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Authors: C. J. Cherryh

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Trust him to listen
, was the boy's advice.
Nothing further.

And Qhiverin, within himself:
Boy, if the one thing, with what lies between us, then anything; and you have been a mortal fool.

“It is for all our sakes,” he said. “I swear to you, Nhi Vanye. We are walking into a trap. Every step of this is a trap. He has vacated the place. Even the horses. Even the horses. I do not know where.”

 • • • 

“The gate,” Vanye said, looking down the little distance Chei's slighter form needed.

“To Tejhos?” Chei asked. “—Or elsewhere?”

Vanye cast a look toward Morgaine, whose face was stern and pale and set on the way before them, which led toward yet another gate in this maze.

“Anything is possible,” he said.

A man who is winning, he had said to Morgaine again and again, will not flee.

But the man of that face and that voice which had spoken to them—

—Go
with
you, it had said.

Convince me there is something different than one finds . . . everywhere. . . .

Older than the calamity, Morgaine had said of Skarrin.

And:
Not of human measure, not predictable by human intentions
, his own experience told him.

Deeper and deeper into this snare Morgaine went, leading the rest of them in what haste they dared—

Lest Skarrin strand them here, lest he go before them and seal the gate and leave them imprisoned here forevermore.

He did not question now. He understood the things that she had attempted to tell him throughout their journey—and he had overwhelmed her arguments, delayed her with his foolishness, his well-meant advice and his hopes and, Heaven forgive, his desire of her, which had stolen her good judgment and thrown his to the winds.

But for me, he kept thinking, the while he walked beside her: but for me she would have ridden straight to him and stayed him from this; but for me she would have gone straightway to Morund and enlisted
qhalur
aid and learned more at the start than ever young Chei could have taught us.

And perhaps Chei would be alive, himself, and Gault would be Gault, and their ally.

“Tell her,” Chei hissed at him.

“She has always understood,” he said to Chei and his murderer, “better than I. Better than any of us. She gave you the chance to turn back. It is not too late to take it.”

The gate before them was open. He was not in the least surprised at that. And this one let into the building itself, into a shadowed hall which might hold more than ghosts—but he began to doubt that there need be guards or soldiery, nor any hand but Skarrin's own, which held the gate-force. He kept beside Morgaine as far as that doorway, and suddenly sent Arrhan through ahead of them, expecting no harm.

The arrhendur mare came to none, only stopped, confused, her feet striking echoes from polished pavement, in a hall supported by columns much lest vast than those of Neisyrrn Neith, but vast for all that, shaped of green stone and black.

A table was set there, set with pitchers and platters bearing fruit and bread and what else his eye did not trouble to see.

Skarrin's ghost hung before them, welcomed them, smiled at them with all beneficence and no little amusement.

“My guests,” he said; then, and with less mockery: “My lady Morgaine Anjhuran, my youngest cousin—sit, take your ease. You can trust my table. Surely you know that. And you might indeed leave the horses outside my hall.”

“My lord Skarrin,” Morgaine said, “forgive me. I have known so many and so bizarre things in my travels—I have found folk do things for remarkable reasons, some only because they can, some only for sport—I do not know you, my lord. So I keep my horse and my arms—and my servants. My father's friends may, for all I know, be no less mad than some others I have met on the way.”

The drifting image laughed, a soft sound, like the hissing of wind in grass. “And thus you decline my hospitality?”

“I do not sit at table with shadows, my lord. Our mistrust is mutual—else you would not hesitate to come and meet me face to face—if you can.”

“My lady of outlaws and rebels—should I trust myself to your companions, when they think so ill of me?”

Morgaine laughed, let fall Siptah's reins, and walked over to the table, to pull out a chair and sit down. She picked up a pitcher and poured a cup of red wine.

Vanye let Arrhan stand alone too, and went and stood at the side of her chair as she lifted it and sipped it in courtesy to their shadowy host.

