Authors: VONDA MCINTYRE
Tags: #Fiction, #Science Fiction & Fantasy, #General, #Science Fiction, #Fiction - Science Fiction, #Adventure, #Science Fiction - Space Opera, #Space Opera, #Imaginary wars and battles, #Science Fiction - Star Wars
The acceleration would accumulate, second by second and year by year, until the ship plunged toward its
destination at a measurable fraction of the speed of light. Rillao watched the ship.
Starlight shone along its dark flank, picking it out with streaks of silver.
"You and your son should be on that ship," Lelila said.
"Yes..." Rillao replied.
"Will you join them, when you recover him?" "I cannot think that far ahead. I can only think of finding
him." Lelila rose.
"Where are you going?" Rillao asked.
"To the other ships. To wake people, to ask them if they know where we should go. And to free them."
"That would be a waste of time." "Freeing them?" Lelila exclaimed.
"Yes! They know nothing of their abductors.
If you wake them now, you'll have to help them be on their way. It will take days." "Do you expect me to
leave them here, derelict?" Thinking that she had sounded too sympathetic, Lelila added, "If I free them,
they're likely to be... grateful." "They haven't the resources to be grateful," Rillao said. "They're refugees.
Exiles.
They have nothing you could want--unless you want their seed corn." She snorted. "And you can always
come back and get that." "How can you be sure no one here knows where our quarry went?" Lelila
asked.
"Sit down, and I will tell you." Unwillingly, Lelila sat on the edge of the chair. Her nerves tingled as if they
extended beyond her skin. They made her restless and sensitive.
If she tried to use the sensitivity, she slipped off into the despair that had gripped her previous identity. As
soon as she had reached this wilderness of drifting, dying ships, her sensitivity had not only failed but
punished her.
Lelila the bounty hunter craved action, any action, that would keep her from remembering.
Rillao closed her eyes, took a deep long breath, and began to speak.
"An evil man--I will tell you his name--seized the ships drifting here in this desert. He thought he had the
right, because he was responsible for their existence. He was responsible for building them, for arresting
and convicting the people imprisoned within them.
Any world that defied the Emperor, he condemned.
"This evil man--I will tell you his name--even condemned his own homeworld. His own planet, Firrerre!
And all his own people.
"He condemned people, and sent them into the wilderness to colonize new planets.
"In a thousand years he would seek them out, and plunder whatever they had built.
"For, you see, this evil man--I will tell you his name--bblieved the Empire would last a thousand years.
He believed he would live a thousand years. He believed that when he returned to the people he had
wronged, their descendants would remember him as a god. An evil and all-powerful god whom they
must obey.
"For, you see, he was Procurator of Justice for the Empire." Rillao's calm, storyteller's voice broke with
contempt on the ^w justice.
Lelila nodded, and Geyyahab, sitting on the floor beside the bed, rocked back and forth in grim
understanding. The Procurator of Justice had been a shadowy, mysterious figure, never named or
pictured during the Emperor's reign.
His actions had been anything but mysterious.
Both Lelila and Geyyahab remembered the Empire's justice.
"But his plans went awry. The Empire fell! His power vanished. He fled. But he fled with his resources
intact: wealth, and sycophants, and above all his own small planet, a worldcraft, which can travel
between the stars.
"He chased down the passenger freighters he had dispatched into the void. He towed them into
hyperspace.
"He would not wait a thousand years. He would plunder them now!
"He could have freed his former prisoners. He could have returned them to their homeworlds, to their
families. He could have submitted himself to the compassion of the New Republic, which is said to be
merciful--" Lelila glanced at Rillao sharply from behind her curtain of hair, seeking recognition but not
finding it. his--and perhaps he would have been forgiven.
"But this evil man--I will tell you his name!--did not ask for the Republic's mercy. He towed the
captured freighters into hyperspace, and he brought them here. He left their passengers sleeping and
unaware. He visits. He passes through the ships like the vengeful god he wished to be. He chooses
children, and takes them away to sell them into slavery.
