Authors: Heather Graham
Strange, growing up, he and Matt had seen each other only on family occasions. Matt had lived by Central Park; he had lived in Brooklyn Heights. Once it had seemed as if they were far apart. Maybe it was just the size of New York. Each neighborhood was complete unto itself. They'd always gotten along; as adults, even though real distance often came between them. They had actually become the best of friends. Maybe it had been their shared passion for many of the same rights and ideals.
Matt had been a man of impeccable integrity. Many people would miss him. But for Joe, the loss was personal, and he still felt a helpless rage every time he thought about the stupidity of the way he'd died.
He had planned to return to the city after wrapping up of the Vegas thing and get to know Leslie and make plans with Matt. He would have been the best man at the wedding. Strange. He didn't know Leslie because of happenstance. They had simply never been in the same place at the same time, yet she was the closest living link to Matt.
It was amazing that she had survived the blast.
The force of the explosion had thrown her across the room, saving her from the flames. Then again, the dead had died on impact, according to the coroner; they hadn't had to face the agony of burning to death.
The blast had been investigated. Backward and forward and inside out. But in the end, there had been no explanation other than that there had been a gas buildup in the line. The innocent flicking of a furnace switch had caused a spark, which had triggered the explosion and the tragedy.
Hastings House was back now. It was open to the public, other than the private rooms in back, some of which were maintained as offices and others as accommodations for archaeologists working on historical sites around downtown. It seemed that these days, every construction project uncovered some remnant of the past, a clear illustration of the contrast between those dedicated to preservation and those dedicated to moving on. Hastings House had been a worthy project, he was sure. But he could never forget what had happened there, and he found himself turning quickly away for a moment to compose himself before looking back at the building. He couldn't help the bitterness that seemed to assail him every time he saw the house. He understood Eileen Brideswell, because it seemed to him, too, that pain was only endurable with knowledge or a conclusion; he realized that the rage that filled him each time he came here had more to do with his feelings of helplessness and failure than the natural pain of loss. He couldn't help but believe, no matter what conclusion the extensive investigations had led to, that something more had gone on here. That they had missed something.
That someone had gotten away with murder.
Had Matt been the target?
He'd done some investigating himself, hitting dead end after dead end. He was sure it was frustration that kept him coming back to stand here, impotently staring at the house.
People walked past him. Tourists, with their guidebooks out. He wondered if he should warn them that wandering around on their own wasn't such a great thing to be doing at that hour of the night.
A few teenagers walked by the house, and then a couple with two children somewhere around the age of ten. More tourists.
“Is it haunted?” the boy asked eagerly.
“Could be,” the father said. “Patriots met here during the Revolutionary War, and others met here during the War of 1812. It was even a stop on the Underground Railroad during the Civil War. Lots of people could be haunting the place.” The father winked.
His wife nudged him. “Don't go telling him that, Herbert,” she said firmly, then dropped her voice to a whisper. “People died here just last year.”
The father sighed. “Marina, we're seeing New York. Can't we just let the kids have some fun along with their education?”
“Fun?” the wife repeated icily.
“I'm sorry,” the father said with a sigh.
Joe couldn't help himself. “Good evening,” he said, approaching the group. “It's a little late. Not much open around here at this hour. Actuallyâ¦nothing open. But bars.”
The father puffed up. But the wife agreed.
“Yes,” she murmured, staring at Joe a little suspiciously, then tugged at her husband's arm. “We should get back to the hotel.”
“We only have two days here with the kids,” the husband said.
“You might notice that the street is pretty deserted,” Joe said politely.
“Are you a cop?” the wife asked.
“I was.”
“I read in the newspaper that there have been unexplained disappearances in this area,” the wife said.
“Are we prostitutes?” the husband hissed.
“I want to go,” the wife insisted.
They moved on, looking back now and then to see that they weren't being followed.
“Catch a taxi down the blockâthey'll be going north,” Joe called.
