Terra Incognita (11 page)
“Tell me, Albanus. Where exactly is Batavia?”
“It’s in the north of Gaul, sir.”
“These people are Gauls?” Ruso, who had spoken enough Gaulish to communicate with the farm servants at home only last summer, found that hard to believe.
“Not really, sir. They migrated to Gaul from Germania.”
That explained the accent.
“They’re supposed to be very tough men, sir. Used for the emperor’s bodyguards and good on difficult terrain—swimming across rivers fully armed and so on. I think it might have been Batavians who led the final assault when our people finished off the Druids.”
“Hm,” said Ruso, imagining Audax plunging into a river in pursuit of raving Druids and wondering whether Gambax would have been off sick that day.
“It’s rather remote up here, isn’t it, sir?” observed Albanus.
“I did warn you.”
“Never mind, sir. I’ve brought some good long books to read.”
“You’ve been lugging books around as well as all your kit?”
“Just a couple, sir.”
Ruso shook his head. The last thing the average legionary would do was think of concealing lengthy and expensive scrolls among the already considerable weight of equipment he was required to carry. No wonder Albanus had been looking weary.
“Don’t read when you’re on duty,” he warned. “Or somebody will find you something else to do. You don’t want to be scraping bandages and emptying bedpans.”
Albanus looked alarmed.
“Now tell me what’s happened to Tilla.”
Unfortunately all Albanus knew was that Centurion Postumus had interviewed Tilla earlier that afternoon about something he seemed to think was serious, but Albanus did not know what it was. No, she was not under arrest and no, Albanus did not know where she had gone. As if in an attempt to redeem himself, the clerk added, “But I’ve located all your luggage, sir. They’ll be bringing it along any moment.”
At last: a cheering thought. The fort might be small, the natives vicious, the infirmary badly run, and the restoration of his new colleague’s mind unlikely, but a lone legionary officer here at the request of the prefect would be assigned decent quarters. While Tilla was practicing her unconventional approach to cookery, that officer would be able to retreat to his room, relax in his favorite chair, and think deep thoughts with no danger of Valens wandering in and distracting him with wine and gossip.
“They might as well take it straight to my quarters,” said Ruso. “You don’t happen to know where they are, do you?”
“There was a letter waiting for you, as well, sir,” continued Albanus, a little too brightly. “Here.”
Whoever it was had gone to the trouble of writing out several sheets that were now tied and sealed together in an offering of ominous width. Ruso took it and tucked it into his belt. “Albanus, what are you trying not to tell me?”
Albanus looked apologetic. “I asked about the medic’s quarters, sir, but some other doctor’s in them and they said you wouldn’t want to share.”
“He’s ill.”
“You’ll be very close to your work, sir.”
“Everywhere here is close to my work. Everywhere’s close to everything. What’s the problem?”
Albanus cleared his throat. “They said you’ll have to bed down in the infirmary, sir.”
“What?”
“Sorry, sir.”
“But there aren’t any empty rooms! I’m not sharing with the patients. And I’m not bloody sleeping in the treatment room. I’d rather camp outside in a tent.”
“They said one of the storerooms could be cleared out, sir.”
“Has anybody from headquarters actually been into the infirmary recently?”
“I don’t know, sir.”
Ruso shook his head. “No, of course you don’t. Rhetorical question. Well. The infirmary it is, then.”
When Ruso returned to the office, Gambax had lit a fire in the hearth and was standing by the pharmacy table weighing out a pile of torn leaves.
“Tell me,” said Ruso, “when Felix’s body was brought in, who was on duty?”
“Me, sir.”
“So you and the other staff helped to lay it out?”
“Audax did it, sir, all by himself,” said Gambax, confirming what the centurion had said. “Wouldn’t even let us in there to pay our respects. We offered to help, but he thinks medics are a waste of time. If you’re not happy, you need to talk to him.”
“I will,” said Ruso. Fortuitously, it seemed the infirmary staff had thought they were being kept away from the body because of Audax’s prejudices rather than any more sinister reason. “Tonight I want you to organize a roster.”
Gambax’s eyes registered alarm.
“By the time the lamps are lit tomorrow, I want every patient to have had a wash. All over. I want the wards properly aired, every floor and wall scrubbed, every mattress replaced with one that’s got a clean cover and fresh straw, and clean bedding on every bed.”
