The Blackhouse (18 page)

I said, ‘I thought you preferred Artair’s company.’

She looked at me, blue eyes piercing the darkness, and I felt a sort of weakness in my legs. ‘Artair’s a pain in the neck. He follows me around everywhere. He even joined the dance class just because I was in it.’ I didn’t know what to say. Then she added, ‘He’s just a daft boy. It’s you I like, really, Fin.’ And she gave me a quick, soft kiss on the cheek, before turning and running down the track to the farmhouse.

I stood for a long time in the dark, feeling where her lips had touched my cheek. I could feel their softness and their warmth for a long time after she had gone, before putting my fingers up to touch my face and dispel the magic. I turned, then, and started running in the direction of the Cross–Skigersta road, happiness and pride swelling my chest with every breath. I was going to be in such trouble when I got home. But I couldn’t have cared less.

EIGHT

Marsaili turned from the sink as Artair came in the kitchen door. There was a simmering anger in her eyes, words of rebuke on her lips, before she saw that he had company. Fin had not come yet into the light off the top step, and so she had no idea who it was, just a shadow in Artair’s wake.

‘Sorry I’m late. Ran into an old friend in town. Gave me a lift back. Thought you might want to say hello.’

The shock on Marsaili’s face was clear for both men to see as Fin stepped into the harsh light of the kitchen. And beyond the shock was an immediate self-consciousness. She ran dishwater-red hands quickly down her apron, and one of them moved involuntarily to brush stray hairs away from her face. There was about her the sense of a young woman, not yet middle-aged, who had simply stopped caring about herself. Stopped caring, too, about what others might think. Until now.

‘Hello, Marsaili.’ Fin’s voice sounded very small.

‘Hello, Fin.’ Just hearing her speak the name she had given him all those years before filled him with sadness. At something precious lost and gone for ever. Marsaili’s self-consciousness was giving way to embarrassment. She leaned back against the sink and folded her arms across her chest, defensive. ‘What brings you to the island?’ There was none of Artair’s tone in a question that seemed prosaic in the circumstances.

Artair answered for him. ‘He’s investigating Angel Macritchie’s murder.’

Marsaili nodded a perfunctory acknowledgement, but showed no interest. ‘Are you here for long?’

‘Probably not. A day or two, maybe.’

‘Figure you’ll catch the killer that fast, eh?’ Artair said.

Fin shook his head. ‘As soon as they rule out a connection to the Edinburgh murder, they’ll probably send me back.’

‘And you don’t think there is one?’

‘Doesn’t look like it.’

Marsaili appeared to be listening, but still without curiosity. She kept her eyes on Fin. ‘You haven’t changed.’

‘Neither have you.’

She laughed then, genuine mirth in her eyes. ‘Same old bad liar.’ She paused. Fin was still standing in the open doorway and did not look as if he intended to stay. ‘Have you eaten?’

‘I’ll get a fish supper in Stornoway.’

‘Will you fuck,’ Artair grunted. ‘The chippys’ll all be shut by the time you get back.’

‘I’ve got quiche in the oven,’ Marsaili said. ‘It’ll only take fifteen minutes to heat up. I never know when Artair’ll be home.’

‘Aye, that’s right.’ Artair shut the door behind Fin. ‘Good old unreliable Artair. Will he be early, will he be late? Will he be drunk, will he be sober? Keeps life interesting, that right, Marsaili?’

‘It would be irredeemably dull otherwise.’ Marsaili’s tone was flat. Fin searched for some hint of irony but found none. ‘I’ll put the potatoes on.’ She turned away to the cooker.

‘Come and have a drink,’ Artair said, and he led Fin through to a small living room made smaller by a huge three-piece suite and a thirty-two-inch TV set. It was switched on, with the sound turned down. Some awful game show. Poor reception, and the colour up too high, made it almost unwatchable. The curtains were drawn, and a peat fire in the hearth made the room cosy and warm. ‘Sit down.’ Artair opened up a cupboard in the sideboard to reveal a collection of bottles. ‘What’ll you have?’

‘I won’t, thanks.’ Fin sat down and tried to see through to the kitchen.

‘Come on, you need something to whet the appetite.’

Fin sighed. There was going to be no escaping this. ‘A very small one, then.’

Artair poured two large whiskies and handed him one. ‘
Slàinte
.’ He raised his glass in a Gaelic toast.

