The Bellwether Revivals (21 page)

‘No, the organ house. More space in there. You don’t mind, do you?’

‘Not at all. In fact, it couldn’t be better.’

‘Good, because I’m rather looking forward to being waited on.’

‘I wouldn’t count on Mother sitting at your bedside,’ Eden said. ‘Or Theo either. He’s been peacocking his feathers over your surgery, but once you’re home it’ll be a different story.’

‘If you say so.’

‘I
know
so.’ Eden sniffed. ‘Next week then. That’s when we can start. I’ll get everything prepared.’

‘Alright.’

‘And don’t bother worrying about all of this now.’ Eden gestured towards his sister’s legs. ‘I’ll have you feeling better soon.’
He walked over and offered his cheek, pointing at the exact spot he wished to receive her kiss. ‘Be well, sis,’ he said.

Oscar retreated quickly into the corridor. He waited until Eden came striding out of the room, heading for the lifts.

‘You’re a terrible snoop,’ Iris called out. ‘I saw you the second you arrived. You heard every bit of it.’

‘So what if I did?’

‘Don’t get defensive—I’m glad you were there. It’s the first time anyone’s been around to witness my brother’s ego in full swing.’ She nodded at the books under his arm. ‘They for me?’ He set them down on the table-tray and kissed her. She shuffled the books in her hands like playing cards, studying their covers one by one. ‘We’re going to be ready for him this time,’ she said. ‘You heard how he was talking. He doesn’t care about me, he doesn’t care about my surgery, he just sees it all as some big opportunity for him to prove how clever he is. He’s too full of his own importance to even notice what he’s doing. Well, I’m going to make sure we catch him this time. He’s starting to slip. Oh, you brought me
The Fountainhead
. Is this actually any good? I’ve heard so many bad things about it.’

Oscar didn’t answer, and she satisfied her curiosity by flipping the book over to read the blurb. ‘How do you mean, catch him?’ he said.

‘We’re going to get everything on tape. I don’t really have a plan yet, but I will. It’s too good a chance to miss. If he wants to use me as some sort of guinea pig, fine. But we’ll be there, ready with a plan of our own. All we have to do is think of one.’

Oscar felt bruised by the city the moment he stepped off the train. King’s Cross thundered with a million tiny sounds: the heel-march of commuters, the scrape of wheels against the tracks, the rainfall on the rooftop, the clash of deployed umbrellas. He was hardened to the London rain, the way it made the whole town feel dirty, claustrophobic. Walking by St Pancras, he kept his eyes down. The giant old station with its dense red bricks and its soaring clock tower was the building that terrified him most in the world. When he was nine years old, his father had left him alone in the van one afternoon, parked facing St Pancras; and while he went off to see a man about some work at the Camden Library, Oscar had nothing to do but stare at that gothic railway station, noting every shadow under its spires and gables, imagining ghosts on every balcony.

By the time he got to Cartwright Gardens, his shoes were wet through. It was an attractive crescent of terraced houses—some were flats now, and some quaint little hotels—one sweeping curve of bricks that seemed perfectly round-edged, as if the place had been built around the lip of a saucer. At the centre of the crescent,
where there might have been a park square, there was a tarmac tennis court without a net.

On the steps of number 41, he found Herbert Crest’s name written on the buzzer and pushed it. ‘Yes, hello?’ came his muffled voice after a moment.

‘It’s Oscar Lowe.’

‘Ah, you’re right on time. It’s the ground floor on your left.’

The lobby was bright and smelled like snuffed candles. It was modest and friendly, the kind of place where the residents had a committee and chatted on the stairwell, where neighbours stopped by uninvited and pushed wrongly delivered mail under each other’s doors.

A young black nurse emerged from Herbert Crest’s apartment, zipping up her raincoat over her uniform. Passing by, she said: ‘Two hours—that’s all you get. I’ll be back later, yeah?’ Then Crest appeared in the doorway, his face as pale as a sugared almond, and she called out to him: ‘Don’t forget to take your Dilantin, Herbert. Listen for the alarm clock.’

Crest waved Oscar inside. They went through the narrow hallway into the living room, where the old man gestured towards his leather couch like a practised psychiatrist. ‘There’s nothing the matter with Bram, is there? I know you said there wasn’t on the phone, but I need you to put me at ease.’