Gambax’s jaw dropped even farther than normal.
“You don’t have to do it all yourself,” explained Ruso. “Just organize the staff. And if those four malingerers are still here in the morning, they can clean out the latrine.”
“Me and the staff will see what we can do, sir.”
“Good,” said Ruso. “If anybody needs me, I’m going across to visit Doctor Thessalus, then I’m heading for a quick cleanup at the baths. Then I’ll come back here to see my amputee before I go to Felix’s funeral.”
“Right you are, sir,” agreed Gambax. “You take your time. Don’t worry about us. We’ll keep an eye on everything while you’re gone. I’ll see if I can find a pen in a minute and make a start on that roster you want.”
“If there’s any change with the amputee, call me right away. And did you know about the billeting arrangement?”
The deputy poured a measure of cold water on top of the leaves. “Billeting arrangement, sir?”
“I’ll be sleeping here. So while I’m out, you’ll need to get the smaller storeroom cleared out and a clean bed put in there too.”
Gambax reached down to balance the pot on the iron grid by the hearth. “I’ll get a room ready for you, sir.”
“The smaller one,” insisted Ruso. “And leave the barrel where it is.”
Gambax’s “Yes, sir,” was not heartfelt, and Ruso knew why. The smaller storeroom was the one housing the infirmary’s beer supply.
G
OOD AFTERNOON!
” T
HE
young man’s cheerful smile belied both the gravity of his situation and the pallor of his thin face. Ruso guessed that the smell filling the gloomy little entrance room was rising from the hair oil glistening on his dark curls.
“Very good of you to call,” the man continued. “I’m Thessalus. I expect you know that. The guard tells me you’re called Ruso. Odd sort of name. Did you bring the fish?”
“I’m a doctor,” explained Ruso, who had been mistaken for many things before but never a cook. “Gambax will be bringing your dinner later.”
“Yes, I know. So did you bring the fish?”
Ruso glanced at the guard, hoping for some guidance, but the man did not seem to feel his duties extended beyond announcing the visitor and standing at attention by the door. “I didn’t know I had to bring a fish,” said Ruso, wondering why Gambax had failed to warn him. “Was it any particular sort of fish?”
“Well, of course it was a particular sort of fish!” exclaimed Thessalus, ushering him through a doorway to where the very little light edging around a cloth nailed over the window revealed the domestic confusion of a single man not expecting visitors. “You can’t get much use out of a salmon, can you? Or a trout? They would just lie there and flop about a bit.”
“I’ll see about a fish next time,” Ruso promised, making a mental note to ask Gambax what on earth the man was talking about. “How are you feeling today?”
“In need of a fish. A fish around the head. A fish on a dish around the head until it’s dead.” Thessalus giggled, then clamped a hand over his mouth before indicating a chair and saying with exaggerated politeness, “Do sit down, Doctor.”
Ruso cleared away a scatter of scroll cases, upon some of which he could just make out the names of medical writers. Turning, he found Thessalus perched on the edge of a folding stool.
“Now,” said Thessalus, rocking the stool toward him with his hands clasped together but remaining out of reach. “How are you feeling today? Is it any better?”
Ruso sniffed the air in the untidy room, picking up a waft of wine mingled with the hair oil. It was clear he was not going to get much help—or even sense—from Thessalus. “I am well. Are you feeling ill?”
Thessalus giggled again. “No, I’m lovely. Are you? You look tired. It’s tiring being a medic, isn’t it? All those problems. All that misery. They all want a miracle, don’t they?”
“True.”
“I’ve run out of miracles. I told them. I looked in the miracle jar and, oh dear, someone’s left the stopper off and all the miracles have flown out.”
“I heard you went to see the prefect today.”
“Did I really?” This seemed to be a great surprise. “Is he ill?”
“I heard you went to talk about a man called Felix.”
“Felix? Oh dear, you want to stay away from him. There’s nothing you can do for him now.”
“Where is he?”
Thessalus frowned. “Where’s who?”
“Felix.”
Thessalus looked around the room. “He isn’t here, is he?”
Knowing Metellus had searched the rooms, Ruso could say with confidence that he was not. “I’m told you might know where he is.”
