Read The Complete Malazan Book of the Fallen Online
Authors: Steven Erikson
No doubt the inhabitants were awake by now. Yet, being servantsâIndebted one and allâthey'd be hiding under their cots during this terrifying tumult.
She set off towards that last door. The passageway beyond was narrow and poorly lit. Curtained cells lined it, the pathetic residences of the staff. No light showed from beneath any of the hangings, but Shurq caught the sound of scuffing from one room halfway down, and a stifled gasp from one closer, on her left.
She closed her gloved hand on the grip of the fighting knife strapped beneath her left arm, and ran the back of the blade hard against the scabbard edge as she drew it forth. More gasps. A terrified squeal.
Slow steps down the narrow passage, pausing every now and then, but never long enough to elicit a scream from anyone, until she came to a T-intersection. To the right the aisle opened out onto the kitchen. To the left, a staircase leading both up and to cellars below ground. Shurq swung round and faced the passageway she had just quitted. Pitching her voice low, she hissed, âGo to sleep. Was jus' doin' a circuit. No-one here, sweeties. Relax.'
âWho's that?' a voice asked.
âWho cares?' another replied. âLike he said, Prist, go back t'sleep.'
But Prist continued, âIt's jus' that I don' recognize 'imâ'
âYeah,' the other countered, âan' you ain't a gardener but a real live hero, right, Prist?'
âAll I'm sayin' isâ'
Shurq walked back to halt in front of Prist's curtain.
She heard movement beyond, but the man was silent.
She drew the dirty linen to one side and slipped into the cramped room. It stank of mud and manure. In the darkness she could just make out a large, crouching figure at the back wall, a blanket drawn up under its chin.
âAh, Prist,' Shurq murmured in a voice little more than a whisper and taking another step closer, âare you any good at keeping quiet? I hope so, because I intend
to spend some time with you. Don't worry,' she added as she unbuckled her belt, âit'll be fun.'
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Two bells later, Shurq lifted her head from the gardener's muscled arm, concentrating to listen beyond his loud snores. Poor bastard had been worn right outâshe hoped Ublala could manage betterâand all his subsequent whimpering and mewling was disgusting. As the bell's low echoes faded, a solid silence replaced it.
The guards had returned shortly after Shurq had slipped into Prist's cubicle. Loud with speculation and bitter argument, indicating that Ublala had made good his escape, although a call for the services of the house healer suggested there'd been a clash or two. Since that time, things had settled down. There had been a cursory search of the estate, but not the servants' quarters, suggesting that no suspicion of diversion and infiltration had occurred to the house guards. Careless. Indicative of a sad lack of imagination. All in all, as she had expected. An overbearing master had that effect. Initiative was dangerous, lest it clash with Gerun's formidable ego.
Shurq pulled herself loose from Prist's exhausted, childlike embrace, and rose silently to don her clothes and gear. Gerun would have an office, adjoining his private rooms. Men like Gerun always had offices. It served their need for legitimacy.
Its defences would be elaborate, the magic expensive and thorough. But not so complicated as to leave a Finadd confused. Accordingly, the mechanisms of deactivation would be straightforward. Another thing to consider, of course, was the fact that Gerun was absent. It was likely there were additional wards in place that could not be negated. She suspected they would be life-aspected, since other kinds could more easily be accidentally triggered.
She quietly stepped back into the passageway. Sounds of sleep and naught else. Satisfied, Shurq returned to the T-intersection and turned left. Ascending the staircase, she was careful to place each foot along alternating edges where the joins reduced the likelihood of a telltale creak.
Reaching the first landing, Shurq stepped close to the door, then paused. Motionless. A tripwire was set along the seam of the door, locked in place by the last servant to use the passage. Sometimes the simplest alarms succeeded where more elaborate ones failed, if only because the thief was over-anticipating the complication. She released the mechanism and turned the latch.
Into another servants' passage, running parallel to the formal hallway, assuming a typical layout for Gerun's estate. She found the lone door where she expected, on the right at the far end. Another tripwire to release, then she stepped through. The hallway was unlit, which was clever. Three doors along the opposite wall, the rooms beyond showing no light.