‘
Slàinte mhath
.’ Fin took a sip. Artair gulped down half his glass, and looked up as the door opened behind Fin. Fin turned to see a teenage boy of sixteen or seventeen standing in the hall doorway. He wasn’t particularly tall, five ten or eleven, and slight-built. He had straw-fair hair, shaved short at the sides but longer on top, gelled into spikes. A single loop of earring hung from his right ear and he wore a hooded sweatshirt over baggy blue jeans that gathered around chunky white trainers. He had his mother’s cornflower-blue eyes. A good-looking boy.

‘Say hello to your uncle Fin,’ Artair said. And Fin stood up to shake the boy’s hand. A good firm handshake, and direct contact from eyes that were too much like his mother’s for comfort.

‘Hey,’ he said.

‘We called him Fionnlagh.’ It was Marsaili’s voice, and Fin looked round to see her standing in the kitchen doorway watching, an odd expression on her face, colour in her cheeks where there had been none before.

It was a shock for Fin to hear his own name. He looked at the boy again and wondered if they had named him after him. But why would they? It was a common enough name on the island. ‘I’m pleased to meet you, Fionnlagh,’ Fin said.

‘Are you going to eat with us?’ Artair asked him.

‘He’s already eaten,’ Marsaili said.

‘Well, he can have a drink with us, then.’

‘I’m still trying to sort out the problem with the computer,’ Fionnlagh said.

‘I think maybe the motherboard’s blown.’

‘Motherboard, you’ll note,’ Artair said to Fin. ‘Never the father board. It’s always the mothers that cause the trouble.’ He turned to his son. ‘So what does that mean?’

‘Means it’s buggered.’

‘Well, can you not fix it?’

Fionnlagh shook his head. ‘I’d need to replace it. And that would probably cost as much a buying a new computer.’

‘Well, we haven’t got the money to go buying another fucking computer,’ Artair snapped. ‘When you get a job you can save up for one yourself.’

Fin said to him, ‘What kind of computer is it?’

‘It’s an iMac. G3. One of the old jellybeans.’

‘And what makes you think it’s the motherboard?’

Fionnlagh exhaled in frustration. ‘The screen’s gone blue and dark so you can hardly read it, and the image is all sort of squeezed up, like it’s been compressed.’

‘What system are you on?’

‘Oh, I’m miles behind. I just upgraded from nine to Jaguar. Need a better computer to run Snow Leopard.’

Artair snorted. ‘Jesus Christ, boy! Can you not speak a fucking language we can understand?’

‘There’s no need to talk like that, Artair,’ Marsaili said quietly. Fin stole a glance at her across the room and saw her discomfort.

‘You any idea what he’s talking about?’ Artair said to Fin. ‘It’s all double Dutch to me.’

‘It’s a degree in computer studies I’m doing at the Open University,’ Fin said.

‘Well, la-di-fucking-da. The boy who couldn’t speak English can speak Computer now.’

Fin said to Fionnlagh. ‘Is that when the problem started, when you installed the new system?’

The boy nodded. ‘Yeh, the day after I did the upgrade. Cost a fortune for the memory card, too.’

‘I should know, I bloody paid for it,’ Artair growled and emptied his glass. He stooped to refill it.

‘Where is the computer? In your room?’ Fin said.

‘Yeh.’

‘Can I have a look at it?’

‘Sure.’

Fin laid his glass on a coffee table and followed Fionnlagh out into the hall. A staircase led up to an attic room. ‘Place has changed since your day,’ Artair said, coming out after them. ‘I put in a bedroom for the kid up in the attic. Me and Marsaili are in my parents’ old room, and my mother’s in mine. We keep my dad’s study as a guest room.’

‘Not that we ever have any guests,’ Fionnlagh muttered as he reached the top of the stairs.

‘What was that?’ his father called after him.

‘Just telling Fin to watch that loose carpet on the top stair.’ Fionnlagh briefly caught Fin’s eye, and in that moment it was as if they had become complicit in a subterfuge that only they would ever know about. Fin winked and got a tiny smile in return.

Fionnlagh’s room ran from one side of the attic to the other at the north end of the house. There was a dormer window at each side cut into the slope of the ceiling. The east dormer had an unrestricted view out across the Minch. The computer was on a table set against the north gable. It sat in a pool of light from an Anglepoise lamp that seemed to intensify the darkness in the rest of the room. Fin was only vaguely aware of posters stuck to the walls. Football players and pop stars. Eminem was whining at them from a stereo system Fin couldn’t see.

‘Turn that shit off.’ Artair had come in behind them and was leaning on the door jamb, his drink still in his hand. ‘Can’t stand that rap. That’s rap with a silent C.’ He snorted at his own joke. ‘Know what I mean?’

‘I like Eminem,’ Fin said. ‘It’s all in the lyrics. He’s kind of like the Bob Dylan of his generation.’

