âYou going to be sick?' Jayne said, her back still to him.
Rajiv shook his head.
âIf you're going to throw up, get as far away as possible.'
âIâI'm fine.'
Jayne leaned forward so her head was inside the room. Rajiv stepped back, her body shielding him from the carnage.
âWhat do the words say?' he asked.
â
Jai sa-lai
. It means heartbroken. Actually, it's stronger than that. It's like the heart has been shattered into a million pieces.'
For a few moments, she said nothing. When she finally turned to face him, she was ghostly pale.
âRajiv?' She said his name as though she'd forgotten he was there. He feared she'd gone into shock. But with a sharp intake of breath, she seemed to come to her senses. âNo one's seen us, right?'
Rajiv nodded. Jayne turned and closed the door to Suthita's apartment.
âYou're not going to leave her there like that?' he gasped.
âWe'll call the cops when we get back to the hotel. Right now, we've got to get the hell out of here. Trust me, we don't want to be caught anywhere near the dead body of a Thai woman we met with only this morning.'
Jayne hurried towards the road.
The distant wail of a police siren and Jayne's quickening pace made Rajiv withhold further questions. They walked as fast as they could without running, reaching the
songthaew
station just as the police car came into view. As it passed them, Jayne ducked to the ground as if she'd dropped something.
âThe cops are headed for Suthita's place,' she said, crouching. âI'm sure of it. Somebody must've called them.'
She stood up, her forehead glistening with sweat. âIf a
songthaew
doesn't come soon, we're fucked.'
Accustomed as he was to her liberal use of expletives, Rajiv could tell Jayne was genuinely frightened. The police car turned in the direction of the compound and seconds later the siren stopped. Rajiv groaned with relief as a
songthaew
appeared. They scrambled on board.
Rajiv expected that they would talk back at the hotel, discuss the implications of their gruesome discovery, plan their next steps. But Jayne barely paused for breath.
âWe have to check out,' she said. âYou pack our things. I'll go settle the bill. We'll take separate
songthaews
. Better still, I'll take a tuktuk, you take a
songthaew
. I'll meet you at the French café on the beachfront in twenty minutes. I think it's called Le Cadeau.'
It was more than Rajiv could stand.
âI'm your partner, Jayne, not your manservant. You must be telling me what is going on.'
To his surprise, though they were out in the open, Jayne turned and embraced him, fast and hard.
âWe may be in danger,' she whispered. âIf there was foul play involved in Suthita's death, someone might be looking for a couple like us. We'll be less conspicuous in Ao Nang.'
Rajiv understood that. They stood out on the quiet beach where they were staying. In the resort town, there were other couples like them, European women with Thai men, locals as dark-skinned as he was.
âBut she committed suicide, isn't it?' Even as he spoke, Rajiv heard the doubt in his voice. Women typically left neat suicidesânot like the bloody mess they'd found in the girl's room.
Jayne took his left hand in hers. âI don't know how much you saw, but there was a deep cut in Suthita's left arm and blood had pooled in her palm. This means she would have used her right hand to make the cut, then dipped her right index finger in the blood to write her suicide note on the wall, yes?'
She touched her right index finger to the palm of his hand, making the hair rise on the back of Rajiv's neck.
âBut Suthita was left-handed,' Jayne said. âI noticed when she wrote down the address of the temple where Pla's body is being cremated. I mightn't have remembered except the girl at Barracuda Tours was left-handed, too. It was odd to encounter two in a row when just the other day you told me thatâ'
ââonly ten per cent of the population is left-handed.' Rajiv finished the sentence. He felt his face burn. âBut that meansâ'
Jayne squeezed his hand and dropped it.
âIt means we have to get moving.'
8
Bapit restored his phone to his chest pocket, making his safari jacket sag on his gaunt frame. His uncle had the bones of a bird, Othong thought, and the heart of a vulture.
âThat was Sergeant Yongyuth,' Bapit said, as though Othong hadn't overhead every word. âThey've found the girl's body. They're ruling it as a suicide.'