Thessalus shook his head. “Doctors don’t know all the answers, you know. What color is time? Where do the thoughts of the dead go? How is it diseases spread but miracles don’t? Have you ever thought of that?”
“No, I can’t say I have.”
Thessalus tapped his chest. “Greek, you see. The race of thinkers. Romans do; Greeks think. And write rather good books.”
“My grandfather was Greek,” said Ruso.
“Ah, you understand! Welcome, philosopher! Well, a quarter of a philosopher. Torn between thought and action, I suppose.”
Ruso cleared his throat. He needed to take charge of this conversation. “How long have you been stationed at Coria, Thessalus?”
“Ah, the Roman practicality. Back to the facts. Take the patient’s history. To tell you the truth, I arrived here some time ago and I’ve been at a junction ever since. Of course, if we don’t hold firm at the join we might as well all go home.” Thessalus paused. “Do you ever find you wake up in the wrong bed, Doctor? Or is that just me?”
“The wrong bed?”
“You wake up and the bed’s wrong, the walls have moved, you can smell things that shouldn’t be there, the sounds are different, and you think,
Where am I? Who’s put me here?”
Worryingly, Ruso could recall exactly that sensation. “I think it’s when you’ve been dreaming about a place where you used to live—”
“Ah, you
think
that. But how do you know? How does any of us know? Who’s to say that while our bodies are resting, our souls don’t go wandering somewhere else? Back into the past? What about the future? Do you ever have the feeling that you’ve seen something before, even when you know you can’t have? What if our souls travel into the future before our bodies do, Doctor? Have you thought of that?”
Ruso suspected that Thessalus’s soul often went on trips unaccompanied by his body. He said, “Do you find this happening a lot?”
“Oh dear me, no.” Thessalus clasped his hands together. The dark eyes narrowed and his head tilted slightly on one side in a way that implied concern. “Do you?”
Ruso wondered whether he adopted the same pose himself, and whether his patients found it as unnerving as he now did. “Not often, no.”
“It’s so nice to be able to chat with a fellow medic, you know. Such a joy to talk to someone who understands. Between you and me—” Here the young Greek leaned forward to the point where the stool was about to overturn and seized Ruso’s left knee, digging his fingernails into the flesh—“I think I’ve been alone here far too long. My triangles are getting blunt.”
“Ah—very possibly,” said Ruso, prizing the fingers off his knee and wondering if the prefect and Metellus might be wrong about the man being incapable of violence. “It can be a lonely job.”
“Oh!” Thessalus, motionless, was staring at his hand as if he were seeing it for the first time. He withdrew it, sat back on the stool, and glanced into his palm as if to check that nothing else unexpected was lurking inside. “Dear me. Sorry about that. And I was going to try my new approach.”
“New approach?”
“Talking. You must never touch the patient. You just talk to him until he feels better.”
“Look, is there anything I can do to help?” said Ruso, not optimistic. “The prefect said something was worrying you.’
“To help? Well, that’s very decent of you. But no, not really. I’m absolutely fine. If you really want to help somebody, you might find a few men in the infirmary. I think I left some behind in there.”
Ruso got to his feet. He could no longer remember any of the questions he had wanted to ask Thessalus. “I’ll see to the men,” he promised. This patient did not seem to be in need of any immediate help. In fact, despite being as mad as a bee in a bottle, he was the most cheerful person Ruso had met since arriving there.
“Do come back and see me again, Doctor.”
“I will,” he promised, not adding,
And I’ll be better prepared.
“Excellent!” Thessalus smiled. “Next time, make sure you remember the fish!”
R
USO INTERCEPTED HIS
luggage on its way into the infirmary and extracted a clean tunic and his bathing kit. Then he went out through the fort gates, past more tethered horses, and into the civilian street. On his left a gang of grubby children eyed him from a doorway. Opposite was a shop front bearing crude pictures of a saucepan, a shoe, and what might have been a cabbage beneath the flaking legend, We Sell Everything. A cockerel was poised to strut inside the shop when a man emerged from the doorway, aimed a kick at the bird, and sized up Ruso before deeming him worthy of a gap-toothed smile. Ruso nodded an acknowledgment. The shopkeeper was too dark to be a native. He wondered how far the man had traveled to end up selling everything on the edge of the empire, and why he had bothered.