Then he put the house and its memories behind him and started down the street in the opposite direction, shrugging his shoulders, as if he could shrug away the feelings that seized him every time he came to Hastings House.
Strange. He felt as if the house itself were beckoning to him.
As if somethingâsome
one?
âinside was calling him back, unwilling to let him go.
He gritted his teeth and moved on. He wasn't given to fantasy. The real world was tough enough.
Still, he stopped halfway down the block and stared back at the house. Then, almost angrily, he moved on.
A house simply
could not
call out to him, as if asking for some kind of helpâ¦.
I
t was evening when they arrived at Hastings House. To the left there was a large pit, along with the partially demolished miniskyscraper that was being torn down to be replaced by a megabuilding. Downtown was coming back in a big way.
To the rightâbeyond a narrow expanse of grass, the only evidence that there had once been many residences in the areaâstood an office building/apartment complex built in the 1940s. The sun was falling, and, if Leslie narrowed her vision, she could almost imagine what this very small spot in the world might have looked like in the past.
But then she began to hear the angry beeping of horns, the sudden blare of rap music, a shout, the click of heels on pavementâ¦this was, after all, New York. Even on a lazy Sunday afternoon, this was the piece of granite where so many people had decided they had to live. The center of the universe, in the minds of so many. She smiled. With all its sins and dirt and mixture of good and evil, she loved the city. Rebel she might be, but she loved New York.
And it was good to be back.
“Hey!” the cabbie interjected, breaking her thoughts. With an accent only on the single syllable, she wasn't sure just what part of the world his speech denoted. “Somebody gonna pay me?”
“Oh, yes, right,” Professor Laymon said. Leslie didn't even turn around. She felt Brad at her shoulder as she stared at Hastings House.
What would it offer up to her now? Now that she was who she wasânow that she was changed?
She felt Brad's hand on her shoulder. “It's a house,” he said softly. “But if you're the least bit uneasy, there's no reason on earth for you to stay here.”
She turned, smiling at him. “I want to stay here.”
“It won't bring Matt back to life.”
“I know,” she said, looking back toward Hastings House.
The house was beautiful. Two stories high, and all the outer over-the-centuries additions had been ripped away and its facade had been restored to the Colonial-era style in which it had been originally built. Even downtown, there were few buildings to compare with it, other than St. Paul's Cathedral and Fraunces Tavern. It had been given a white-picket fenceâhigher than it would have been when the house was built, and even as the sun set, the alarm wires around it were visible. A sign on the gate advertised the house's historical importance, and announced visiting times and admission prices.
It looked just as it had the last time she had come here.
The damage from the blast and fire had been repaired.
And since it was Sunday, after five, there were no lingering tourists. The horn blasts and other street sounds seemed to come from far away. The house was quiet, as if it were resting.
As if it were expecting something.
Then the front door burst open, and Greta Peterson came hurrying down the walk to the gate. “Come in, come in. We've been waiting for you. Watching.”
We?
Who the heck else was here?
Leslie had hoped for a quiet night. No one would have understood, so she hadn't said anything, but she really wanted the house to herself.
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Before she knew it, Greta, with all her warmth and enthusiasm, had reached her, hugged her, rested an arm around her shoulders and called out a greeting to Professor Laymon and Brad. Then Greta dragged her up the walk, saying, “Oh, Leslie, I'm so happy to see you. You look wonderful, dear. A bit too thin, but wonderful. I know that thin is inâ¦but don't go losing your shape, young lady.”
That from a rail-thin, hyper matron, Leslie thought dryly.
But Greta's warmth and enthusiasm were endearing. Then, as they neared the house, Leslie's heart sank.
Greta had apparently planned a welcome party. Thankfully, it appeared to be a small one. Sergeant Robert Adairâokay, she liked Robert and was delighted to see himâpeeked out the doorway as they approached. Behind him, Hank Smith, from the development company, stepped into view, and then Ken Dryer, the attractive and articulate police spokesman, made an appearance.
