Read The Death of Lucy Kyte Online
Authors: Nicola Upson
There was no doubt that Rose had read the diary, Josephine thought, and if Hester had talked about it all the time, Rose would also know its value. Would she be stupid enough to admit all this, though, if it was she who had stolen it and sold it to John Moore? âWhen did Hester tell you about the diary?' she asked.
âWhen I'd been with her about six months. I was moaning about cleaning the fires one day, and she laughed and told me that girls had never had it so good. She'd often tease me like that.' She smiled, and Josephine could tell that whatever happened later, she had loved working for Hester. âThat's when she read me some of the diary â and she was right, too. I don't know how many hours Lucy had in her day with all the work she had to do. After that, she'd read bits to me all the time. I couldn't wait.'
âDid she say where she got the diary?'
âShe found it in the cottage when they were having some work done. The house was a wreck when they bought it. It was empty for years â there were sheep in the kitchen when they moved in â and Mr Paget got the farmer to sell it to them because of its history. Miss Larkspur said he must have seen them coming but they didn't care. It was part of the story for them, and worth every penny. She said that Lucy was there from the start, and it was as if she wanted the diary to be found. Miss Larkspur had worked on it for years. She said it was what got her through losing her Walter, and she felt that Lucy had saved her somehow. Stopped her from going mad with grief and doing something stupid.' So that was the kindness mentioned in the will, Josephine thought. âShe wanted to pay Lucy back by telling her story. Then a couple of months before she died, she asked me to help her with it. She made it out to be a treat for me â and it was a treat â but I knew it was really because she couldn't read it herself any more.'
âShe told you she was losing her eyesight?'
âNot as such, but it was obvious. She was a lot less fussy about the dust, for a start, and she looked different. Small things â her jewellery didn't quite match or her hair was wrong at the front, but you notice those when you're a woman, don't you? Especially when someone's always been so particular. She knew I'd guessed, but neither of us ever mentioned it. We just went on as normal, and I helped her as much as I could without her knowing I was doing it. We're all entitled to a bit of pride.' It sounded as though Hester had come to rely heavily on Rose; like Bert, she had been in a position of trust, and like Bert she could easily have abused it. Josephine looked at the girl in front of her: she was wilful, cheeky and no doubt wily enough to have twisted a vulnerable old woman round her little finger, but Hester had obviously seen something special in her, and Josephine â without any good cause â trusted her godmother's judgement. âSo we had a system â I'd read the diary out loud, and Miss Larkspur would write down what she wanted to use. She said that Lucy would turn in her grave if she knew.'
âWhy?'
âBecause I'm on the wrong side. We're related to the Corders,' Rose explained when she saw Josephine's blank expression. âWilliam's sister married a Boreham â great-great-great-uncle Jeremiah to be precise. He was a miller. Miss Larkspur used to tease me about that as well, but you can't help who you're born to.'
âDid Hester know what happened to Lucy later, after the diary finishes?'
âNo. It was enough for her to have Maria's story, I think.'
âWhat was she going to do when she'd finished transcribing it?'
âShe wanted to get it published. Will you do that now for her?'
Rose's assumption was obviously that the diary had passed straight to Josephine without ever leaving the cottage; unless she was an exceptionally accomplished liar, that was another mark in favour of her innocence. âYes, if I can. When was the last time you saw the diary?'
The strangeness of the question didn't go unnoticed. âThe last day I worked at Red Barn Cottage,' Rose said warily. âWhy? Has something happened to it?' She looked at Josephine, suddenly unsure of who she was talking to and worried that she might have been tricked into saying too much.
âNo, it's safely where it's always been,' Josephine said, choosing to miss out the interlude in Leather Lane. âBut have you told anyone else about it? Anyone at all?'
Rose shook her head. âNo. I haven't even told my mum and dad. Like I said, Miss Larkspur swore me to secrecy.'
âI know, but you could be forgiven for reneging on that sort of loyalty when you and Hester fell out.' Rose said nothing, but the way she shook her head told Josephine what she thought of that sort of pettiness. âSo what happened?' she asked gently. âWhat went so wrong that you had to stop working there?'
