Read The Dead Emcee Scrolls Online
Authors: Saul Williams
Attention: another dimension. Another
complicated twist too twisted to mention.
Another pair of NGH lips tongue-tied to
perfection. Another frame of mind exists
beyond comprehension.
Attention. Fourth realm of ascension.
The absence of tension. A corporate lynching.
Their god is their henchman. And he ain't
just pinching. This NGH bites! And, according
to pictures, this NGH white!
WHT?! Come down SLCTR rum pumpum
pum! Me keeps me tremor in me pocket. Come
and get some! Again! Come down SLCTR rum
pumpum pum! Me keeps me tremor in me pocket.
Come and get some!
Gimme diamond. Gimme gold. Gimme sugar.
Gimme candy. Me wine and me handy and dat
in me panty.
A stoppa! Na issa supa cat manna you a na lingo.
Tell him to come back. Tell him he a murderer. Tell
him mamma womb a she da real carrier. Woman
no a cry a you a no suffer. Tell him come a man
a who a no batter. Have mercy.
Let me mold a guitar of your bodily bazaar.
Strap your tongue, chord your lungs, string
your toes. And bows that precede the rain
shall serpent symphonies in your name.
Mother of countless daughters. The tricks of
time. It is your thrust and grind that defines
us. We are the offspring of your decapitated
head. The bastard sons of Father Time.
Let Saturn be reborn a girl. Let her nurture
her children rather than eat them. Hide them
from our forefathers and the angry ghosts
of X-mas past. Let them be raised away from
the phallic dangers of our times.
Let their secrets remain secrets until we are
ready to cherish them as our own. Nurture
and adore them. The timeless secrets of
creation:
The darkness that yields light. The seed that
bears fruit. The mother that bears the cross
of her fathers and her fathers' fathers who
beat her when she bore no sons. His raised
fist the original Boom Bap.
Spin that record backwards. Nigger to NGH.
Before before. John the Boom Baptist. Bring
me his head. His dick. His eyes and teeth. His
arms and feet. Bring me all that is mine, all that
has been buried, scattered or lost until history
is ours again.
Mothers of night and windsong. Daughters of dust
and detriment. Nameless. Fuck it. Let them remain
nameless. It won't stop their truth from prevailing.
Because it is not written. Because it don't matter
anyway. Because there's nothing you can do about
it. Because there's no excuse, no explanation.
And that is reason enough to
Dance. Even when your feet hurt.
Dance like the fires of hell are upon
you and you're dodging every flame.
Dance when it tastes good.
Dance when the spirit moves you.
Dance because you feel it and you don't
have to be taught how to count, how to step
and slide, how to twirl and jump and land
on a good foot before taking off to fly,
NGH, dance. Dance, nigger. Paint your faces.
Shine your shoes. Pop that collar. Shake it.
Wind it. Kick fight scratch rip kill BREAK.
Neck back jump back kiss BREAK.
Uprock freeze pop lock BREAK.
Don't stop don't stop snap BREAK.
Into ferocious song and dance. Calculated
movement. Gestures of prayer and invocation.
Dance. Your life depends on it.
Cakewalk. Lindy. Charleston Mashed potatoes.
Camel walk. Hot pants. Hustle. Electric boogaloo.
Patty Duke. Steve Martin. Pee-wee Herman.
Prep. Wop. Rooftop. Cabbage Patch. Chicken
head. Ragtop. Wobble. Crump. Snake. BREAK!
You wish you could dance like this! You wish!
Standin there. High postin. You wish. “And our
American Idol is Fantasia.”
“You know you want me, Mickey. You
can't afford me, though. My name is Saturn,
Pluto. I ain't no Disney ho.”
Sing it, girl. Sing it. Southern trees bear
strange WHT?! Sometimes I feel like a
motherless WHT?! Drop beats like bombs
in Alabama churches, Afghani libraries,
New Jersey turnpike, the sphinx's nose,
crack in Compton, AIDS in Africa, small
pox in blankets, blue-eyed Jesus, the Holy
Ghost and all dem other covered women,
fallen soldiers and noblemen.
Mother turned whore turn in graves
turn to each other and help us over-
turn tables.
Turntables. Nails sharp as needles.
Vaseline on faces. Scratch scratch
scratch scratch.
BREAK BREAK
Scratch scratch
scratch scratch.
BREAK BREAK
Kick kick snare.
BREAK
Scratch kick snare.
BREAK
Snare kick, kick. Kick, snare. Snare
kick. Snare. Snare kick, kick, kick,
kick, kick, kick kick, snare.
Snare kick, kick. Kick, snare. Snare
kick. Snare. Snare kick, kick, kick,
kick, kick, kick kick, snare.
Snare kick, kick. Kick, snare. Snare
kick. Snare. Snare kick, kick, kick,
kick, kick, kick kick, snare.
Snare kick, kick. Kick, snare. Snare
kick. Snare. Snare kick, kick, kick,
kick, kick, kick kick, snare.
Chop and screw it.
BREAK it down beneath labyrinthine
corridors of anguish and despair. The
chamber the bullet travels. Chamber of
commerce. Tunnel vision of the train
over tracks â¦
Not until you listen to RKM on a rocky
mountaintop have you heard hip-hop.
Extract the urban element that created it
and let an open wide countryside illustrate it.
Riding on a freight train in the freezing
rain listening to Coltrane. My reality went
insane and I think I saw Jesus. He was
playing hopscotch with Betty Carter who
was cursing out in a scat like gibberish for
not saying butterfingers.
And my fingers run through grains of sand
like seeds of time. The pains of man.
The frames of mind which built these frames
which is the structure of our urban super-
structure.
