The Belly of the Bow (26 page)

I don’t know enough about it, to be honest
.

Gorgas sighed. ‘Nobody does, not even the experts. Not even your friend Alexius, who knows more about the Principle than anyone else living - I asked him. And, more to the point, I asked him again when he wasn’t looking.’

You mean you invaded
—

‘Invaded his thoughts?’ Gorgas shrugged his shoulders; meanwhile Bardas had walked away; he was a few yards further down the beach, examining what looked like another body, but she couldn’t see it very clearly - Gorgas’ leg was in the way. ‘You make me sound like some kind of metaphysical burglar. His view is that the Principle - hell, I couldn’t make head nor tail of what he was telling me, it was all far too technical, but he did say that the most useful comparison he knew was a cup of water standing on a table when a heavy ox-cart or a procession of soldiers goes by outside. You can’t see what’s making the table move ever so slightly, but the surface of the water in the cup ripples over and you can’t see your face in it any more. Alexius reckons that the Principle is the cart or the soldiers, and the cup is our minds, vaguely able to sense the existence of the Principle but unable to perceive it. I’d beg to differ; I think that the visions or whatever you call them that I get from time to time are moments when the traffic stops. I’d go further and say that the traffic only stops when it’s waiting for something - I get to see what I see when the Principle reaches moments where a thing could go one way or the other, but at that precise moment the course that the future will take hasn’t been decided, it’s a balance see-sawing backwards and forwards, and if I seize my chance and put my foot on one of the scales . . . But this is all pseudo-metaphysical trash. All I know is that one time, I saw Alexius seeing my brother fight in the lawcourts, and he tried to tip the scale against him, so I had to jump in and tip it the other way; and I have the feeling that, because I didn’t really have a clue what I was doing, I tipped the scale for a whole lot of other things as well, things I didn’t know about then, some of them I still don’t know about. Now am I making any sense?’

About as much as you were before. But go on. If I’m dead I’m not in any hurry
.

‘No, you aren’t, are you? Another strange thing,’ Gorgas went on, ‘is that in these strange and obscure visions I keep bumping into
you
. Remember?’

Vividly
.

‘Ah, well, it’s not deliberate, I assure you. So I tried to find out a bit more about you - with great success,’ he added with a smirk, ‘and the curious thing is, you’re such a commonplace, unremarkable little person, with absolutely nothing out of the ordinary about you at all.’

Thank you
.

‘You’re welcome. Now, all the other people I’ve met on these peculiar excursions of mine are what you might term remarkable people. There’s Alexius, of course, and my wretched and loathsome niece, and my sister - it was a shock meeting her, I can tell you, and she wasn’t best pleased. Bardas as well, though he doesn’t really belong, he just seems to get dragged in there, probably because of Niessa and me. And there’s clever Doctor Gannadius, who’s got far more insight and raw ability than Alexius, but not nearly as much intelligence, and just lately there’s a new one, a girl student in the Shastel Foundation; she’s a remarkable person all right, I’ve had a look at what she gets up to in the future and no doubt about it, she’s really mustard. But you - well, I’m puzzled. And now here you are, dead, and never achieved a thing in all your short and shallow life. It beats me.’

‘Oh, why not?’ Gorgas said—

—and she sat up, the blanket a confused tangle around her shoulders, and shouted, ‘Ven!’

In the other bed across the room, her brother grunted and stirred. ‘Go ’sleep,’ he mumbled.

‘Ven, have you been dreaming?’ she asked anxiously. ‘Just now?’

Venart propped himself up on one elbow. ‘What you talking about?’ he asked woozily.

‘Did you just have a dream with a bald man in it? Come on, it’s important.’

‘Dunno.’ Venart scrubbed at his face with his balled fists. ‘Can’t remember, never remember my dreams. Look, pack it in, will you, Triz? It’s the middle of the night.’

Vetriz sighed. Her head was splitting. She got up and poured some water into a cup, drank it and got back into bed. ‘Sorry,’ she said. ‘I had a nightmare or something.’

‘Too much blood sausage,’ Venart said wearily. ‘Doesn’t agree with you late at night, you should know that by now. Go back to sleep.’

