Read The Annotated Milton: Complete English Poems Online
Authors: John Milton,Burton Raffel
Tags: #Fiction, #General, #Literary Collections, #Poetry, #Classics, #English; Irish; Scottish; Welsh, #English poetry
Now blind, disheart’ned, shamed, dishonored, quelled,
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To what can I be useful? wherein serve
My nation, and the work from Heav’n imposed,
But to sit idle on the household hearth,
A burdenous drone? to visitants a gaze,
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Or pitied object, these redundant
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locks
Robustious
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to no purpose clust’ring down,
Vain monument of strength, till length of years
And sedentary numbness craze
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my limbs
To a contemptible old age obscure.
Here rather let me drudge and earn my bread,
Till vermin or the draff
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of servile food
Consume me, and oft-invocated death
Hast’n the welcome end of all my pains.
MAN. Wilt thou then serve the Philistines with that gift
Which was expressly giv’n thee to annoy
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them?
Better at home lie bed-rid, not only idle—
Inglorious, unemployed,
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with age out-worn.
But God who caused a fountain at thy prayer
From the dry ground to spring, thy thirst to allay
After the brunt
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of battle,
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can as easy
Cause light again within thy eyes to spring,
Wherewith to serve Him better than thou hast.
And I persuade me so. Why else this strength
Miraculous yet remaining in those locks?
His might continues in thee, not for naught,
Nor shall His wondrous gifts be frustrate thus.
SAM. All otherwise to me my thoughts portend,
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That these dark orbs no more shall treat
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with light,
Nor th’ other light of life continue long,
But yield to double darkness nigh at hand.
So much I feel my genial
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spirits droop,
My hopes all flat. Nature within me seems
In all her functions weary of herself,
My race of glory run, and race of shame,
And I shall shortly be with them that rest.
MAN. Believe not these suggestions, which proceed
From anguish of the mind and humors
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black,
That mingle with thy fancy.
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I however
Must not omit a father’s timely care
To prosecute
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the means of thy deliverance,
By ransom or how else. Meanwhile be calm,
And healing words from these thy friends admit.
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SAM. O that torment
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should not be confined
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To the body’s wounds and sores,
With maladies innumerable
In heart, head, breast, and reins,
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But must secret passage find
To th’ inmost mind,
There exercise
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all his fierce accidents,
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And on her purest spirits prey,
As on entrails, joints, and limbs,
With answerable
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pains, but more intense,
Though void of corporal sense.
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My griefs not only pain me
As a ling’ring disease,
But finding no redress, ferment
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and rage,
Nor less than wounds immedicable
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Rankle,
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and fester, and gangrene
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To black mortification.
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Thoughts (my tormentors) armed with deadly stings
Mangle my apprehensive
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tenderest parts,
Exasperate,
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exulcerate, and raise
Dire inflammation which no cooling herb
Or med’cinal liquor can assuage,
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Nor breath of vernal air from snowy Alp.
Sleep hath forsook and giv’n me o’er
To death’s benumbing opium as my only cure.
Thence faintings, swoonings of despair,
And sense of Heav’n’s desertion.
I was His nursling once, and choice delight,
His destined
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from the womb,
Promised by Heav’nly message twice descending.
Under His special
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eye
Abstemious
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I grew up and thrived amain.
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He led me on to mightiest deeds
(Above the nerve
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of mortal arm)
Against th’ uncircumcised, our enemies,
But now hath cast me off as
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never known,
And to those cruel enemies,
Whom I by His appointment
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had provoked,
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Left me all helpless with th’ irreparable loss
Of sight, reserved alive to be repeated
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The subject of their cruelty, or scorn.
Nor am I in the list
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of them that hope.
Hopeless are all my evils, all remediless.
This one prayer yet remains, might I be heard:
No long petition, speedy death,
The close of all my miseries, and the balm.
