Taste of Desire (13 page)

“I am happy for you then
. Happy for you both.” Why would he not stop staring at her? She could feel her skin flush beneath his gaze. “What of your mother? Will she not take it amiss that we have not yet been introduced? Perhaps I should visit her in the next few days?” That sounded awkward, but she was struggling for words to fill the void. Now that they were alone the quiet seemed unbearable. She shifted with discomfort. The room seemed very hot and a deep ache began low in her belly. She found her eyes drawn to his. The air seemed to have leaked from the room.

While she watched,
Tristan’s brows drew together and then released. His face was placid when he spoke, but she could see the pulse in his neck speed. “I notice that you still have not adequately explained your return to town.”

Marguerite looked at her hands, swallowed
. There were blue flecks in the stone floor. She never noticed that before. Had she pushed herself this far only to be sent back? She dug her nails into her palms and tilted her head up to face Tristan. She could not let him see how affected she was by his closeness. “I did not know an explanation was required beyond my own desires. Or do you wish me gone? You can always forbid me to stay. You are my husband.”

Tristan turned away with a click of his heel
. He moved to a side table and picked up the book that sat there, a philosophical treatise, she thought. He stared at the binding. “No, that is not what I meant.” He spoke with such careful control. “I merely wish a logical explanation of why you would go and then return before you even reached your destination. It seems rash and illogical.”

For the first time since she had arisen that morning and found Tristan already gone Marguerite smiled
. “And who told you that women were logical? I thought we were famous for acting upon our impulses. Although, I admit that I have always striven to act with some degree of reason.”

“Yes, and surely you see that this is unreasonable.”

“No, actually, I do not.”

Tristan looked at her, opened his mouth to speak, and then stopped
. She could feel his gaze upon her lips

Marguerite continued
, conscious of the shape of her mouth with each word formed, “Whatever our reasons we have decided to embark on matrimony. It does not seem illogical, unreasonable, or lacking in sense to think that we will do best if we try it together. I had always believed that marriage required two.”

Tristan rubbed his brow
, but his focus remained. “Why do I feel that I never win with you? This should be a simple thing and instead I am backed into a corner. I do not believe that your heading to the country a day or two early would have set our marriage on a path to ruin, but by all means stay if that is what you want. It hardly matters.”

He
turned to the table set the book back without opening it

“It is gracious of you to grant your permission, husband.
” Why did her voice sound so deep, so husky?

Tristan glanced back at her and for a moment she thought she caught the hint of a
question. Did he have something else to ask? Then he schooled his features, again. “As I said it matters not. I intend to dine tonight at my club and then attend the theatre with my friends. I would dislike canceling on such short notice. I am sure that if you let Lady Smythe-Burke know you are without entertainment she will fashion something suitable. Although perhaps given your condition a quiet evening at home would be best.”

“I shall do as you suggest
. I believe that tomorrow will be soon enough to embark on the grand career of a marchioness.”

“I should have known better when you argued with me at the start.”
This time there was no mistaking the upward curl of his mouth. “I don’t know what I was thinking.”

He nodded his farewells and turned and left the parlor.

Marguerite did not move. Her body ached with the effort of not wilting before Tristan. Finally, she let her head fall forward. “I don’t know what you were thinking either.”

She was still here, not sent to
Glynwolde. What good was being here with Tristan, if he wasn’t here, at home, with her? Had he not understood her comment about it taking two to make a marriage? She was prepared to do whatever was necessary to form a solid bond. She would even welcome bedroom games if they would lead to the home and happy family she had dreamed of as a girl. She had forgotten all the stories her sister had told her about how little time society husbands and wives actually spent in each other’s company. The bedroom might be the only place she could catch her husband’s attention – if he would actually stay home.

Returning to London
was an empty victory.

Still, perhaps she would visit his mother
. Getting to know his family could only help her cause.

“You want his mother’s direction? Didn’t you ask him? A man, even a marquess, should know where his own mother lives. I don’t know what is happening to children in these current times. Makes me glad I didn’t have any myself. Still my nephew knows where I live and he’s a duke.” Lady Smythe-Burke was on a roll. She took one gulp of air and continued without stop. “Felicity, that’s his mother, but I daresay you know that, only lives four doors down. The house with the green shutters. Who would ever paint their shutters green? It makes me think of peacocks. Disgusting birds, always screeching. My father kept them when I was a girl. Never could get a good night’s sleep and then father would see the circles under my eyes and question my reading by candlelight. Never would believe it was the birds. So few books worth staying awake for – I was up until past two with Byron once. The book not the man. Not that either was that entertaining.”

Lady Smythe-Burke paused to take a swallow of tea
. Marguerite was not one to miss an opportunity. “Four doors down, green shutters did you say?”

“I just said that
, didn’t I? Lovely flowers in the summer too, not those horrid things that Dutchman keeps sending me in return for my good regard.” She gestured to the arrangement on the table. “Still don’t see why Wimberley didn’t know. The young don’t know where their parents live and obviously don’t listen to them. Always talking. Perhaps that’s the problem, the young talk too much to listen. There must be a way to stop the chatter. Glue. Keep their lips fastened. Does make it hard to eat, though. Perhaps some type of locking device? I’ll have to look into –“

“Forgive me, Lady Smythe-Burke, but . . .”

“Just what I am talking about. Don’t give your elders a chance to say a single word. My father would have rapped my knuckles for such behavior. Still have the scars. I had a nurse who insisted that if you put a fresh fish skin over the scrape there’d be no mark. Never could abide the smell of fish . . .”

