SUIT and FANGS (14 page)

Ah God of Caros, save me.

Before I knew it, my instincts had again kicked in, and I was already trying to jump away. But I should have known Luka would have anticipated my reaction, and his fingers around my wrist kept me in place – and safe from the ever watchful gaze of Brethren guards around us.

“Asshole,” I hissed.

He chuckled, and this close, the sound was yet another caress that had my head spinning.

When Luka released me, I felt painfully bereft of his touch.

“Caylie?”

I glanced up, startled, and that was when I saw Luka offering his hand. My heart soared, even though I tried to keep a nonchalant expression on my face as I took his hand. 

“Let’s go home,” he said softly with a smile.

I nodded, not wanting to say anything that could ruin the night.

We bid farewell to the other guests, with Luka doing most of the talking while I stayed silent at his side. Not so long ago, we were doing the same but I was more…outgoing, more confident. Then, I thought Luka was proud to have me with her. That was really the main difference between now and then.

Ah, God of Caros, the truth still hurt.

Luka had sent my driver away earlier, asking permission from my parents to take me home. They agreed of course. This was Luka Georgiades, after all. And if it just so happened that rumors about how he acted like such a devastatingly dominant Alpha male in the bedroom abounded, well, most parents overlooked that. Mine virtually did, mostly because they had never pretended to hide their desire for uniting our families through marriage.

“Wait.” Luka tensed as he suddenly pulled me back, cupping my elbow in a tight grip just as I was step off the sidewalk to cross the street and go to where his black Porsche Camaro was parked.

I frowned. “What is it?”

Luka picked a pebble and to my surprise, he aimed it at his car. The pebble struck his car’s trunk. The next thing I knew, Luka had thrown me to the ground with him, using his body as shield as his car exploded into flames.

Chaos erupted, terrified screams mingling with cries of horror and the panicky rampage of footfall.

“Luka!” I pushed myself up, anxiety clawing at my heart as I shook Luka, who was still lying over me.
“Caylie?” Luka glanced at me, looking a bit disoriented. His eyeglasses had been thrown off by the explosion and when he gazed down at me, even I was a little blinded by the amethyst brightness of his eyes.

He pushed himself up even as his hands urgently roamed over my body, checking for injury by sight and by touch. “Are you all right? Are you hurt anywhere?”

I let him help me up, and I did my best to swallow back a groan of pain at how a part of my head felt like I had been hammered several times.

“Are you sure you’re fine?” Luka’s voice was still sharp with worry. He looked completely alert now, and the sight of him in control reassured me, as if it was all I needed to have my world back to normal.

“Are
you
all right?” Unable to help it, I lifted the sides of his jacket to check if he was bleeding anywhere. I breathed a sigh of relief when I didn’t find any blood stains. I pulled away and immediately swayed on my feet.

Luka caught me before I fell, sweeping me in his arms as he strode coolly away from the still-raging explosion behind us. The crowd around us parted immediately without Luka saying a word. Even dizzy with pain as I was, I couldn’t help noticing that Luka wasn’t doing anything to leash his power now. It was out in full force, erected like an invincible shield that kept everyone away from us.

“You don’t have to carry me,” I protested even though I really didn’t mean it. If I had to be honest, I loved being carried in his arms and feeling every woman’s gaze turning a bloody shade of red as they became consumed with jealousy.

“Just enjoy it,” Luka advised dryly.

A weak laugh escaped me. “You know me so well.” My eyelids fell closed involuntarily but I stirred when I felt Luka slowly lowering me. I started to struggle when I realized he was about to strap me to a stretcher. My fingers grasped his arm. “Luka, don’t leave me!” The words had barely slipped past my lips before something inside me tore open and I was once again thrown back into my worst nightmares.

Luka, please.

LUKA, PLEASE DON’T GO.

LUKA, PLEASE DON’T LEAVE ME.

The screams rebounded on each other, turning my brain into a cacophony of agonizing cries from my memories. My head exploded at the pain of it, and I cried out.

“Caylie!” Luka sounded like he was growling out my name in fear, but it reached me like a faint echo.

“Caylie! Caylie!
Caylie
!”

A tumultuously violent flood of images erupted in my mind the second my eyelids opened, but I managed not to make a sound. My survival training as a Caro had kicked in, something that we had been made to undergo the first year we entered school.

My gaze scanned my surroundings.
I was in a hospital, with three possible exits, five potential weapons, no signs of---

The door across my bed opened and Luka came out.

