The Dragon Queens (The Mystique Trilogy) (54 page)

‘I love you, Mathu.’ Tamar ran to embrace the dying creature as it collapsed to its knees. ‘And I miss you.’

‘I failed you so many times…’ Mathu could barely breathe due to remorse and his injuries. ‘I hurt you so badly…’ He gasped as he relived Pintar’s memory of raping Charlotte.

‘But you loved me deeply too,’ Tamar emphasised, before the creature breathed its last.

She did not wish to call her prince back to the battered beastly form he’d just relinquished and so she lowered the corpse to the floor. ‘That is the last we shall see of Pintar,’ she said. ‘Now we only have the Nefilim to contend with.’

‘And what of Mathu?’ Captain Sinclair queried.
For without Mathu’s physical presence, how would we continue with the opening of Amenti?

‘Our priority is to activate the rest of the Signet stations,’ Tamar decreed. She looked at the captain. ‘Mathu will find us before the matrix is operational.’

‘I trust you are right,’ Sinclair said and bowed his head respectfully.

Susan looked about at the oozing green remains of the battle. ‘What will become of the Dracon with no one to lead them?’

‘Some will no doubt seek service with the Nefilim,’ Lilith suggested.

Levi was more positive. ‘Those who have awoken their spiritual side will join our cause.’

‘And the remainder will probably go back to hunting in packs in third-world countries,’ Taylor offered, being more of a realist. ‘Where no one will miss their victims.’

My daughter looked to the greenish splinters of melting matter that had once been Taejax. ‘This one is bound for Sirius B, where he will join the ranks of his Anu ancestors and eventually evolve up to the next harmonic universe.’

I approached my daughter, so wanting to hold her, and yet I felt awkward. She turned and embraced me. ‘Mum, you were
totally
sick today, and so was Dad!’

‘Well, thank you, sweetheart.’ It seemed the integration was complete. I breathed in her scent and kissed her cheek; I could no longer reach her forehead, she was too tall. Tamar even towered over her father now.

‘I am so proud of you, princess.’ Albray joined our hug.

‘The only way to best a demon is with love,’ Tamar said, letting Albray know that he had been
her inspiration. He was astounded by her comprehension skills and restraint.

‘I fear had I been closer to Pintar, I would not have been so quick to adhere to my own advice,’ he confessed. ‘It’s a good thing you took charge.’

Tamar had not changed so much; she still seemed pleased to receive her parents’ attention and praise.

‘Are you all right?’ I pulled back to look her over. She was more vibrant than I had ever seen her.

‘I’m fine,’ she assured me. ‘Kali and I are one now, and we have the staff to resurrect the Signet Grid and bring down the Nefilim and their frequency fence!’

The rest of the team cheered. I had never seen Tamar so euphoric, and indeed I shared her sense of excitement regarding the mission ahead.

‘What a totally awesome ending for your second book,’ she said, and squeezed my shoulders, thrilled for me.

It was at that.

I AM Tamar.

I AM human.

I AM love, fear and compassion.

I AM hope.

I AM dreams.

I AM a sculptor of reality.

I AM Kali.

I AM Anunnaki.

I AM a planetary leader and the conscience of my people.

I remember my mission here, and all I sacrificed to be here.

Mathu, my dearest companion, was the ultimate price I paid to have my Hall of Amorea built. In order to meet
with the Amenti Council, I first had to address the Elohim’s Interdimensional Association of Free Worlds. To atone for the failures of our kin on Earth and on Tara, my Prince and I were ordered to relinquish our greatest treasure: our constant association. In all of the time that my Prince and I would spend re-evolving on the Earth planes, we would only be permitted to incarnate in a physical form, at the same time, twice. In our first Anunnaki incarnation, we would inspire each other to the human cause. In our final human incarnation we would form the key to open Amenti’s halls for all humanity. This was how the balance between the human and Anunnaki races would be restored: the race responsible for humanity’s de-evolution would also be responsible for humanity’s ascension—our selfless sacrifice would atone for our kindred’s all-consuming selfishness.

The Staff of Amenti know nothing of my agreement with the Elohim Council, and I believe they would have despised the Anunnaki involvement in the Amenti scheme if the Ceres were able to fathom such an emotion.