“Leslie!” Robert called, smiling affectionately.
“Robert,” she said with a smile, accepting a hug as the other men stood back.
“Hey, Les,” Hank said, offering her a handshake.
Ken Dryer gave her a very proper hug before moving on to shake Brad's hand and ask about the weather in D.C. Then he started down the path to welcome the professor and collect Leslie's rolling suitcase from the sidewalk.
“Gorgeous as ever,” Robert Adair whispered softly. “You okay?” he asked, taking her hands and looking at her with concern in his eyes.
“Fine,” she assured him.
He kissed her cheek quickly. Robert was around fifty, she thought, a twenty-year veteran of the force. He worked out of One Police Plaza and wasn't assigned to a particular precinct. He was called a liaison officer and became involved with crimes that crossed precinct boundaries to affect multiple areas of the cityâlike the missing prostitutesâor that started garnering more than a mention in the newspapers.
Greta bustled past him to stand face-to-face with Leslie.
“We are delighted to see you, my dear. If you'd refused to come, everyone would have understood,” she said. There was real concern in her soft gray eyes, the kind that made Leslie feel the ache inside again, but she needed to get past all that. And really, it had been sweet of Greta to find a special way to welcome her, Brad and Professor Layman on their arrival. Greta had been blessed to be born with not just the proverbial silver spoon in her mouth, but with a whole array of cutlery. Her ancestors had been fur traders on a par with the Astors. She was a born-and-bred New Yorker who truly loved her city and its history, and because of that ardent love, she was acknowledged as a majorâif not
the
majorâpower in the field of restoration and archaeology.
“I love this city, and I'm privileged to be invited to work this new find,” Leslie told her cheerfully.
“We all are,” Brad said quickly, then flushed. “Well, the professor
is
history, but Leslie and I are both very pleased to be respected enough to be asked back.”
“Well, you're both not just talented,” Ken Dryer said, “you love the city. You know the city.”
“And it's so kind of you all to be here,” Leslie said, smiling. “I thought the professor and Brad would be helping me settle in quietly, but it looks like we have a dinner party to attend.” She tried to sound enthusiastic.
“Oh, just us and the caterers,” Greta said. “I had to do something.” Then she cut to the chase. “Oh, Leslieâ¦do you really want to
stay
in the house?
Sleep
in it?”
Leslie smiled dryly. “I'm dying to stay here,” she assured Greta.
“But you won't stay?” Greta asked Brad, sounding disapproving.
Brad shrugged, opting to answer lightly. “Sadly, Leslie has made it clear that she would prefer not to sleep with me.”
Greta wasn't amused. She frowned.
“Sorry, just teasing,” Brad said quickly. “I have an apartment in Manhattan. Leslie's place is out in Brooklyn, so it's more convenient for her to stay here,” Brad said.
“I can walk right over to the dig,” Leslie explained. She smiled, trying to put Greta at ease. “Honestly, Greta, I love this place. I don't blame what happened on a
house.
I want to be here.”
Greta stared at Professor Laymon. “And you're not staying, either?” she demanded tartly.
Layman looked acutely uncomfortable. “Greta, we've talked, and this is Leslie's choice. I have a home here, too,” he explained. He lifted his hands, the very image of brilliant but helpless.
Greta shook her head, her soft, short silver hair bobbing around her attractive face. “Oh, dear,” she murmured, still unhappy. “There's no guard on duty, you know, except for when the house is open to the public. There's an alarm system, of course. State-of-the-art. But the Historical Society can't afford full-time security.”
“A state-of-the-art alarm system is much better than what I have in Brooklyn,” Leslie assured her. As Greta looked back at her, trying to smile, Leslie realized that the woman had set up the whole party just to keep her from being alone for as long as possible. She had to lower her head and smile. Then she lifted her eyes. “This place is fantastic. I loved it from the beginning. And I understand that the damage has been completely repaired, that you can't even tell thatâ¦that anything happened. Soâ¦how is the tourism thing going? Do a lot of people come see the place?”