Othong kept his gaze level with the phone in the old man's pocket, but he could feel Bapit's growing rage.
âExplain to me again what the hell happened.'
âWell, I remembered Uncle saying he'd kill to get his hands on the girl's notebook andâ'
âWhat girl? What notebook?'
âThe girl from the power plant consultations. Remember? When Uncle heard she'd drowned, he saidâ'
Bapit slapped him. âThat was a turn of phrase, you imbecile.'
The slap didn't carry much force but Othong's face burned all the same.
âIf you think I'd want you to kill an innocent girl to satisfy my curiosity, you're even more stupid than I realised,' Bapit said.
âI didn't mean to kill her, Uncle. It was an accident.'
âSo you say, nephew. And knowing you to be a clumsy, stupid oaf, I believe you. That is the only reason I have not handed you over to the police. Now go and put some clean clothes on.'
âI don't have anyâ'
âThe
mae ban
found some for you.'
Othong didn't wait to be told twice. He scuttled off to the spare room to find laid out on the bed a pair of pants and a shirt large enough to fit him. Not Uncle Bapit's clothes. The old man was a walking chopstick. They must have belonged to his cousin, Vidura, clothes left behind when he went off to serve with the Thai Army on the Cambodian border. Vidura the golden boy, the smart one. Uncle would never have slapped Vidura on the face, never called him an imbecile. Right up until the moment he tripped a landmine, Vidura had never fucked up like Othong.
His uncle's insults stung all the more because Othong had thought himself very clever to locate the right address. And he honestly hadn't meant to hurt the girl. He'd started out politely explaining that he just wanted her to hand over Pla's things. But when the girl started screaming about ghosts and farangs, Othong couldn't think straight. He'd barged inside and hit her in the mouth, intending to shut her up for long enough to hear him out. But she lost her balance and struck her head hard on the corner of the bed as she crashed to the floor. He tried all he could to rouse her, but nothing worked. The breath had gone from her and he couldn't bring it back.
Othong was prone to accidents. As a child, he strangled kittens by holding them too tightly, trampled newborn chicks underfoot. When he played rough and tumble games, the village boys ended up with broken bones. Othong had always misjudged his own strength. A clumsy stupid oaf, his uncle called him.
Ngo ngao tao toon
ââstupid as a turtle and a mole'âthe village boys chanted. But Othong wasn't stupid. A turtle would've panicked and hidden inside its shell. A mole would have dug itself into a hole. But Othong was smarter than that. He made the girl's death look like a suicide. He based it on a movie where the character had scrawled the name of her two-timing boyfriend on the wall in her own blood before bleeding to death and coming back as a
phi hai
to haunt him. Othong wasn't afraid of being haunted by the girl's ghost, though, seeing as he hadn't offended her and only killed her by accident.
It was a good plan but if he'd had more time to think it through, Othong would've searched the place before he cut into the body, as the blood made his task more difficult. As it was, he couldn't find any notebook; the only thing worth taking was a wallet. Despite his best efforts, he ended up sticky with blood and had to wear the good jacket he kept under his motorbike seat to hide the stains on his T-shirt and jeans for the ride back to his uncle's place. To Othong's dismay, Bapit insisted he burn the jacket, along with the rest of his clothes.
His uncle placed the call to his policeman friend as Othong headed outside to the bathing block. He stripped, careful to keep his clothes off the damp floor, and sluiced himself with water. Using a wedge of soap and a ragged toothbrush, he scrubbed away every trace of blood caught under his fingernails and toenails. He shampooed his hair twice, before wrapping himself in a sarong and heading out to the incinerator with his clothes. He fished the girl's wallet from the pocket of his jeans before flinging them onto the fire and stashed it under a beam in the roof of the bathroom to collect when his uncle wasn't looking.
The old man was still on the phone, apparently on hold, when Othong returned to the living room. Bapit nodded for him to take a seat. Othong wore only the damp sarong, and in his uncle's air-conditioned office he was soon freezing. It took a full ten minutes for Bapit to get the all clear from the sergeant, after which he focused on ticking off his nephew, before Othong was finally dismissed to get dressed.