She was fairly certain she had found Gerun Eberict's private quarters. Barely detectable in the gloom were a host of arcane sigils painted on the nearest door.
Shurq edged closer to study those symbols.
And froze as a dull voice spoke from down the corridor. âIt was incompetence. Or so he says. And now I'm supposed to make it up to him.'
She slowly turned. A seated figure, sprawled back with legs stretched out, head tilted to one side.
âYou're dead,' the man said.
âIs that a promise or an observation?'
âJust something we have in common,' he answered. âThat doesn't happen to me much, any more.'
âI know just how you feel. So, Gerun has you here guarding his rooms.'
âIt's my penance.'
âFor incompetence.'
âYes. Gerun doesn't fire people, you know. He kills them and then, depending on how angry he is, either buries them or keeps them on for a time. I suppose he'll bury me eventually.'
âWithout releasing your soul?'
âHe often forgets about that part.'
âI'm here to steal everything he has.'
âIf you were living I would of course kill you in some monstrous, terrifying way. I would get up from this chair, feet dragging, arms out with my hands clawing the air. I'd make bestial sounds and moans and hisses as if I was hungry to sink my teeth into your throat.'
âThat would certainly prove sufficient to deter a thief. A living one, that is.'
âIt would, and I'd probably enjoy it, too.'
âBut I'm not living, am I?'
âNo. But I have one question for you and it's an important one.'
âAll right. Ask it.'
âWhy, since you're dead, do you look so good? Who cut your hair? Why aren't you rotting away like me? Are you stuffed with herbs or something? Are you wearing make-up? Why are the whites of your eyes so white? Your lips so glossy?'
Shurq was silent a moment, then asked, âIs that your one question?'
âYes.'
âIf you like, I can introduce you to the people responsible for the new me. I am sure they can do the same for you.'
âReally? Including a manicure?'
âAbsolutely.'
âWhat about filing my teeth? You know, to make them sharp and scary.'
âWell, I don't know how scary you will be with styled hair, make-up, perfect nails and glossy lips.'
âBut sharp teeth? Don't you think the sharp teeth will terrify people?'
âWhy not just settle for those? Most people are frightened of rotting things, of things crawling with vermin and stinking like a freshly turned grave. Fangs and fingernails clipped into talons.'
âI like it. I like how you think.'
âMy pleasure. Now, do I have to worry about these wards?'
âNo. In fact, I can show you where all the mechanisms are for the alarms.'
âWon't that give you away?'
âGive me away? Why, I am coming with you, of course. Assuming you can get us both out of here.'
âOh, I see. I'm sure we'll manage. What is your name, by the way?'
âHarlest Eberict.'
Shurq cocked her head, then said, âOh. But you died ten years ago, according to your brother.'
âTen years? Is that all?'
âHe said you fell down the stairs, I believe. Or something like that.'
âStairs. Or pitched off the balcony. Maybe both.'
âAnd what did you do or fail to do that earned such punishment?'
âI don't remember. Only that I was incompetent.'
âThat was long before Gerun saved the king's life. How could he have afforded the sorcery needed to bind your soul to your body?'
âI believe he called in a favour.'
Shurq swung back to the door. âDoes this lead to his office?'
âNo, that one goes to his love-making room. You want the one over here.'
âAny chance of anyone hearing us talking right now, Harlest?'
âNo, the walls are thick.'
âOne last thing,' Shurq said, eyeing Harlest. âWhy didn't Gerun bind your loyalty with magic?'
The pale, patchy face displayed surprise. âWell, we're brothers!'
Â
Alarms negated, the two undead stood in Finadd Gerun Eberict's office.
âHe doesn't keep much actual coin here,' Harlest said. âMostly writs of holding. He spreads his wealth around to protect it.'
âVery wise. Where is his seal?'
âOn the desk.'
âVery unwise. Do me a favour and start collecting those writs.' She walked over to the desk and gathered up the heavy, ornate seal and the thick sheets of wax piled beside it. âThis wax is an exclusive colour?'