Vetriz lay back but she didn’t want to close her eyes. It was like those horrible sleepless times when she was a little girl, convinced that there was something under the bed or crouched behind the curtains. She was also angry, a little bit ashamed, worried. And she could no more go back to sleep than deliberately not think of a monkey.

‘Ven,’ she said.

‘Go away.’

‘Ven, when we sail back home, you will be careful, won’t you?’

‘No, I’ll deliberately run us aground on the first rock I come to, just for the hell of it. Definitely no more blood sausage for you, ever.’

‘All right,’ Vetriz said. ‘But you
will
be careful? Promise?’

‘Promise. Anything, just so long as you shut up and let me go to sleep.’

She heard the straps of the mattress creak as he turned over, and soon he was making his distinctive soft-snoring noise. She closed her eyes and conjured up a mental image of doves pitching in a tall tree, which usually worked as a soporific.
Dead
, she thought.
And I was there too, inside the dead body; what a repulsive notion. Except, I suppose, that’s what we all are, a living thing in a body. But commonplace and unremarkable - oh, why not? So much less trouble than being a remarkable person, surely. Much better to live a boringly contented life and then die
.

She tried to watch the doves gliding down with their wings back, then spreading them like sails to slow down as they turned into the wind and stepped out of the air onto the tree-branch; but the vision seemed to ripple, like the surface of a pond when you’ve just dropped a stone in it. Maybe if they set sail a day earlier, or later; but the vision hadn’t specified a particular day, had it? It was all very well trying to be cunning and circumventing the future she’d seen, but that was a storyteller’s cliché; if they left a day later, then that’s when the storm would be, not on the day they’d originally intended. So what if they stayed on Scona indefinitely? For the sake of argument, suppose they stayed here for the rest of their lives? For all she knew, that’d only trigger some other, nastier chain of circumstances that led to a far more unpleasant fate than drowning. Such as? Well, spending her entire life on Scona, to name but one.

Maybe (she thought drowsily) the whole thing was a fake, an image
he’d
put into her mind so as to stop her leaving. Why should he want to do that? Obvious reason? Not very probable. Some peculiar magical thing he was cooking up? No such thing as magic. No reason why he’d want anything from a commonplace and unremarkable person like herself. She began to doze, and gradually the doves began to drift cautiously back to the tree, put their wings back and pitch; and if she had any other dreams that night, she didn’t remember anything about them in the morning.

Family
, muttered Gorgas Loredan to himself.
Family’s what life’s all about, but at times it can be bloody aggravating
. He wriggled his shoulder blades against the back of the hard stone bench and sighed.

The door opened and a clerk came out, the tip of his nose just visible over the pile of brass document tubes cradled in his arms. ‘Hey, you,’ Gorgas called out. ‘What exactly is she
doing
in there?’

The clerk stopped and turned towards him. ‘The Director’s in a meeting,’ said a thin, harassed voice from behind the stack of tubes. ‘She’ll let you know when she’s finished.’

‘Marvellous,’ Gorgas replied. ‘I come charging back from Penna because she’s got to see me urgently, life or death, and here I am taking root in the outer office as if I was some punter overdue on his payments. I’m supposed to be running a
war
—’

The clerk didn’t say anything, just left, and after a minute or so Gorgas calmed down. He might be angry with his sister, but that was no reason to go bawling out clerks, something he wouldn’t have done if his back didn’t ache and his boots weren’t still sodden wet from fording a river in spate. He shook his head sadly at his own loss of control, then stretched out with his feet propped up on the far arm of the bench, stuffed his rolled-up coat under his head, and tried to relax. Apart from anything else, it didn’t pay to take an attitude in with you when you had a meeting with Niessa Loredan, no matter who you were.

