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fter Horatio left, Fenimore was restless. It was too early to meet Rafferty. He decided to take a walk. Whenever he was upset or frustrated, he gravitated toward Nicholson's Bookstore. Its atmosphere was soothing. It also happened to be the home of Jennifer Nicholson, his frequent companion.
Nicholson's was one of the last independent bookstores in Philadelphia. So far it had successfully fended off the mega-chains bent on gobbling it up. The entrance was two steps below street level. When he opened the door a small bell tinkled overhead. He scanned the scene before him with approval. Poor lighting, towering shelves of books divided by narrow aisles cluttered with more piles of books, and, snoozing on the window sillâa tortoiseshell cat. This bookstore met all his requirements for a sanctuary to get his nerves in order and plan his next move in the Ashley caseâerâpuzzle. The only jarring note was the unfamiliar figure sitting behind the counter. A sallow youth with long, lank locks.
“Is Ms. Nicholson in?” Fenimore asked.
The youth looked up languidly from his book. “Jen's out on an errand.”
Resenting his familiarity, Fenimore asked abruptly, “When will she be back?”
He shrugged. “I have to leave in half an hour.”
Fenimore decided to hang around until she returned.
Dr. Fenimore had met Jennifer Nicholson three years ago when he had dropped by to pick up a book he had ordered. There was a new clerk working the cash register. She had black, closely cropped hair, gray eyes, and the fair skin he usually associated with blondes. He asked for his book.
“Your name?”
“FenimoreâAndrew.”
“Just a minute, please.” He watched her slight figure disappear among the shelves as she made her way to the storeroom.
In less than a minute, she was back. “Your book is in, Doctor.” She held out a newly minted copy of Auden's poems. Protruding from its pages was the store bookmark with “Dr. Fenimore” scrawled on it in Magic Marker. “Is Auden a favorite of yours?” she asked. Then, as if some explanation was needed, added, “I wrote a long paper on him once and I feel as if I knew him personally.”
“I did know him personally,” he heard himself say.
Her eyes fastened on his. Fortunately none of the other customers in the store needed immediate assistance. They would have been out of luck. “Where?”
“College. He was a visiting professor when I was there.”
“What was he like?”
“Rumpled, affableâa bit vague. He wore his bedroom slippers to class.”
“And ⦠?” She was lost.
“And he had martinis every night at the local rathskeller with the head of the English Department. My roommate and I used to take the booth behind theirs whenever possible and eavesdrop ⦠.”
She simply waited for more.
“ ⦠and they discussed whether the department meeting should be held in Schuster Hall or Butler House, and whether Digby Jones, the new instructor, should be allowed to lecture before Christmas or ⦔
“Don't ⦠tease.”
“They did discuss those things, but they also talked about Joyce, Yeats, and Eliotâall his buddies. Gossip on a high literary plane. I learned more in that pub than in all my English classes put together.”
At this point an impatient customer broke in. The clerk dragged her attention back to the cash register. The moment she finished she turned back to Fenimore. “Go on ⦠.”
This was beginning to get sticky. He didn't know much more. It was a long time ago. He had been in a lecture class with about a hundred other students and he had only spoken to the great man once. He had gone to see the poet about a paper he had written on which he'd received a Bâa rare occurrence for Fenimore. He told her this.
She hesitated, then asked, “Was he pompousâor nice?”
Realizing his answer was important to her, he was glad the truth was what she wanted to hear. “Nice,” he said. “He didn't treat my poor paper like the garbage it was. He made one or two helpful suggestions, then joked about it being time for tea. âDo you like tea?' he asked, as if inviting me to join him. I said, âI prefer beer.'” He laughed heartily.
She was laughing too. A lovely laughâsoft, low, conspiratorialâexactly right for a bookstore. Suddenly she remembered where she was and began waiting on the line of disgruntled customers. Fenimore toyed with the idea of making up further anecdotes about Auden, but decided against it. When she was done, he asked, “Are you working here for the summer?”
“No. I'm permanent.” There was a twinkle in her eye. “I'm helping my father ward off the chain stores.” She held out her hand. “Jennifer. Jennifer Nicholson.”