The trains and planes could corrupt and
obstruct your planes of thought so that
you forget how to walk through the woods
which ain't good 'cause if you never
walked through the trees listening to Nobody
Beats The Biz then you ain't never heard
hip-hop.
And you don't stop. And you don't stop.
And you must stop letting cities define you.
Confine you to that which is brick and cement.
We are not a hard people. Our domes have
been crowned with the likes of steeples.
That which is our being soars with the eagles
and the Jonathan Livingston Seagulls. Yes, I
got wings. You got wings. All God's children
got wings. So let's widen the circumference
of our nest and escape this urban incubator.
The wind plays the world like an instrument.
Blows through trees like flutes. But trees won't
grow in cement. And as heart beats bring
percussion fallen trees bring repercussions.
Cities play upon our souls like broken drums.
We drum the essence of creation from city
slums. But city slums mute our drums and
our drums become humdrum 'cause city slums
have never been where our drums were from.
Just the place where our daughters and sons
become offbeat heartbeats.
Slaves to city streets. Where hearts get broken
when heartbeats stop. Broken heartbeats become
break-beats for NGHs to rhyme on top.
I'm falling up flights of stairs. Scraping
myself from the sidewalk. Jumping from
rivers to bridges. Drowning in pure air.
Hip-hop is lying on the side of the road
half dead to itself. Blood scrawled over its
mangled flesh like jazz. Stuffed into an over-
sized record bag.
Tuba lips swollen beyond recognition. Diamond
studded teeth strewn like rice at karma's wedding.
The ring bearer bore bad news. Minister of
Information wrote the wrong proclamation. Now
everyone's singing the wrong song.
Dissonant chords find necks like nooses. That
NGH kicked the chair from under my feet.
Harlem Shaking from a rope, but still on beat.
Damn that loop is tight! NGH found a way to
sample the way, the truth, the light. Can't wait to
play myself at the party tonight. NGHs are gonna
die!
Cop car swerves to the side of the road. Hip-hop
takes its last breath. The cop scrawls vernacular
manslaughter onto his yellow pad, then balls the
paper into his hands, deciding he'd rather freestyle.
You have the right to remain silent. You have the
right to remain silent. You have the right to remain
silent. And maybe you should have before your
bullshit manifested.
Begin. Demystify the mummy within. If you
ain't hotep then ho step, I'll step to your friend.
Parable of the wind. Blew black through to the
end. Endless nights, kicks and fights against time
and her friends.
Slowly day and night blend. Twilight takes form
and then open sky sprouts an eye: solo, singular,
sin. Downward glance, upward grin. Half the
women are men. Children born of the morn grow
until daylight's end.
Sunset sets on the wind. Blue-black blows once
again. Ever since ever after henceforth happy ending.
Children born of the wind take the night as their
friend. Starlit sky, many-eyed wonder of the within.
Fear: original sin. Death: nowhere near the end. Once
upon break o'dawn's early Lyte: Paper Thin.
When you say you love me a series of changes
begin to occur. First there is a warmth. The warmth
generates heat. The heat permeates the cold. The ice
melts. Limbs and branches are thawed. Blood
circulates. A feeling of comfort pervades.
The body is oxygenated. It becomes limber. It yearns
to dance, to move about freely and express its newfound
energy. Music is sought through voice or ear. The heart
identifies the rhythm of the song and synchronizes its
pace. A union is formed between the visible and the
invisible.
Song is the invitation from the primordial unseen to
become one with that which is seen. To nod your head
is to agree that the moment is godly: communion. To
dance is to become God. There are many ways of dancing.
Follow your heart.
A circle forms. I enter. Footsteps from side to
side. I am forming figure eights with my feet.
Footwork, centuries old, reconfigured for the
present. NGH WHT: the expression on my face,
the name of the faceless. One hand on the ground,
then the other. Baby swipes. Legwork. Knee spin.
I'm nice with this shit. Hand spin into windmill
into head spin: Revolution. Here and now, NGH.
Who's next?
In a past life I was a wood-carver's knife. The
sharpened blade of a woodcutter. The eldest
son of the chief's brother. A maker of drums.
We scraped the insides of goat hides to find
the hollows where sound resides. Offering
the parts we did not use. To invoke the muse.
Music of the ghettos, the cosmos, the negroes,
the necros: overcomers of death; disciples of
breath. Dissection of drumbeats like Osiris
by Seth.
Breakbeats into fourteen pieces. Dissembled
chaos. Organized noise. A patchwork of
heartbeats to resurrect true b-boys. Be men.
Let's mend the broken heart of Isis. Age of
Aquarius. Mother Nature is furious. While
you rhyme about being hardcore, be heart-
core. What is it that we do art for?
Metaphor. Meta-sin. It's an age of healing.
Why not rhyme about what you're feeling?
Or not be felt. Deal with the cards you're
dealt.
Calling all tarot readers and sparrow feeders
to cancel the apocalypse. Metaphorically
speaking.
The corner coroner. I smoke for weeks. Dead Pan,
like dead man, through chimney peaks. I streak the
skyline. I blew through bird. High notes. I space
float. I'm lost for words.
The storefront preacher. The Sunday best. The
dangling cross between legs, on chest. The country
farmer. The hoedown champ. The rhythmic armor.
The cosmic dance.
The buck and gully. The native son. Bigger and Deffer.
The freshest one. The sewed-in creases. The flavored
twills. The confidence snorted through dollar bills.
The “Fuck I care for?” The boldfaced lie. The been
there and done that. The do or die. The dirty dirty.
The filthy clean. Thugged out and nerdy. No in
between. The blackest berry. The sweetest juice.