âI don't know.'
âYou must have some idea.'
The girl's face clouded over, but she remained adamant that her dismissal was a mystery to her. âAll I know is that things were never the same after that woman came to see her.'
âHester had a visitor?'
âYes. She didn't see many people once her eyesight started going. She couldn't travel to London any more, and even going to the vicarage or doing her own shopping about the village got too much for her. It made her bad-tempered sometimes, and the thought of people knowing and feeling sorry for her was the last thing she wanted, so she stopped encouraging people to call. There was a bloke from the village who'd do things for her like I did, without making a big deal of it, but that was about it.'
âBert Willis, you mean?'
âThat's right. But one morning I got there and she told me that she'd had an unexpected visitor the day before. She made light of it, like it had been a nice surprise, but I could tell it had bothered her. She was distracted all day.'
âSo you didn't meet this person?'
âNo.'
âDid Hester tell you who it was?'
âOnly that she'd come up from London â from her old life, she said. They hadn't seen each other for years.' Josephine thought about the woman whom Miss Peck had met at Hester's funeral, the one who had been asking what would happen to the cottage; was it the same person, she wondered, and if so, who could it be? The only woman from Hester's old life whom she knew about was the theatrical dresser who had been mentioned in her will. Nichols â that was it. Dilys Nichols. She tried the name out on Rose, but the girl just shook her head. âI'm sorry. I don't think she told me the woman's name. Like I said â she didn't make a big fuss about it.'
âDid the woman ever come back?'
âIf she did, Miss Larkspur didn't tell me about it. But she was never herself again after that. She seemed agitated all the time, as if she had something on her mind. We'd always had such fun. Even after her eyes started to go, she was still interested in things, still full of life, but all that stopped. She lost weight, too, as though she wasn't bothering to look after herself any more.'
âDid you ask her what was wrong?'
âYes, eventually. It took me a while to pluck up the courage, because she hated any fuss, but one day she said something very odd â she said that even Lucy had turned against her, and I asked her then if there was anything I could do. She didn't answer for ages, then she took my hand and told me that everything beautiful had a cost. That's all she said.' The rowdiness was building next door, and Josephine saw Mrs Boreham trying to catch her daughter's eye, but Rose was intent on her story. âThen the following Monday I got there at the usual time and she wouldn't let me in. She told me I'd let her down, and she wouldn't be needing me any more. I tried to get her to come out and explain what I'd done to upset her, but she wouldn't. My mum went up there the next day. Furious, she was â she still hadn't forgiven me for chucking in the vicarage to go there, but it didn't do any good. Miss Larkspur said the same things to her, and worse besides. I never did find out what I'd done wrong.'
Josephine believed her, and felt desperately sorry for the girl. Injustice was such a strong emotion, and so scarring, especially at Rose's age; nobody ever forgot the first time they learned that the world was not designed for fairness, and she well understood the potent mix of rage, helplessness and resentment that Rose must have felt since that day, not to mention the shame and disappointment of losing a position she had obviously loved. There was nothing that could be done to calm that rage, either; it just had to burn itself out, but she tried at least to show she understood. âRose, my godmother wasn't herself when she died. Something made her turn her back on people who cared about her. She did the same thing to Bert. I don't know what happened, but I'm trying to find out and if I do, I promise I'll come and explain.'
âShe'd lost her mind, hadn't she? That's what was wrong.'
âWhy do you say that?'