Before our descent into the Earth scheme, we Anunnaki did not love as humans know love, we did not desire the emotion of another—we were attracted to a like-minded intellect. Mathu was my perfect intellectual match: he challenged and inspired me, amused and advised me. Now that I remember all he truly was to me, I crave his company tenfold and I grieve the eternity we have spent alone on Earth. My sorrow is human, but my determination to find my Prince is divine.

I know now what love is—the love of family, friendship and the sacred human feelings reserved for the object of your desire. My Prince is out there somewhere, in human form, and quite likely unaware of his destiny, just as I was.

I shall find my sleeping Prince and wake him with my kiss. And he shall remember all he has forgotten.

Come, demons, deceivers of cosmic law, bear witness to our love and see in it your redemption and demise.

For I AM your judge and liberator.

I AM your Queen and saviour.

I AM the cosmic karma
of your unrealised nightmares.

Demons, heed my promise,
your world domination is at an end.

Your souls are due to me
and I AM coming
to collect…

I AM.

Ankh
—an object or image resembling a cross but with a loop instead of the top arm; used in Ancient Egypt as a symbol of life.

Blue Flame of Amenti
—(keylonic dictionary) constitutes Earth’s portion of Tara’s morphogenetic field stored in the Sphere of Amenti. Visually, this standing wave pattern looks like an electric blue flame with a pale shade of green, about 10 centimetres in height. The souls on Earth can ascend out of this universe through the fifth dimension—blue flame—and continue their evolution through Tara.

Cathars
—a religious order that was declared heretical by the Roman Catholic Church, which began the Albigensian Crusade to wipe the Cathars out. The name Cathari means ‘pure’ in Greek, and it was rumoured that the Cathars were hiding many of the secret treasures pertaining to the Grail legend.

Density
—(esoteric) the eighth sphere—the lowest rate of vibration of atoms. Inhabited by souls
too new in the evolutionary scale to understand physical life whilst in a physical body; they desire to take an unrighteous path and create their own hell plane to inhabit.

Dragon Queens
—the daughers of Lilith, who descended via the line of Cain. The spiritual daughters of Enki—the Lord Sama-el—who carry the Gene of Isis and the mitochondrial DNA of the Grail bloodline.

Etheric Double
—(esoteric) an invisible electromagnetic field that interpenetrates everything in the universe, from the atom to the great central sun. This field absorbs emanations from everything, forming a pattern for its future existence.

Etheric World
—(esoteric) the overall picture of invisible space. The atmosphere that contains all seven levels of energies (seven planes) with their functions and life forms. Also known as the Otherworld.

Fire-Stone
—(Grail lore) the organic equivalent of ORME, given to select kings prior to general human use of ORME; essentially, the menstrual blood of the goddesses of the Anunnaki.

Grail (Messianic) bloodline
—(Grail lore) in medieval times, this was the line of Messianic descent that was defined by the French word Sangreal, meaning ‘royal blood’. This was the bloodline of Judah—the kingly line of David, which progressed through Jesus and his heirs.

Halls of Amenti
—(keylonic dictionary) the dimensional passageways one must pass through in order to ascend out of Earth’s time matrix, through
the blue flame held within the Sphere of Amenti, and home to Tara.

Light-body
—(esoteric) an invisible, electromagnetic energy field completely surrounding an entity, which acts as a blueprint for that entity, adjusting the vibrational frequency of the atomic structure in accord to that entity’s level of awareness. Also known as Aura.

Light centres
—(esoteric) an invisible, interdimensional system comprising seven concentrated centres of energy located in the lightbody between the base of the spine and the tip of the head. Also known as the Chakra system. These concentrated energy centres are called the root, spleen, solar plexus, heart, throat, third eye and crown chakras, and each is perceived clairvoyantly as a colourful wheel or flower. Light centres convert cosmic energy into body energy and vice versa.

Mitochondrial DNA (mtDNA)
—DNA that is not located in the nucleus of the cell but in the mitochondria. mtDNA is typically passed on only from the mother during sexual reproduction, and there is little change in mtDNA from generation to generation, making it a powerful tool for tracking family lineage.

