Taking the Heat (2 page)

‘Jesus …' I cursed.

‘But only the once! And there are other challenges! It's an all-expenses-paid luxury trip! And everybody is super-hot! Tara, please …'

Her voice faded behind me, mixing with the background noise of the city. Her final frantic cry brought me to a halt. ‘It's a million dollars! You've slept with ugly guys for free!'

I wanted to scream back at her that it wasn't true. But, of course, it was. There was the short guy I picked up during a dry spell a while ago, and the unwashed musician who shagged me in the back of his van after I'd convinced myself that talented equalled sexy.

Storming back to Serena, I hissed, ‘There's a big difference between making a bad choice when you're drunk and having sex for money.'

‘It's not just about the sex.' She waved an indifferent hand. ‘It's about the experience. And it's not like we're talking about turning tricks for twenty bucks to support a drug habit. This is a million dollars!' Serena stroked my arm gently. ‘You and I both know what you could do with that cash.'

She had me. When framed against a need as great as mine, my indignation and morals started to look selfish. ‘Just once?'

‘Just once.'

Resigned, I dumped my tea in a nearby bin. ‘Fine. Let's go.'

We jogged quickly back to the convention centre, where the snarky desk girl made us wait for another hour or so. Then we were ushered into a preliminary room with a hundred other pretty people. On an iPad, I answered dozens of random questions.

Have you ever had sex in a public place?

Have you ever led someone on?

Have you ever thrown a tantrum to get your way?

I selected
yes
for everything. If they were looking for crazy, I would give it to them.

We made it through the first round and found there were only ten people left from our group. Serena winked confidently as we were separated into smaller rooms with interviewers. A personality test later and I was cleared for round three.

A girl in the next room gave me more waivers and informed me casually, ‘This is the aesthetics test. If you make it on the show, you'll be expected to wear what we provide for you, which will be mostly bikinis and resortwear. Are you comfortable in your own skin?'

‘Yeah, I actually am.' All my gym time had paid off.

‘Great. We're after a specific look, so I'll need to see you in your underwear.' She tapped her stylus against her tablet and stared at me.

‘What?
Now?
'

‘Yes. Or you're welcome to leave.'

If I was going to back out, it would have been then. But my sister's face swam before me, and I sucked up my inhibitions. I shucked out of my jeans and pulled off the silky top before I could rethink my choice.

‘Great,' the girl said, marking something off on her screen. ‘What's your bra size?'

***

After dressing, I joined the other auditionees in the almost-empty auditorium.
That actually wasn't as hard as I thought it would be …

Looking around, I tried to find Serena. There were only about twenty people milling around the seats, giggling and chatting, and I couldn't see my friend anywhere.

‘Excuse me,' I tugged the sleeve of the closest production assistant. ‘Are we waiting on more people?'

He consulted his schedule. ‘Nope, that's it. You guys are the short list.'

‘Out of my group?'

‘Out of everyone.'

I gasped as he scurried off. There were thousands of people out the front when we started the day and now I was one of the last ones left standing. Despite myself, I felt a little special.

Wait … Serena's gone?
I was only standing there because of my friend. With her cut from the audition, I felt my resolve to get on the show start to falter.

I looked around for the assistant again to tell him that I wanted to leave, when my neck prickled.
Someone is watching me …

Turning, I found myself pinned under the intense gaze of a certain judgemental barista.

Chapter 2

‘You!' I hissed, stomping over to where he leaned against the wall. ‘Mr “I'm-so-superior-to-anyone-auditioning-for-that-show!” You are such a hypocrite!'

With his wide mouth, he smiled at me. ‘Congratulations on making it through.'

‘Oh, go to hell,' I spat back. ‘What are you doing here anyway?'

‘I'm auditioning, same as you.' He gazed around the auditorium casually and I felt my irritation growing.

‘Were you always going to try out? Was it your plan to make me feel bad so you'd have one less person to compete against?' I was sure I was right. Why else would he be there?

