To see, she did not need light in the so-called visible spectrum, for she could easily see by the infrared emana-tions of the great ship’s crystalline tissues; everywhere the pillars and walls transmitted the vibrant heat from its un-seen inner heart. Warm light pulsed around her with the deep beating of that heart.
Sparta was one with them, unencumbered by canvas and metal, needing no bottled oxygen. As she moved naked through the water, dark swollen slits opened on either side of her chest, from beneath her Adam’s apple to the wings of her collar bones; water pushed into her and pulsed out again through flowering petals of flesh that opened beneath her ribs, the blue white of skin on the outside, frilled inside with throbbing gills that in longer wave-lengths would have revealed their rich and blood-swollen redness.
Although she had spent far more hours exploring the alien ship than all the other members of Forster’s team to-gether, even she had seen no more than a fraction of it. Millions—millions at least—of intelligent creatures had once inhabited these empty grottoes and corridors; millions upon millions of other animals and plants, trillions upon trillions of single-celled creatures, uncountable as the stars in the galaxies, had filled the innumerable niches of its watery ecology. She had formed a clearer picture of who they were, what they had been about, why they had lived the way they did, where they had gone and what they had done. She was a long way from knowing how they did it.
Yet every minute that she swam alone in the darkness she learned more, for the colorful plankton and larvaceans and medusas and ctenophores, even the anemones that coated the walls in some parts of the ship, all sang a rhyth-mic song coded in the pumping of their stomachs and hearts, the beating of their tentacles and wings. The ship as big as a world was also a world as coordinated and pur-poseful as a ship, a ship made not of titanium and aluminum and steel—or not exclusively—but of calcium and phospho-rus and carbon and nitrogen and hydrogen and oxygen as well—and of forty or fifty other elements, in significant per-centages—assembled in uncounted varieties of molecules, in proteins and acids and fats, some of them simple as gasses, some of them huge and entwined upon themselves beyond immediate comprehension. There were familiar shapes here, DNA and RNA and ATP and hemoglobin, keratin and cal-cium carbonate and so on and so forth, the stuff of earthly nucleus and earthly cell, earthly bone and earthly shell. And there were molecules never yet seen, but seeming not so odd here, not so illogical. There was everything a living being needed to extrude a cloak about itself, thick with life, a shining suit of mucous tough enough to withstand the depths or the vacuum. Or to go naked in the warm, shallow waters.
Sparta inhaled the creatures as she swam—and ate a good many of them—which is how she knew these things. They did not mind; individually, they had no minds. Tasting them and smelling them, almost without her willing it whole arrays of chemical formulas appeared on the screen of her mind. She stored what information she could analyze—far from everything, for her means of analysis depended almost wholly upon stereochemistry, upon the fit of her taste buds and olfactory sensors to the shapes of the molecules pre-sented to them—in the dense tissue of her soul’s eye, there to be sorted and compared against what was known.
Professor Forster’s teams had gone in along two axes, one equatorial and one polar, and had generated maps of the two narrow cone-shaped regions of their exploration, showing that the ship was built in shells, one within the other. Forster had pictured them as nested ellipsoid balloons. Sparta knew that the ship was at once simpler and more sophisticated than that; it was more like a spiral, more like a nautilus’s shell, but not so easy to compute. The volume of each subsequent space outward from the center did not increase in a simple Fibonacci sequence, as the sum of the two preceding values, but according to a curve of fractal dimension. Nevertheless, it had grown according to rules which, if not wholly predictable in their production of detail, were so in result, at the cut-off.
She had never swum the fifteen kilometers down to the center of the ship. Her body would have been unperturbed by the pressures and temperatures; like the sea lions or the great whales, she had had built into herself the mechanisms of heart and blood vessels that she needed to force oxygen into her brain and organs at depth. She knew that the engine of all that had transpired since the
Kon-Tiki
expedition had entered the clouds of Jupiter was centered there. The power that had melted Amalthea and the intelligence that had or-dered the resurrection of the ship’s life were centered there. The potential of whatever was yet to come was centered there.
But she had not had the time to make the trip. Something in the Knowledge held her away from the place. The Knowl-edge, that torn scrapbook of enigmas, had revealed much as it had unfolded itself in her memory, but it left as much unrevealed.
She returned time and again to the chamber within the Temple of Art where the Ambassador rested in stasis. She was drawn back to the immense statue not only by her nat-ural curiosity and appreciation of it, but because of expec-tation. . . .
It was not the darkness that first dissolved; that came later. What came first, was that the oneness of the world formed an edge—for as the myriad creatures say, the edge of oneness is time. There was a beating as of a great heart. Thowintha was far from awake, or even alive as the myriad creatures are alive, but the oneness of the world had formed a way of knowing something of itself: its great heart was beating and Thowintha, without consciousness, knew that it was beating. The world was marking its time.
