked, twisted the flower. And, over there, Marjorie Ferrar seemed to hold a little court. Did people admire, commiserate, approve of, or sympathize with her? Or did they disapprove of himself and Fleur? Or was it just that the ‘Pet of the Panjoys' was always the more sensational figure? Michael watched Fleur growing paler, her smile more nervous, the twitching of the flower spasmodic. And he dared not suggest going; for she would see in it an admission of defeat. But on the faces, turned their way, the expression became more and more informative. Sir James Foskisson had done his job too well; he had slavered his clients with his own self-righteousness. Better the confessed libertine than those who brought her to judgement! And Michael thought: ‘Dashed natural, after all! Why didn't the fellow take my tip, and let us pay and look pleasant.'

And just then close to the great Italian he caught sight of a tall young man with his hair brushed back, who was looking at his fingers. By George! It was Bertie Curfew! And there behind him, waiting for his turn ‘to meet', who but MacGown himself! The humour of the gods had run amok! Head in air, soothing his mangled fingers, Bertie Curfew passed them, and strayed into the group around his former flame. Her greeting of him was elaborately casual. But up went the tapering Nose, for here came MacGown! How the fellow had changed – grim, greyish, bitter! The great Italian had met his match for once. And he too, stepped into that throng.

A queer silence was followed by a burst of speech, and then by dissolution. In twos and three they trickled off, and
there were MacGown and his betrothed standing alone. Michael turned to Fleur.

‘Let's go.'

Silence reigned in their homing cab. He had chattered himself out on the field of battle, and must wait for fresh supplies of camouflage. But he slipped his hand along till he found hers, which did not return his pressure. The card he used to play at times of stress – the eleventh baronet – had failed for the last three months; Fleur seemed of late to resent his introduction as a remedy. He followed her into the dining-room, sore at heart, bewildered in mind. He had never seen her look so pretty as in that oyster-coloured frock, very straight and simply made, with a swing out above the ankles. She sat down at the narrow dining-table, and he seated himself opposite, with the costive feeling of one who cannot find words that will ring true. For social discomfiture he himself didn't care a tinker's curse; but she –!

And suddenly, she said:

‘And you don't mind?'

‘For myself – not a bit.'

‘Yes, you've still got your Foggartism and your Bethnal Green.'

‘If
you
care, Fleur, I care a lot.'

‘If
I care!'

‘How – exactly?'

‘I'd rather not increase your feeling that I'm a snob.'

‘I never had any such feeling.'

‘Michael!'

‘Hadn't you better say what you mean by the word?'

‘You know perfectly well.'

‘I know that you appreciate having people about you, and like them to think well of you. That isn't being a snob.'

‘Yes; you're very kind, but you don't admire it.'

‘I admire
you
.'

‘You mean, desire me. You admire Norah Curfew.'

‘Norah Curfew! For all I care, she might snuff out tomorrow.'

And from her face he had the feeling that she believed him.

‘If it isn't her, it's what she stands for – all that I'm not.'

‘I admire a lot in you,' said Michael, fervently; ‘your intelligence, your flair; I admire you with Kit and your father; your pluck; and the way you put up with me.'

‘No, I admire you much more than you admire me. Only, you see, I'm not capable of devotion.'

‘What about Kit?'

‘I'm devoted to myself – that's all.'

He reached across the table and touched her hand.

‘Morbid, darling.'

‘No. I see too clearly to be morbid.'

She was leaning back, and her throat, very white and round, gleamed in the alabaster-shaded light; little choky movements were occurring there.

‘Michael, I want you to take me round the world.'

‘And leave Kit?'

‘He's too young to mind. Beside, my mother would look after him.'

If she had got as far as that, this was a deliberate desire!

‘But your father –'

‘He's not really old yet, and he'd have Kit'

‘When we rise in August, perhaps –'

‘No, now.'

‘It's only five months to wait. We'd have time in the vacation to do a lot of travelling.'

Fleur looked straight at him.

‘I knew you cared more for Foggartism now than for me.'

‘Be reasonable, Fleur.'

‘For five months – with the feeling I've got here!' she put her hand to her breast. ‘I've had six months of it already. You don't realize, I suppose, that I'm down and out?'

‘But, Fleur, it's all so –'

‘Yes, it's always petty to mind being a dead failure, isn't it?'

‘But, my child–'

‘Oh! If you can't feel it–!'