"Sometimes he wakes the parents and tells them he is stealing their children. For the adults are rebels and
he would like to break them. Then he could sell them, too.
"He lives in luxury, planning the rebirth of the Empire. Planning to rule over the Empire Reborn!
"His name... is Hethrir." She spoke the name with a growl.
Rillao smiled with grim satisfaction when she revealed the Procurator's name. She folded her hands,
finished with her story.
"Is that... is that what happened to you? He made you watch while he stole your son?" "It is more
complicated than that," Rillao said. "My relationship with Hethrir is. unique." "How could your people
leave, knowing their children had been stolen?" Lelila cried.
Rillao hesitated for some moments before replying.
"Their children were not stolen. My son is the only youth of our people left alive. Hethrir did not force my
people to watch their children be sold into slavery.
He took them away from Firrerre, and he left their children behind. Then he destroyed our world. He
made them watch while their children, and all the rest of our people, died." Rillao folded her hands in her
lap and lay back on the bunk, drained even of her anger.
Lelila could not speak. She was horrified by the evidence of secret evil, an evil she believed had been
vanquished. A few remnants of the Empire remained, of course, causing misery when they struck, but at
least they had the spirit to reveal themselves.
This evil had to be uncovered. Hethrir had to be hunted down and captured. This "Empire Reborn" had
to be destroyed.
She pulled her knees to her chest and wrapped her arms around her legs and buried her face.
"And now, I think," Rillao said, "Hethrir has run out of freighter children to sell.
Has he begun to steal them from the Republic's worlds? Are you trying to rescue one?" Lelila hesitated,
then decided to tell as much of the truth as she dared.
"At first the parents thought it was a kidnapping.
For ransom." "But no ransom demand arrived, so they hired you." "Yes." "And you are..." Rillao paused,
choosing her ^ws carefully to avoid offense. "You are new to this profession." "This particular profession,
yes." "I will help you," Rillao said. "And you will help me." "Yes," Lelila said.
"Take us to Chalcedon," Rillao said.
Rillao slept.
Tigris carried Anakin down the long tunnel to the worldcraft's landing field, following Lord Hethrir and
eleven hand-picked Proctors. The newest Proctor strutted at the end of the line. Tigris hurried to catch
up, to even out the line by walking two by two.
"Nursemaid!" The new Proctor sneered at him. "How dare you walk beside me? Walk behind me, where
you belong!" Humiliated, Tigris fell back.
I hope you die, he thought furiously at the new Proctor. It's about time for a new Proctor to fail the
purification ritual! I hope it's you!
Whenever a purification ritual failed, the Proctors were all sworn to secrecy about the death of their
comrade. No one ever bothered to extract an oath from Tigris, so he could tell the new Proctor the risk,
if he chose. He held the power close to him, cherishing it, but once again decided not to use it. He would
be loyal to Lord Hethrir, even without an oath.
Tigris's arms ached from the weight of the child Anakin. The pain humiliated him. He had thought he was
strong. He spent hours each day training with a practice sword. He trained during every bit of spare time
he could snatch. Sometimes he snuck out of the dormitory in the middle of the night to practice, even
though he had to fight to stay awake the next day, to be alert for Lord Hethrir's commands. He only
wished the worldcraft's sleeping period always corresponded to the worldcraft's night. He liked to
practice in the darkness, where no one could see him, where no one could taunt him about using only a
homemade practice sword instead of a real lightsaber. The worldcraft's days and nights were so short
that sometimes everyone slept during full daylight, and sometimes he was seen.
Anakin held tightly to Tigris's neck.
The hot light of the worldcraft's tiny sun fell into the tunnel mouth. Silhouetted ahead of him, the Proctors
followed Lord Hethrir onto the landing field.
The child can walk, Tigris thought. He should walk onto the Lord's starship. He should approach his
destiny on his own two feet.
Tigris put Anakin down.
"No!" Anakin shouted. "No, no, no!" He grabbed Tigris by the leg and clutched him desperately.