He tried to turn his thoughts back to the camp outside Penna. By rights he should be using this valuable and unexpected free time to analyse the situation and plot his next moves in quiet and peace, without the endless distractions of leadership and administration; but for him, it never quite worked like that. He couldn’t play chess, either. An abstract, two-dimensional view of the battlefield, with painted wooden blocks representing the various friendly and enemy units, contour lines for hills, green hatched squares for woods and grey ones for houses, emptied his mind in seconds, making him feel as if he was being asked to play a game whose rules he didn’t know; unlike his sister who, he suspected, saw the whole world as a chequer-board, used both for playing chess and calculating with counters. She would have made a fine general, he’d always assumed, except that he somehow couldn’t see her in the grey mud of a battlefield, stepping over dead men and huddling under the canopy of a burnt-out wagon for a little shelter from the rain to read despatches and scribble orders. No; as far as he was concerned, theirs was a good division of labour, given that in Niessa’s view, military involvement of any sort was evidence that she hadn’t handled things as well as she should have done. She despised fighting, and undoubtedly that coloured her opinion of him. But then, as far as she was concerned, hadn’t he always been a necessary, and now indispensable, evil?

The door opened, and instinctively Gorgas swung his legs off the bench and sat up straight, just as he’d done as a boy when his mother came into the room and caught him sprawling on the furniture. The two men who came out he recognised as Shastel diplomats, not the residents who lived on Scona but an actual delegation from the mainland. They looked as tired as he felt, and their coats and trousers were almost as damp and muddy - new proposals hastily despatched, no wonder she’d kept him waiting.

A clerk led them out, and a moment later Niessa appeared at the door and beckoned to him.

‘What was all that about?’ he asked.

Niessa smiled faintly, and quite suddenly her face changed, from the strong, confident expression he’d immediately recognised as her negotiations mask into a portrait of a middle-aged women with a headache who’s had quite enough for one day. Years ago, Gorgas remembered his grandmother telling them stories about the Nixies, who had the ability to change their shape and become whatever animal, bird or human they wanted to; Niessa had something of that ability, to such an extent that even after knowing her all his life, he’d still be hard put to it to describe her accurately if he was looking for her in a crowd.

‘Don’t ask me,’ she said. ‘It’s something to do with Foundation politics; and I’ve got so many of the faction bigwigs on the payroll that I’m practically running the place, and still I haven’t a clue what goes on there. Come in,’ she added, as if noticing his wet boots and grubby hands for the first time. ‘I think we could both do with cider toddy and pancakes.’

Gorgas suppressed a smile. His sister handled stress by eating and forcing food on others; good starchy peasant food and lots of it, with a hot drink to wash it down. He’d watched her grimly working her way through a stack of death warrants once, pen in one hand and a folded-over pancake in the other, and a little napkin tucked in her sleeve to make sure she didn’t get pan-grease on the parchment. He followed her into her office and slumped in the visitor’s chair while she rang for the clerk and gave him the catering order.

‘What they
said
,’ she continued, as she settled herself into her chair, ‘was that in return for us releasing Juifrez Bovert and the other lot you’ve got tied up at - what’s the name of the place?’

‘Penna.’

‘That’s it, Penna. If we let them go, they’ll formally recognise the existence of the Bank as a sovereign entity—’

‘That’s big of them,’ Gorgas interrupted. ‘They’re doing that already.’

‘—And officially allow the hectemores to remortgage with us,’ Niessa went on, ‘provided that we pay them commission on the remortgage advances, withdraw all our advisers on the mainland and restrict our activities to a strictly defined area.’ She sighed, and let her weight go forward on her elbows. ‘Well? What do you reckon to that?’

Gorgas thought for a moment. ‘Basically, it’s too good to be true,’ he said. ‘It’d be like surrendering their whole client base to us without a struggle. And the conditions are meaningless, because we both know we won’t honour them. I mean, we can’t.’

Niessa nodded thoughtfully. ‘It’s a faction thing,’ she said. ‘Faction B gets Chapter to agree to a military adventure that goes wrong. Faction A makes Faction B look bad by blowing the military situation up out of all proportion and then saying that only desperate measures will save them from the consequence of Faction B’s blunder. Then, as soon as Faction A’s got the upper hand, they tear up the accords and launch their own adventure, hoping that they’ll pull it off. That’s the really annoying thing about these people,’ she added, a harsh and asymmetric scowl suddenly creasing her face, ‘they make us fight a war, but winning or losing it isn’t what they’re interested in, the war’s just another arena where the factions can beat up on each other. How in the gods’ names am I meant to plan a war when I don’t know what the other side wants out of it?’