Next there was a beating inside and a beating outside, and they were not the same. Indeed, Thowintha was the world’s way of marking its time, and—while of the world still—Thowintha marked a separate time as well. Thus the darkness began to dissolve.
Thowintha’s eyes grew transparent to the light that seeped from the walls of the world, beating with the world’s heart. The walls were not black, although the light of them did not travel far through the waters. Brighter than the stars in heaven were the myriad creatures that filled the sweet waters.
Thowintha did not move or need to move, but only to wait and savor the delicious waters. All things were dissolved in the waters. In the waters were life and the memory of life. In the waters was the state of things.
The world was waking as it had been meant to: in this there was joy, as the first designation had foretold. The most perilous circuits of the sun, feared with reason by the dele gates that came after—for when they saw the state of things on the natural worlds they were plunged into sorrow—had been endured by the myriad creatures. Now their represen tatives, those who had been designated, had arrived. All was well.
No matter. The nature of these creatures—abstract thinkers, machine-makers and life-tenders, storytellers—had been discovered by the second designates. What seemed wondrous to Thowintha was how few of them there were. There was so little taste of them in the water! They had so little variety! Their numbers were less than a bundle of feelers.
Where were their great vessels? Why did the myriad crea tures of the natural worlds not come in their thousands and millions to occupy the spaces that had been prepared for them? For the world had been set in order for them when it was seen that the great work had failed, that the natural worlds must fail. The second designates, who came after, had said there was hope still, that all would be well even yet, that they would arrive, having developed that capacity for abstract thinking, not only for machinemaking but for life tending, for storytelling, without which it would be unthink able to carry them onward. . . . But the moment had come. The world was awake and soon would move. If these were all there were to go with it, so it must be.
Swimming long hours alone in life-spangled darkness, she had begun to understand deeply the place the Knowl-edge had played in the myths and legends of the Bronze Age, from which so many contemporary religions had de-scended. She knew why so many heroes had spent so much of their time under the sea. She knew why Genesis described heaven and Earth, in the beginning, as “without form and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep,” and why “the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters.”
For the Hebrew word that the scribes of King James had translated as “moved” was
merahepeth
, “to brood.” In the beginning the Spirit of God brooded, as eagles brood or as salmon brood, whether above or below the waters. . . .
Sparta flickered whitely through the corridors of the Temple of Art where the walls glowed most warmly and nebulas of shining life swarmed most thickly. She came to the inner chamber. The Ambassador rested there on its ped-estal, unchanged, giving no visible hint of life, much less of awakening consciousness. By the taste of the water she knew better. The acids that had bathed its cells in stasis were flowing away, out of its system.
She hovered before the Ambassador in the water, her short straight hair drained of color, gently swaying in the beating current, her gills opening and closing as gracefully as the waving of kelp in the slow sea surge.
You are awake
. She blew air—borrowed from her gills, stored in her lungs—through her mouth and nose and made clicks deep in her throat, speaking in the language known to those who had reconstructed it as the language of Culture X.
You may call us Thowintha. We would not call ourselves this, but we understand that you have a different impres sion . . . a different outlook. How are you called?
We—all of my kind—call ourselves human beings. In this body, most who know me call me Ellen Troy. Others call me Linda Nagy. I call myself Sparta.
You are like the other humans who have come here, and those we observed before, but also different. You have learned ways to make yourself more like us. You can only have learned these ways from designates: thus you are des ignated.
We will tell each other many stories. We will tell you as much as we can of what happened before we last visited you. You will tell us of all that has happened since
. With each phrase, water flowed in and out of the Ambassador’s man-tle; life was rippling through its body.
There will be more time later. But there is little time now. Where are the others?
You wish them to be destroyed, then.
The Ambassador’s impassive “face” gave no hint of approval or disapproval as it subtly drifted free of the gleaming pedestal and the nest of writhing microtubules that had fastened it to the ship.
You wish to come with us alone.
The equipment-bay airlock of the
Michael Ventris
opened slowly. Marianne came inside first, followed by Blake. She pulled her helmet from her head before proceed-ing on up the corridor to the crowded flight deck.
She arrived with fire in her heart and fire in her eye, needing only a bloodstained axe to fit her for the part of Clytemnestra. Her first words were not for Forster, however, who floated expectantly before her, but for Bill Hawkins.
“You could have
stopped
them,” she said angrily. “Or at least tried. You
want
him to die.”
“Because I gave in,” she said. “Obviously
he
didn’t. If I hadn’t made him tell me where he hid the statue, he would have gone to his death for his principles. He acted like a ma . . . a grown-up. But you, Bill . . .”
“Well, now that that’s over with”—Forster moved to Ful-ton’s empty couch and bent over, rummaging in a canvas sack beneath the console. He came up with a glass bottle plastered with peeling labels, filled with a dark amber liquid. One of his treasured Napoleons—“Why don’t we relax and have a drink to forget all this unpleasantness?”