‘No. I’m here about something else, some
one
else.’ Oscar removed his coat and sat down.

‘You’ll forgive me if I don’t believe you. Bram Paulsen works in mysterious ways. I told him back at The Orchard—we’re okay, him and me. Can’t we just leave it at that? I don’t want to hear any second-hand apologies.’

‘This isn’t about Dr Paulsen. He doesn’t even know I’m here.’

‘Good. Glad we understand each other.’ Crest slowly levered himself into an armchair. ‘Oh, damn it, I forgot to pour the coffee. Would you mind? Once I’m down it’s hard to get back up again.’

The apartment had the solemnity of a doctor’s office. Papers
and files were piled into an organised mess on the bureau, on the dining table, on the floor. There was a serious regiment of medicine bottles lined up on the coffee table. A laptop computer was humming on the ottoman beneath the window and there was a glass display case in the corner of the room, which housed a collection of tiny ornaments arranged in a meticulous formation.

Oscar went into the nook of the kitchen. Two mugs and a cafetière were set out on the counter, ready to pour. The calendar on the fridge was sketched with reminders, the first week of February already crossed out. Crest called: ‘So do you think we might cut to the chase here, kid? I have to get back to my writing before noon.’ He left no gap for a response. ‘My editor’s a hardass, worse than my nurse. She wants my final draft done by the end of March, and I’ve got a pile of notes to get through. I think it’s her way of telling me it has to be finished before I die. I said to her,
Listen here, Diane, I think you’re taking the word deadline a little too literally
.’

Oscar laughed. He carried two cups of coffee back into the room and handed one to Crest.

‘You’re a handsome kid, aren’t you? I can almost tell what Bram sees in you.’

Oscar gave an awkward smile.

‘Oh, relax, I’m too old and too sick to make any moves on you. Just take it as a compliment.’

He sat down and sipped his coffee, feeling Crest’s eyes upon him. There was a pause between them. Inside the apartment, the city felt gentler, like something containable. Pigeons circled the sky outside the window. The rain had stopped but there were still spots of it descending the glass.

‘So, come on, kid, out with it. Don’t hold back.’

‘It’s kind of a long story.’

‘Oh, everybody always says that. If you want me to say
start at the beginning
, I’m not gonna.’

‘Are you this tough with everybody?’

‘I learned from the best, remember.’

Oscar explained everything he knew about Eden Bellwether. About how they’d met at King’s College Chapel, and all the things he’d said about Descartes and Johann Mattheson. About how he’d been hypnotised and injured by him, and how the wound had disappeared a few days after. About Eden’s email and the
New York Times
article, and the way Eden seemed to figure out their connection to Dr Paulsen, as if he wanted the two of them to be brought together somehow, as if he were playing games with them. About all of the things Iris had told him of their childhood, the stunts Eden had pulled when they were kids, the damage he’d done, the wounds he seemed to have healed. About everything he’d learned about Narcissistic Personality Disorder from Crest’s own book.

Crest just sat there all the while, nodding, making noises of interest and agreement, scratching the stubble on the underside of his chin. He seemed intrigued by what Oscar was telling him, contemplating his words, stopping him sometimes, mid-flow, to ask a question or make a comment (‘And you say you had no awareness afterwards that you’d been hypnotised?’ ‘You mention predictions—what kind of predictions?’ ‘Did you feel in danger? Or did it all seem like harmless fun?’ ‘That’s the thing with these kinds of charlatans—they all think they’re infallible, unshakable, but, trust me, if you stick around long enough observing them, the mistake always comes.’). By the time Oscar told him about Iris’s accident and how Eden had promised to heal her before the turn of spring, it was well past noon, and the coffee had gone cold in his cup. There was tiredness in Crest’s eyes; they kept drooping towards the carpet and closing over. The daylight was heavy on his sheer bald head.

‘Well, alright, Oscar. I’ve listened to you, and I’ve got to admit it’s mysterious. This friend of yours could be an interesting case. Bottom line, though: I can’t help you. I don’t have much time left, and it pains me to let a good opportunity slip by, but I’ve really
got to concentrate on my book right now if I’m gonna get through all these edits by next month. I’m sorry you came all this way for nothing.’