Whereupon Skarrin laughed softly, and drifted amid their table, severed at the waist. “You are trusting.”

“No, my lord of Mante. Only interested. I knew when I heard your name from young Chei—who is host to my lord of Morund—what you
might
be. I took your gatewardens' behavior for yours—to our mutual discomfiture. No one saw fit to apprise me of the truth—in which I do fault you, my lord of Mante. So much could have been saved, of affairs in the south, if I had known. Now I leave you a humankind in war and disorder—an inconvenience, at the least, for which I do apologize.”

“There are other lands. The world is wide. I weary of Mante.”

“I took this for the greatest of your cities. Are there others? Truly, this one is a wonder to see.”

“Ah, there are hundreds. Everywhere—there are cities, as unvarying as the worlds. Everywhere is boredom, my lady of light, until you came—traveling, as you say. With a human servant, no less—what is his name?”

“Nhi Vanye i Chya. Nhi Vanye, if you please.”

“My lord,” Vanye said. To say something seemed incumbent on him, when the image turned its cold eyes in his direction and the face seemed to gaze straight at him. He was in danger. He knew beyond a doubt that he was in peril of his life, only for being human, and for standing where he stood, and for more than that: it was the look a man gave a man where a woman was in question—and blood was.

The glass-gray stare passed from him and turned slowly to the others, and back again to Morgaine.

“Why have you come?”

“Why should I not?” Morgaine said. “I take my father's lesson, who found one world and a succession of worlds—far too small for him.
That
was Anjhurin.” She leaned back, posing the chair on its rearmost legs, and stared up at the image. “From all you say, you have arrived at the same place as he—you have wielded power over world and world and world—am I right? And you have found this world much the same as the last.”

“And the one before,” Skarrin said. “And before that. You are young.”

“As you see me.”

“Very young,” Skarrin said softly, this young man with gray, gentle eyes.

“You knew Anjhurin,” Morgaine said.

“A very, very long time ago.” The image became merely a face, drifting in the shadow, a handsome face, with Morgaine's own look, so like her among
qhal
it might have been a brother. “Anjhurin dead! Worlds should shake.”

“They have,” Morgaine said softly. “And things
change
, my lord of dust and stability. You do not love your life. Come risk it with me. Come join me.”

“To what purpose?”

“The changing of worlds, my lord, change that sweeps through space and time.”

“Even this, I have seen. I have ties in many ages, many worlds. I will survive even the next calamity. What new can you offer me?”

“Have you
risked
that hope, elder cousin? It is risk makes immortality bearable—to know that personal calamity is possible, oh, very possible, and tranquility, what time it exists, is precious. Anjhurin is dead. Does that not tell you that fatality is possible? Come with me. There are worlds full of chances.”

“Full of cattle. Full of same choices and same tragedies and same small hearts and smaller minds which lead to them. Full of stale poets who think their ideas are a towering novelty in the cosmos. Full of rebels who think they can change worlds for the better and murderers who see no further than the selfish moment. Mostly, full of cattle, content with their mouthful of grass and their little herd and endless procreation of other cattle. And we are finite, calamity endlessly regenerate, disaster in a bubble. One day it will burst of sheer tedium. And the universe will never notice.”

“No,” Morgaine said, and reached and took Vanye by the arm, drawing him to the table edge. “I have news to give you, my lord.
Qhal
reached outside. They stole
his
ancestors in real-space, and his cousins voyage there,
not
with the gates,
not
within them so far as they know—”

“It will not save them.”

“No. But they are widening the bubble, my lord who sees no change. They are involving all who meet them—and all who meet their allies. Do you see, my lord of shadows? There
is
chance and change.
His
kind—humankind—have realized the trap. They have refused it. More, they have set out to prick the bubble themselves.”

There was long silence.

“It would doom them,” Skarrin said.

“Perhaps.
Their
threads reach far beyond their own world, but they were not that deeply entangled.”

