Authors: Cynthia Reese
Unexpected pleasure rushed through Andrew at Daniel's rare compliment. The city had indeed awarded Eric, Chase Jackson and Andrew commendations for bravery following the fire. At the time, it had kind of embarrassed Andrew, and he figured it was mostly because Eric had been hurt, and he and Jackson had only managed to get Katelyn out.
Daniel's praise? That meant somethingâsomething that helped take the sting out of any accusing glare Mallory Blair might shoot his way.
CHAPTER SIX
F
RANTICALLY
M
ALLORY
DUG
through yet another box. Nope, no pots and pans, even though it was labeled clearly with the word Kitchen scrawled in her hand. She must have mixed it up with this box of sheets and towels in her hurry to get everything out the door before the landlord charged her another month's rent.
“I'd help you if I couldâ” Katelyn grunted with effort as she tried to shove another stack of cartons over to maneuver her wheelchair through the clutter of moving boxes.
At the sound, Mallory stopped and looked up. “Don't! You'll knock those over and hurt yourself!”
“Mal...” Katelyn sighed. “Forget it. Let's order a five-dollar pizza. I saw a take-out place as we drove through town. Just tonight, can we please, please,
please
not scrimp?”
For a moment, Mallory was so tempted. She, too, had seen the pizza place, and the last tenants had thoughtfully left a fridge magnet with the number on it. There was the phone... One call, and someone would be winging his way over with a hot, cheesy pizza that Mallory didn't have to lift a finger to get.
Reality came crashing down. “Katelyn... I don't have five dollars.” The confession humiliated her.
“What? C'mon. We're not
that
broke. Are we?” Surprise and disbelief flooded Katelyn's eyes...and when Mallory didn't deny it, alarm quickly followed. “Are we?” she insisted.
“Yeah. We are. I'm between jobs, sweetie. I won't get paid for another two weeks, and I had to use our savings for the first and last months' deposit.”
“Well...what about your slush fund?”
Mallory couldn't help but smile. Her “slush fund” was an emergency twenty she had tucked behind her driver's license. “I used it to pay Kyle for the gas to move us down here.”
“Oh, man, if you used your slush fund, we
are
broke.”
“Wellâwe're not
totally
broke, but I have to have gas money to get you back and forth to therapy and me to work. If worse comes to worst, I can ride your bike or even walk. It's only a couple of miles from here to downtown.”
“A couple of miles! That's an hour's walk! And not even you could bike in heels. No, Mallory, you're not going to walk. We'll... Man. I so did want a pizza.”
“Yeah. I can taste the pepperoni. I have some flour and yeast, and we have that block of mozz. And I scored a couple of cans of tomato paste on sale. I think I've still got itâsomewhere...” Mallory surveyed the sea of boxes. “We'll have pizza, Katelyn. Maybe not pepperoni, but we'll have pizza.”
Katelyn made a sudden choking sound, and Mallory realized she was trying not to cry. Mallory weaved her way back through the boxes and knelt down beside her sister. “What? Are you hurting? I can get your meds.”
Katelyn screwed up her fists and scrubbed at her eyes. “I hate this. I hate it. I can't even help you look for the blasted tomato paste. This is all my fault. If I hadn't been so
stupid
, I wouldn't have gotten hurtâ”
“No. No, honey. It's not your fault. The house burning down wasn't your fault. You being left thereâthat wasn't your fault, eitherâ” Was it Andrew Monroe's? Would it make it easier somehow to blame someone for the circumstances of their life?
Yeah. Yeah, it would.
“Can Iâ Is there any way I can lie down for a while? I'm sorry, Mallory, but I'm so tired...”
Katelyn did look tired. Her earlier energy seemed gone, and now dark circles ringed her lower lids and her pink cheeks had faded back to chalky white, with her freckles standing out in stark contrast. “Sure. The bed's the one thing we can actually get to.”
Mallory helped her sister to her cramped bedroom, felt her back ache even at Katelyn's slight weight as she assisted her out of the wheelchair and onto the bed. Katelyn was already drifting off as Mallory pulled the covers up to her chinâover those poor scarred legs and feet.
Mallory felt her own throat close up and she choked back tears as she watched Katelyn settle into sleep. The facility had warned her that Katelyn still had nightmares and that her sleep “wasn't of good quality,” as the discharge planners had put it. Mallory wasn't surprised that her sister was tuckered out by seven o'clock.