âOh yes. He paid plenty for that.' Harlest had gone to a wall and was removing a large tapestry behind which was an inset cabinet. He disengaged a number of tripwires, then swung open the small door. Within were stacks of scrolls and a small jewelled box.
âWhat's in the box?' Shurq asked.
Harlest lifted it out and tossed it to Shurq. âHis cash. Like I said, he never keeps much around.'
She examined the clasp. Satisfied that it wasn't boobytrapped, she slid it to one side and tipped back the lid. âNot much? Harlest, this is full of diamonds.'
The man, his arms loaded with scrolls, walked over. âIt is?'
âHe's called in a few of his holdings, I think.'
âHe must have. I wonder why?'
âTo use it,' she replied, âfor something very expensive. Oh well, he'll just have to go without.'
âGerun will be so angry,' Harlest said, shaking his head. âHe will go mad. He'll start hunting us down, and he won't stop until he finds us.'
âAnd then what? Torture? We don't feel pain. Kill us? We're already deadâ'
âHe'll take his money backâ'
âHe can't if it doesn't exist any more.'
Harlest frowned.
Smiling, Shurq closed the box and reset the clasp. âIt's not like you and I have any use for it, is it? No, this is the equivalent of tossing Gerun off the balcony or down the stairs, only financially rather than physically.'
âWell, he is my brother.'
âWho murdered you and wouldn't even leave it at that.'
âThat's true.'
âSo, we're heading out via the balcony. I have a companion who is about to begin another diversion. Are you with me, Harlest?'
âCan I still get the fangs?'
âI promise.'
âOkay, let's go.'
Â
It was nearing dawn, and the ground steamed. Kettle sat on a humped root and watched a single trailing leg slowly edge its way into the mulch. The man had lost a boot in the struggle, and she watched his toes twitch a moment before they were swallowed up in the dark earth.
He'd fought hard, but with his lower jaw torn off and his throat filling with blood, it hadn't lasted long. Kettle licked her fingers.
It was good that the tree was still hungry.
The bad ones had begun a hunt beneath the ground, clawing and slithering and killing whatever was weak. Soon there would be a handful left, but these would be the worst ones. And then they would come out.
She was not looking forward to that. And this night, she'd had a hard time finding a victim in the streets, someone with unpleasant thoughts who was where he didn't belong for reasons that weren't nice.
It
had
been getting harder, she realized. She leaned back and pushed her stained fingers through her filthy hair, wondering where all the criminals and spies had disappeared to. It was strange, and troubling.
And her friend, the one buried beneath the oldest tree, he'd told her he was trapped. He couldn't go any further, even with her assistance. But help was on the way, although he wasn't certain it would arrive in time.
She thought about that man, Tehol, who had come by last night to talk. He seemed nice enough. She hoped he would visit again. Maybe he'd know what to doâshe swung round on the root and stared up at the square towerâyes, maybe he'd know what to do, now that the tower was dead.
Faded sails ride the horizon
So far and far away to dwindle
The dire script
Writ on that proven canvas.
I know the words belong to me
They belong to me
These tracks left by the beast
Of my presence
Then, before and now, later
And all the moments between
Those distant sails driven
Hard on senseless winds
That even now circle
My stone-hearted self
The grit of tears I never shed
Biting my eyes.
Faded sails hovering as if lifted
Above the world's curved line
And I am lost and lost to answer
If they approach or flee
Approach or flee unbidden times
In that belly swollen
With unheard screams so far
And far and so far and away.
T
HIS
B
LIND
L
ONGING
I
SBARATH
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OF THE
S
HORE
)
Drawn to the shoreline, as if among the host of unwritten truths in a mortal soul could be found a recognition of what it meant to stand on land's edge, staring out into the depthless unknown that was the sea.
The yielding sand and stones beneath one's feet whispered uncertainty, rasped promises of dissolution and erosion of all that was once solid.
