The Alpha's Domination (6 page)

“I don’t think that’s a good idea.”

“We’ll start with a run. The moon is a couple of weeks
away, but going for a run can be just as fun.” He dropped a kiss to her lips.
“Good night, Dawn.”

She took a step back, closing the door behind her.

Our mate is in the next room. Claim her, fuck her,
take
her.

He ignored the wolf inside him, taking a deep breath
to calm his body. He wasn’t going to be going anywhere to put his woman in
danger.

Leaving the scent of her lurking behind the door, he
walked into his bathroom, closing the door. He grabbed a match and took it to
the lavender candle he kept on hand for whenever he needed to bring focus to
his thoughts and senses. The lavender helped to calm the wolf within him.

The beast inside him calmed, finally listening to
reason as he took deep breaths.

She needs to trust us.

He didn’t want a mate who was with him out of an
obligation. The mate he wanted for himself was not going to be there because
she had to. He wanted Dawn to fall in love with him, to be with him because
they were a devoted mated couple.

The fact she liked to be dominated eased his thoughts.
One of his biggest fears was to find a woman who didn’t share his need for
kink. She was not only submissive, but she liked pain. What Dawn didn’t know
was he liked to give pain so long as it wasn’t the kind that emotionally or
mentally affected the woman he was with.

Take a breath, and delve into it tomorrow.

****

Sliding under the covers, Dawn stared up at the
ceiling. She frowned as she saw the mirror above her.
Kinky.
Underneath the silk covers she wasn’t wearing a stitch of clothing. Gripping
the edge of the blanket, she stared at herself wondering what the hell she was
doing. When she was at home with the rest of the pack her room was half the
size of the one she was staying in. She hadn’t moved out of her house as the
pack wouldn’t accept that of her until she found her mate. Her father didn’t
trust her out on her own, and so she remained with him and her mother.

She
shuddered
thinking about
her mother.

Don’t think about her.

Pushing her mother aside, she focused instead on the
man in the bedroom next to hers. He wasn’t going to let her hide from him. The
pack was easier to hide from back at home. Her father was the only one in the
whole pack who demanded her presence at dinner or during a run. She rarely
changed into a wolf even though he asked for her to be there. Her father loved
her; her mother despised her.
And Daniel?
She didn’t know
what Daniel felt about her. There were times throughout the year where she
thought he was going to cross the line and take what he wanted. He never did,
and her trust in him began to build.

He’s our mate.

Was it worth arguing with him anymore? She couldn’t
trust herself to be around him. Her search for pain had put her in scary
situations. Other men she’d been with had considered her a freak. There was no
way she could bear for Daniel to know the truth. She was defective. It sucked
that she wanted Daniel and yet was scared because of what she had done in her
past. What would he think when he knew the truth?

Staring at her reflection she once again pushed all of
the negative thoughts aside, wishing for some kind of change within her.
Finding a mate should have awakened something inside, yet all she felt was a
consuming dread. With a mate, she’d have to finally come clean about who she
was. Daniel was a Master, but he wasn’t the kind of Master she needed. He
spanked. He was tame compared to what she needed. Part of her wondered if the
reason she couldn’t feel pain was because the men she’d been with wouldn’t hurt
her hard enough. The image of the man who’d left her bleeding entered her mind.
No, it couldn’t be that. She should have felt something.

You’re sick.

She pushed the blanket off her body and stared at her
nakedness. Would he be repulsed by the way she looked? Food had always been
part of her comfort when her emotions got so bad. She loved eating, cooking and
eating. Her legs were thick with a small hint of cellulite, but she rarely wore
anything but skirts and never revealed her skin to anyone.
 
She kept her pussy bare, and the brown lips
of her sex glistened with arousal. Daniel’s scent was everywhere in the room
driving her crazy with need.

With thick hips, large breasts, and the occasional
glimmer of a stretch mark, in the mirror her body didn’t look that bad. She was
lying down, so maybe gravity was taking over to make her look good. Her brown
hair was spread out on the white pillow.

Mates.

She didn’t know if she could be this open with Daniel.
He wouldn’t let her hide.

The house is large enough. We can hide.

Pressing a hand to her face, she tried to calm down
her rioting thoughts, wishing something would happen to save her.

The memory of his hand spanking her ass filled her
mind. Opening her eyes, she spread her legs and tilted her hips to see the lips
of her pussy open up. She went to her knees and dropped the drapes to create a
little more privacy for herself. Settling on the bed, she watched as she
caressed her hand down her body. She touched her nipples, tugging on the hard
brown buds until they were erect and pushing up.

She glided her hand down her stomach, feeling the
muscles in her stomach tighten at the contact.

Dawn pressed a finger to her clit, touching the
swollen bud as she pinched her nipples. She squeezed her nipple between her
nails hoping to feel at least some pain and getting none. Gasping, she moved
her hips with her hand.

What would Daniel do if he saw her now? She didn’t
know what he’d do, and that excited her as much as anything else.

Leaving her clit she pushed two fingers inside her,
opening her fingers to make it a little tighter. She sucked her lips in to
contain the moan threatening to get out.

“Do you think I can’t smell you,” Daniel said.

She gasped, withdrawing her hand and loosening the
hold on her nipple. Going to her knees, she shuffled to the edge of the bed and
opened the lace. Daniel stood in the doorway between their rooms.

“I can smell and hear what you’re doing. I didn’t give
you permission to play with yourself.”

He stood completely naked. His cock was rock hard and
stood out in front of him. The size of him made her mouth go dry. There was no
way he’d fit inside a woman and it be comfortable.