Rest. And a settled, stable home life, away from medicinal smells and beeping monitors and nurses that said, “This may hurt a little,” when they really meant it would be agony. Yeah, that was what Katelyn needed.
Mallory sighed. She had an apartment to settle and arrange, and a first day on the job tomorrow. Katelyn needed
that
, too.
By eight, Mallory had discovered that the tomato paste and other canned goods weren't in any of the boxes labeled Kitchen, and that her usual organizational skills must have taken a leave of absence when she'd been packing up.
Still, she'd made some progress. The pots and pans were found and liberated, the glasses unpacked.
The last one in the box, a big brown iced-tea tumbler, she set carefully down on the dinette table and examined for nicks or cracks. With a sigh of relief, she realized it had come through the move unscathed. It had been her dad's favorite glass, much to her mom's despair, as it hadn't matched anything else in their kitchen.
Neither Mallory nor Katelyn drank anything out of it. It stayed in the cupboard with the other glasses, a reminder of all the times Mallory had toted a tall glass of iced tea out to her dad's garage workshop.
With a gentle finger, she skimmed the smooth brown surfaceâit had been some leftover of the 1970s that he'd found for a quarter at a garage sale. Touching it felt as if she was touching him, that he was a breath away, ready to wrap her in his arms for a reassuring bear hug and a promise that things would get better.
The loud, unfamiliar brring of the doorbell startled her out of her reverie. The rental manager? A neighbor?
Mallory wended her way through the maze of cartons to the door. This apartment complex hadn't appeared too friendlyâit was a low-income subsidized complex where people seemed suspicious of newcomers. She'd chosen it in spite of the atmosphere, because it had a stackable washer and dryer, and it was handicap accessible.
Maybe she'd been wrong. Maybe there were neighbors out there who cared enough to introduce themselves.
She looked through the peephole and took a step back.
There, on the tiny stoop, stood Andrew Monroe.
And he was holding a take-out pizza carton.
* * *
A
NDREW
WAS
DEBATING
between leaving the pizza on the porch and ringing the doorbell for a third time when finally the door swung open.
The Mallory Blair it revealed looked nothing like the one he'd seen before. Gone was the polished wardrobe, and in its place a faded T-shirt and jeans. Her hair was pulled back in a neat ponytail, save for one strand of auburn silk that had escaped across her cheek. The biggest change was her glassesâthe dark rims framed her intense green eyes and made her look like some glamorous scientist in a television commercial.
“Hi,” she got out. The awkwardness was apparent. “Iâ How did youâ”
“Katelyn's address on her chart. I honestly thoughtâ” he glanced around at the other low brick duplexes. “I thought maybe you'd written down the address wrong. It didn't seem to fit with...uh, what you'd live in.”
Did her chin jut out a bit? Yeah, it did.
“This was handicap accessible. And it's just temporary,” she cut him off in a stiff voice.
He shifted the pizza to his other hand. “Well, uh, it occurred to me that maybe, what with moving in and all, you guys could do with a pizza.”
Okay, so he was a rat and he was actually using the pizza as a pretext for spying on her, which was exactly what Dutch had advised against. In fact, the lawyer's last words that morning had been “Stay away from Mallory Blair. Far, far away, understand? The less you have to do with her, the better.”
Apparently, though, Andrew couldn't have picked a better thing to bait Mallory with. The way she was regarding that pizza... Man, her mouth was practically watering. She seemed to be of two minds as to whether she should accept his Trojan horse, but one mind was definitely winning.
“Well, come on in, but please excuse the mess. And Katelyn is asleep, if you've come to see her.”
Andrew followed her in. “No, no, it was youâ” He broke off and pretended to stub his toe on a carton to cover up his nearly blurted-out confession. This spy business was for the birds.
“What? Are you okay?” She had already bent down and appeared ready to whip off his steel-toed work boot to inspect for damage.
“Yeah, but I hope the same goes for whatever's in the box.”
