Summer Breeze (3 page)

Natalie leaned against the deck railing. “Her shop?”

“Barnaby’s Barn.” Bella joined her against the railing, and they both gazed out at the water. “She sells children’s things, mostly. Handmade clothing. Handmade wooden cradles. She’s kind of an artist herself, but not like you. She makes these miniature collections called Lake Worlds.” Bella always felt protective of her mother when she spoke about her creations.

“Lake Worlds?” Natalie prompted.

“When we were children, Mom invented stories for us about the creatures who lived around Dragonfly Lake. Darling Deer and her family for Beat—that’s my older sister. Her name is really Beatrice.
Timid Toad and his warty family for Ben, and Busy Bunny for me. Barton Bear for Brady.”

Natalie’s eyes flicked toward the woods. “Are there bears around here?”

“There could be, but don’t worry, I’ve never seen one.”

Natalie relaxed. “So go on.”

“Well, our friends were crazy for the dolls, so Mom made more animals for birthday and Christmas presents, complete with miniature nests and lairs. I’ll show you sometime. She began to get phone calls from parents, offering to pay her if she’d create a set of animals for their children. At the same time, a small barn just on the outskirts of Amherst came up for sale. So she got the idea for her shop. That was sixteen years ago.”

“Cool.”

“Yeah, the money helped a bit, especially when we all started college, but Mom didn’t particularly care about the money. She enjoyed creating Lake Worlds and seeing children’s faces when they came into the shop. But while her leg healed over the past few months, I’ve run the shop for her.”

Natalie tilted her head, studying Bella. “Do you enjoy running it?”

Bella looked back at Natalie. She liked her frank question. “Truthfully? I do, but … have you ever had a great idea at the back of your mind and it won’t come quite clear?”

Natalie threw back her head and laughed. “All the time!”

Aaron approached them, glasses of Pinot Grigio in his hands. “Ladies?” he offered, with a pretentious bow.

“I’d love some.” Natalie took a glass.

“Natalie, this is my boyfriend, Aaron,” Bella said. She stumbled over the introduction. What should she call him? He was certainly more man than boy. They weren’t engaged yet, but they were definitely not merely friends.

Aaron turned toward Natalie, and Bella thought how proud she was to be his girlfriend—or whatever she was. Aaron wasn’t provocative like an underwear ad, but he gave off an air of steadiness, rock-solid capability, competence. If he’d been a surgeon, Bella
would have let him operate on her. If he’d been a pilot, she’d have boarded any plane he flew.

But he was an architect, and he was aimed toward California.

Natalie was asking Aaron, “What kind of architecture do you prefer? Or perhaps the question should be, who are your favorite architects?”

More guests were arriving at the party, all carrying an offering: a bottle of wine or a casserole or a tray of deviled eggs. Bella saw her mother and father stroll down to the water’s edge, leaning toward each other as they talked. Something had happened since Louise broke her leg, Bella thought. Her parents had always been a team, but now they seemed even closer. She’d talk it over sometime with Ben, if she could drag his attention away from his work for a second or two.

As if summoned by her thoughts, Ben came up the steps to the deck and joined their group.

Natalie sensed an eager
click
in her chest when Ben approached. She believed she’d developed a certain sort of judgment from all her years of painting, like an organic and obstinate lock growing right below her diaphragm. She would arrange objects for a still life—a vase, a silver platter, a bunch of grapes—and the lock stayed stubbornly shut. She’d remove the grapes, lay a sheaf of daffodils across the platter, and
click!
—the reluctant lock snapped open. So she knew when a painting was right for her.

That same
click!
startled her when she saw Ben face-to-face. Something inside her opened to him. She thought she gasped; she hoped no one noticed.

Next to her, Bella stirred. “Natalie, this is my brother Ben. Ben, this is Eleanor Clark’s niece, Natalie …?”

Natalie supplied her last name. “Reynolds.”

Bella nodded. “Right. She’s living here this summer.”

Ben gave Natalie a preoccupied hello.

Natalie returned a lukewarm “Hi”; she didn’t want to appear eager.

“Great day,” Aaron said. “Have you been swimming yet?”

Ben answered, “Not yet. The water’s still cold. But I got the canoe out last weekend.”

Bella slid her arm through Aaron’s. “Could you help me set out the salads? I think they’re getting ready to eat.” She deftly pulled Aaron away.

Ben stood near Natalie, saying nothing.

“So,” Natalie asked, “you live on the lake, too, right?”