Marguerite glanced down at the inlay on the table
. There were three different colors of shell used and what was that deep red? She’d never seen anything like it. The stripes on the sofa were of mixed size and only repeated pattern every sixth color. The flowers on the mantle were most unusual. Where did you get tulips in the fall? The mixture of white, green and red in a single flower was most bizarre.

“. . . Jonah should have stayed in the whale.
” Lady Smythe-Burke clicked her cup on the saucer. “Don’t you agree?” She paused and waited for an answer.

Marguerite resisted the urge to look at the clock
. It had seemed a simple task. She would call round for tea and casually inquire about Tristan’s mother. She knew it seemed odd that she had not asked him, but she had not seen him for two days. She’d considered asking Winters, but could not bring herself to confess to a servant that she knew not the barest details of her husband’s life.

“Aren’t you going to answer me
? First I can’t get you to be quiet and now you don’t answer. I’d question your mother about your upbringing, but then I’d have to speak with her. She used to be such a sweet woman before your father died. I’ve heard of fading from grief, but never expanding from it.”

For the first time since she’d received the directions to Lady St. John’s home Marguerite’s ears pricked up
. Nobody ever talked about her mother. She’d heard bits and pieces and managed to put together part of the story from her mother’s own comments, but Lady Smythe-Burke’s words promised to fill in some gaps.

The door swung open and another lady flurried in
. “I’ve just heard the most amazing gossip. I can’t believe that people are claiming that . . .” Her eyes settled on Marguerite. “It’s true.” The eager chatter turned cold.

“Hello, Lady
Harburton. It is a pleasure to renew our acquaintance.” Marguerite smiled as she spoke. She didn’t know why she rubbed Lady Harburton the wrong way, but she did. They’d met at her sister Rose’s house party the year before and from the very first Lady Harburton had made her opinions clear.

“Yes, of course.
” Lady Harburton’s tone implied the opposite.

For once Lady Smythe-Burke remained strangely silent.

“How are your husband and son?” Marguerite asked.

“Very well, I am sure.
” Lady Harburton nodded once briskly and then turned towards Lady Smythe-Burke and back again. A slow, cat-like smile turned up the corners of her mouth. “And what of your husband? I was most astonished when I heard the news. You seem a most unlikely pair. The rumor is it’s a love match. Strange though that Lord Wimberley has been out the last two nights with my Simon, instead of staying home with his new wife.”

Marguerite knew she had paled at the words, but she kept her shoulders ti
ght back. “We find plenty of time together. I feel no need to tie him to me.”

“Tie him to you – is that how you got him to the altar?”

“Now calm down, Minerva.” Lady Smythe-Burke finally chimed in. “If there was any tying done I believe I can take credit. I always was good with knots. Now what did you come about? I doubt it was to show off your manners.”

Lady
Harburton glanced around the room and then settled on the settee. “You’re correct, of course. I had planned to discuss the rumor that you’d been involved in Wimberley’s wedding, but for once the gossip seems to be accurate. No matter.” She paused, then sped on. “The other reason for my call was I need advice.”

Lady Smythe-Burke merely nodded.

“Lady Danchester has said that she’s received bulbs,” Lady Harburton continued, “and she plans to have them forced before her gathering next month. She’s invited half the ton to her next soiree and now she’s going to have new flowers. It’s a disaster.”

Lady Smythe-Burke nodded
again. “I see.”

Lady
Harburton was quivering with vehemence. “I always have the best flowers. Dorchester has a chef that can’t be matched. Nobody does musicales like the Langdons and I have the most superior flowers. The only time I’ve even been threatened was when Felicity brought that new gardener up from the country – not that he lasted long. But, now Lady Danchester is promising to have the most incredible arrangements.”

“Have you considered adding peacock feathers to yours
? You could add whole tails full.” Lady Smythe-Burke did not seem at all perturbed.

Lady
Harburton slumped back into the chair. Never had Marguerite seen the starch go out of a spine in such a fashion. Was she even wearing stays? “If I don’t have the flowers, what do I have? During the war I had my correspondence with our heroic men at arms. I could always talk about their brave doings in whatever field they were at, but now I have nothing. Harburton is always off hunting or fishing or some such and I – I have my flowers. Everybody knows my flowers can’t be touched.”

“I do understand the seriousness of the situation, Minerva, and I will have a discussion with Jessica
. I am sure she doesn’t mean to offend you.”

“I am sure she did
. She’s always been jealous of my gardens. She even tried to hire Higgins away from me. Everybody knows that nobody can prune a rose like Higgins. It’s a plot I tell you. A plot. Why if she’s not careful I’ll . . .”

Marguerite pe
eked at the clock out of the corner of her eye. It was getting late. If she was going to attempt to visit Tristan’s mother she must take her leave. “Lady Smyth-Burke, Lady Harburton, forgive me, but I must depart. I am still hoping to catch Lady Wimberley.”

“Lady
Wimberley? But –” For a moment doubt clouded Lady Harburton’s face, then a smile. “You mean the dowager marchioness, Wimberley’s mother. You plan to visit Felicity?”

Her laugh filled the room
. It was not a pleasant sound.

Marguerite sat in the upper south parlor and stared forlornly into her tea. She had been staring for quite awhile and not a single waft of steam remained. She blew across it anyway just to see the ripples scoot across the top.

“I hear you’ve visited Felicity.”

She did not even glance up at her husband’s voice, she had felt the tension of his presence before he even spoke. It was remarkable that he appeared before dinner. He had not returned until she slept the night before, and had been gone before she rose this morning. She should take comfort in his company.