Authors: Mary Gentle
“You sure you want to look at it?” Tullioâwho, reinstated, had taken over the bandaging of Conrad's left handâshot him a concerned glare.
“Yes, I'm sure!” Conrad snapped.
The Conte di Argente muttered something in his sleep, shifted in his wooden cot, and groaned unconsciously. He must have accidentally moved his lower legsâboth wrapped in the albumen-stiffened bandages which the French surgeon thought appropriate for, respectively, a clean break and a slight fracture.
Conrad waited a moment but Roberto didn't wake.
His bandages coming off pained him.
“I⦠can feel it again. That's good, yes?”
Tullio nodded. He unwrapped the dry inner bandages.
Conrad found himself staring at a crab's claw.
His stomach turned over. He spat on the planks.
A look back at his hand confirmed that the black blisters and waxy skin had diminished, mostly giving way to healthy-coloured skin. His thumb looked almost uninjured.
The first finger missed its top joint. Shortened, without a nail, and topped by bloody sewn flaps, it looked hideous.
The three remaining fingers were not even stumps, taken back to the knuckle at the palm. Sealed over with snipped and folded skin, gruesomely red-black where
stitches were healingâ
No less hideous
, he thought.
The lowest joint of the little finger was gone. The knuckle too; leaving him deeply cut into down the outside of the hand, large parts of the palm gone.
“Says he saved as much as he could.”
“Wrap it up.” Had it been possible, Conrad would have run from the grotesque object as far as he could. The knowledge that he must carry this around with himâ¦
“Saw worse in the war.” Tullio expertly swayed with the frigate's motion as he bandaged up the half-hand, and re-tied Conrad's sling. “Not that that's any consolation. Except⦠you were right to choose the one you did.”
Tullio finished. He scratched through his growing-out, cropped hair. Conrad had a problem identifying the other man's expressionâand realised, startled, that it was admiration.
Conrad found that ironic enough to almost make him burst out laughing.
Except if I do, I'll never stop
.
“I couldn't have been that⦠cold.” Tullio shook his head. “Haul somebody out safe because you're in the right spot at the right minute, yeah. Doesn't take any thought. But
choosing
like that⦔
He smiled, crookedly.
“I'd started to forget what you were like in the war, padrone. And you were the one who chose to walk in and pull me out of a building on fire. So, suppose this shouldn't surprise me. Just seen you do too much scribbling, that's all.”
Conrad couldn't prevent himself muttering, “âScribbling' is all I'm going to do now.”
“Corrado.” Tullio punched him lightly on the other shoulder. “You can walk. You can see. That puts you two up on the people we saw the day after the battle at Maida. You can write, you can conduct, you can fuck a womanâor if you can't, you got one hand to wank off with, at least!”
Conrad would have interrupted, but choked instead.
“So stop looking like the world endedâbefore I show us both up by kicking your arse across the deck. You can get a glove made with wooden fingers in it. Or you can just let people
see what you did
. You imbecile hero!”
Conrad took a breathâand another, deep inhalationâand felt his heated rage defused by Tullio's entirely serious, affectionate gaze.
“I'm not a hero.” Anger gone, left grief and resentment behind. But neither of those were to do with Tullio Rossi, he thought, and could be withstood until he and Tullio could get drunk together, and talk the matter out to exhaustion.
“Trust you to beat up the cripple,” Conrad grumbled.
“I find it's safer. Able-bodied men might beat
me
up.”
The ex-soldier's remark was entirely separate from his warm smile.
Running feet thumped on the boards above his head. Conrad startled. He tried to guess, from shouts and hauled, creaking ropes, what might be happening. “Tullio?”
The ex-soldier leaned outside for a moment, speaking to the guards at the doorway.
“We're back in sight of Naples!” he burst out. “Finally! A whole fucking week upside down in a storm; thought we'd
never
make it.”
Conrad beckoned Tullio over, not leaving him an option of refusal. “I'm not the one under arrest! Help me up on deck!”
The sling on his left arm unbalanced him. He did not need to add,
I'm not steady yet
. That was obvious enough fighting up companionways and steps.
The outer world burst on him in a flurry of white canvas, fresh wind, blue sky, men working at the sails, and a green and blackened land beyond.
The peak of Vesuvius touched the sky from here, seen from the level of the sea. Even its green foothills towered. Conrad squinted against the blue sky, and made out great scars of black and grey ash on the south-east slopes.
The waters that had been blue and limpid were grey.
Conrad made his way cautiously towards the bows, where he should be more out of the way, and shaded his eyes with his right hand. Paolo-Isaura came over. She looked with concern at his sling.
“At least you're not off your head now.” She jammed an unexpectedly-gentle elbow in his ribs.
“You can tell?” Conrad absently stared ahead, at the glowing pale stone of Napoli's buildings. Too far yet to see detail, and yet damage was apparent.
“Looks like it mostly hit the city itself⦔ Tullio said no more as they closed on the port.
All sails brailed up, the frigate glided on through the Bay of Naples, silent but for the groaning of rope and wood. Every man not occupied with the sails or the steering stood about on the deck, getting in the sailors' way. Conrad saw Ferdinand with a crowd of his officers and
aides
, Fabrizio Alvarez awkwardly unsafe on crutches.
“There aren't any boats coming out.” Conrad went to shade his eyes with his left hand, bit back a swear-word, and switched to his right hand. “Not one.”
Tullio said, “If the day's come when bum-boats don't come out to rook ship's crews of their pay, we
have
reached the Apocalypse!”
“No pilot's boat,” Paolo added anxiously.
