The Complete Malazan Book of the Fallen (1236 page)

He felt a faint disquiet at the thought of the Bonehunters. High in the sky above the desert, he had seen their churned-up, broken path stretching eastwards. Hundreds of corpses and carcasses left behind, but he could see no end to that trail.
Surely they must all have died by now.

He crossed the edge of the desert, banked southward.

 

‘Reduce the rations again,' Queen Abrastal commanded, and then watched her officers bow obeisance and make their way back to their companies.

Beside her Spax turned to glare for a moment at the setting sun, and then he grunted. ‘They're suffering, Firehair. The Barghast are used to such deprivations – for generations we've been pushed to the poorest regions. We learned what it is to starve.'

‘Tomorrow,' she said, ‘we shall reach the southern provinces of Kolanse. But I fear we shall find no salvation there.'

He silently agreed with that observation. They had come upon the remains of refugee trains. Camps cluttered with withered rubbish and desiccated corpses. Firepits filled with human bones, many of them belonging to children. Only yesterday a pack of emaciated dogs had attacked a Gilk scouting party, and every animal had to be cut down – desperation had gnawed away all fear, all sense of self-preservation.

‘We shall begin killing the draught animals,' Abrastal said. ‘Warchief, I think I now understand the Adjunct's recognition of all that we would face, and the manner in which such truths wounded her. We must divest ourselves of all hope of ever returning from this war.'

He scratched at his beard, considered her words, and then said, ‘The White Faces set out seeking a final battle, a moment of perfect glory. Our young gods stood before us, blackened faces smeared with filth, their hair the colour of blood. From the deepest beds of peat they rose to confront us. And from the ancient burial ships they brought forth the finest weapons of our ancestors. “Our enemies await us,” they said.'

She studied him with narrowed eyes. ‘And yet you Gilk broke away. Abandoned the destiny that brought you to this continent.'

‘Ah, I shall tell you the truth of that, Highness. When Humbrall Taur died, we saw the end of the White Face alliance. There was no flaw in Onos Toolan, who was raised in Taur's place. Indeed, if certain rumours are to be believed, that warrior is older than our gods, and of his prowess with that flint sword I have no doubt at all. No, he accepted the title out of love – for Humbrall's only daughter. He possessed nothing of the zeal the younger warriors so desired in their warleader. His eyes did not shine with glory, and his voice – no matter how wise the words – held nothing of fire.'

‘In short, he was no politician.'

Spax grimaced. ‘You'd think tribes beaten down by centuries of defeat, clans rotted with feuds and mutual hatreds, you'd think, wouldn't you, that we'd listen to measured wisdom – that we'd heed his warnings against self-destruction.'

‘And if Humbrall Taur had not drowned—'

‘Even Taur was barely holding the clans together. I cannot even say for certain that his drowning was an accident – I was not witness to it. In any case, we Gilk saw nothing evil in Onos Toolan, only in what was likely to be done to him. Among the Barghast, Firehair, a leader is not simply ousted, cast adrift. He is killed. And so too his family – his entire bloodline is slaughtered. We Gilk would not be party to that.'

‘And did you warn Onos Toolan before you left?'

‘No, for it is possible that he would have sought our support in the power struggle to come. And, had he asked, well, how could I have looked him in the eye and refused? It's my thought now that he would not have asked. But even then, it's likely I would have offered nonetheless.'

She was frowning at him thoughtfully. ‘You chose the coward's path.'

‘Perhaps you see it that way. Perhaps many did, and still do. But what I did, I did to save my people. And this only Onos Toolan understood – for he did not pursue me, even when he had his chance.'

‘And now, perhaps alone among all the White Face Barghast, you have found that final war to fight, in the name of your bog gods.'

He sighed. ‘And nightly I pray that when the battle begins, Onos Toolan will be there. To lead the Barghast.'

‘But it is not to be, Spax.'

‘I know, Highness. I know. And the Gilk shall stand alone, the last clan, the last of the White Faces.'

‘Will you call upon your gods, Spax, upon the charge?'

‘I doubt it.'

‘Then, what shall you do? To inspire your warriors?'

He shrugged loose the tension in his shoulders, felt weariness draining in behind it. ‘I believe, Highness,
I shall shame them
.'