He turned his aqua eyes on me and I read hurt inside their cool depths. It dissipated as he said, ‘I never gave you my name. I'm—'

‘Don't bother,' I said. ‘I've already christened you Douche-face.'

‘Creative.'

‘Thanks.'

We stared at each other for a minute and I wished things were different. It would have been so much less complicated if I hadn't been auditioning for the show. We could have drunk our tea and coffee, chatted, arranged another date. In a few nights, I could have been fluttering around, trying on the perfect outfit, choosing to wear my nice underwear, just in case …

Instead, I stood there, conflicted by feelings of indignation and lust and something more confusing. Connection? I wanted to kiss him as much as I wanted to slap him.

Before I could do either, a production manager got up on the stage. ‘Hey gang! Can I get you all to come and sit, please?'

Rolling my eyes at Douche-face, I stalked off to the other end of the seating, as far away from him as I could get.

In his nasal American accent, the manager went on. ‘Okay, so I'm Matt, and you guys are the final twenty contenders for the entire city of Melbourne!' I smiled at his pronunciation—
MelBOORN.

A raucous cheer went up, and Matt waved down the noise. ‘Now, now, don't get too excited. We're only looking for two people from Australia and we're auditioning in Sydney as well.
Erotic Island
will be made up of ten different nationalities, and held on a private island at an undisclosed location, and with a guaranteed million dollars for each contestant, we're being pretty picky about who we cast.'

I looked around at the other people in the room. To be fair, we were all young and good-looking. The girls flicked heads of shiny hair around, while I'd have been happy to take any of the guys to second base without a second thought.

So I knew the final selection wasn't going to be based on looks: it would come down to who would make for more interesting TV. Smoothing my straight hair down in a calming fashion, I steeled myself.
I'll give you interesting …

Matt consulted his iPad. ‘We're asking each of you to jump up on stage and tell us why you think you'll make a great addition to
Erotic Island
. You'll be filmed, so bring your A-game.'

He twirled his fingers at the camera guy at the back of the seating. ‘Let's start with Kylie Merton.'

A giggling girl with dark blonde hair scampered up onto the stage, and became the first person of eighteen people to say almost exactly the same thing.

‘So, I really want to go on
Erotic Island
because I'm fun and sexy and this is such an exciting show and I'm totally looking for love and I'm up for anything!'

The repetition was painful. No one mentioned the obvious—the gigantic cash prize.
Do they really think anyone will believe they're here for the experience?
When Matt finally called my name, I still wasn't sure what I was going to say, but I knew it would be different from the rest of them.

‘I'm Tara. I'm
not
here for love and I'm not up for anything—in fact, I didn't even find out sex was involved until after my friend signed me up for this thing.' I aimed that last comment in the direction of my least favourite barista. ‘I can't say I'm looking forward to having sex with a stranger on TV for cash, but I'll do it. I don't have a choice.'

I took a ragged breath and tried to ignore the piercing stare from Douche-Bob Coffee-Face sitting in the back. ‘I'm here for my sister. She got into an accident last year. She went out with her friends and the designated driver had one too many drinks. It was wet and he misjudged the corner. Ella … she survived. But she's a paraplegic now.'

To my horror, I felt my throat growing thick with the emotion, and tears I had no intention of letting fall flooded my eyes. ‘Ella is stuck in a government-funded rehab facility in rural Victoria. She's only got three months left before they kick her out, and she's got nowhere to go. Our parents can't look after her—they're retired, but they live in a caravan and they only make enough from the pension just to make it through the week. So I've been saving as hard as I can to buy a house where we can both live, but even if I manage it, I'd have to quit work to care for her.'

The tears spilled, despite my best efforts. I felt their hot tracks trail down my chin, which I lifted, and I said, ‘So, that's why I'd make a great addition to your show. I don't want to be here, but I'll do it for her. Thank you.'

When I was finished, no one clapped, the way they had after the other contestants.
Screw you guys.
I walked back to my seat, indignant at the silent room. Jutting my chin, I sat and stared straight forward at Matt as he reclaimed the stage.

‘Jesus …' I heard him mutter. He typed something on his tablet, then said, ‘Okay, lucky last, Christopher Carson.'

