Sun & Moon - a contemporary romance (The Minstrel Series #1)

SUN & MOON

by Lee Strauss

Copyright © 2014 Lee Strauss

This is a work of fiction and the views expressed herein are the sole responsibility of the author. Likewise, characters, places and incidents are either the product of the author’s imagination or are represented fictitiously and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual event or locales, is entirely coincidental.

All rights reserved.

This book, or parts thereof, may not be reproduced in any form without permission.

Cover by
Steven Novak Illustration

Interior by
Novel Ninjutsu

She has a past. He has a secret.

Katja Stoltz is a risk-taking singer-songwriter hoping to make it in the indie music scene in Dresden, Germany. Micah Sturm’s a brooding uptown banker on a quest.

Driven to the streets, Katja is picked up by Micah – he doesn’t want what she thinks he does.

There’s an undeniable attraction between them, a gravitational pull they both struggle to resist. Katja knows she mustn’t fall in love with this handsome enigma. There’s something dark lurking beneath the surface. He could be dangerous.

And even if her life isn’t on the line, heart most definitely is.

The Minstrel Series is a collection of stand-alone contemporary romance companion books set in the singer-songwriter world, each with a HEA, a happily ever after.

Sun & Moon includes MP3 links to original music performed by Canadian Folk artist Kim McMechan.

SUN & MOON

Words and music by Joel Strauss. Copyright Joel Strauss. Remake recorded by Kim McMechan. All rights reserved. Used by permission.

THINK BACK

Words and music by Sarah Brendel. Copyright Sarah Brendel. Remake recorded by Kim McMechan. All rights reserved. Used by permission.

HOW DEEP CAN YOU FEEL

Words and music by Norm Strauss. Copyright Norm Strauss. Remake recorded by Kim McMechan. All rights reserved. Used by permission.

DON’T GO NOW

Words and music by Kim McMechan. Copyright Kim McMechan. All rights reserved. Used by permission.

Katja poked a finger through the hole in the seam of her skirt. It ran to her ankles, three tiers of crimson fabric, like a gypsy would wear. It was made from soft crumpled linen, the kind that never needed ironing. She’d found it in a cool little second hand store on
Alaunstrasse
and had smiled when she realized she had just enough euros in her pocket to buy it.

She took a deep breath and tugged. The seam ripped and she kept pulling, feeling the heat of anger and frustration build in her chest as the bottom two tiers of her skirt fell to the floor. Now her legs, long and lean, were adequately exposed.

These were her tools,
Irma had said. Rent was due tomorrow, and if she didn’t want to sleep behind a trash bin on the frost-covered streets, she’d better put those shapely legs and the rest of her youthful body to work.
She had a nice face,
Irma had said. She could make what she needed in one night if she played her cards right.

Katja’s knees gave out, and she found herself curled up on the floor, gripping the red fabric, pushing it against her face. She pinched back tears that stung the back of her eyes. She had to be strong. She
was
strong. Women did this every day, and it wasn’t like she was going to make a career of it. It was no big deal. Right?

Then why did her lungs feel like they were collapsing as she barreled down a dark abyss?

The sun shone like liquid yellow through the tall, east-facing windows, creating the illusion that the early morning on a day in March was warm. Katja shifted on the lumpy sofa until her chilled body landed in its rays. Her wallet rested on her stomach as she counted her money again. She was short on the rent due in three days by twenty euros. She shoved the bills and coins back inside. Inhaling, she filled her lungs and stretched. Twenty euros wasn’t so much. She could make that by selling two CDs. She’d just head to Augustus Bridge later that day and busk again. Surely she’d get enough donations before the authorities shut her down for not having permission. One way or another, she told herself, she’d make enough to appease her roommates, and get to eat dinner, too.

Look how lucky she’d been so far. The first thing she did when her train arrived in
Neustadt
, the new town area of Dresden, on a brisk January evening was head to the popular Blue Note Pub. She’d discovered the hangout online long before she left Berlin on a whim. A tingle of excitement had flared in her when she’d first read about it, and she’d felt something stir inside her that she hadn’t in a long time.

Opportunity.

She knew her kind of people would be found in a place like that, and she was right. She’d met Irma, who shared this two bedroom flat with Martina, an art student. Irma offered Katja their sofa in exchange for a portion of the rent until she found her own place.