If they're not sending a pilot out, something is
very
wrong
.
There were no ships moored in the harbour, either, Conrad saw. No commercial
ships with their sails going up to take them to Marseilles or Cyprus or Gibraltar.
A smart man in the blue coat and white breeches of the Emperor's navy passed behind him, where he stood at the railâConrad recognised him as the dark-haired, soaked man who had been berated by the surgeon. Officers followed him. The man bowed to Ferdinand and his entourage, a few yards further towards the prow.
“We have not been officially introduced, as yet, the weather preventing. Sébastien Bernard, captain of the
Apollon
.”
The King wore a grey military cloak, his head bare, and the wind blew through his short-cropped brown hair. His attention was all on Naples; the rest of the world might evidently not exist. “Can we come closer in without a pilot?”
“I have men who know the waters, yes, sire.”
“Come close enough to launch a boat.”
Smartly efficient seamen moved to obey almost before Captain Bernard ordered.
Conrad narrowed his eyes against wind and spray. The long shore of the Bay of Naples was silent and still. Wavelets lapped.
Tension pulled against tendon and bone in his arm. He relaxed the muscles of his shoulders, and attempted to ignore the fire in what was no longer a hand, no matter how much phantom feeling assured him it was.
Like the war, men in the surgeons' tents, staring at their injuries in disbelief
.
After the surgeon's tent, there were men who healed and went back into battle.
Tacking again brought them on a slow glide past Castell dell'Ovo, apparently deserted, and along beside the blank broken wall of the Palazzo Reale.
The view of the King's Dock opened. The
Apollon'
s captain opened his spy-glass with a click, and swore under his breath. “No use sending a boat in here.”
The dock lay under the hot sun, a hopeless shambles of broken spars and planks, mud, and small boats driven in and piled up on each other like driftwood.
Silence pressed down, somehow more terrifying than the wreckage. Even the sailors of the Emperor stared, only the wind audible in the sails.
“Take us into the harbour.” Ferdinand's voice broke the quiet.
The frigate tacked and came about, making its way back across the Bay, and rounding the promontory.
The whole landscape opened up east and south of the city. Conrad heard Paolo swear. The raw broken top of Vesuvius stood black against the horizon, lower now. Black earth, ash, steaming rock: all stretched down from the scooped-open crater, as far as the city.
“Here.” Tullio reappeared, nudged Conrad's shoulder, and handed over the old army spy-glassâ
He took it back, opened it out, and handed it over again.
Paolo-Isaura slid between Conrad and the rail. He rested the glass on her shoulder. The focus was not optimum, but with an arm in a sling, he couldn't adjust it. Still, he picked out by the Port district, the old centre of town, and the New Palace, where the volcanic surges had rushed into the city's buildings.
“There
are
people.” He lifted his head, finding that the ship's captain and King Ferdinand were in loud consultation over their own scopes.
He dipped his head back to fix on the town again.
Naples looked as crowded as it might normally be. From this position he could see there was activity from the Port District round to the Palazzo Nuovo's stern round towers, and the shattered walls of the Palazzo Reale. Up in the city, too. Men workedâand women. A few children played. Fewer than one might expect. And if there were old men and women, they were not visible to his eye.
But Naples is not a desert!
He took a deep glad breath of sea wind, and opened his mouth to report it.
A murmur went through the ship's company. It began with those in the rigging, high enough to see best. It spread. Conrad heard Alvarez speaking anxiously to the King. He didn't take his eye from the glass.
In the magnified circle, Conrad looked again at the city full of people. People workingâshifting rubble, clearing streets, even building new stone-work. They laboured with coats and waistcoats discarded, as if they were too hot. By the progress made in clearing the detritus of the eruption, and new walls rising, the men and women of Naples had been working without sleep, all through the long nights.
Without sleep because, even at this distance across the water, the eye picked out how they lifted chunks of stone too heavy for normal men and women.
Their indefinable too-smooth movement called Leonora inexorably to mind. Leonora, during those times when she was not pretending to be one of the living.
“The people who came out of the ash!” Conrad realised. “The Dead who were used for the voice of the Emergent God. I thought they would have gone⦔
Ferdinand's voice spoke beside him. “It seems they were given a choice.”
Conrad straightened, aware of Paolo and Tullio making respectful bows. Beyond them, the captain was overseeing the lowering of the ship's gig into the calm water. “Sir?”
“We may be wrong. Or there may be only a few⦠Can you accompany meâ” Ferdinand Bourbon-Sicily checked himself. “My apologies. And the Count incapacitated too.
Porca vacca!”
He strode off before Conrad could formulate a response.
Aware of his face heating scarlet, he thought,
They'd have to rig a chair for me; there isn't time
.
He wondered if he would be able to use his left hand to grip anything, after it healed. Loss surprised him. The intensity of it blinded him for a moment with shameful tears.
The King led a number of men down into the gig. It was not until Conrad followed the progress of the last man that he realised it was a woman, in a cloak and man's borrowed hat. Two armed soldiers from Alvarez's company sat either side of her in the stern.
“Leonoraâ!” He choked off a cry.
A glance at Tullio and Paolo let him know he was not wrong; he had seen her.
“King must think she can help.” Tullio shrugged.
Paolo, severe, corrected: “Taking her in to see what she's done.”
Oars dipped and rose, water flashing in the sun. She was out of sight before he could see if she was well.
Conrad leaned one arm on the rail and let the breeze cool his face. He ignored conversation around him, where all attention was fixed on Napoli. He saw the boat ground on the shore, and the small group vanish into the city.