In the world could be assembled all the manifest symbols to reflect the human spirit, and in the subsequent dialogue was found all meaning, every hue and every flavour, rising in legion before the eyes. Leaving to the witness the decision of choosing recognition or choosing denial.
Udinaas sat on a half-buried tree trunk with the sweeping surf clawing at his moccasins. He was not blind and there was no hope for denial. He saw the sea for what it was, the dissolved memories of the past witnessed in the present and fertile fuel for the future, the very face of time. He saw the tides in their immutable susurration, the vast swish like blood from the cold heart moon, a beat of time measured and therefore measurable. Tides one could not hope to hold back.
Every year a Letherii slave, chest-deep in the water and casting nets, was grasped by an undertow and swept out to sea. With some, the waves later carried them back, lifeless and swollen and crab-eaten. At other times the tides delivered corpses and carcasses from unknown calamities, and the wreckage of ships. From living to death, the vast wilderness of water beyond the shore delivered the same message again and again.
He sat huddled in his exhaustion, gaze focused on the distant breakers of the reef, the rolling white ribbon that came again and again in heartbeat rhythm, and from all sides rushed in waves of meaning. In the grey, heavy sky. In the clarion cries of the gulls. In the misty rain carried by the moaning wind. The uncertain sands trickling away beneath his soaked moccasins. Endings and beginnings, the edge of the knowable world.
She'd run from the House of the Dead. The young woman at whose feet he'd tossed his heart. In the hope that she might glance at itâErrant take him, even pick it up and devour it like some grinning beast. Anything, anything butâ¦
running away
.
He had fallen unconscious in the House of the Deadâ
ah, is there meaning in that?
âand had been carried out, presumably, back to the cot in the Sengar longhouse. He had awoken laterâhow long he did not know, for he'd found himself alone. Not even a single slave present in the building. No food had been prepared, no dishes or other signs of a meal left behind. The hearth was a mound of white ash covering a few lingering embers. Outside, beyond the faint voice of the wind and the nearer dripping of rainwater, was silence.
Head filled with fog, his movements slow and awkward, he'd rebuilt the fire. Found a rain cape, and had then walked outside. Seeing no-one nearby, he had made his way down to the shoreline. To stare at the empty, filled sea, and the empty, filled sky. Battered by the silence and its roar of wind and gull screams and spitting rain. Alone on the beach in the midst of this clamouring legion.
The dead warrior who was alive.
The Letherii priestess who had fled in the face of a request for help, to give solace and to comfort a fellow Letherii.
In the citadel of the Warlock King, Udinaas suspected, the Edur were gathered. Wills locked in a dreadful war, and, like an island around which the storm raged
in endless cycles, the monstrous form of Rhulad Sengar, who had risen from the House of the Dead. Armoured in gold, clothed in wax, probably unable to walk beneath all that weightâuntil, of course, those coins were removed.
The art of Udinaasâ¦undone.
There would be pain in that. Excruciating pain, but it had to be done, and quickly. Before the flesh and skin grew to embrace those coins.
Rhulad was not a corpse, nor was he undead, for an undead would not scream. He lived once more. His nerves awake, his mind afire. Trapped in a prison of gold.
As was I, once. As every Letherii is trapped. Oh, he is poetry animate, is Rhulad Sengar, but his words are for the Letherii, not for the Edur
.
Just one meaning culled from that dire legion, and one that would not leave him alone. Rhulad was going to go mad. There was no doubt about that in the mind of Udinaas. Dying, only to return to a body that was no longer his, a body that belonged to the forest and the leaves and barrow earth. What kind of journey had that been? Who had opened the path, and why?
It's the sword. It has to be. The sword that would not release his hands. Because it was not finished with Rhulad Sengar. Death means nothing to it. It's not finished.
A gift meant, it seemed, for Hannan Mosag. Offered by whom?
But Hannan Mosag will not have that sword. It has claimed Rhulad instead. And that sword with its power now hangs over the Warlock King
.
This could tear the confederacy apart. Could topple Hannan Mosag and his K'risnan. Unless, of course, Rhulad Sengar submitted to the Warlock King's authority.