“If they have taken it on themselves to do this, by that very act they are entangled.”

“And they know
other
races who know others still.”

Vanye listened through that silence, his heart beating harder and harder. Morgaine's light hand upon his elbow held him fast, by oath and by the surety that somewhere in this exchange he had become all humanity, and that existence was the prize of this struggle—
What must I do, what must I say, what is she telling him—of threads and bubbles?

This man can kill us all. He has stripped this house of its servants, its goods, its cattle. He has destroyed them or he has sent them through the gate before him—and means to follow.

—Humankind—has refused the trap.

What is she telling him?

“Change,” Morgaine said, “is very possible. That is the work I do.”

“And
this
—for heir,” Skarrin said. “This for companion. His get—for inheritors.”

“Come with me,” Morgaine said, “down the thread that leads to infinity. Or bind yourself more and more irrevocably to the one you have followed thus far. Eventually change
may
become impossible. But you will not find it inside the patterns; you find it linked to these—to
qhal
, and to humankind. And to
me
, lord Skarrin, and to those with me.”

“So I should serve your purposes.”

“Follow your own. Did I ever say I wished to share more than a road and the pleasure of your company? We will bid one another farewell—in time, in time I cannot predict, my lord Skarrin, nor can you. That is
chance
, my lord Skarrin. Have you grown too attached to this age and to what is? Have you found your own end of time, and are you content with solitude among your subjects—or do I tempt you?”

“You tempt me.”

“We have a horse to spare.” She held Vanye's arm the tighter, and laughed softly. “What want you, an entourage, a clutter of servants, lord Skarrin? I have my few, who will serve you the same as me. A horse, a bedroll, and the sky overhead—your bones are still young, and your heart is not that cold. Come and learn what a younger generation has learned.”

The image smiled, slowly and fondly. “Was Anjhurin—fate's way of creating you—who see no wider than that?”

“Perhaps that is all there is worthwhile, my lord kinsman.
Freedom.

“Freedom! Oh, young cousin, lady, you mistake the roof for the sky. We are prisoners, all.
Inside
the bubble we work what we will and we shift and change. The gates end and the gates begin. And all the hope you bring me is that the
contagion is spreading and the bubble widens. Is
that
cause to hope? I think not. In the wide universe we are still without significance.”

“You are melancholy, my lord of shadows.”

“I am a god. The cattle have made me so.” There came laughter, soft and terrible. “Tell me, is that not cause for melancholy?”

“They name me Death. Is it not reasonable that I am the youngest of us, and the most cheerful?” Again she laughed, and stood and leaned against Vanye's shoulder, clasping his arm. “Few of humankind love me. But, lord of shadows, I shall live longest, and so will those who ride with me. It is helpers I seek. Come ride the wave with me, down to the last shore. Or do you want eternity in Mante, with shapes of your own devising, in a world of your own making? Another stone palace and more worshippers? Come, let us see if we can shake the worlds.”

The image faded abruptly to dark. The hall was very still, except the random shift of a horse's foot, which rang like doom on the pavings.

“What are you saying?” Chei asked, suddenly breaking that peace. “What
are
you, what are you talking about—waves and shores? Who
are
you?”

“I have said,” Morgaine said quietly, and her hand never left Vanye's shoulder, a calming touch. If it had not been there he would have reached for a weapon for comfort. It was; and he felt himself numb like a bird in the eye of the serpent—not afraid, not capable, he thought, of fear at all any longer. He knew her lies, even when they were told with the truth. Even when they were entirely the truth. He trusted. That was all there was left to do.

“Perhaps you can flee,” Morgaine said to the others. “It seems likely. I do not think he will trouble himself with you.”

Rhanin edged away. And stopped, as if he did not know what to do, or as if he had expected the others would, or as if he had had second thoughts. He only stood there.

Then distantly, softly echoing, came footsteps in the corridors.

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