‘Jesus,’ Artair exploded. ‘I can see you two are going to get on just great.’

‘I store most of my tracks in the computer,’ Fionnlagh said. ‘But since the screen went …’ He shrugged hopelessly.

‘Are you online?’ Fin asked.

‘Yeh, we just switched to broadband a couple of months ago.’

‘Can I take a look?’

‘Go ahead.’

Fin sat in front of the iMac and moved the mouse, waking the computer from its sleep mode. The screen came up dark blue and distorted, just as Fionnlagh had described. The desktop was barely visible, with its Finder window and dock bar along the bottom. ‘When you loaded in the new system, did the screen ever come up normal?’

‘Yeh, it was working great that first night. It was when I opened up the next day it was like this.’

Fin nodded. ‘Bet you didn’t upgrade your firmware.’

Fionnlagh frowned. ‘Firmware? What’s that?’

‘It’s kind of like the stuff in the computer’s brain that allows the hardware and the software to talk to one another. Apple really screwed up by not telling people that a system upgrade on a G3 required a firmware upgrade as well.’ He saw the consternation on Fionnlagh’s face and grinned. ‘Don’t worry, you’ve got about half the Mac-owning world for company. People were throwing away their computers when all they needed to do was download a simple firmware upgrade. There was a lot of anger about it out there.’

‘And we can do that?’ Fionnlagh asked, as if it were too good to be true. ‘We can download a firmware upgrade?’

‘Yep.’ Fin opened up a squashed web browser and tapped in a URL address. A moment later he was on the Apple website clicking on the firmware download for a G3. It took less than two minutes to download, and when the icon appeared on Fionnlagh’s screen, Fin double-clicked on it to install. ‘Takes about thirty seconds. Then, hopefully, after we restart it’s going to be working just fine.’ When the installation was complete, he dropped down the Apple menu and selected restart. The screen went black, the iMac delivered its welcome chorus, and then began reloading its operating system. Half a minute later the desktop screen appeared, bright and sharp and undistorted. ‘
Et violà
.’ Fin sat back, pleased with himself.

‘Aw, man, that’s brilliant!’ Fionnlagh could hardly contain his joy. ‘That’s just brilliant.’ His delight was shining in his eyes.

Fin stood up to vacate his seat. ‘It’s all yours. Enjoy. It’s a neat system. Any problems, just let me know.’

‘Thanks, Fin.’ Fionnlagh dropped himself into his chair and within moments had the arrow darting about the screen, opening up windows, pulling down menus, eager to explore all the possibilities he thought had been lost.

Fin turned to find Artair watching thoughtfully, still leaning on the door jamb. He had not said a word since the Eminem put-down. ‘Pretty fucking smart,’ he said quietly. ‘I could never have done that for him in a million years.’

Fin shifted uncomfortably. ‘It’s amazing what you pick up on the Open University.’ He cleared his throat self-consciously. ‘I think I left my drink downstairs.’

But Artair didn’t move, transferring his gaze, instead, to the quarter-inch of amber liquid in the bottom of his glass. ‘You always were smarter than me, weren’t you, Fin? My father knew that. Which is why he spent more time on you than he ever did on me.’

‘We both spent a lot of time in that room down there,’ Fin said. ‘I owe your dad a lot. I can’t believe how generous he was, giving up all his spare time like that.’

Artair cocked his head and gave Fin a long, hard look. Searching for what? Fin felt discomfited by his gaze. ‘Well, at least it worked for you,’ Artair said finally. ‘Got you off the island and away to university. Didn’t get me any further than a dead-end job at Lewis Offshore.’

The silence between them was broken only by the clacking of Fionnlagh’s keyboard. The boy seemed barely aware of them, lost in his own ether world of computer and internet. Marsaili called from downstairs that their quiche was ready, and the awkwardness of the moment passed. Artair snapped out of his dwam.

‘Come on, we’ll get your glass topped up, and some food in your belly.’

At the foot of the stairs, a voice called faintly from the far end of the hall. ‘Artair … Artair is that you?’ The feeble, tremulous voice of an old woman.

Artair closed his eyes, taking a deep breath, and Fin saw the muscles in his jaw working. Then he opened his eyes. ‘Just coming,
mamaidh
.’ And, under his breath, ‘Shit! She always knows when I’m fucking home.’ He pushed brusquely past Fin and headed towards the room at the end of the hall. Fin went into the living room to retrieve his glass, and then into the kitchen. Marsaili was sitting at a gateleg table she had opened up from the wall. There were three plates of quiche and potato, and three chairs pulled up around them.