Authors: Mercedes Keyes,Lawrence James
understand?!” He pleaded.
“Don’ want you on no floor like that, get up now
– gone, get up. Stop this foolishness, I ain’t nobody
you got to crawl to, al I want-…”
He shot to his feet, cutting off her next words,
grabbed her to him and for the first time, gave in to
what he’d been wanting to do from the moment his
heart betrayed him by handing his soul over to this
amazing fancy, that was now, his wife.
His lips locked onto hers, kissing her, moving
over them to work them wide so that his tongue
could enter. He inhaled the smel of her with every
breath that he drew, the taste of her with every draw
and suction of his mouth on hers.
Suga held on, and did what she thought he
wanted her to do, opening her mouth to him; kissing
her so she felt her heart would burst from her chest.
Light headed, dreamy with wonder Suga never
knew such feelings; she should be afraid of him but
could not find her fear – it al seemed to vanish the
moment he grabbed hold of her. She didn’t
understand it at al – but what she did know was that
the feeling he gave her was moving throughout her
body and it felt amazing. She stood being kissed
and wondered once more, was a fancy supposed to
be in love with her master; with her owner? Her
mother had said no. Yet, Quinton had said that he
was neither; regardless of his claim, that idea was
hard pressed into her and it wouldn’t be easy to let
go. Whether he be master, owner, or just Quinton –
in either case, he was the one man, she would
endure al for. As he stood kissing her hungrily,
thoroughly; this time, she had her arms around him;
holding on tight so that he would know, despite
earlier, she was pleased to have that attention from
him. She would not deny him anymore; she would not
hide – not after that day. When he left that town hal ,
he had her with him, that was al that mattered to
Suga, that she was free to be his – and that was al
she wanted to be, Quinton’s Fancy. He final y broke
the kiss, because they both needed to breathe, he
held her, resting his forehead on hers, “I must wait,
give you time – after what I’ve done, I could not
possibly put you through it so soon, not after that.” He
gasped, holding her tightly, rubbing her back gently.
“You ain’ got to wait on me, I’m yours to do
whatever you want, Quinton. I just don’t want you to –
t’treat me bad, hurt my heart and kil my soul.”
He palmed the cheeks of her face, examining it
with adoring eyes, “Never – no not ever!” His thumbs
caressed her lovely skin, “You do know – that now –
you are my wife, you do realize that – don’t you?”
Her eyes grew large, staring at him in wonder,
“Huh?”
Quinton smiled, sniffed, laughing, “Suga, you
are truly, Suga Caine, you are truly
my wife
– you and
I – we are married, it is so, before witnesses, no
matter how rotten; before God, no matter how abrupt
I was, I vowed to take you as my wife, and I signed
the book to say that I accepted this. You did the
same, it does not matter why it happened, know –
that it happened. You are my wife, you – are – my –
wife
.”
“Huh?”
With a bold, robust bark of laughter, Quinton
scooped her high into his arms, spinning her about
as she hung on for dear life, thinking that he’d real y
gone crazy now. The spinning stopped only because
he was heading down the hal , and there was no
room for such play. Entering his favorite room, he
stepped right to his favorite chair before the fire;
there he sat, holding her on his lap. Suga sat with her
hands on his shoulders, trying to catch her breath, “I
can’t be yo’ wife Quinton.”
“Why? You tel me why this cannot be?”
“’Cause, I’m just a common Negro, bedwench.”
“No, nothing about you, do I find, common,” he
reached up, caressing her brow, “It is not true, this
thing you believe – God did not make you that, it is
what man made you, white men – men who are
selfish, deceitful, evil. They have taken control of a
land, of a people, because they have become a law
unto themselves. But know this, their day wil come –
a day that wil judge us al .”
She shook her head, afraid to believe what he
was saying to her, “You sure you ain’t drink nothin’
funny Quinton?”
He smiled, searching her features for the tiniest
flaw, knowing there had to be something to mar her
loveliness; unable to resist, he pul ed her face to him
for another kiss, realizing he could easily kiss her
forever if that were at al possible, “You are my wife.”
He freed her mouth to declare, and kissed her again,
and once more he explained, “Our God, the One who
created al things, made you a woman, made me, a
man – and if we both – believe in him, then he is
happy for us to be one, man and wife and we are, we
are.” He kissed her again.
Suga was dizzy from being kissed so much,
her wet lips throbbing; she touched her lower one,
giving a sad smile, but could not for the life of her,
give into the enthusiasm he was displaying. “We
gots to be careful, Quinton, folks ain’t gone like to
hear this.”
He kissed her again, and felt himself
thickening, hardening beneath her bottom and knew
that he must stop, or he would have her again, yet to
do so, would show him to be thoughtless, cal ous. He
paused once more with his forehead resting against
hers, “Only God knows what a gift you have been to
me, only He knows.”
“You hear anything I say, Quinton? Folks ain’t
gone like it.”
“You think I care what they like? As long as they
keep their distance, I care little for their thoughts!
Enough of them, there are things I must tel you, and I
want you to listen careful y.” She nodded, her eyes
on him, ready to hang onto every word that he said.
He wanted to kiss her again, “For your sake, I would
have you, sit on the stool.” He asked gently. With a
nod, she moved to it immediately, leaning on his
knee as he sat forward, stroking the wavy edges of
her hairline.