Rose looked over to the bar and scowled at her mother, mouthing an âI'm busy' in response to an unspoken question, and Josephine hid a smile: whatever had happened with Hester, she couldn't help but feel that Rose's days in service were numbered. âI went back to Red Barn Cottage to try one more time,' she said. âAfter I got over the shock, I wanted to have it out with her. Mrs Lampton wouldn't take me back at the vicarage, and I wanted to tell Miss Larkspur that she couldn't treat people like that.' She smiled at her own bravado. âWell, that's what I told myself, anyway. What I really wanted was to find that she couldn't cope without me, and to be welcomed back with open arms. She didn't answer the door, so I let myself in. I knew she'd be there â she never went out. There was no one downstairs, so I called up to her but she didn't answer. I was worried then, in case she was ill or had hurt herself somehow, so I went up. She must have heard me on the stairs, because she started screaming long before I got to the top. She was on the floor in the corner of her bedroom, huddled under a blanket.' Rose paused, struggling with the scene in her mind, and Josephine waited for her to go on. âShe looked terrible. Far too thin, and there were burn marks on her hand from the fire or the hot plate or something. She wasn't in a state to look after herself. I went over to her, telling her it was me and saying I wanted to help her, but she didn't know who I was. She kept screaming, and I've never heard anyone make a noise like that. She was like an animal, when they're frightened and they don't know you're trying to help. There was no reasoning with her. And it was the same thing, over and over again. “Leave me alone or tell me what you want.” This might sound daft, but I think she thought I was Lucy.'
âYou mean she thought Lucy was tormenting her?'
âYes. She said her name a couple of times. And I did feel it then, Miss â a presence in that cottage. It was the first time I'd ever sensed anything like that there, and it wasn't nice. I left Miss Larkspur then. I know I should have stayed to help, but I was frightened and I just wanted to get out.' She looked at Josephine. âIs that what's happened to you? You've felt that too?'
Josephine was too shocked and saddened by the image of Hester to answer immediately, and Rose had to repeat the question. âI have felt something,' she admitted, âand I've seen and heard things I don't understand, but I couldn't honestly say that it was hostile. It frightens me, because I've never experienced anything like that in my life, but I've never got the impression that Lucy â if that's who it is â means me any harm. It's sadness rather than anger.' Rose's description of Hester's fear rang true with the way that Bert had found her body, although there was still no explanation for Hester's being in that room: if her mind was telling her that Lucy was trying to hurt her â and Josephine was particular in how she phrased the question to herself; she was not prepared yet to subscribe to the notion of vengeful spirits, if only for her own sanity â why would she retreat to the room most affected by Lucy's presence? âDid you notice anything strange about the cottage that day?' she asked.
âBenjy wasn't there.'
âBenjy?'
âBenjamin Barker, Hester's dog. She named him after the man Sweeney Todd was based on. An old collie he was. They worshipped each other.'
Josephine remembered the basket, but no one else had mentioned a dog and until now she had assumed that he was long gone, and that Hester had kept his things out of sentiment. âAnything else? Were any of Hester's things missing?'
Rose thought about it. âYes, now you mention it. Some of the pottery had gone from downstairs. You remember things you have to dust, don't you? I assumed she'd broken it. The sort of state she was in, anything could have happened.'
âWhat about the other things â Maria's chest?'
The girl smiled, in spite of her sadness. She had dark blue eyes, almost violet, and laughter lines creased back from their corners, unusual in someone so young; Rose must have packed a lot of laughing into her eighteen or nineteen years, Josephine thought. âThat old thing? That was no more Maria's chest than one of our beer barrels. Mr Paget bought that for Miss Larkspur from a dealer. He paid a fortune for it, and she never had the heart to tell him it was a fake.'
Josephine was sceptical. âI gather it was very precious to her.'
âYes, it was â because he bought it for her. She'd never disabuse any one who jumped to the wrong conclusion, mind you â but if you look carefully, it's got a maker's mark on the bottom, a firm that didn't even exist when Maria died. But it was still there that day â by the range in the kitchen, where she always kept it.'
The thought of Hester proudly showing Henry Andrews what he thought he most coveted made Josephine smile, but the smile soon faded. Rose's account angered her beyond belief: whatever Hester had thought was going on, and whatever ghosts Red Barn Cottage held, she had no doubt now that a very human agency had systematically terrified and exploited Hester during her final days, and she was more determined than ever to find out who. âAnd the diary?' she asked, trying not to betray how she felt.