‘I can – I felt wild this evening. But all you've got to do is to
let them see that you don't care; and they'll come buzzing round again like flies. It would be running away, Fleur.'

‘No,' said Fleur, coldly, ‘it's not that – I don't try twice for the same prize. Very well, I'll stay and be laughed at.'

Michael got up.

‘I know you don't think there's anything to my job. But there is, Fleur, and I've put my hand to it. Oh! don't look like that Dash it! This is dreadful!'

‘I suppose I could go by myself. That would be more thrilling.'

‘Absurd! Of course you couldn't! You're seeing blue to-night, old thing. It'll all seem different to-morrow.'

‘To-morrow and to-morrow! No, Michael, mortification has set in, my funeral can take place any day you like!'

Michael's hands went up. She meant what she was saying! To realize, he must remember how much store she had set on her powers as hostess; how she had worked for her collection and shone among it! Her house of cards all pulled about her ears! Cruel! But would going round the world help her? Yes! Her instinct was quite right. He had been round the world himself, nothing else would change her values in quite that way; nothing else would so guarantee oblivion in others and herself! Lippinghall, her father's, the sea for the five months till vacation came – they wouldn't meet her case! She needed what would give her back her importance. And yet, how could he go until vacation? Foggartism – that lean and lonely plant – un-watered and without its only gardener, would wither to its roots, if, indeed, it had any. There was some movement in it now, interest here and there – this Member and that were pecking at it. Private efforts in the same direction were gathering way. And time was going on – Big Ben had called no truce; unemployment swelling, trade dawdling, industrial trouble brewing – brewing, hope losing patience! And what would old Blythe say to his desertion now?

‘Give me a week,' he muttered. ‘It's not easy. I must think it over.'

THE NEW LEAF

WHEN MacGown came up to her, Marjorie Ferrar thought: ‘Does he know about Bertie?' Fresh from her triumph over ‘that little snob', fluttered by the sudden appearance of her past, and confronted with her present, she was not in complete possession of her head. When they had moved away into an empty side room, she faced him.

‘Well, Alec, nothing's changed. I still have a past as lurid as yesterday. I'm extremely sorry I ever kept it from you. But I did practically tell you, several times; only you wouldn't take it.'

‘Because it was hell to me. Tell me everything, Marjorie!'

‘You want to revel in it?'

‘Tell me everything, and I'll marry you still.'

She shook her head. ‘Marry! Oh! no! I don't go out of my depth any more. It was absurd anyway. I never loved you, Alec.'

‘Then you loved that – you still –'

‘My dear Alec, enough!'

He put his hands to his head, and swayed. And she was touched by genuine compassion.

‘I'm awfully sorry, I really am. You've got to cut me out; that's all.'

She had turned to leave him, but the misery in his face stopped her. She had not quite realized. He was burnt up! He was –! And she said quickly:

‘Marry you I won't; but I'd like to pay up, if I could –'

He looked at her.

Quivering all over from that look, she shrugged her shoulders, and walked away. Men of an old fashion! Her own fault for stepping outside the charmed circle that took nothing too seriously. She walked over the shining floor, conscious of many eyes, slipped past her hostess, and soon was in a cab.

She lay awake, thinking. Even without announcement the return of presents would set London by the ears and bring on her again an avalanche of bills. Five thousand pounds! She got up and rummaged out the list, duplicate of that which Alec had. He might still want to pay them! After all, it was he who had spilled the ink by making her go into Court! But then his eyes came haunting her. Out of the question! And, shivering a little, she got back into bed. Perhaps she would have a brainwave in the morning. She had so many in the night, that she could not sleep. Moscow with Bertie Curfew? The stage? America and the ‘movies'? All three? She slept at last, and woke languid and pale. With her letters was one from Shropshire House.

DEAR MARJORIE,

If you've nothing better to do, I should like to see you this morning.

Affectionately,

S
HROPSHIRE

What now? She looked at herself in the glass, and decided that she
must
make-up a little. At eleven o'clock she was at Shropshire House. The marquess was in his work-room at the top, among a small forest of contraptions. With coat off, he was peering through a magnifying-glass at what looked like nothing.

‘Sit down, Marjorie,' he said: ‘I'll have done in a minute.'

Except the floor, there seemed nowhere to sit, so she remained standing.

‘I thought so,' said the marquess; ‘the Italians are wrong.'