‘But your book is partly why I’m here,’ Oscar said. It came out more desperately than he intended. ‘What I mean is, I think Eden would be a perfect case study for you.’

‘Maybe so. I just don’t have any time to waste on discovery.’

‘But what if he could actually help you?’

‘Excuse me?’

‘He might really be able to make you better.’

Crest laughed so loud it seemed to hurt his whole body as it came out of his throat. ‘You’re kidding me, right?’ He looked like a teacher who’d been asked an inappropriate question by a child in his class.

Oscar chose his next words carefully. ‘I don’t really believe he could heal you, Dr Crest. But then again, I’m not completely sure that he couldn’t—not enough to rule out the possibility, even if it’s just the tiniest, tiniest possibility. And isn’t that what your book is meant to be about? Those remote possibilities? Isn’t it about trusting in things that seem like madness?’

‘You’re in the right ball park, I guess.’

‘All I’m saying is, Eden’s the strangest, most conceited person I’ve ever known. He probably has some kind of illness, maybe NPD, I’m not sure. But even if he
is
ill, it doesn’t mean he’s not onto something. The irrationality of a thing is no argument against its existence, right? You wrote that yourself.’

‘Actually, Nietzsche wrote it, I just quoted him.’

‘Well, couldn’t you just take a look at it? See it for yourself before you make any decisions.’ Oscar picked up his coat from the arm of the couch. The wool was damp and smelled musty to him now, like those patients’ wardrobes at Cedarbrook that were filled with old dinner suits, worn once and hung out for generations of moths to feed on. Stuffed into the inside pocket, the cardboard sleeve of the video tape was still dry. He took it out and showed it
to Crest, whose eyes narrowed at once. ‘Do you have a machine I can play this on?’

Crest studied the black cassette. ‘In the bedroom,’ he said.

The plan had been beautiful in its simplicity. Oscar and Iris had conceived it across the stiff linens of her hospital bed only two months ago. Every avenue of it had been considered. They’d talked it over so many times as she’d lain there in recovery, studying the dots on the suspended ceiling, her leg braced and elevated. It was a practical plan, disaster proof. And it had worked without a hitch.

In the days before Iris was discharged from the hospital, Oscar had put everything together. She’d given him her credit card and told him not to worry about how much any of it might cost—just to get whatever they needed. He’d found a website called The Spy Shop and bought the smallest video camera they had. It was a black and white pinhole camera, small enough to be concealed inside a book on Iris’s dresser; digital, with good resolution, and a long thin cable that could run down and hook up to a video recorder in the cupboard beneath. From the same site, he’d bought a seed microphone, which had a head no bigger than a wood louse and could be contained inside a pillow—the webpage had said it was the same model the police used undercover. The parcels had arrived at his flat the next morning, tiny and light as jewellery boxes.

Iris came home from Addenbrooke’s on a brisk afternoon in early December. Everyone was there to meet her, waving in through the passenger window as her father’s Alfa Romeo halted on the driveway.

Her parents stepped out of the car first. ‘Okay, everyone, stand aside, give her space,’ Theo said, and went around to open the door. Iris hobbled out with her father’s help and the aid of crutches. Her left leg was held straight by a metal scaffold and she struggled to stand upright, keeping all of her weight on her right side, wincing with the pain.

‘Welcome home, Iggy,’ Jane called out, and everyone sounded their hellos.

Iris just nodded. Slowly, slowly, she moved along through the side gate and into the back garden, her crutches rattling over gravel and flagstones, everyone following patiently behind her. Reaching the organ house, she seemed surprised by the
GET WELL SOON
banner that was stretched out across the doorway—thick blue letters painted on a bedsheet by Jane earlier that afternoon, hung by Marcus and Yin. Inside, the organ house was adorned with bouquets of flowers, helium balloons, and paper chains. There was a Christmas tree twinkling with fairy lights in the far corner, and gold and silver tinsel was strung across the room and around the posts of the bed like parcel ribbon. The door to the big oak wardrobe was open and all of Iris’s clothes—moved from Harvey Road—were hanging inside dry cleaning bags, freshly laundered. ‘You shouldn’t have gone to all this trouble,’ she said, standing in the willowy light. ‘I’ve only broken my leg.’