“We actually had to have crowd control when it first reopened,” Ken Dryer said. He smiled as he spoke. He always smiled. Wheaten-haired and handsome, like the boy next door all grown-up, with an ability to spin any situation, he was perfectly suited to his position, but Leslie always felt, despite how nice he had always been to her, that he was just a bit
oily,
as well. What his real thoughts were, she seldom knew. She had heard that he had political ambitions, and she was sure that on the political trail, he would charm an audience without ever really saying anything substantive about the issues.
“Crowd control?” Brad marveled.
Robert cleared his throat uneasily. “There's nothing like anâ¦event to draw crowds.”
Hank Smith groaned, taking Leslie by the arm. “What our good sergeant is trying to explain without words is that not only is this house a historical masterpiece, it has a modern-day tragedy to go with it. Unfortunately, tragedy brings people in droves. In the beginning, we had cops every day. The lines were around the block. That's slacked off some, but even so, eventually this place is going to pay for itself. Look, you've chosen to stay here, and I, for one, am not going to tiptoe around. You know that we were all affected by what happened, that we all felt a terrible lossânot as great as yours, but a terrible loss all the sameâand if you want to be here, I say good for you. And that's not sucking up, that's God's honest truth. So, hey, can we eat now, Greta?”
“Of course, of course,” Greta stuttered. “Come along to the dining room. Leslie, I've put you in the best bedroom. We'll get your bag up in a bit. One of these brawny fellows will be willing to serve as aâ¦well, as a brawny fellow and take it up there for you.”
“Hey, I can handle a suitcase,” Leslie said.
“Yeah, and one of us can be a gentleman and take care of it, too,” Brad told her. “Let's eat.” He looked at his watch. She had a feeling that Brad had other plans for the evening and that a welcome-back dinner party hadn't been on his agenda.
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Leslieâ¦
She was thinner. She looked almost ethereal. He had never known such pain, such longing, as he felt seeing her there that night. He wanted to touch her so badly. He wanted to tell her that it was all right.
He wanted to tell her that Hank Smith was a dickhead. He laughed at himself. He hadn't known he disliked the developer so much. On the surface, the guy was a decent sort. Maybe he was too perfect. Tall, dark and slimy. His Armani suits were pressed to a T. Even his shoes were designer. He was a big man in town. Went to the right clubs. Ate at all the right places. Shook hands with the mayor. Hell, the guy even kissed babies' cheeks. He was a partner in Tyson, Smith, and Tryon, and he was the perfect representative whenever the firm had to deal with permits, public opinion and the laws of the state. But he just wasn't the kind of man other men liked. His lines were too smooth. He didn't kick back at a local bar to enjoy a good football game. Did that make him bad? No, justâ¦a dickhead.
And there was Robert Adair, good old Robert, still looking like a bloodhound. Working tirelessly, always concerned, always in the middle of something tragic, criminal, sadâ¦
Ken Dryer. He didn't like him any better than he liked Hank Smith. He never wore Armani. Instead, he was spotless in his police dress best. But then, Dryer had a tough job, speaking to the media, trying to assure New Yorkers that even under the worst circumstances, they were going to be all right. He supposed he should have more sympathy for the man, but he didn't. Dryer liked his job too much. Liked finding a way to put a spin on things that always made himself look good.
Gretaâ¦well, she loved history more than life itself. She was a good old broad, caring, genuine, which was hard, when you came from that much money.
Professor Laymonâ¦he should get to know Greta better. They would make one hell of a couple.
Brad Verdun. He almost smiled. Would have smiled, if he'd had substance and could have. Once upon a time, he'd been jealous of Brad. Like Ken Dryer and Hank Smith, Brad loved the limelight. He was a good-looking dude, too. But he'd never had any cause to be jealous. To Leslie, Brad was a friend and colleague, someone with whom she worked well. They'd laughed about a few of his romantic fiascos together. But nowâ¦