The tension left my body in an instant and I relaxed, knowing that I couldn’t ever be in trouble if Luka was here with me.

Luka rapidly crossed the room to bend down over me from the side of the bed, his knuckles tenderly caressing my face. There was a dull throb in my head, tempting me to fall asleep again, but I resisted it with all my might. How could I sleep when Luka was looking at me like this?

It reminded me of the old days, never mind if I had seen them with rose-colored glasses.

His violet eyes were intensely bright behind his own glasses. “How do you feel?”

“Like people made a fuss over me for nothing,” I mumbled honestly.

Luka half-groaned, half-laughed. “
Nothing
? You had a concussion, Caylie. I wouldn’t call that nothing.” He sounded extremely curt now. It was a sure sign of his frustration and annoyance, but what was he so irritated with?

“Why do you seem mad at me?” I demanded, unable to help it. I immediately winced after, the stringent tone I used enough to double the severity of my headache.

Luka’s scowl worsened. “I’m not mad at you,” he bit out. “I’m mad at myself for putting you in danger twice.”

My eyes widened. “Why would you think it’s your fault?”

His lips thinned into one straight line.

“Luka?”

His beautiful face was now devoid of any expression, and that was an answer in itself.

Of course,
I thought. Of course it would have to do with the Brethren. Or more likely the attack was because he was one of the Caros who strongly advocated for our involvement in the Alliance. As a result, Luka’s name wasn’t just a legend among our kind. People from other races also learned of him when he fought brilliantly at the side of Domenico Moretti when a brigand of vampires had attempted to ambush the werewolf prince and his human wife in the midways. If not for Luka, Riyu, and Stefan, the Moretti couple would have been severely outnumbered and without hope.

Knowing it was pointless to persist in this particular line of questioning, I asked instead, “Could you tell me exactly what happened to me?”

Luka’s knuckles, which had been stroking my cheek, stilled at my words. “You have a head injury caused by shrapnel. The doctor extricated three shards of glass from the left part of your temple.”

I flinched. “TMI, Luka.”

He ignored that. “The doctors say you’ll need a couple of days rest here before they can discharge you safely.”

Luka fell silent, and it was enough to make me sigh because I knew – even after all these years, even after hating him so much my anger at Luka was the only thing that kept me going in the past years – I still knew him.

“It’s not your fault,” I told him.

It was.”

“No, it wasn’t and if you insist it is, I’m going to do something crazy.”

Luka’s brow slowly went up.

I smiled.

After a moment, his lips twitched. “Crazy, huh?”

“
Yes.
And you know I mean it.”

The twitch became more apparent. “And so I do,” he murmured, and I knew I had won, even if it was only for this round.

Another thought occurred to me, and this time trepidation skittered across my spine. I started to push myself up, and with a puzzled frown Luka helped me into a half-reclined, half-sitting position before plumping the pillows behind my back.

Catching Luka’s hand before he could pull away, I made him look at me and what I saw in his gaze convinced me that I was right in what I was thinking.

“You’re thinking of using this as an excuse to leave me.”

Luka didn’t argue.

I knew I should be rejoicing in the fact that he was suffering because of me. If I was smart, I would take advantage of this moment and twist the knife even deeper by telling him I was traumatized by what happened. If I stuck to the original plan, this was one of the best times to extract my revenge because Luka took his responsibilitie’s seriously and I could make him feel that he had failed me.

But I
couldn’t.
All I could think was that he was leaving me…and the thought was literally driving me insane.

“Leaving me doesn’t guarantee that I’ll be left alone.”

Luka cursed, making me flinch. “Caylie, it’s not that easy.”

“If you leave me, I’ll die. If you don’t leave me, I’ll still die.

He choked. “That almost made sense.”

My head began to pound. “It does. So promise me.” Those words threatened to take over my mind, but I refused to give in, not until I had secured Luka’s word. I tightened my grip on his arm. “Promise me!”

Luka scowled. “Your head’s hurting, isn’t it? I told you to relax, dammit.”

“Then swear on the Brethren that this won’t be an excuse to leave.”

There was another moment’s hesitation before Luka bit out, “I swear, dammit, now
relax
!”

I fell against the pillows, my hand dropping limply off his arm.

Luka cursed fluidly, but this time I was so tired and in too much pain to react. “You are so damn stubborn,” Luka muttered.

Fingers slowly began to massage my aching head and I sighed in contentment. “Sleep,” he murmured.

