The Education of Sebastian & the Education of Caroline (63 page)

I couldn’t help laughing out loud. “We’ll figure something out. Don’t sweat it, Hunter.”

Sebastian was still in a bad mood when we left the restaurant. Okay, it wasn’t the ideal situation for two apparently sex-starved adults who were behaving like rampant teenagers, but I thought we’d already proved that we could be creative—and I had one or two things in mind. Besides, I’d brought the rest of the bottle of wine from the restaurant, so we could always have a quiet evening with a glass of vino and watch the stars appear.

Sebastian, however, was a lot less relaxed, accelerating hard out of the parking lot in a shower of gravel, tires squealing.

I gripped him tightly around his waist, hoping that he’d slow down, but instead he went faster, taking the turns on the coast road at such a speed that our knees were ridiculously close to the ground. I closed my eyes and hung on, until he slowed abruptly. I soon saw the reason: two Italian police officers were waving their table tennis-shaped batons at us.

Crap.

We’d been caught speeding.

Sebastian pulled over to the side of the road and swung one, long leg over as he climbed off. Watching as he removed his helmet, I decided to follow him. He was so hotheaded, I could imagine him mouthing off at them and spending a night in a cozy, Italian jail.

“French?” asked the first policeman, looking at the license plates on Sebastian’s motorcycle.

The officer looked disconcertingly like Groucho Marx, which was rather distracting. The second one was younger and stared at us through his Aviator shades, even though it was dusk.

“No, American,” replied Sebastian.

The policemen looked surprised.

“Is this motorcycle yours, signore?”

“Yes.”

“You have papers for it?”

“Yes, in my wallet.”

Sebastian started to reach into his jacket, and the younger officer immediately went for his gun.

I gasped and Sebastian swore. The next second, they were forcing him to kneel on the ground and put his hands behind his head. I could see the older man reaching for handcuffs.

“No, please!” I called out. “He was just trying to show you his papers.”

“Signora, he was driving at 120km an hour; the speed limit here is 90km an hour.”

“Please, let him show you. I’ll get his wallet!”

I moved slowly so they could see exactly what I was doing. I reached into Sebastian’s inside jacket pocket and carefully lifted out his wallet.

“What am I looking for?” I whispered, urgently.

“The
Certificat d’immatriculation—the papers in gray. Caro, I…”

“Just don’t speak, Sebastian,” I hissed at him. “Let me handle this.”

Silently, I handed over the document, although it was clear neither of the officers could read French.

“Are you authorized to ride this motorcycle, signora?” said the older, gentler officer.

“No, but…”

“Then we’ll arrange to have it removed,” he said, kindly.

“Please don’t arrest him!” I begged them. “He’s only on leave for two more weeks, then he’s going back to Afghanistan.”

The two men looked at each other. I was hoping that the military/police solidarity that existed back home, also held true in Europe. I pulled Sebastian’s ID card out of his wallet, the one that identified him as a US Marine, and showed it to them.

“We only have two weeks,” I repeated, not needing to fake my desperation.

“My son-in-law is serving out there,” said the older officer, shaking his head. “Very well, we will let you go, but this one time only. Obey the speed limits.”

They let Sebastian stand, and handed him back his papers.

“Thank you so much,” I said, feeling slightly tearful at our reprieve.

“Make him obey the speed limits, signora,” said the older officer, wagging his finger at me.

“I will. Thank you!”

“I will pray for you both,” he said, simply.

We watched as they wandered back to their car, chatting amiably to each other.

“You were great, Caro,” said Sebastian, grinning.

I slapped him hard on the arm. “No more speeding!”

“I don’t know … I’ve got my own Caro-shaped ‘get out of jail free’ card.”

“Yes, well, do that again, and you might be finding out what Italian jails are like.”

“You wouldn’t let that happen to me, baby.”

“Don’t bet on it, Chief! I’ve got enough gray hairs without you giving me anymore.”

He pulled me in for a hug.

“Nope, can’t see any,” he said, kissing my hair.

I pushed him away, crossly.

“Another two weeks with you and I’ll have to color my grays,” I said, grumpily.

He laughed.

“It’s not funny!”

“God, you’re beautiful, Caro!”

I climbed back on the bike, irritated to see that Sebastian was still grinning, but at least he drove to the campsite at a more moderate pace.

When we got back, Sebastian parked the bike and locked up, while I stomped off to our room, feeling very irritated with him. If he was this reckless in Italy … no, I really didn’t need to start thinking like that.

I hunted around for a corkscrew to dig out the damn cork that the waiter had managed to ram back in, but there wasn’t one to be had. I was just contemplating smashing off the neck and sieving the wine through a clean sock to remove any broken glass, believing that desperate times called for desperate measures, when Sebastian sauntered into the room.

“I can’t open the fucking wine!” I snarled at him.

He looked taken aback.

Yeah, well, he wasn’t the only one who knew how to swear
.

“What’s the matter, Caro?”

“I just told you!” I yelled, “I can’t open the wine!”

Quietly, he took the bottle from my hand, produced a Swiss Army knife from his pants pocket, and proceeded to dig the cork out using a small blade.

“I think some of the cork fell in,” he said, placing the bottle on the table.

“Thank you,” I muttered, rather sullenly.

“Caro…”

“What, Sebastian? You could have got arrested back there? That was so stupid and reckless!”

He stared at me in amazement. “Nothing happened…”

“It could have!” I shouted at him. “And if you take chances like that out in…”

But I couldn’t finish the sentence. Angry and frustrated, I was furious when I felt tears spring to my eyes. I cuffed them away with my fists, while Sebastian watched me in silence.