Mallory glanced at the label, which proclaimed it to be Mallory's Shoes. “Oh, yeah, it should be fine. Wellâif I marked it right, that is. Apparently I labeled more than a few things wrong, but my old landlord was insisting that I move out before the next due date or pay a full month's rent. I asked if I could pay for a few extra daysâ”
She broke off as she entered the tiny kitchen, as if she were suddenly aware of what she was saying and to whom. To fill the silence, Andrew supplied, “No dice, huh? Maybe he had other folks wanting to move in?”
Mallory shrugged. “Maybe. I got us out just in time. What's a few mislabeled boxes, right?”
“The pizza okay on the table?” He went to move a big ugly brown glass, but Mallory leaped to intercept him as if the thing was a priceless antique.
She cradled it against her chest, her cheeks pink with embarrassment. “Uh...it was my dad's. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to insult you. It's only... When we had to sell everything...after... Well, there wasn't much left, which was just as well, because we didn't have much space. So...that's my inheritance. My dad's favorite iced-tea glass.”
Something about the way she held it so protectively moved Andrew. He cleared his throat, looked away. “Crazy, isn't it? The things we hold on to? For me, it's my dad's reading glasses. He'd started needing them right before he died, and, well... I still have them. Sometimes...sometimes I take them out and put them on and try to see the world like he saw it. Silly, huh?”
“No,” she said in a rush, full of energy and force. “No, it's not. Not when it's the only thing you've got left to hold on to.”
Now her mouth curved into a rueful grin. “I do have something we can actually use to drink out of, so let me put this away. Will ice water be okay?”
Andrew kicked himself for not thinking to bring a liter of cola. “Uh, I wasn't planning on stayingâ I just was dropping thisâ”
“No, I insist. Do, please, have a seat. Uhâbut, you'll have to move that boxâ”
“No worries.” He smiled and waved her away. “You get that ice water, and I'll clear the chairs for us.”
After she set two more reasonably sized drinking glassesâdainty stemmed water gobletsâon the table along with a couple of ornately decorated china plates, he noticed that she quickly folded cloth napkins into an elegant restaurant-style. “Wow,” he commented. “Fancy, aren't we?”
“Well, of course, in honor of your generosity, only cloth napkins will do.”
“Not even Ma brings out the cloth napkins much anymore,” Andrew commented. “And she's a stickler for things like that. I'm impressed that you've been able to find the china and the napkins in all your boxes.”
“That's about all I've been able to find, that and the pots and pans. I thought I'd gotten things down to the bare basics after our last move, but apparently not. And I even held a yard sale before this move.”
“You move a lot, then?”
Duh, that was smooth, Monroe
, he thought to himself. To prevent himself from saying anything else, he took a bite of the pizzaâstill warm, despite the drive and the wait outside for her to answer the door.
Mallory must have been starving, because her pizza slice was history, and she was reaching for another. “This is good! I should wake Katelyn up...”
“If she's asleep, maybe she needs rest more than food. Maegan said she worked her pretty hard today.”
“Your sister...” Mallory's eyes filled. “She's wonderful. So patient and
thorough
. I wish we could have had a therapist like her at the rehab facility. I'm sure Katelyn would have already been walking if we had.”
“Maegan is good, and I'm not saying that because she's my sister. Katelyn's in excellent hands, Mallory.”
“IâI can tell.” Mallory put the second slice of pizza down on her plate and fiddled with her napkin. “She's so good at motivating Katelyn, and that's not always an easy task.”
Andrew was surprised at Mallory's comment. “That's...well, your sister seems pretty driven to me. She seems to want to get better and to be willing to put the work and effort in.”
Mallory took a bite of the pizza, chewed it thoughtfully, and only after she'd washed it down with a swallow of city water did she answer, “Yes, and no. She has great intentions. She gets started with a bang, but...she's not... I wish she would stick with things, you know? Finish things.” She trailed off and seemed lost in thought for a few minutes. And then, abruptly, she answered the question he'd posed a few minutes earlier.
“I only move when I have to. You know, if the rent goes up at the lease renewal. Try squeezing all the things that came from a house into an apartment. Or even a quarter of the things. After every move, I want to sell everything down to a Zen-like bareness. Then I think, âGee, I might need that...or what if I miss that?' I sound like a hoarder, don't I?”
Andrew laughed. “You sound like Ma. She has a use for everything. She even saves old toilet-tissue cores so that she can use them to make seed pots for starting our tomatoes early.”