“While in the barn, I prayed, and did a
considerable amount of thinking, and I have reached
a decision; that is, we wil not remain here.” He
informed her with the shake of his head.
“Where we gone go?”
“Home – my home – back in England. Home to
my estates, I’ve traveled enough, I’ve learned enough
and I have been blessed with the greatest gain of my
adventures, and if I am to careful y treasure that, to
stay here is out of the question. I wil have you where
it is safe; with you as my wife, I could not rest
knowing at any time, you could be taken from me,
taken back to the South, used as a slave, or worse…
no, it is time for me to go, us – to go.”
Suga sat thinking about it, and wanted to ask,
“You got lots’o’money Quinton?” He was busy
touching her hair, getting to know it although it was
wound tightly in braids, “Yes, my lovely wife, I have
lots of money.” He answered truthful y.
“Is it – ah - you got enough to maybe – buy my
mama?” She asked hesitantly. He paused; staring
into her eyes, he sighed, giving it some thought,
“Yes, I have enough to buy your mother – however –
the problem may be that her master wil not wish to
sel her.”
“He greedy, he sel ha’ – he like money. Try
Quinton, please?” He reached behind her head,
palming it and pul ing it forward to kiss her brow, “I
wil try.”
“How long it gone take-…”
“How long wil it take…” He corrected.
She sighed and nodded her head, “How long
wil it take.” She changed it to ask. “It is quite the
journey, in order to get there; we wil have to go by
ship.”
She leapt off the stool, “Don’t want to. Don’t like
it.”
Quinton stood, “Suga, I promise, you wil not be
subjected to the conditions you endured before.”
“We wil have a comfortable room, heat,
clothing, food, al that is needed.”
“I’on like it Quinton,” Suga whined, uncertain,
chewing at the corner of her mouth, “Ain’t no other
way?”
“No my sweetheart, there is no other way, you
have my word, it wil not be the same as before,
nothing like.”
She stood thinking about it, not wanting to give
in, but had little choice in the matter, “Your word,
Quinton?”
“My word.” He stepped closer, “Have I broken
my word to you yet?”
“No.” She shook her head.
“Do you trust me?”
Slowly she nodded.
“Good, I want you to trust, that I would let no
harm come to you. Now…” He couldn’t resist
touching her hair again, “… what is there to eat?” He
asked smiling.
Sure enough, as she prepared his dinner, it
began to snow, he watched it fal , thinking about al
that must be done to prepare them for travel in the
next few months, and he figured by early spring, his
servants should arrive. It would have to be then that
he go for her mother. Now that he had Suga, he was
sorry that he’d gone it alone. Simply put, he no
longer trusted those within the town and hoped their
need for him as a physician overrode any
maliciousness they might have towards him. One
thing was certain, should anyone try anything, he had
no qualms against kil ing should it come down to
defending his wife and his home; and he was wel
armed to do so. Making sure they had their privacy,
he closed and bolted the shutters pul ing the curtains
to; blocking any possible peeping Toms; he wouldn’t
put it past some to come snooping around, peering
into their windows out of curiosity. He was done with
the act of treating Suga roughly for the sake of those
who might see; their home was her sanctuary as wel
as his. He turned to see his food steaming but no
place setting for her.
“M y
wife
– shal eat at our table with me.” He
informed her, coming away from the window to sit at
the head of the table, eyes on her; he nodded to
where he would like to see her sitting.
Smiling, Suga quickly prepared a place to his
right hand, he did not want her at the opposite end of
the table, even though it was relatively smal er than
what he had become accustomed to.
Enjoying their food, he brought up what else
was on his mind, “Suga, this night – I have a great
favor to ask of you.”
Her eyes met his, nodding to hear what that
might be. Quinton took a deep breath and then, “We
need to give you, a more – fitting name.”
“My - my name? I got a name.”
“Yes, and as lovely as it is, be certain, that I wil
always cal you by that name when it is just the two of
us; however – I would have you with a name that wil
one day fit the title you wil be given.”
“Title?”
“Yes, title.”
“Don’t know what you mean Quinton.” She sat
back in her chair, her mind wondering what he was
getting at.
“Yes… so here we are at the rest of what I must
explain. Do you recal , those men addressing me, as
Earl of WhistHirst?”
“They crazy – yo’name Quinton.”
He couldn’t help himself, he started laughing,
shaking his head, for some reason, and recal ing
seeing that same look on his mother’s face.
“You laughin’ at me,” She asked, with a brow
pinched.
“No sweetheart, not at you; I am laughing at
myself.”
“Why? You ain’ did nothin’ funny.”
He laughed some more, “Oh my mother would
disagree with you there, except, I highly doubt, that
she wil be laughing about it.”
“I’on understan'.”
“No, but you wil – I wil see that you understand;
in either case, for now, I want you to agree, to
another name for yourself, in fact, I wil let you choose
your new name.”
“Don’t need no new name, I like Suga just fine.”
Quinton sighed, thinking.
“Quinton?”
“Yes my sweet?”
“Wha’s a Earl?”
He was cutting into a bit of rabbit and popped it
into his mouth, moving his eyes to her as he chewed,
“I am, Suga, I am an Earl.” He answered as a matter
of fact.
“Huh?” She’d never heard of such a title, al she
knew was what she’d been exposed to, being born