It was small and cluttered, but artsy, with one wall painted turquoise blue, the other crimson red and another tangerine orange. Much of Martina’s artwork filled the space. The kitchen ran along the blue wall and included a well-used, hip-high white fridge and a mini stove. Katja ran the calloused tips of her fingers along the thin, fraying upholstery of the sofa she slept on. It was part of the collection of mismatched livingroom pieces.

Her tongue found the ring in her lip. Even though Irma had invited Katja, Martina had been less than thrilled by her presence, and gradually Irma had taken the same stance. Her roommates had grown increasingly impatient and unfriendly. Katja’s savings hadn’t lasted as long as she would’ve liked. A pit formed in her chest. She was running out of time. Even though Katja had done everything she could to stay as invisible as possible, she knew they wanted her gone.

She’d find her own place next month. For sure.

Katja sat up and eyed the blond Taylor guitar that rested in the corner. It was the only thing of value she owned. Martina had prodded her to sell it. It was worth enough to secure a month's rent somewhere else, but that would be like selling the cow when you lived off its milk. Her guitar was her ticket to freedom. Selling it was not an option.

She just needed the right person to hear her play, to get one song picked up by someone famous. She just needed her
break
. You never knew how or when that would happen, Katja thought. She just couldn’t give up.

She flipped through the pages of her notebook. Scribbled lyrics, observations and musings were framed with doodles of flowers and vines, butterflies and ladybugs—evidence of her mind when it was unleashed and unshackled. She read over the lyrics she’d written the day before.

Close your eyes

Try not to speak

Forget the hours of your struggling

Try to fix the trouble

And pieces of your broken mind

Think back to when you were a child

And your heart was free and you were alive

Her pen rested on her chin as her mind went back to those short, carefree days of long ago: before her father left her family, and her mother’s job was simply to love and care for her, before she married that moron Horst, and her little half-sister Sibylle came along.

The pills her mother started taking to cope allowed her to function sufficiently at work for a while, but she was fired a year ago and had spent most of the time since lying in the darkness of her bedroom. She couldn’t protect Katja anymore. She couldn’t take care of her. She didn’t even blink or try to talk Katja out of leaving when she told her she was going.

Her friend Henni’s parents would’ve freaked out. They’d never let their precious daughter ruin her life by quitting school and chasing a fairytale.

Katja was no one’s precious daughter. Except for God’s, if she’d let herself believe such a thing.

She grabbed her Taylor, laid it across her lap and folded her arms around it like it was her baby. She strummed it and hummed, and scribbled out a few more lines. She wrote in English. She always wrote her songs in English.

The streets that you are traveling on

They lead you far away from home

And you don’t know where you’re going to…

Not bad, she mused, then sang it from the beginning.

“Do you
mind
?”

Martina’s sharp voice snapped her out of the song. She stood across the room with hands on hips, and pinned Katja with a glare. “It’s
Saturday
morning!”

“I’m sorry. I didn’t realize.”

“Didn’t realize the sun has barely risen?” Martina scoffed and stomped back to her room, closing the door.

Katja thought this would probably be a good time to slip out for a bit. She dressed quickly, pulled her long, honey-blond hair up in a messy bun, and bundled up in her winter coat. She never went anywhere without her notebook and sketch pad. She tucked them into her shoulder bag before leaving.

Her quick breaths shot out small white puffs in the cold air and she tightened the scarf she’d wrapped around her neck. The cobblestone streets of
Neustadt
were bustling with foot traffic despite the cold. She didn’t have a destination, and she didn’t have money to spend, so window shopping was the only kind of shopping she’d be doing. She just liked to wander and take in the sights, occasionally stopping to sketch. She added a couple doodles of street vendors to her collection and sat on a bench in the park in front of Martin Luther Church for a while, sketching out the building’s gothic spire. She made a copy of the graffiti on the brick wall around the corner on the next road.

After a while she passed the street church near the center of town. It wasn’t a flamboyant stone church like the traditional ones, but merely rented shop space on the ground floor of an apartment building. The windows were often covered with graffiti-laden metal blinds, but today they were raised and everyone walking by could see inside. A girl with straight, brown hair was playing guitar in the corner while hungry lunchtime visitors listened and waited for the soup to be served.