 

As Faint swung herself astride the gaunt horse, she glanced back to see the ghost of Sweetest Sufferance standing at the edge of the camp. A shiver whispered through her, and she looked across to Precious Thimble. ‘Tell me you don't see her.'

‘I don't see her, Faint. Let's go, else we lose them in the dark.'

They set off at a canter. Overhead, heavy clouds obscured the Jade Strangers, enough to mute the green glow that had haunted every night for what seemed to be months, if not years. ‘Typical, isn't it? The one night we could do with that ghoulish light.'

‘Are they rain clouds? That's what I want to know. Are they, Faint?'

‘What am I, a weather scrier? I don't know. But I don't smell rain. I smell…dust.'

‘Thanks,' snapped Precious Thimble.

Faint could just make out the two riders ahead. Brys and Aranict. A K'ell Hunter had arrived with dusk, delivering a message scratched on a wax tablet, and now they were riding to the Che'Malle encampment. Aranict's invitation had come as a surprise, but Faint was eager to see these huge lizard warriors who'd be fighting at their side.
Fighting – well, not us shareholders – we're just along for the ride, yee hah. But a good look at the Letherii allies just might put me at ease. At least there's one army that isn't starving and half dying of thirst. Or so I've heard.

But for all their complaining, and Hood knows there's been plenty of it, seems no one can get too heated up about it. Not with that Malazan army trying to cross a real desert. No matter how bad we've got it…

‘I still hate horses,' Precious Thimble said beside her.

‘You've got to roll with the animal under you, girl. Just think about making love.'

‘What's that supposed to mean?'

Faint looked across at her. ‘Gods below, don't tell me you're a damned virgin.'

‘Then I won't – and no more talking about that. They're letting us catch up to them.'

Ahead, Brys and Aranict had slowed their horses to a fast trot. ‘The mounts are winded, Precious. We're all in bad shape.'

Before long, they drew up alongside the prince and the Atri-Ceda. ‘Where's this army, then?' Faint demanded. ‘I thought they were camped close.'

‘They are, Faint,' Aranict replied. ‘They simply have no need of cookfires, or lanterns.'

And now Faint made out a darker stain covering the low hills before them, and the dull gleam here and there of iron, or maybe reptilian eyes. Another shiver rippled through her. ‘How confident are you in these allies?' She could see massive, elongated heads lifting now, eyes fixing upon them. She could see serrated rows of fangs.

‘They are commanded by three humans, Faint, and two of them were once soldiers in the Bonehunters.'

Precious Thimble muttered something under her breath, probably a curse.

Aranict glanced at the young sorceress, and then over at Faint. ‘Do you share your colleague's mistrust of Malazans, Faint?'

‘Well, they tried conquering Darujhistan once. But then they turned round and crushed the Pannion Domin – and the Pannions were headed towards Darujhistan, with bad intentions.' She shrugged. ‘I don't see them as any better or worse than anyone else.' Turning to Precious, she said, ‘Besides, I visited One-Eye Cat before it got conquered, and that place was a hole.'

‘But at least it was
my
hole!' Precious snapped.

‘Did you just say—'

‘Oh, be quiet, will you? You know what I meant!'

The prince and the Atri-Ceda said nothing and managed to hold their expressions – at least as far as Faint could discern in the heavy gloom.
Darkness our saviour!

Thirty paces ahead, at the mouth of an avenue between ranks of silent, motionless K'Chain Che'Malle stood two men and a woman. The woman knelt and lifted the shutters on an oversized lantern, bathing the area in light.

As the riders drew closer, Faint studied these…commanders. The men were the soldiers, clad in the uniforms of Malazan marines, and though at first Faint took them to be Falari – with that red and yellow hair – there seemed to be a strange hue to their skin, somewhere between bronze and gold, almost lit from within. The woman was a tribal of some sort. Like the Rhivi, only bigger-boned, her face broad, slightly flat, her eyes dark and glittering like obsidian.

Prince Brys dismounted, followed by Aranict and then Faint. Precious remained seated on her horse, glowering at the Malazans.

