Authors: Anna Schmidt
“How did Rosalyn receive those burns?” he asked, and saw Samuel glance in the rearview mirror, deferring to Hester.
“It was a house fire,” she said. “The rest of her family died in the fire. She was the only one we were able to rescue.”
John half turned in his seat to look back at her. “You were there?”
“Among others,” she said softly. “It was my father who saved her.”
“Not only Arlen,” Samuel corrected her. “She says that while your father pulled her from the fire, you were the one who treated her and held her until the paramedics arrived.”
“I'm a nurse,” Hester replied with a slight shrug.
“And you have been her good friend,” Samuel added. “She tells me that without your support she could not have endured the recovery she had to go through, and she would not have found her way past all the stares of pity.”
It struck John that Samuel seemed to know quite a bit about Rosalyn. He thought about the way Samuel and Rosalyn had both seemed reticent in the other's company back in the thrift center. The way Samuel looked at Rosalyn, stealing glances when he thought she was otherwise occupied, was the look of a man who found that particular woman fascinating. It was the way his parents had looked at each other years into their marriage. It occurred to John that he could not recall a single time when Samuel had looked at Hester that way. For that matter, had John looked at Alice Yoder, the woman he'd been about to marry, that way?
He couldn't help wondering if Hester had noticed, or if she cared. She certainly seemed indifferent to Samuel, at least romantically speaking. On the few occasions when John had seen them together, she had interacted with Samuel more as a colleague, the way she was with Grady Forrest.
Well, it was hardly his concern. Why should he care if Hester's intended fell for another woman? Why should he care about her happiness at all? Not that she didn't deserve to be happy, he thought, as Samuel turned onto the cracked and broken asphalt road that led to the parking lot for the marina. She was clearly a good and caring person, a little too bossy for his taste, but her sincerity when it came to her concern for others could not be questioned.
The marina parking lot was filled with cars and trucks. John could see men shingling the roof of the bait shop as Arlen directed progress from the ground. The combination of the medical boot and closed shoe gave John more confidence in his movement, and he was out of the car and walking down to the pier before Samuel and Hester.
“You're looking more like a human being than a lagoon monster,” Margery commented. “The hat's a nice touch.”
John grimaced as he fingered the brim of the straw hat. “It does the job,” he repeated. “And speaking of jobs, looks like you'll be back in business within a couple of days.”
“Yep. Amazing what friends and neighbors can accomplish when they work together,” she said. “And when you let them help,” she added dryly. “You ought to try it sometime, Johnny.” She didn't give him a chance to respond. Instead, she walked away, calling out encouragement to the roofing crew.
John stared up at the crew, watching as the men worked on the roof and a group of women scraped peeling paint from the exterior walls of the marina, chattering and laughing together as they worked. Suddenly he was a boy again back on the farm, working alongside his father as they rebuilt a neighbor's barn after a tornado had roared through their valley. In the laughter of the women, he heard his mother's laughter, deep and rich, and he remembered how his father would stop what he was doing just to look at her for a moment. It was as if he wanted to memorize every detail of her.
“John?”
Coming back to the situation at hand, John blinked and turned his attention to Hester. She was standing next to him, looking up at him with a puzzled frown. “Are you all right?”
“Ich bin gut,” he said softly and realized it was the first time since leaving Indiana that he had used his German. “Fine,” he added, clearing his throat. “I came here to help, and so far I've done nothing. Time to get to work.” He picked up a hammer with his left hand and began pulling nails from the discarded boards that had been replaced by new wood.
A moment later, Hester was working alongside him. John sighed. The woman was as bad as Margery, always hovering around.
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amuel had taken his place on the roof, helping the other men finish the shingling. When the last nail had been pounded in, the men stood for a moment checking their work. Then Samuel waited his turn to come down the ladder and saw Hester working alongside John. She was unaware that he was watching her, and so he took the time to study her, consider his feelings for her.
Hester was by anyone's measure an incredible woman. The care she had devoted to her mother for five long years was in and of itself an act of such astonishing selflessness, but she had not stopped there.
Rosalyn had told him that in the months that followed Sarah Detlef's death, Hester had thrown herself into her work. She had stayed nights with sick children, and with elderly people whose main affliction was loneliness. And then the fire had come, and when Rosalyn had regained consciousness, it was Hester who had broken the news that her family had not survived. It was Hester who had stayed with Rosalyn and worked with her day in and night out until she recovered.
And yet in all the conversations they had shared, Samuel had not once heard any of this from Hester herself. She was a plain woman in the larger sense of that word, taking none of the credit for the things she accomplished. And Samuel admired her greatly.
He simply did not love her.
He had come to Pinecraft in the spring. He had seen Hester every day, spent numerous hours sharing meals with her and her father and grandmother, attended services and other church and community functions with her. Yet when he examined his feelings for her over that time, he had to admit that they had not changed. He respected her enormously, and in the beginning he had told himself that was a good start. They could build on that.
He also understood that she liked him. He had seen it in the way she would run her palm over some furniture he had finished for a customer. He saw it in the way she smiled at him when he teamed with Arlen on the shuffleboard court in the evenings after they had closed the shop. And he had told himself that in time they would find their way.
And then he had met Rosalyn.
In the weeks since the hurricane had passed, he had tried hard to tell himself that Rosalyn was merely a good friend to him, as she was to Hester. But when he found himself looking for her and at the same time trying to avoid her, he knew that his feelings had already blossomed beyond the point of simple friendship.