“I see.” Her hand was cool and firm. “Good luck,” he said. “I'd
hate to see Nicholson's go under.” She was off again, ringing up sales.
He had gone several blocks before he realized he had left his book behind.
When he returned to retrieve it, the store was empty and she was putting things away. She looked up as he came in. “I thought you'd be back.”
“I'm getting absent-minded in my old age,” he said, only half in jest. He was suddenly aware of the difference in their agesâat least fifteen years, he calculated. Why, he was old enough to be her father.
“You aren't old. You just act old.”
“What?”
“I meanâall young doctors do,” she added hastily. “They have to, to gain the confidence of their elderly patients. I knew a young doctor once who decided to grow a beard just so he would look older.”
“And did it work?”
“I don't know. I didn't wait around for it to grow.”
“Do you mean, under this wise and dignified exterior,” he struck his chest, “there's a brash, fun-loving youth yearning to get out?” Why didn't she give him his book? Could she possibly want to prolong this interview? Actually, there weren't too many fifteen-year-old fathers around, were there? “Would you like to go to a movie?” he blurted.
“Sure.”
She hadn't even asked which one.
“But we have to eat first,” she said. “I'm starving.”
“Er.” Fenimore, an inveterate homebody, was not familiar with the city's restaurant scene, although he'd heard that Philadelphia's was above average.
“Come upstairs. You can talk to Dad, while I see what's in the fridge.” She opened a door he hadn't noticed before, revealing a narrow flight of stairs. A real city girl, he thoughtâlives over the store. Completely captivated, he followed her.
“Where did you come from?” Jennifer roused Fenimore from his reminiscences as she staggered in lugging a huge cardboard box.
“Let me ⦔ Fenimore reached for it.
“Don't touch.” She swiveled it out of his way. “It's very delicate,” she explained.
Fenimore read the label: APPLE IMAC
“What's this?”
“I've been planning to get one for a while. It's time we got the store online.” Gently, she set it down, and looked for a sharp instrument. Grabbing a pair of scissors, she began carefully to cut the binding tape.
Fenimore grimaced. Everybody was getting wired. He wasn't really a Luddite, but he wasn't ready to embrace cyberspace either.
“Where do you want it, Jen?” Languid Lanky Locks suddenly appeared from the back.
“In the office, Greg.” Apparently, she had no qualms about letting
him
put his hands on it.
Like a windup toy that has been suddenly activated, Greg marched with his burden to the back office. Jennifer followed quickly. By the time Fenimore reached the office, Greg had the instruction book out and was flipping through it. After a quick glance at the main diagram, he began jamming wires into holes at lightning speed.
What had happened to his half-hour deadline? Fenimore thought, irritated.
“Where did you learn all this, Greg?” Jennifer was looking at him with admiration.
“Oh, we used to hack around in the dorms.” He plugged in one last wire and pressed a button. Miraculously, the screen glowed, a gong sounded, and the IMAC icon grinned at them. “Up and running,” Greg said.
That all-too-familiar phrase grated on Fenimore's ears.
Casually, the youth offered his seat to Jennifer.
“Wow!” She slid into it. “And I thought this would take weeks.”
Greg shrugged, and Fenimore resisted the desire to slug him. Instead, he asked Jennifer, “Are you free Saturday?”
“Hmm?” She was rapidly typing her name in a wild, exotic font.
“So long, Jen.” Greg slouched toward the door, back in languid mode.
“Thanks Greg.” She looked up and bestowed her most radiant smile on him. “What were you saying?” She turned to Fenimore with the remains of the smile.
“I wondered if you'd like to go to a Strawberry Festival next Saturday?”
“Where is it?”
“South Jersey. An old friend of mine ⦔ (He should have omitted the “old.”) “She's having it at her farm.”
Her eyes caressed the computer. “By Saturday, I'll probably be all teched out.” She sighed. “Sure, I'll go.”
Her smile, although several killowatts lower than the one she had bestowed on Greg, restored Fenimore's good humor.