Storm Warning (52 page)

It was exhaustion that finally brought him back to himself. His tears stopped, mostly because his eyes were too sore and dry to produce another drop. Dully, he allowed Talia to lead him to a chair, and he sat down in it.

Kerowyn knelt in front of him, the two devices in her hands. “Ulrich wasn’t the only one attacked,” she said gently. “The Shin’a’in ambassador was killed outright, and it was just pure luck that the other mages were with the gryphons when more of these things came after
them;
they all managed to knock the things down, though Treyvan and Darkwind each took a wound. It looks, at the moment, as if someone hid these damned things in plaster ornaments in the rooms of every single one of the foreign mages.”

He blinked at her, his eyes gritty and swollen. “Why?” he asked stupidly.

She shrugged. “Either
someone
wanted to eliminate all the ambassadors, or that same
someone
wanted to eliminate all the mages, and he settled for getting the foreigners because the rest of them live in the Herald’s Wing and he didn’t have access to that part of the Palace.” She tilted her head to one side, and frowned. “Come to think of it, he wouldn’t have access to Firesong’s place, either. Maybe that’s why there were four in here; the other two might have been meant for Firesong and An’desha.”

He shook his head again. “Why?” he persisted. “Why try to kill anyone? And who would it be?”

Kerowyn’s mouth tightened. “Figure it was the Empire that planned this, and you’ll probably have your answer. Since I don’t recognize these things, and I thought I knew every kind of assassins’ weapon there was, the Empire would be my first choice for
who
did this.”

Her words set his frozen mind in motion again, and almost against his will, a myriad of possibilities occurred to him. “If I wanted to break up the Alliance, I’d kill all the ambassadors,” he said reluctantly. “If Valdemar couldn’t protect the envoys in the Palace itself, the allies might assume it was too dangerous to ally with Valdemar against the Empire. It’s possible that
some
of the allies, like Karse, might even blame Valdemar for the deaths. It might only be incidental that the targets were mages.”

Talia’s eyes went wide, and Kerowyn’s narrowed in speculation. “That hadn’t occurred to me,” she admitted. “But it’s an even better reason than killing them to lessen our mage-power.”

His mind was still working, out of long habit and training with Ulrich—

Oh, Ulrich
—
I’ve lost you. We’ve all lost you
—

“The Empire would believe that this is an ordinary alliance, especially with Karse and Valdemar,” he continued; now that his thoughts were set in motion, they wouldn’t stop until he followed them to the end. “They can’t know that Solaris is working under a divine decree; they’d assume that the death of her envoy would mean she would go back to the old assumption of Valdemar-as-the-Land-of-Demons. That would be why there was a device in here for me, even though I’m not a mage—so that there would be no witness to the contrary.”

Kerowyn’s lips thinned, and she nodded once. “That makes the best sense of all. Good work, Karal. I’m going to take these to Elspeth and Darkwind, and maybe they can take them apart.
You
are being moved to another room, as quickly as I can get
my
people in here to move your things.”

He saw immediately why she had said that. “There’s an Imperial agent in the Palace, isn’t there,” he stated flatly. “Someone who had access to all the rooms, and the
ability
to hide those things in the plaster.”

“And I bloody well don’t know who it is,” she agreed. “So I want you and the rest of the foreigners out of here and into the Herald’s Wing. Or better yet, I’ll move
you
in with An’desha and Firesong, if they’ll take you. Firesong got at least five of those things all by himself.”

He looked up at her as she stood, and he felt his lower lip starting to quiver, his eyes starting to burn. “What about—” he began.

“Ulrich’s in the best of hands, Karal,” Talia said gently. “It’s too soon to tell—but he is an old man, and we both know that he’s been overworking, putting himself under a lot of strain.”

He nodded and looked quickly down at his hands, before Kerowyn could see the tears starting to form in his eyes again.

Kerowyn left, but Talia stayed, so that when he began to sob again, this time quietly, she was there to hold him.