“I’m sorry.”

“No, you’re not. If you wanted to touch yourself then
you should have come to me for permission to do so.”

“I didn’t know we were in a scene.”

Daniel sighed. “We’re not in a scene, Dawn. You need
some strict rules in your life. You keep everything at arms’-length, hiding
behind your walls of frost and depression.” He folded his arms, staring at her.
“This can’t wait until morning. We’re going to have this discussion now.” He
stood facing her, making no move to put some clothes on.

“Can you please get dressed?” It would give her time
to grab a robe and not be completely naked in front of him.

“So you can hide from me? I don’t think so.” He stayed
where he was. “We’re going to see each other naked. I don’t see why it
shouldn’t be now.”

“That’s easy for you to say. You’re like a god while
I’m blubber.”

He glared at her. “Step off the bed now!”

His voice deepened. Dawn stared at him wondering if
she could simply go back to bed and sleep without him ordering her around.

“Don’t disobey me, Dawn. I was willing to wait until
tomorrow, and all you’ve done is test me. I don’t like being tested.” He stayed
still even as his voice travelled throughout the room. The Alpha inside him
raised the hairs all over her body. Her clit swelled at the command within his
voice. Slowly, keeping the lace in front of her, she stepped off the bed.

“Drop the lace. You’re not hiding from me.” He walked
toward the door and flicked the light, illuminating the whole room. There was
no hiding anymore. He made sure of that.

“This is unfair.”

“Unfair is having a mate for a whole year denying you.
Unfair is that mate fingering herself instead of coming to her Dom. Don’t even
begin to tell me what’s unfair or not. You’ll not like what I’ve got to say.”
He folded his arms once again.

His gaze was on hers, waiting.

“I can’t do this.”

“Yes, you can. If you don’t I promise you there’ll be
a severe punishment, one you won’t like.”

What wouldn’t she like? She’d pushed Daniel the entire
year they’d known each other. He had every right to be mad and punish her. How
far would he go to consider her punished?

The uncertainty was too much for her. She gripped the
lace tightly, before slowly stepping from behind the security of the lace.

She kept her head bowed and pressed her palms together
in an attempt to control her shaking. Letting a man see her naked took a lot of
effort for her. She was used to pushing her skirt up and having the man suck
her nipples through the shirt. Her entire sexual life was appalling. The only man
who’d seen her naked were dead. She’d let him hurt her in the worst kind of
ways.

“Look at me, Dawn.”

Glancing up at him, she didn’t know what she expected
to find. Would he lose his erection? Show any signs that he hated what he saw?

Again she was in a strange territory for her.

His cock remained rock hard.
He’d not
deflated or grown flaccid since seeing her naked.

“What did you expect to see?” he asked. He didn’t make
a move to touch his cock.

“What do you mean?”

“Don’t play dumb. I’m not stupid. I see in your eyes
that you were expecting something from me. What?”

The desire to lie struck her again.

Don’t lie to him. He’ll know.

“I didn’t expect you to be hard.”

“Why wouldn’t I be hard?”

She stared at the tip of his cock. He was glistening,
aroused.

“Look at me,” she
said,
releasing her hands so not an inch of her was covered. “I’m not beautiful. I
eat too much, and you’re perfect. You should be a model or something.”

His arms remained folded over his chest. Neither of
them said a word. He kept looking at her. There was something in his gaze that
she couldn’t quite put her finger on. “Get on your knees,” he said. The words
were spoken slowly, with menace, leaving no mistake of his anger.

Shit, what had she done?

Chapter Five

Daniel was pissed off with her lack of self-esteem.
Didn’t she know how beautiful she was?

“What?” she asked.

“Get on your knees. Don’t make me repeat myself. We’re
going to deal with this the only way you know how.” He watched her struggle
with his demand. There was no way he intended to help her. The moment he
scented her arousal he thought he was losing his mind. When he heard her moans,
he’d gotten angry. She wouldn’t let him touch her intimately, and yet she’d do
whatever she could to satisfy herself. How many times had she left him in an aroused
state while she took care of her own needs? He hadn’t been with another woman
since she entered his world.

“Daniel?”

“No. To you I’m not Daniel. You’ll call me Sir or
Master, I don’t care which. I was going to do this slowly for you to trust me,
but we’re going to start now. You’re my sub. In the mornings you will wake up
at seven, go to the bathroom, and you’ll be waiting for me by seven thirty
beside your bed. I expect you on your knees, ready to serve me.” He took a step
closer. Dawn was on her knees, her head bent in the perfect pose.

There was something about a submissive woman in that
pose that turned him on. His cock was aching on the point of pain. The scent of
her arousal filled the air. His wolf wanted to do nothing more than stake his
claim. Daniel made sure he stayed in complete control.

“You’ll eat breakfast with me. We’ll train together,
and you’re going to become my sub. For the next month I’m going to prove to you
that you’re my mate.” He gripped her chin as she started to shake her head.
Forcing her to look at him, he stared into her eyes. “You’re my mate, Dawn. In
time you’ll see the truth. We’re going to get to the bottom of those secrets
you’ve kept hidden.”

“You don’t know what you’re doing.”

“Baby, I’ve been a Dom for over ten years. I’ve got
more experience with stubborn little subs than you do with
Doms
.
You’re nothing but a baby compared to me, and I’m going to prove it to you over
and over again.” She stopped fighting him. Her teeth bit down onto her lip.
“Stop that.” He pulled her lip from between her teeth. “You think you know what
true pain is, but you’ve got no idea what’s really wrong with you. Don’t worry.
I can deal with you.”