I was in and out of consciousness in the next few days. Sometimes, I caught glimpses of my parents and enjoyed snatches of conversation with them. Once, I was conscious enough to register that Ever and Sabina had visited, with Phillip in tow. I vaguely remembered Jeff visiting as well, but this was more than a little hazy because somehow I could also recall Luka doing nothing to keep his power leashed, using it to intimidate the younger man to quickly bid me goodbye.

But most of the time, it was just Luka and me.

On my third night of confinement, I woke up feeling completely fine, free from the last lingering effects of the headache caused by my injury. Again, I caught Luka coming out of the restroom, his hair wet and fresh from the shower. He wore a light violet shirt, its sleeves pushed up to his elbows. It was my first time
not
to see him in a suit, and I had to admit that he looked a different kind of sexy dressed so casually.

I swallowed at the way the thin shirt perfectly sculpted the muscles of his body.

Luka’s head shot up, the tiny sound that I made enough to catch his attention. A smile slowly broke over his cruelly beautiful lips and his violet eyes gleamed. “
You’re awake,
” he breathed softly.

“You changed clothes.” I tried not to sound accusing.

Luka laughed. “Relax,
mi vavli.
I didn’t leave your side for a second. I had someone from the house bring me a change of clothes.” One golden brow lifted. “Satisfied?”

“Mmm…” I was satisfied, but I didn’t want him to know how much his answer meant to me. That would be the past all over again, and I would never give anyone that much power over me once more.

Luka stood at the side of my bed, bending to run his fingers through my hair. “You are such a spoiled little bauble,” he murmured as he gave me a glass of water to drink.

Pausing between sips, I pouted at him. “Yet you still want me anyway, don’t you?”

Luka rolled his eyes.

It was so uncommon for him to do that I choked on my water.

Luka swiftly took the glass from me, a smirk playing on his lips.

“You did that deliberately,” I gasped.

“Mm…” Oh God of Caros, but that smirk was so sexy on Luka it made me thirst for something else.

Luka handed me a thick leather-bound book. I flipped it open and realized it was the hospital’s menu for Caro patients. “You haven’t drunk any blood since you came here.”

I pushed the menu back at him, uneasy at the thought of taking blood in his presence – or anyone else’s for that matter. Doing so in the throes of lust was fine, but if it was for sustenance? It didn’t seem…proper. “I don’t think---”

“Don’t tell me after everything you’re going to act all shy and demure
now
?” Luka asked, deadpanned.

A blush stole my cheeks even as I glared at him. “
Luka
…”

“Are you the same girl who asked me to
indulge---
”

I snatched the menu from him, snarling, “
Cerra ti.
”

Yet this time, Luka only released a low sexy laugh that instantly turned my irritation into sexual frustration. Ah, sweet Caro heaven, but this man could so easily turn me on without even trying! Had I really thought I could take my revenge on him?

I thought back on the last few days. Luka had never left my side, not even for his duties with the Brethren it seemed. Was this really the same guy who had discarded me so callously years ago?

Had he changed? And if he did, what had caused it?

The image of Emilia Moretti flashed in my mind.

“Caylie?” Luka’s tone was faintly questioning.

“J-just trying to choose something that wouldn’t make me fat,” I lied even as I did my best to will my fangs to retract without making any sound.

I tapped on the bestselling item under the light and frothy category. “This one please.”

Luka frowned. “That’s no good for an invalid.” He pointed to an item several lines below. “I think you should have this one.”

I made a gagging sound. “Oh come on, Luka! Blood Emerald?” For Caros, Blood Emerald, which was blood type O combined with several herbs, was the equivalent of healthy but disgustingly bland and dressing-less spinach.

“It’s what you need,” Luka pointed out, unaffected by my outburst.

“Fine! I’ll drink it if you do.”

“Deal,” he said without missing a beat.

“Luka!” I wailed. He wasn’t supposed to agree.

Luka gave me a pitiless look. “Don’t be such a baby.” He punched a few digits on the local phone and gave our orders.

“You’re such a monster,” I snapped when he put the phone down.

“It takes one to know one and you, my dear,” Luka murmured, “are a spoiled little monster.”

I made a face. “I hate it when you act all grown up.”

He rolled his eyes. “I have grown up.”

I fluttered my fingers. “Whatever.”

Our order arrived under a minute. The nurse kept on smiling provocatively at Luka as she laid the tray on the table. She bent extremely low just to show Luka what was hidden – or not so hidden – underneath her skimpy little uniform.

“We can take it from here,” I said coldly.

“Don’t you think you were a mite too sharp?” Luka remarked mildly when the door closed behind the nurse.