 

Talia stayed with him for the rest of the day; later in the afternoon Kerowyn returned with her hand-picked crew of tough-looking mercenaries from her own Company, packed up everything in the suite, and carried it out—off to Firesong and An’desha’s
ekele,
she said. Karal stifled his tears when they came in; he just didn’t want to cry in front of these hardened soldiers. They’d think he was being childish; surely they’d look on him with contempt.

But one of the toughest-looking turned in the middle of the packing when Karal saw them carrying out some things of Ulrich’s and choked back a sob. The man put down the robes he had draped over his arm and dropped down onto his heels in front of Karal’s chair.

“Don’ be ‘shamed t’be a-grievin‘, boy,” the man said, patting his hand awkwardly, his speech slow and so thickly accented that Karal barely understood him. “This kind’o thing don’ get any nor easier e‘en for the likes o’ we. Gie yer tears t’ a man who deserves ’em, an’ take ye no shame i’ the weepin‘, aye? Sure, an’ we won’ think th’ less o’ye.”

He stood up, as soon as Karal nodded numbly, and picked up his burden again. Karal just let the tears flow, then, and ignored all the comings and goings until the sun set, and the now-empty room filled with darkness.

“Do you want to go to the Healers’ Collegium to wait, Karal?” Talia asked gently. “Or would you rather wait here?”

There was nothing for him here; the rooms held not even the scent of incense from Ulrich’s robes—not that he could smell much after all the raw-nosed sniffling. “I’d like to go to Healers’, I think,” he said thickly. “If I won’t be in the way.”

“Of course you won’t be,” Talia replied warmly. She offered him her hand. “Come on, I’ll take you there.”

Somewhere he lost track of the walk, or else it was all swallowed up in misery. The next thing he knew, he was sitting down again, in another room, this one full of well-worn, ancient benches. The whole place had a sad air of
waiting
about it, interminable waiting. Talia was walking toward him as he looked up, suddenly aware of his surroundings again; she must have left him here without his noticing.

“There’s no change, Karal,” she said, and bit her lip. “I won’t lie to you; you’d know it if I did. That’s not a good sign. He hasn’t even regained consciousness.”

He nodded; she rested her hand on his shoulder. “I’ll stay with you if you want me to,” she offered, and he knew that she meant it.

Just as he knew that she had much more important things to deal with than one boy’s pain. Thanks to Florian, he knew what she was now, and how important she was. He knew that eventually he would be touched and grateful that she had given him so
much
of her time today, but right now, there was room for nothing but grief.

“You have to go,” he told her. “I—I understand. I’ll manage.”

She searched his eyes for a moment. “You do understand, don’t you?” she asked, wonder coloring her voice. “Thank you for that, Karal. If you can’t bear it, send for me.”

He nodded, and she walked off quickly, but with a slight limp. He watched her go, then turned his thoughts inward.

He prayed, even though he wasn’t quite certain what to pray for. It would be no kindness to Ulrich to force him to live, if living meant he was trapped in a helpless body that held nothing but pain. Those blades were long—long enough to have pierced through the chest and damaged the spine. Perhaps that was why Ulrich had not awakened....

He tried to remember what Ulrich had taught him—that Vkandis was neither some cosmic accountant, who weighed and measured a man before deciding if he lived or died, nor was He a grand torturer, inflicting punishment after punishment upon the living to find their breaking points.
We have free will, all of us, and Vkandis interferes very little in our life in this world,
Ulrich had said.
He does not play with us as a child plays with toy soldiers or dolls, nor does He test us to see what we are made of. He allows us to live our lives and make our own choices, and only after we cross to join Him does He judge us on the basis of what we have and have not done with the life and free will we were granted at birth—and how well we have kept our word in promises made to Him. What we choose to do intersects with what everyone else in our lives chooses to do; sometimes those choices mean joy, sometimes sorrow, often a little of both. That may be why good things sometimes happen to evil people. Most assuredly, with no cause by the Sunlord’s hand, bad things sometimes do happen to good people.