A less problematic issue had it been Fear, or Trull. Perhaps even Binadas. But no, the sword had chosen Rhulad, the unblooded who had been eager for war, a youth with secret eyes and rebellion in his soul. It might be that he was broken, but Udinaas suspected otherwise.
I was able to bring him back, to quell those screams. A respite from the madness, in which he could gather himself and recall all that he had been.
It occurred to Udinaas that he might have made a mistake. A greater mercy might have been to not impede that swift plummet into madness.
And now he would have me as his slave.
Foam swirled around his ankles. The tide was coming in.
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âWe might as well be in a village abandoned to the ghosts,' Buruk the Pale said, using the toe of one boot to edge a log closer to the fire, grimacing at the steam that rose from its sodden bark.
Seren Pedac stared at him a moment longer, then shrugged and reached for the battered kettle that sat on a flat stone near the flames. She could feel the handle's heat through her leather gloves as she refilled her cup. The tea was stewed, but she didn't much care as she swallowed a mouthful of the bitter liquid. At least it was warm.
âHow much longer is this going to go on?'
âCurb your impatience, Buruk,' Seren advised. âThere will be no satisfaction in
the resolution of all this, assuming a resolution is even possible. We saw him with our own eyes. A dead man risen, but risen too late.'
âThen Hannan Mosag should simply lop off the lad's head and be done with it.'
She made no reply to that. In some ways, Buruk was right. Prohibitions and traditions only went so far, and there wasâthere could beâno precedent for what had happened. They had watched the two Sengar brothers drag their sibling out through the doorway, the limbed mass of wax and gold that was Rhulad. Red welts for eyes, melted shut, the head lifting itself up to stare blindly at the grey sky for a moment before falling back down. Braided hair sealed in wax, hanging like strips from a tattered sail. Threads of spit slinging down from his gaping mouth as they carried him towards the citadel.
Edur gathered on the bridge. On the far bank, the village side, and emerging from the other noble longhouses surrounding the citadel. Hundreds of Edur, and even more Letherii slaves, drawn to witness, silent and numbed and filled with horror. She had watched most of the Edur then file into the citadel. The slaves seemed to have simply disappeared.
Seren suspected that Feather Witch was casting the tiles, in some place less public than the huge barn where she had last conducted the ritual. At least, there had been no-one there when she had looked.
And now, time crawled. Buruk's camp and the Nerek huddled in their tents had become an island in the mist, surrounded by the unknown.
She wondered where Hull had gone. There were ruins in the forest, and rumours of strange artefacts, some massive and sprawling, many days' travel to the northeast. Ancient as this forest was, it had found soil fertile with history. Destruction and dissolution concluded every passing of the cycle, and the breaking down delivered to the exhausted world the manifold parts to assemble a new whole.
But healing belonged to the land. It was not guaranteed to that which lived upon it. Breeds ended; the last of a particular beast, the last of a particular race, each walked alone for a time. Before the final closing of those singular eyes, and the vision behind them.
Seren longed to hold on to that long view. She desperately sought out the calm wisdom it promised, the peace that belonged to an extended perspective. With sufficient distance, even a range of mountains could look flat, the valleys between each peak unseen. In the same manner, lives and deaths, mortality's peaks and valleys, could be levelled. Thinking in this way, she felt less inclined to panic.
And that was becoming increasingly important.
âAnd where in the Errant's name is that delegation?' Buruk asked.
âFrom Trate,' Seren said, âthey'll be tacking all the way. They're coming.'
âWould that they had done so before all this.'
âDo you fear that Rhulad poses a threat to the treaty?'
Buruk's gaze remained fixed on the flames. âIt was the sword that raised him,' he said in a low voice. âOr whoever made it and sent it to the Edur. Did you catch a glimpse of the blade? It's mottled. Made me think of one of the Daughters they worship, the dappled one, what was her name?'
âSukul Ankhadu.'