"Stop it, now," Tigris said. "You aren't acting at all dignified." "Not walk!" Anakin screamed. "No!" He
opened his mouth and screamed, a high-pitched cry that pierced Tigris's hearing.
"Be quiet!" Tigris said.
Anakin only cried louder. Tigris crouched down beside Anakin, gently disengaging the child's clenched
fingers from his ragged brown robe.
"Little one," Tigris said more gently, "everything will be all right." Anakin stopped screaming long enough
to take a breath.
Tigris hugged the child.
"It will be all right," he said again.
Anakin flung his arms around Tigris's neck and sobbed quietly against his shoulder, hugging him fast.
Tigris tried to remember the last time another person had touched him. Lord Hethrir never touched him,
even for discipline. The Lord's voice was sufficient to impose his will. Tigris recalled with desperate envy
the times when the Lord placed an approving hand on the head of one of his Proctors, or pinned a medal
or promotion on one's shoulder and shook his hand.
My mother was the last person to touch me, Tigris thought. I was ten, and she hugged me and smoothed
my hair and told me she loved me.
But all the time she was stealing my ability to touch the Force. And even Lord Hethrir has not been able
to give it back to me.
The last person to touch me, Tigris thought with fury, was a traitor.
Anakin's sobs slowed and changed to sniffles.
Tigris suddenly realized that Lord Hethrir's Proctors had crossed the field and disappeared into the
starship. Lord Hethrir himself stood in the hatchway, waiting for Tigris and Anakin, watching with
disapproval as Tigris spoiled the child with weakness.
Tigris jumped to his feet. Anakin clung to him, but his little hands slipped. He would have fallen if Tigris
had not grabbed his wrist.
"No more crying!" Tigris said roughly. He pulled Anakin along a few steps. The boy hung back,
struggling, his face puckering again.
In the shadows of the starship's hatchway, Lord Hethrir scowled.
Tigris scooped Anakin up, ignoring the ache in his own arms, and carried him across the field and up the
gangway. The hatch folded closed behind them.
In the presence of Lord Hethrir, Anakin quieted. He watched the Lord thoughtfully, intensely. Tigris felt
proud of the little boy.
Anakin recognized Hethrir's power, and acceded to it.
In silence, Lord Hethrir turned and led the way into his auxiliary starship. In the passenger compartment,
the Proctors had already strapped themselves in. They pretended to pay him no attention, but one
whispered, under his breath, "Nursie!" Tigris flushed, but Lord Hethrir took no notice so Tigris pretended
he had not heard the insult.
Hethrir gestured toward one of the couches.
Tigris obediently disentangled himself from Anakin's arms, placed the child in the couch, and strapped the
harness around him. Anakin started to fuss. Tigris took Anakin's hand, enfolding the small fingers. A stray
thought flicked through his mind: the size of his own hand. His hands felt clumsy and disproportionately
large for his body. He had been growing recently, but his arms and legs had not caught up to his hands
and feet. His bones ached like an old man's, especially after he had trained for hours.
He felt clumsy. He was hungry all the time.
He sat in the couch beside Anakin and reached with his free hand for the harness.
"Leave him and come with me," Lord Hethrir said sharply, and strode from the compartment.
Elated, shocked, Tigris leaped to his feet. The Proctors glared at him, offended and jealous. Anakin
clutched his hand. Tigris pulled free and hurried after Lord Hethrir.
Anakin began to wail.
Tigris hesitated, glancing back at the crying child, then toward Hethrir.
The Lord waited impatiently at the control chamber. "Leave him!" he commanded. "Close the door. He
must learn." Tigris obeyed. He knew Anakin should learn to control himself, but the child was so little,
and a few ^ws of comfort served to quiet him much better than leaving him to scream himself to
exhaustion.
Panicked, the child cried. Tigris wanted to return to the passenger compartment. But Lord Hethrir had
never before allowed him to ride in the pilot's chamber of the starship. Surely one of the Proctors would
quiet the boy.
If one did not, the child would have to comfort himself.
Perhaps, if Lord Hethrir wished it, that was the right way to teach him strength and self-reliance.