Wearing his dead cousin's cast-offs, Othong faced Bapit again. âI'll be off now, Uncle,' he said, bowing with a humble
wai
.
Bapit raised his hand. âOut of curiosity, did you happen to find out anything useful from the girl before you killed her?'
âPlease, Uncle, it was an accidentâ' Othong began.
âJust answer my question.'
âI asked her about Miss Pla's things and she said something about ghosts and
khon farang
â'
âWhat about foreigners?' The old man looked worried. âWas it something to do with the project?'
âIâI don't know,' Othong stammered. âShe wasn't making any sense. She said
khon plaek nah
came and collected Miss Pla's things andâ'
âDid she say strangers or foreigners?' Bapit grabbed Othong by the shoulders and shook him. âThink, you moron. Which words did she use?'
â
Khon farang
,' Othong said.
âAre you absolutely sure?'
The more his uncle pressed him, the less sure Othong became.
â
Khon farang
,' he repeated.
His uncle released his grip. âHow could this happen?' His hands groped for the cigarettes in his chest pocket. âI've got to find out who this farang is.'
âPerhaps I can do that for you, Uncle,' Othong piped up, eager for a second chance.
âYou?' Uncle Bapit spat. âYou've got a nerve. The only thing you can do for me right now is get out of my sight.'
Othong didn't wait to be asked a second time. He fled to the yard and fired up his motorbike, already planning the hunt for Miss Pla's farang friend.
9
âS
omething like this happened to me once before,' Jayne said, stirring her coffee.
They were sitting in an open-sided café with a view of the beach. Michael Jackson's
Dangerous
album was playing in the background, an upbeat soundtrack ill-suited to Rajiv's mood. He leaned closer to hear Jayne above the music.
âIn Chiang Mai, about a year ago,' she said. âI had several Thai cops on my tail, at least one of whom wanted to kill me.'
Rajiv raised his eyebrows in alarm, but Jayne was too distracted by her coffee to notice.
âTo shake them off, I changed hotels, registered under a false ID and changed my appearance.'
âDid it work?'
âWell, clearly I didn't get killed,' she said drily. âAnd it bought me time to work on the case.'
âBut we are not working on a case.' Rajiv felt his anxiety levels rising. âIndeed, if we are somehow unfortunate enough to be implicated in what we have just witnessed'âhe waved his hand in the vague direction of Khlong Haeng villageââwe may never work on another case again.'
Jayne held her teaspoon over her cup, her hand steady. âI admit there are risks in hanging around.'
âHanging around?' Rajiv gasped. âWhy on earth would you even contemplate doing that?'
She placed the spoon on her saucer and looked him in the eye. âI don't believe Pla's death was an accident any more than Suthita's death was a suicide.'
âBut what has that got to do with you?'
âBecause the cops have already ruled Pla's death as accidental, and I guarantee they will rule Suthita's as suicide. No one will stand up for these two young women and whoever killed them will get away with murder. And that offends my sense of justice.'
Rajiv hesitated, torn between his sympathy for Jayne's principled stance and his instinct to get the hell out of town as quickly as possible.
âIt's too dangerous,' he said. âWhat if whoever did that to Suthita comes after us?'
âHighly unlikely,' Jayne countered. âSuthita wouldn't let you in her room, remember? If she let in the man who killed herâand I'm assuming it was a manâchances are she knew him. The vast majority of murder victims in Australia are killed by someone they know. I imagine it's the same in Thailand.'
âBut why would anyone want to kill Miss Pla and Miss Suthita?' He regretted the question as soon as he spoke, knowing it would only encourage her.
âThat's what we need to figure out,' Jayne said. âI'll need to take a closer look at Pla's notes and youâ'
Rajiv shook his head. âI am not believing it. You are seriously suggesting we investigate.'
âWhy not?'
âWhat about the police?'
âI'm telling you, they'll rule Suthita's death as a suicide. They won't be looking for us. But if you want, we could always take precautions like I did in Chiang Mai just to be on the safe side.' She lit a cigarette, blew smoke into the air above their heads.