“Hey, come here,” he said, softly. “It’s okay.”

He pulled my stiff body into an embrace, but I stood rigidly, fighting back tears, willing anger not fear to win out.

“Caro, tonight was just dumb, I admit that, okay. I’m just enjoying being … free, here and now, with you. Don’t cry.”

“I’m not crying!” I yelled. “I’m mad at you!”

“Yeah, got that message, baby.”

Eventually, I pushed him away, grabbing the wine bottle as I walked past the table, and took a good slug. Then I threw myself on the bed, piled the pillows behind me and tipped another large quantity of wine into my mouth, rubbing the back of my hand across my face to catch the drips.

“Are you going to share that?” he said, at last.

“No. You drink too much.”

“You’re just going to sit there and finish the whole bottle by yourself?”

“Yes.”

“You don’t like drinking.”

“I do tonight.”

“It’ll make you sick.”

“I’m being reckless. You do it all the time.”

“Caro,” he said tiredly, rubbing his forehead, “come on, that’s enough.”

He pulled the bottle out of my hands and put it on his side of the bed.

“Give me my goddamn wine, Sebastian.”

“No,” he said, evenly, sitting next to me.

I tried to reach over him to get it, but he blocked me.

I wanted to scream with frustration, even though I knew I was behaving childishly.

“Fine.”

I slammed out of the room and walked down to the beach without a coat. It was a lot cooler now that it was night time. Oh well, I’d wanted to see the stars.

I sat down on the sand and moodily wrapped my arms around my knees. A light breeze was blowing off the sea, and moonlight glimmered on the water. The surf had almost completely dropped away. Sebastian was right: it would be as flat as glass tomorrow.

I buried my boots into the still-warm sand and listened to the tide lapping against the shoreline, as regular as breathing.

I was irritated with myself for my tantrum, but I was more than annoyed with Sebastian for nearly getting himself arrested—and for not appearing to think anything of it. But at the heart of it was my fear that his recklessness would lead him to doing something really stupid when he was
out there
. I didn’t even want to think about where he was going—where we were going.

It wasn’t long before I heard his quiet footsteps in the sand. I pulled my arms around my knees more tightly as Sebastian sat down next to me, gently placing his old, leather jacket around my shoulders.

“Want some wine?” he said. “It tastes great straight from the bottle.”

I leaned against his shoulder, and he wrapped his arm around me.

“Sebastian, promise me you won’t be reckless. I couldn’t stand it if anything happened to you now.”

“Caro, I’m never reckless when I’m working. Well, maybe some of the off duty stuff, but not when I’m working, I promise. I’d never have gotten promoted if I was a complete fuck-up. Don’t
worry about me. Besides, I’ve got a reason to come home now, okay?”

“I will worry.”

“And I’ll worry about you, too. You’ve still got a chance to go home where I know you’ll be safe, Caro. Please?”

I sat up stiffly.

“Don’t even think about screwing up my papers again, Hunter!”

“Whoa! Slow down!”

He held out his hands defensively.

“I promised I wouldn’t, Caro, even though I really fucking want to.” He paused. “So, have you finished stomping all over me with your boots?”

I sighed. “For now, unless you ask me to, nicely.”

He laughed gently. “I’ll bear that in mind. Can I kiss you, or am I risking serious injury?”

I pushed him back onto the sand and made myself comfortable lying across his chest.

Under the moonlight his skin was pale and silvery, every hint of tan bleached away. I traced his profile with my finger, and then tilted his face toward me, kissing him lightly on the lips.

“This brings back memories,” I said, feeling soothed.

He smiled up at me. “Yeah! Sex on the beach was one of those things that everyone at school used to brag about, and then I got to do it with you. That first time, that was one of the best nights of my life.”

“The first time we ever spent a whole night together.”

“You want to relive good times, Caro?”

“Can’t.”

“Why not?”

“I left our one and only condom in the room.”

He sighed and closed his eyes.

“Besides,” I continued, “I’ve kind of got a thing for beds these days. Call me old-fashioned.”

“Yeah, I guess,” he said, wistfully. “I really liked having sex in your car though. That was hot.”

“Oh my God, yes! Although I’d have to say that sex in that closet at the country club was pretty amazing, too. No, wait, the hotel in Little Italy. That room looked like a wild animal had rampaged through it by the time you’d finished!”

“Wild animal, huh?” he said, looking pleased with himself. “Yeah, well, I think I can improve on that now, baby.”

“Oh, you do, do you? Because I’ve got to tell you, Sebastian, you never ran out of condoms when you were 17.”

“Ouch! Low blow, Ms. Venzi.”

I laughed. “True, though.”

“Yeah, well, I’ll fix that tomorrow and then you won’t be getting
any
sleep, woman.”

“Heard it all before, Chief, but it ain’t happened yet.”

I lay back down on his chest, and drew pictures on his t-shirt with my finger.

“So, who was your first woman, after me, I mean?”

I felt his arms tense.

“Why do you want to know that?”

“Just curious.”

He sighed. “I don’t really want to go there, Caro. It was … a bad time for me.”

“Okay, I’m sorry. You don’t have to.”

We lay there in silence for some minutes.

“Will you tell Ches that we’re … back together?”

“Of course I will, Caro. Ches is my brother,” he said, simply.

“He’ll be surprised.”

“Fuck, yes!”

“Do you think he’ll be okay about it? I mean, I’m sure my name would have been dirt with him.”