‘Sergeant Gesler,' Brys began, and then stopped. ‘Are you certain you prefer that modest rank? As Mortal Sword to the—'

‘Forgive me for interrupting, Commander,' Gesler said, ‘but Stormy insists. He won't even talk to me otherwise. Leave all the fancy titles to other people—'

‘He got busted down for good reasons,' Stormy cut in. ‘And he ain't fixed none of those that I can see. In fact, he's gotten worse. If he showed up in a recruiting line right now I'd send him to the cook staff, and if they was feeling generous they might let him scrub a few pots. As it is, though, he's a sergeant, and I'm a corporal.'

‘Commanding seven thousand K'Chain Che'Malle,' Aranict observed, lighting a stick of rustleaf from a small ember-box.

Stormy shrugged.

Sighing, Brys resumed, ‘Sergeant Gesler. Your message – I take it she is awake.'

‘Aye, and she's not particularly happy. Commander, she's got something to say, something she needs to tell you.'

‘I see. Well then, lead on, Sergeant.'

As they made their way through the camp, with Gesler out front and Stormy carrying the lantern a few paces behind, Faint found herself walking alongside the tribal woman.

‘You are the Destriant.'

‘Kalyth, once of the Elan. And you are one of the strangers who found the Letherii army.'

‘Faint, of the Trygalle Trade Guild. That miserable girl riding behind us is Precious Thimble. She doesn't like Malazans.'

‘From her,' Kalyth said, ‘the flavour is one of fear.'

‘With good reason,' Precious retorted.

‘It's this war we can't make any sense of,' Faint said. ‘The Malazans fight when and where it suits them. They're a damned empire, after all. It's all about conquest. Expansion. They don't fight for noble causes, generally. Even taking down the Pannions was politically expedient. So we're finding it hard to work out what they're up to. From all that we've heard, Kolanse is not worth the effort. Especially with a bunch of Forkrul Assail laying claim to it now.'

Those dark eyes fixed on Faint's. ‘What do you know of the Forkrul Assail?'

‘Not much,' she admitted. ‘An ancient race – back in Darujhistan, where I come from, most people think of them as, well, mythical. Ruling in an age when justice prevailed over all the world. We've long since fallen from that age, of course, and much as people might bemoan our state no one wants it back, if you know what I mean.'

‘Why not?'

‘Because then we'd actually be taken to task for all the terrible stuff we do. Besides, being fallen excuses our worst traits. We're not what we once were, too bad, but that's just how it is. Thank Hood and all the rest.'

Kalyth was slowly nodding. ‘Then is it your belief that we can be no better than who and what we are now?'

‘Something like that.'

‘What if I were to tell you that the Malazans seek to change that? That they seek to rise higher, taller? That, once fallen, they now wish to stand? One more time. Perhaps the last time. And not just for themselves, but for all of us.'

A snort from Precious.

Faint frowned, and then shook her head. ‘Then why fight the Forkrul Assail?'

‘Because the Forkrul Assail have judged us – they came among my people, so this I know all too well. And in that judgement, they have decided that we must all die. Not just in Kolanse, not just on the Plains of Elan. But everywhere.'

‘Given our history, that's not too surprising.'

‘But, Faint of the Trygalle Trade Guild, the Forkrul Assail are in no position to judge. I have tasted the ancient flavours of the K'Chain Che'Malle, and it is as if that history was now my own. The Age of Justice – and the time of the Forkrul Assail – ended not at the hand of enemies, or foreign races, but at the hands of the Forkrul Assail themselves.'

‘How?'

‘They judged their own god, and found him wanting. And for his imperfections, they finally killed him.'

Ahead was a large tent, and the prince, Aranict, and the Malazans entered, taking the lantern's light with them. Faint held back in the darkness, Kalyth at her side. Behind them, Precious Thimble reined in, but still did not dismount.

Kalyth continued, ‘There was war. Between the K'Chain Che'Malle and the Assail. The causes were mundane – the hunger for land, mostly. The Forkrul Assail had begun wars of extermination against many other races, but none had the strength and will to oppose them as did the K'Chain Che'Malle. When the war began to turn against the Assail, they turned on their own god, and in the need for yet more power they wounded him. But wounding proved not enough. They took more and more from him.