âMaybe she exists in truth. An Edur goddessâ'
âA dubious gift, then, for the Edur view Sukul Ankhadu as a fickle creature. She is feared. They worship Father Shadow and Daughter Dusk, Sheltatha Lore. And, on a day to day basis, more of the latter than the former.' Seren finished the tea then refilled the tin cup. âSukul Ankhadu. I suppose that is possible, although I can't recall any stories about those gods and goddesses of the Edur ever manifesting themselves in such a direct manner. It seemed more like ancestor worship, the founders of the tribes elevated into holy figures, that sort of thing.' She sipped and grimaced.
âThat will burn holes in your gut, Acquitor.'
âToo late for that, Buruk.'
âWell, if not Ankhadu, then who? That sword came from somewhere.'
âI don't know.'
âNor does it sound as if you even care. This listlessness ill suits you, Acquitor.'
âIt's not listlessness, Buruk, it's wisdom. I'm surprised you can't tell the difference.'
âIs it wisdom taking the life from your eyes, the sharpness from your thoughts? Is it wisdom that makes you indifferent to the nightmare miracle we witnessed yesterday?'
âAbsolutely. What else could it be?'
âDespair?'
âAnd what have I that's worthy of despair?'
âI'm hardly the one to answer that.'
âTrueâ'
âBut I'll try anyway.' He drew out a flask and pulled out the stopper, then tilted it back. Two quick swallows, after which he sighed and leaned back. âIt strikes me you're a sensitive type, Acquitor, which probably is a quality for someone in your profession. But you're not able to separate business from everything else. Sensitivity is a pervasive kind of vulnerability, after all. Makes you easy to hurt, makes the scars you carry liable to open and weep at the slightest prod.' He took another drink, his face growing slack with the effects of the potent liquor and nectar, a looseness coming to his words as he continued, âHull Beddict. He's pushed you away, but you know him too well. He is rushing headlong. Into a fate of his own choosing, and it will either kill him or destroy him. You want to do something about it, maybe even stop him, but you can't. You don't know how, and you feel that as your own failure. Your own flaw. A weakness. Thus, for the fate that will befall him, you choose not to blame him, but yourself. And why not? It's easier.'
She had chosen to stare at the bitter dregs in the cup embraced by her hands, sometime during the course of Buruk's pronouncements. Eyes tracking the battered rim, then out to the fingers and thumbs, swathed in stained, scarred leather. Flattened pads polished and dark, seams fraying, the knuckles stretched and gnarled. Somewhere within was skin, flesh, muscle, tendon and callus. And bone. Hands were such extraordinary tools, she mused. Tools, weapons, clumsy and
deft, numb and tactile. Among tribal hunters, they could speak, a flurry of gestures eloquent in silence. But they could not taste. Could not hear. Could not weep. For all that, they killed so easily.
While from the mouth sounds issued forth, recognizably shaped into meanings of passion, of beauty, of blinding clarity. Or muddied or quietly cutting, murderous and evil. Sometimes all at once. Language was war, vaster than any host of swords, spears and sorcery. The self waging battle against everyone else. Borders enacted, defended, sallies and breaches, fields of corpses rotting like tumbled fruit. Words ever seeking allies, ever seeking iconic verisimilitude in the heaving press.
And, she realized, she was tired. Tired of it all. Peace reigned in silence, inside and out, in isolation and exhaustion.
âWhy do you say nothing, Acquitor?'
Â
He sat alone, unspeaking, a cloak of bear fur draped over his hunched shoulders, sword held point-down between his gold-clad feet, the long banded blade and broad bell-hilt in front of him. Somehow, he had managed to open his eyes, and the glitter was visible within the hooded shadows beneath his brow, framed in waxed braids. His breath came in a low rasp, the only sound in the massive chamber in the wake of the long, stilted exchange between Tomad Sengar and Hannan Mosag.
The last words had fallen away, leaving a sense of profound helplessness. None among the hundreds of Edur present moved or spoke.
Tomad could say no more on behalf of his son. Some subtle force had stolen his authority, and it came, Trull realized with dread, from the seated figure of black fur and glittering gold, from the eyes shining out from their dark holes. From the motionless sword.