So it was by free will that
whoever
it was had laid those deadly traps, and Ulrich and he had been the ones to encounter them. It was by sheer circumstance that there had been four of the things, one too many for Altra to deal with. In fact, had Altra not
been
there—by the Sunlord’s own will—he would be dead right now.

But I wish it had been me and not him!
he cried to Vkandis.
Oh, Sunlord, I wish it had been me!

The marks crawled by, tedious and slow as an ancient tortoise, plodding painfully toward midnight, and then toward dawn. People came by at intervals, presumably to see if he was all right, but they did not disturb him, and he did not speak to them.

Finally, though, someone
did
stop, and touch his shoulder.

He looked up, and the sympathy in the Healer’s face told him everything he needed to know.

 

He could not show his sorrow before all the strange faces, sympathetic though they might be, and he could not burden Talia further by asking someone to disturb her rest and bring her to him. Instead, he refused all offers of consolation and stumbled blindly away from the building, shaking with sobs he could not give voice to, throat so choked with grief he could not even swallow.

It was not yet dawn; frost-covered grass crunched underfoot as he wandered out into the waning hours of the night. He had to go somewhere ... life
would
go on, and now he was the sole representative of Karse here. Where had Kerowyn said she was moving his things?

The
ekele.
An’desha and Firesong
—

That was bearable. Better them than to try to make a place among strangers, Heralds whose names he didn’t even know.

Now that he had a destination, he set off through the darkness. Once he was out of sight of the Healers and their unwanted, professional sympathy, he allowed the tears to come again. Blinded as much by his weeping as by the dark, he felt his way along the path to the gate in Companion’s Field; got it open, and slipped inside—

And there he stopped; or rather, collapsed against the gate post, shuddering with great, racking sobs that did absolutely nothing to ease the agony of his loss.

:Karal
—
:
the voice in his mind was hesitant, but the sympathy was real.
: Karal, I am not Talia
,
but I am here for you.:

Blindly, he turned and buried his face in the white shoulder that lowered to meet his trembling body as the Companion lay down. His tears trickled through the silky white mane that presented itself to him. He clung to Florian’s neck and wept and wept until his throat was sore, his eyes were nothing more than slits, and his nose was so swollen and stopped up that he
had
to stop sobbing because he couldn’t breathe.

The breathing of the Companion at his side was steady and soothing, and after what could have been a candlemark, the pace of his own breathing matched Florian’s.

Florian said hesitantly.
:He needs you very badly, and right now he has no one to comfort him.:

Unlike me ...
The unspoken implication had not escaped Karal. “Wh-who?” Karal asked dully, wiping his nose.

:Listen,:
was Florian’s only answer.

Obediently, Karal stifled his sniffling for a moment. As he strained his ears to listen over the sound of the river nearby, he heard what Florian was talking about—a high-pitched wail so much like a baby’s cry that he was startled.

A baby? But what would a baby be doing out in the middle of the Field?

The wail came again, so full of heartbreak and pain that Karal had to respond to it; he walked in the general direction of the sound, Florian following behind. A few moments later, he knew what it was—not a baby, but a cat.

“Is that Altra?” he asked, incredulously.

:Yes,:
Florian replied.
:He hasn’t told you the whole truth, Karal. The Firecats are almost exactly like us—like Companions, except that they have magic to protect themselves, and they can move themselves the way someone who has the Fetching Gift can move an object. They are mortal, they eat—he’s been stealing food from the kitchen
—
and they have no more idea about what is going to happen in the future than you or I do.:

“That was why he didn’t know that the disruption-waves were coming, he only knew
something
was going to happen.” Karal replied absently, distracted for the moment from his grief by this revelation.

your attacker was. He blames himself.:
Florian’s mental voice was saddened and subdued.
:I can understand that only too well. I had thought about urging you to take a break this morning and come out here for a ride on Trenor; you haven’t seen him for days. I keep wondering what would have happened if I had
done
that instead of just thinking about it.: