The Complete Tawny Man Trilogy Omnibus (211 page)

All was darkness and cold and cascading snow and ice. I was hip-deep, pulling the Fool behind me, and then suddenly the snow let go of me. I waded out of the knee-deep stuff and then blundered clear of it. I heard the Fool take a wheezing gasp of air. I found a breath myself, and then two. Tiny settling crystals of ice still filled the air we breathed, but even so, it seemed such an improvement. We were in darkness.

I shook snow from my hair and dug handfuls of it out of my collar. My hat was gone, and one boot. All was black around us, and the only sounds were the indescribable creaks of settling snow and our own harsh breath. ‘Where are we?’ I gasped, and my
little human voice was the muffled squeak of a mouse in a bin full of grain.

The Fool coughed. ‘Down here.’ We had let go of one another, but still stood close enough for our bodies to touch. He was huddled at my feet, and I felt him doing something, and then a pale, greenish light opened out from his hands. I blinked, at first seeing no more than the glow, and then realizing that it came from a small box in his hands. ‘This won’t last long,’ he warned me, his face ghastly in the corpse-light. ‘At most a day. It is Elderling magic, of the most expensive and rare sort. Not all of my fortune went for gambling and brandy. A good portion of it is right here in my hand.’

‘Thank the gods for that,’ I said heartily. For a fleeting instant, I wondered if that was the sole true prayer that Web had once referred to. Dim as the light was, it was still an immeasurable comfort to me. It was just enough to light both our faces as we looked at one another. The Fool’s hat had stayed on his head. His pack dangled from one strap, the other torn free from him. I was shocked it had stayed with him at all. My sword belt and sword were gone. As I watched him, he strapped his little pack shut again. We did not speak for a moment or two as we shook snow from our clothing, and then lifted our eyes to peer at our surroundings.

We could see nothing of them. Our light was too dim to show us more than the slide of snow we had emerged from and ourselves. We were in an under-ice hollow or cavern, but the Elderling lantern could not reach the walls of it. No light trickled down from above. I decided that the flood of snow that had followed us had re-sealed whatever crack we had fallen through. Then, ‘Thick! Oh, Eda, give him the sense to Skill to Dutiful and Chade what has happened. I hope he just stays where he is on the sled. But when night and cold comes, what then for him? Thick!’ I suddenly bellowed the word, thinking of the vague little man left sitting alone on a sled in a world of ice.

‘Shush!’ The Fool reprimanded me sharply. ‘If he hears you shout, he may get off the sled and come toward the crack. Be quiet. His danger is less than ours, and I’m afraid you must leave him to face it alone. He’ll Skill out, Fitz. His mind is not swift, perhaps, but it
works well enough and he will have plenty of time to think what to do next.’

‘Perhaps,’ I conceded. My heart felt squeezed. Of all the times to be deprived of my Skill, this was the worst. And then in the next instant, the loss of Nighteyes gutted me again. I missed his instincts and survivor’s outlook. My heart caught in my chest. I was alone.

And drowning in self-pity.
The thought was as acid as if it had truly come from Nighteyes.
Get up and do something. The Fool’s survival depends on you, and possibly Thick’s.

I took a deep breath and lifted my eyes. The fickle green light of the little box showed me nothing, but that did not mean there was nothing to see. If there was no other way out, then we must risk causing another cascade of snow by trying to dig up through it. It there was a way out, then we should find it. It was that simple. Standing here whining like a lost cub would not avail me anything. I reached down and pulled the Fool to his feet. ‘Come. There is no going back up. Let us see where we are. Moving will keep us warmer.’

‘Very well.’ He spoke the words so trustingly that they nearly broke my heart.

I would have welcomed one of our snow poles, but there was no guessing where they were buried now. So, the Fool held his little box of light out in front of us, and we groped our way forward.

We encountered nothing. If we stood still and held our breaths, we could hear water dripping and the bone-deep slow breath of the ice around us. Under our feet, the ice was gritty. We could not see a ceiling above us. We were in a starless night, and our only contact with the world was the solidity under our feet and each other. We did not even see the blackness of a wall before us until we blundered against it.

We both stood touching it for a time, saying nothing. In that stillness, I became aware of the Fool shivering and the shuddering of his breath. ‘Why didn’t you tell me you were that cold?’ I demanded of him.

He sniffed, and then laughed weakly. ‘Aren’t you? It seemed a useless thing to speak of it.’ He dragged in another chattering breath and asked, ‘Is that ice or rock?’

‘Lift the light and we’ll see.’ He did. But then said, ‘I still can’t tell. But it’s something we can’t pass. Let’s follow it.’

‘It may take us right back to where we came.’

‘It may, and there’s no help for that if it does. If we go all the way round and come right back here again, at least we’ll know there is no way out. Here. A moment.’ I set my hand to shoulder height on the wall, and then reached for my belt-knife. It was gone. Of course. The Fool still had his, and I borrowed it to scratch a rough mark on the wall. It seemed a futile gesture.

‘Left or right?’ I asked him. I had no sense at all of north or south.

‘Left,’ he said, flapping a hand vaguely in that direction.

‘A moment,’ I said gruffly, and unfastened my cloak. He tried to fend me off when I put it around his shoulders.

‘You’ll get cold!’ he protested.

‘I’m already cold. But my body has always warmed itself better than yours. And if you drop from cold, it will not benefit either of us. Don’t worry. If I need it back, I’ll let you know. Just wear it for now.’

I only realized how cold he was when he immediately surrendered. He dropped his pack to the floor and handed me the Elderling light while he fastened the cloak. He was shaking as he held it close around him. I lifted the box and decided it was not just the greenish light that made him such an odd colour. He gave me a very small smile. ‘It’s still warm from your body. Thank you, Fitz.’

‘Thank yourself. That’s the one you gave me when I was acting as your servant. Come on. Let’s get moving.’ I lifted his pack before he could. ‘What else is in here?’

‘Nothing of much use, I’m afraid. Only a few personal things I wouldn’t wish ever to lose. There’s a little flask of brandy in the bottom. And I think a few honey cakes. I brought them for an emergency, or perhaps a treat for Thick.’ He gave a strangled laugh. ‘Emergency. But not this. Even so, I think we should save them as long as we can.’

‘Likely you’re right. Let’s go.’

He did not move to take the light, but kept his arms wrapped
around his body. So I held the light and led the way as we followed the black wall beside us. I could tell by the way he walked that his feet were going numb. Despair threatened to engulf me. Then the wolf in me dismissed it. We were still alive and moving. There was hope.

We trudged on. Endlessly. Time became motion, steps taken in the dark. Sometimes I closed my eyes to rest them from the unnatural light, but even then, I seemed to see it. At such a moment, the Fool asked shakily, ‘What’s that?’

I opened my eyes. ‘What’s what?’ I asked him. Blue afterglows danced before my vision. I blinked. They didn’t go away.

‘That. Isn’t that light? Shut the box. See if it’s still there or if it’s some sort of reflection.’

It was hard to get the box to shut. My fingers were cold, and my one un-booted foot was a cold aching lump at the end of my leg. But when the box was closed, a blue shard of light still beckoned to us. It was irregularly shaped and oddly edgeless. I squinted at it, trying to make it assume some familiar aspect.

‘It’s very strange, isn’t it? Let’s go toward it.’

‘And leave the wall?’ I asked, oddly reluctant. ‘There’s no way to tell how far away that is.’

‘Light has to come from somewhere,’ the Fool pointed out.

I took a breath. ‘Very well.’

We set out toward it. It did not seem to grow larger. The floor became uneven and our pace more shuffling as we groped ahead with numbed feet. Then, in the space of a few steps, our perspective on it changed. A wall to our left had been blocking our view, allowing us to see only a reflection in an icy wall. As we moved past that projection, the blue gleam opened out and became a beckoning corridor of blue-and-white ice. Hopes renewed, we increased our pace. We hurried around a bend in our black chamber, and suddenly a luminous vista spread before us. The closer we approached, the more my eyes could resolve what we saw. As we angled back toward the illumination, it increased, and after a narrowing in the passage, we emerged into a world of light suffused ice.

The beam seemed sourceless, as if it had wandered through
windows and mirrors and prisms of ice before it found us. We entered into a strange maze of cracks and chasms in a world of palely gleaming walls. Sometimes our way was narrow and sometimes broad. The floor under our feet was never level. Sometimes it seemed we walked in a sharp crack in the ice that had happened yesterday and sometimes it looked as if melting water had slowly sculpted the wandering path we followed. When we came to ways where the passage branched, we always tried to choose the larger way. Often enough, it narrowed shortly after we had made our choice. I did not say to the Fool what I feared; we followed random crackings in the ice of the glacier. There was no reason to expect that any of them led to anything.

The first signs I saw that others had passed this way were subtle. I thought I tricked myself into hope; there seemed to be a scattering of sand where the floor of the passageway was slick. Then, that perhaps the walls had been squared off. My nose caught the scent first: fresh human excrement. In the same instant I was sure of it, the Fool said, ‘It looks as if steps have been cut into the floor ahead of us.’

I nodded. We were definitely ascending, and broad shallow steps had been cut in the icy floor. A dozen steps later, we passed a chamber cut into the ice to our right. A natural fissure had been enlarged into a waste pit, a place to throw rubbish and dump chamber pots. And a grave for the ignominious dead. I saw a naked foot, obscenely pale and bony, projecting from the midden. Another body sprawled face down upon it, ribs showing through tattered rags. Only the cold made the stench bearable. I halted and asked the Fool in a whisper, ‘Do you think we should go on?’

‘It is the only path,’ he said tremulously. ‘We have to follow it.’

He stared and stared at the discarded body. He was shaking again. ‘Are you still cold?’ I asked. The passages we were in seemed slightly warmer to me than when we had been in darkness. Light seemed to come from within them.

He gave me a ghastly smile. ‘I’m scared.’ He closed his eyes for an instant, squeezing unshed tears onto his golden lashes. Then, ‘On we go,’ he said more firmly. He stepped past me to take the lead and I followed him, full of dread.

Whoever was responsible for dumping the slops and chamber
pots was a careless fellow. Splotches and splashes marred the icy walls and mottled the ice underfoot. The farther we went, the more obviously man-made or at least hand-modified the passages became. The source of the blue light was revealed when we passed an exposed pale globe that was anchored to the wall overhead. It was larger than a pumpkin, and gave off light but not heat. I halted, staring up at it. Then, as I reached toward it with curious fingers, the Fool caught at my cuff and dragged my hand back down. He shook his head in silent warning.

‘What is it?’ I asked in a whisper.

He shrugged one shoulder. ‘I don’t know. But I know it’s hers. Don’t touch it, Fitz. Come on. We have to hurry.’

And we did, for a time. Until we came to the first dungeon.

It is said that at one time there was a seer or oracle who resided on Aslevjal Island. This tale seems to be very old. Some tell it that there was only one, and she lived for many generations, but remained young, raven-haired and black-eyed. Others say that there was a mothershouse of oracles, with a Great Mother who passed on her seer’s duties to her elder daughter in turn, so that a succession of oracles served there. All speak of them as having lived beyond their Great Mother’s day. There remains no living witness to the truth of this tale. It was said that the seer lived within the glacier and emerged only to accept offerings that visitors brought to Icefyre. If a seeker of truth brought animals to sacrifice, the seer would do the bloodletting and then fling the entrails into the air and let them fall smoking to the ice. The future of the visitor was spelled out in the curling of the guts. After the reading, in the name of the dragon, she would claim the sacrificed animal.

Cockle’s collected Outislander tales

The door was nearly invisible. The Fool had passed it before I perceived what it was and halted him with a touch to his shoulder. Either the door was made of ice, or was so thickly coated with ice that its original material was unseen. The hinges were vague bulges in the wall, and I saw no sort of handle or lock. It baffled me. There was a narrow slit in the door at about waist height. I stooped to peer into it, and was shocked to see a ragged and battered man crouched in the far corner of a cell. He stared in my direction, mute and expressionless. I staggered back from the sight with an inarticulate cry.

‘What?’ the Fool whispered and stooped to look in himself. He remained crouched by the door, his face a mask of horror. Then, ‘We have to let them out. Somehow.’

I shook my head wildly, and then found my tongue. ‘No, Fool. Trust me, please. They’re Forged. However heartless it seems to leave them in there, it would be a danger and a cruelty to let them loose. They’d turn on us, for our cloaks or for sport. We don’t dare let them out.’