CHOR. Many are the sayings of the wise,
In ancient and in modern books enrolled,
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Extolling patience as the truest fortitude,
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And to the bearing well of all calamities,
All chances incident to man’s frail life,
Consolatories writ
With studied
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argument, and much persuasion
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sought,
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Lenient
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of grief and anxious thought.
But with th’ afflicted in his pangs their sound
Little prevails, or rather seems a tune
Harsh, and of dissonant mood from his complaint,
Unless he feel within
Some source of consolation from above,
Secret refreshings, that repair
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his strength,
And fainting spirits uphold.
God of our fathers, what is man!
That Thou towards him with hand so various,
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Or might I say contrarious,
Temper’st Thy providence through his short course
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Not evenly, as thou rul’st
The Angelic orders and inferior creatures mute,
Irrational and brute.
Nor do I name of men the common rout,
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That wand’ring loose
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about
Grow up and perish, as
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the summer fly,
Heads without name no more remembered!
But such as Thou hast solemnly
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elected,
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With gifts and graces eminently adorned
To some great work, Thy glory
And people’s safety,
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which in part they effect.
Yet toward these thus dignified,
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Thou oft
Amidst their height of noon
Changest Thy countenance and Thy hand, with no regard
Of highest favors past
From Thee on them, or them to Thee of service.
Nor only dost degrade them, or remit
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To life obscured, which were a fair dismission,
But throw’st them lower than Thou did’st exalt them high,
Unseemly falls,
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in human eye,
Too grievous for the trespass or omission—
Oft leav’st them to the hostile sword
Of heathen and profane,
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their carcasses
To dogs and fowls a prey, or else captived,
Or to the unjust tribunals, under change of times,
And condemnation of the ungrateful multitude.
If these they scape, perhaps in poverty
With sickness and disease Thou bow’st them down,
Painful diseases and deformed,
In crude
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old age,
Though not disordinate,
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yet causeless suff ’ring
The punishment of dissolute days. In fine,
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Just or unjust alike seem miserable,
For oft alike both come to evil end.
So
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deal not, with this once Thy glorious champion,
The image of Thy strength, and mighty minister.
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What do I beg? How hast Thou dealt
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already?
Behold him in this state calamitous, and turn
His labors—for Thou canst—to peaceful end.
But who is this, what thing of sea or land?
Female of sex it seems,
That so bedecked, ornate, and gay,
Comes this way sailing
Like a stately ship
Of Tarsus,
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bound for th’ Isles
With all her bravery
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on, and tackle
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trim,
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Sails filled, and streamers
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waving
(Courted by all the winds that hold them play),
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An amber scent of odorous perfume
Her harbinger,
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a damsel train
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behind.
Some rich Philistian matron she may seem,
And now at nearer view, no other, certain,
Than Dalila, thy wife.
SAM. My wife, my traitress, let her not come near me.
CHOR. Yet on she moves, now stands and eyes thee fixed,
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About t’ have spoke, but now, with head declined
Like a fair flower surcharged
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with dew, she weeps
And words addressed
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seem into tears dissolved,
Wetting the borders of her silken veil.
But now again she makes address
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to speak.
DAL. With doubtful feet and wavering resolution
I came, still dreading thy displeasure, Samson,
Which to have merited, without excuse,
I cannot but acknowledge. Yet if tears
May expiate (though the fact more evil drew
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In the perverse
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event than I foresaw)
My penance hath not slack’ned, though my pardon
No way assured. But conjugal affection
Prevailing over fear and timorous doubt,
Hath led me on, desirous to behold
Once more thy face, and know of thy estate.
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If aught in my ability may serve
To lighten what thou suffer’st, and appease
Thy mind with what amends is in my power,
Though late, yet in some part to recompense
My rash but more unfortunate misdeed.
SAM. Out, out hyena! These are thy wonted
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arts,
And arts of every woman false like thee,
To break all faith, all vows, deceive, betray,
Then as
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repentant to submit, beseech
And reconcilement move
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with feigned remorse,
Confess, and promise wonders in her change,