Morphogenetic field
—(keylonic dictionary) all matter and forms of consciousness, including planetary bodies and human bodies, are manifested through a morphogenetic (form-holding) imprint, which is composed of specific patterns of frequency. The morphogenetic imprint holds the instructions and design for form-building. The Earth’s morphogenetic imprint is held within the blue
flame of Amenti. Forms manifest and evolve as patterns of frequency are drawn from a unified field of energey within which the morphogenetic field is placed. This drawing-in to the morphogenetic field of frequency patterns progressively expands and creates an evolution of form through the fifteendimensional universe.

Nature elemental
—(esoteric/fairy lore) etheric world beings akin to the four elements of nature: Earth, Air, Fire and Water. Ranging from a very high to a low level of intelligence, they keep themselves occupied with the development of the natural world and are, understandably, wary of human beings. Also known as Nature spirits.

ORME
—(alchemy) also known as Ormus, the Philosopher’s Stone, the Elixir of Life, the White Powder of Gold, Ma-na or Manna. Is also an acronym for ‘Orbitally Rearranged Monatomic Elements’—see David Hudson’s research (internet). In Grail lore, ORME is the Highward Fire-Stone, which is also related to Star-Fire, or the Fire-Stone—see Laurence Gardner’s books (Bibliography, p. 477).

PGMs
—Platinum Group Metals. These eight metals are: ruthenium, rhodium, palladium, silver (light platinum group); osmium, iridium, platinum, gold (heavy platinum group). In a monatomic highspin state, these precious metals can lose their chemical reactivity and metallic nature, resulting in a state of superconductivity—a resonant condition complete with Meissner magnetic fields, Cooper pairs, and electrons that have literally changed into light (photons). These precious metals have the unique ability to remain stable in an ORME form,
resulting in levitation (weight losses), fundamental biological and human physiological effects, and beyond to applications in Zero-Point Energy exploration.

Priory of Sion
—(Grail lore) an order said to have had its earliest roots in Hermetic and Gnostic thought. In 1070, a group of Crusading knights formed the basis for the Order de Sion, which was formalised in 1099 by Godefroi de Bouillon. For a century, the Knights Templar and Sion were unified under one leadership, though they publicly separated at the ‘cutting of the elm’ at Gisors in 1188. The Templar order was eventually destroyed by King Phillipe Le Bel of France in 1307. The Priory of Sion is also linked to numerous other underground schools of thought, such as Rosicrucians, Freemasonry, Arthurian and Grail legends, and Catharism.

Sangreal
—(Grail lore) the Holy Grail. In English translation, the definition Sangreal became ‘San Graal’, then ‘Saint Grail’. The word ‘saint’ related to ‘holy’, and so developed the now-familiar term, ‘Holy Grail’. See Laurence Gardner’s books (Bibliography, p. 477).

Sangreal Knighthood
—(Grail lore) the Sovereign Order of the Sangreal, or the Knights of the Holy Grail, was a dynastic Order of Scotland’s Royal House of Stuart.

Seven Bodies of Man
—(esoteric) the Physical body, Astral body, Mental body, Causal body, the Spirit, Monadic essence and God consciousness.

Seven (higher) Planes of Existence
—(esoteric) Physical, Astral, Mental, Causal, Spiritual, Monadic and God consciousness.

Signet Grid
—(keylonic dictionary) the organic interdimensional core energy systems of a planet, along with the inherent portals, vortexes, ley lines and stargates by which a planet is connected to many other interstellar, interdimensional, space–time systems.

Sphere of Amenti
—(keylonic dictionary) morphogenetic field of the human race, created to give the souls fragmented from Tara and lost in the Earth’s dimensional fields the pattern of the twelvestrand DNA imprint necessary to re-evolve into their original Turaneusiam form. The Sphere of Amenti serves as a host matrix (surrogate morphogenetic field) through which the lost souls of Tara can evolve and return home.

Star-Fire
—Ancient name for ORME.

Tara
—(keylonic dictionary) planet counterpart of Earth located in the harmonic universe above our own.

Time codes
—(keylonic dictionary) also known as ‘Veca codes’, these are the mathematical programs of manifestation that clear all unnatural seals from the bodies of humans.

Ventilatores
—(knife throwers) Priests and Priestesses of Ancient Egypt (1994–1781 B.C.) who juggled knives to predict the future and draw aside danger—juggling was prominent in religious and mythological rituals. Contrary to popular belief, women were the first to be described as jugglers.