Without looking at her, Ben answered, “Not really. I mean, I grew up here, but, technically, my parents’ house is no longer my home. I’m thirty-two now. I moved out years ago. I live in Amherst.”

“I see. What do you do?”

“I teach at U. Mass.–Amherst,” he said as he cast a sideways glance at her and blushed deeply.

Well,
ha!
she thought, he was as
attracted
to her as she was to him. She angled her body toward him, lifting her face toward his. “What do you teach?”

“Chemical engineering.” He stuck his hands in the pockets of his shorts, as if afraid of what they’d do left out on their own.

She confessed, “I’m not sure I know what chemical engineering is.”

“Most people don’t.”

She persisted. “Give me a try.”

He hesitated, then shot her another quick glance. He blushed again. “I heard you say you’re an artist.”

She smiled wryly. “True. But that doesn’t make me an
idiot
.”

Ben checked her face, as if to be sure she wasn’t ridiculing him, then told her, “Chemical engineering is more or less the combination of chemistry and physics with biosciences to create and construct new materials or techniques. Like nanotechnology or new fuels.”

“Oh, well, if you put it that way, then it’s perfectly clear,” Natalie teased.

Ben had pale blue eyes streaked with white, like shards of icebergs, as if a shield of cold protected the deep and complicated
depths. He had long, thick lashes, too, and shaggy blond hair. But he wasn’t surfer-boy tempting, he was grown-up tempting. He looked reflective, resolute.

And clueless. He didn’t seem to get the fun in her voice. He seemed, in fact, insulted. She hurried to appease him, because she really didn’t want to hurt his feelings.

“Maybe I could understand it a bit better if you gave me more details.”

“I’m working on hierarchical porous materials.”

“Okay …”

“We’re looking for a way to convert wood-based biomass into oil.”

“Fuel.”

“Right.”

“Got it. Sounds important.”

“It could be. I hope it will be.” He continued talking, enthusiastic now, explaining his lab, his grad students, the papers he’d had published in scientific journals she’d never heard of. As he talked, it was as if a light had gone on inside him. Natalie understood; she had her own light.

“There you are!” Louise Barnaby came onto the deck, carrying a toddler in her arms, followed by the appealing young couple Natalie had seen two houses down from Aunt Eleanor’s. “Natalie, I want you to meet Morgan and Josh O’Keefe. Oh, and I mustn’t forget Petey, their son.”

Petey clung to Louise with wide eyes.

“Say ‘Hi,’ Petey,” Morgan urged. The boy blinked. “It will take him a while. With the move, all the new people, so much change … He’s really a pretty gregarious little guy.”

Louise asked, “Morgan, didn’t you say Felicity Horton has babysat for Petey once or twice?”

“She has. Petey adores her.” Morgan added, “I do, too. She’s fifteen and still more Anne of Green Gables than Beyoncé.”

“Well, then, Petey, let’s go find Felicity!” Louise carried the baby away.

“Hi. I’m Josh.” Robust and red-haired, he sported a Rolex on his wrist.

Morgan held out her hand to Natalie. “I’m Morgan. You must be the artist, right?” She wore her long brown hair loose to her shoulders. She was tall, thin, and lanky, athletic-looking.

The O’Keefes introduced themselves to Ben, and for a while the four chatted amiably about the lake, the party, the long-awaited arrival of summer.

Morgan turned to face the lake. “This is our favorite time of day. I love to sit on the deck with a drink and see the light show.”

“It’s
your
favorite time of day,” Josh corrected mildly. “I’m usually driving home from work, if I’m lucky enough to leave that early.”

“Where do you work?” Natalie asked.

“At Bio-Green Industries.”

“In that new facility on the outskirts of Amherst?”

“Right. We’re working on plant technology, trying to find a way to propagate plants without the use of chemical enhancements.”

“I’ll drink to that!” Ben lifted his glass. He informed the others, “I’m a chemical engineer at the university. Working on biofuels.”

In a wry voice, Morgan said, “Oh, Ben. Just the kind of person who makes my life miserable.”

Puzzled, Natalie glanced at the two of them.

Ben asked Morgan mildly, “What do you do?”

“I was a biological and chemical safety officer at Weathersfield College outside Boston. I specialize in hazardous waste management.” Noticing Natalie’s perplexed expression, Morgan explained, “Chemical engineers and biosafety officers are natural enemies. Chemical engineers are more cavalier with the rules than chemists; they assume that because they’re working with small amounts of chemicals, they don’t have to be as careful and they can skirt the rules—”

“And biosafety officers take up all our precious time insisting we fill out piles of forms and nitpicking our every move when we’re trying to, oh, save the world!” Ben shot back. “We do not dump any chemicals down the drain. My lab is spotless.”