The alliteration rolled off his tongue, as I realised I'd just learned the name of my nemesis. Like a lithe panther, Douche-face leaped up onto the stage.

‘I'll be quick,' he said, eyes zeroed in on me. ‘I'm here for one reason. To win. And I'll fight, kick, yell, punch, screw or do anything I have to, in order to walk away with the prize I'm here for.'

I rolled my eyes at his bravado.
If only he wasn't so infinitely do-able.
He could have his million bucks. I just wanted mine.

Matt jumped back up again. ‘Thanks everyone! That's it for today. After the Sydney auditions next week, we'll give the successful candidates a call. The rest of you will get a form email. But thanks for coming in, and make sure you tune in to watch
Erotic Island!'

I snatched up my bag and practically ran for the lobby. Serena was waiting for me. ‘Oh my God! I can't believe you made it all the way to the final round! You go, girl! Amazing!'

‘Thanks. Let's get out of here.'

Serena's eyes narrowed. ‘Wait … is that the guy from the coffee shop?'

Chris passed behind us. I could feel him on my skin, the way you can feel heat from a bonfire. Ignoring my traitorous body's reaction to his presence, I said, ‘Yup.'

‘He's pretty freaking hot.' Serena watched his denim-clad butt disappear through the door. ‘He was just about removing your clothing with his eyes right now. Wow—do you think he'll be on the show? Oh my god, how hot would that be? You and coffee-dude!'

I shivered at the thought, a vivid flash of Chris's mouth on mine, his hands in my hair. Shaking my head, I replied, ‘Never going to happen. Not even for a million dollars.'

***

A week later, I was pulling extra hours at the hotel where I work night shift. My feet sore, I leaned heavily on the high counter at the reception desk. Luckily it had been quiet, so when my phone rang in my bag I answered it immediately.

Normally, Ella and Serena are the only people who call me after 6pm, so when I saw the unknown number on my screen, I frowned.

‘Hello,' I answered, speaking softly so my voice wouldn't echo around the deserted lobby.

‘Is that Tara?'

‘Yeah,' I said, cautiously. ‘Can I help you?'

‘Tara, this is Maxine. I'm the executive producer for
Erotic Island
. Is now a suitable time to talk?'

‘Sure!' My voice was just a little high, hardly betraying my drumming pulse at all.

All week, I'd been convincing myself that they wouldn't call. I'd checked my inbox every five minutes for the first three days, and once an hour after that, waiting for the rejection email that never arrived.
They're busy, they've found people they like better, they want more Kylies.
Honestly, I didn't for a second think that the phone would ring.

Maxine spoke in a clipped, British accent. ‘I shan't beat around the bush. We loved your audition footage and we'd like to offer you a place on
Erotic Island
.'

Lucky no one was nearby, because my legs gave out and I sank to the cold foyer tiles. ‘Oh my god. Oh god! Really?
Really?'

‘Yes, really,' came the neutral reply. ‘I'm aware it's quite late in Melbourne, but check your inbox as soon as you can. You'll find an email from us, with flight details and non-disclosure agreements. Return them swiftly. You're booked on a flight to LA to film pre-interviews next week.'

‘Next week?' Now my voice was practically a screech.

‘Put your affairs in order, Miss Tara. You're about to start a new adventure.'

***

Of course, I immediately called Serena, who screamed so loud I could hear our neighbours yelling at her. Sadly, there wasn't anyone else to tell. My parents are, well, old-fashioned. They wouldn't understand what I'm doing here, and they're not exactly the target viewing audience since the caravan doesn't even have a TV, so I don't worry about them finding out.

As for my gorgeous sister, I called Ella the day before I left. ‘Hey, girl!' she answered, as bright as ever. Her spirit is stronger than any disability. ‘When are you coming up to see me again?'

My eyes prickled. Without a car, it was impossible for me to get to Ella unless my parents were travelling up. ‘Ella, I'm so sorry. I just found out about this trip I've won, and I'm heading out tomorrow.'