The fact that Rosalyn seemed oblivious to his attraction only made matters worse. For because of her work for MCC and her close connection with Hester, Rosalyn was often with Hester, and whenever Samuel was with them, Rosalyn did not treat him any differently than she did anyone else. He knew that he should have found that reassuring, but the fact that she clearly did not see him as someone special was downright depressing.
He could hardly avoid Rosalyn without raising questions about why he was avoiding Hester. So he buried himself in the work at the carpentry shop, insisting to Arlen that he could fulfill the back orders while Arlen attended to his work with MDS. And as he worked on a china hutch or desk that would find its way north to some snowbird's home, he silently prayed for God's guidance.
For Samuel was deeply troubled by the state he found himself inâfalling in love with a woman he'd barely exchanged more than four true conversations with while having in theory agreed to a union with the pastor's daughter. If he turned his back on Hester, then what right did he have to continue to work for Arlen? He loved his work and had found his true calling in the crowded shop where sawdust and wood shavings littered the floor throughout the day.
And his sense of loyalty was not just to Arlen. It extended to Hester as well, for it had been clear to Samuel from their first meeting that she had surrendered to the idea that one day they would marry and make a home and raise a family. She had accepted the life her father had planned for her in spite of the fact that Hester Detlef rarely acceded to the plans and wishes of others. And given her innate willfulness, Samuel could not help but wonder why Hester would acquiesce to her father's wish.
Samuel paused at the top of the ladder to watch Hester and John pull nails from discarded wood. It was true. In her way Hester was every bit as determined and stubborn when it came to doing things her way asâsayâJohn Steiner was. More than once Arlen had alluded to the comparison. Arlen had always counseled patience, meaning Samuel's need to practice patience with Hester, of course. And perhaps that was why Samuel had taken to visiting John Steiner more often. Perhaps in getting to know the Amish man who was in many ways like Hester, he was hoping to come to a better understanding of the woman who seemed destined to become his wife.
Once Margery's place had been restored and she was back in business, John was anxious to get his place to the point where he could move into the packinghouse and start planning how best to revive the groves of citrus trees that had been wiped out in the hurricane. During the three days it had taken Arlen's crew to repair the damage to the marina, John had faced the reality that even without his fractured wrist and badly sprained ankle, he might eventually have to accept more help than Zeke could provide.
“But no government people,” he told Margery one night as the two of them sat on the deck of her houseboat sharing supper.
She rolled her eyes. “Did you see any so-called government people working here?” she asked. “No, you did not. If I had waited for them to show up, I'd be out of business âtil a month from next year.”
“I'm just saying,” he grumbled and turned his attention back to his food.
“I suppose it's too much to hope that your sudden epiphany or whatever it was that brought you over here to lend a hand might extend to accepting Arlen's help.”
John frowned. He had neither the physical strength nor the cash to rebuild the second story of the house. In the meantime, he had continued to focus his efforts on what he could repairâthe planting beds, the packinghouse, the chicken coop. And yet â¦
“Thought not,” Margery said as she stood up to clear away their plates. “You want pie, or is that against your principles?”
“Got any ice cream to go with it?” he replied.
“No, but you'll never have a better-tasting pie than this one.” She ducked inside and emerged a few minutes later with two large pieces of shoofly pie on paper plates. “Hester made it,” she said, setting a piece in front of him.
John recalled the pies cooling on the counter in the Detlef kitchen the morning the creek flooded. “They're back home now?”
“Not quite. Drywall is up and the paint's drying in most of the properties from what Arlen told me. They'll wait to work on their place last, get everybody else home and settled before they take care of themselves. That's their way.”
“What about the garden? Arlen's wife's garden?”
Margery shrugged. “I expect that'll be even further down the list, although I know it must be killing Hester not to be tending it. She planted it, you know. Called it therapy. Only question is who was it therapy for.”
“I don't understand.”
“She thought of it as therapy for her mother. Toward the end there when Sarah could no longer do anything but sit in that wheelchair and just blink her eyes to show yes or no, Hester got this idea of turning the front yard into a garden.”
“You think the therapy was for herâHester,” John said. It wasn't a question.
“Well, of course it was for Sarah. But long after Sarah passed, you'd see Hester out there tending those orchids, ferns, and bromeliads like they were precious babies.”
John took another bite of the pie. He had to admit that it was the most delicious thing he'd tasted in weeks. “She bakes. She raises orchids. She runs a charity. She's a nurse. What doesn't this woman do?”
Margery grinned. “Interested, are you?”
“Not the way you mean it. Besides, she and Samuelâ”
“Are beyond wrong for each other.” Margery sighed. “I don't know what Arlen was thinking. Sarah must be rolling over in her grave thinking that her spitfire daughter might end up with that mild-mannered man. Not that he's not a perfectly good manâkind and generous to a fault, but not for our Hester.”
John fought to disguise his interest. “You think so?”
“You think so?” Margery mimicked in a high falsetto before taking a bite of her pie and washing it down with a long drink of iced tea. “You sound like some high school boy. Get to know the woman. Come to think of it, the two of you ⦔
She eyed John, sizing up the possibility. He raised both hands, palms out as if stopping traffic. “Get that idea out of your head, Margery.” He was willing to tolerate Margery's attempts to get him involved in the larger community, but allowing the woman to get any idea of matchmaking would be disastrous.