“Gosh, I’d love to see it someday,” Morgan replied wistfully.

Josh chuckled. “That’s my wife. Hand her safety goggles and gloves and she’s blissed-out.”

“I’ll take you through anytime,” Ben told her. “Did you hear about the terrible accident at UNH?”

“No. What happened?” Morgan leaned forward, fixated.

All around them, families and couples gathered in clusters on the deck and in the yard, sipping beer and wine, yelling orders at their kids, telling jokes, laughing. A teenage girl played on the beach with Petey. A yellow Lab wagged through the crowd, looking hopefully for dropped crumbs. Delicious aromas drifted through the air.

Bella approached. “Hamburgers and hot dogs, hot and juicy, get them on the grill now! Fix your plates, you guys, then join me and Aaron down at the table on the grass. We’re saving places for you.”

Morgan scanned the backyard. “I’ll get Petey.…” She went off toward the small beach.

Their group separated, some toward the drinks table, some toward the grill.

Bella took Natalie’s arm. “Having fun meeting your neighbors?”

Was it the wine, or the fresh air, or simply how easy it was to talk with Bella? In a whisper Natalie confessed, “I
am
having fun. Your brother’s intriguing.”

“Oh, please, don’t
you
start,” Bella moaned. “Ben’s got the personality of a turtle.”

“Bella.” Her father passed her, a glass of wine in each hand. “Be nice.”

Bella sighed theatrically. “This is what I get for living at home.”

“It’s a remarkable place to live,” Natalie told her, and she meant it. It was idyllic, not just the scenery but the sense of neighborhood. By the side of the house, several teenagers played volleyball, jumping, yelling, snorting with laughter. At the other tables, families gathered with other families, and Grace and John Horton strolled among the guests, saying hello and asking if they had everything they needed. Grace would never be anyone Natalie would choose as a close friend. She was at least ten years older, and in her ironed
white shorts and shirt and gold earrings shaped like anchors, there was something a bit prissy about her. Natalie was certain Grace would find Natalie’s artistic dreams too bohemian. But this seemed to be Grace’s talent—to hold large, casual gatherings where neighbors got together to enjoy life.

At Natalie’s table, the group broke off into separate islands of conversation. It amused Natalie to see how animated Ben was as he argued with Morgan about the Environmental Protection Agency’s attempt to bring all universities and colleges into compliance with the current hazardous waste management laws. Odd how Morgan, who’d seemed rather stiff, even aloof, when she first arrived, was vivacious now. Who knew what a few sweet words about waste management could do for a girl?

At her left sat Josh O’Keefe, leaning forward rather aggressively in his chair, pounding the side of one hand into the palm of the other like some revolutionary Russian, clearly trying to convince Aaron of something about Bio-Green. Natalie tuned in; was Josh actually trying to get Aaron to invest in Bio-Green? It sounded like it. Not the most charming way to converse at a cookout.

“Josh?” Bella asked sweetly, rising. “Would you help me clear the table?”

Josh said, “Of course,” and stood up to help. Instantly he reverted to the man Natalie had met on the deck: low-key, good-humored, easygoing.

Natalie leaned back in her chair for a moment, letting the talk all around her fade into the background while she lost herself in pleasure at the sight of the water shining as if glazed with gold by the setting sun. She wouldn’t allow herself to gawk constantly at Ben, but she was aware of him all during the evening, as if he were a song drifting through the air, or light from the rising moon.

When the party ended, Josh carried Petey home, the child’s head lolling on his shoulder, rather than risk waking the boy by placing him in the stroller. Back at their house, he carefully laid his son in his crib.

“I’ll take off his clothes and tuck him in,” Morgan whispered.

Josh nodded and left the room. As Morgan undid the snaps of his OshKosh overalls and slid them off his chubby body, Petey shifted in his sleep but didn’t wake. She checked his diaper—still dry; she’d just changed it at the Hortons’ house. He’d be comfortable enough in his tiny white tee shirt, even if a few grains of sand were sifting off his clothes. Her child lay flat on his back, arms and legs spread, as if he were effortlessly falling through his sleep. His lips opened slightly as he puffed his sweet breath into the air. The sight of his innocent face made Morgan feel peaceful in every vein and bone. She etched his face on her brain for the inevitable days to come when he would turn into Hyperactive Tantrum-Throwing Monster Boy.