âBut surely Timothy wasn't actually with your husband on the night he was murdered, was he?' Paniatowski asked.
âNo, thank God,' Mrs Burroughs replied. âTim had a bad case of the flu that night. The poor little mite was almost burning up with it. So however much Clive wanted to, the lying swine simply couldn't use him as an excuse for being out of the house that time.'
âAre you sure it did actually happen like that?' Paniatowski asked, still finding it hard to accept that any man would use his child as an alibi for his liaisons. âHave you talked to Timothy about it?'
âA little,' Mrs Burroughs said. âEnough to get him to admit that when he and his father went out together, they often met a nice lady. Yes, that's what he called her. A nice lady! The selfish whore!'
âBut he didn't ⦠he didn't see anything going on between his father and this woman?'
âI don't know. I really don't. It's something I
daren't
ask him. Because if he
did
see it, and I
do
ask, he might start to attach more importance to it than he has so far.'
âI can see that,' Paniatowski said sombrely.
Mrs Burroughs filled her glass for the third time. âMy big fear is that when he gets older â when he starts to learn all about sex â he'll think back to what happened then and realize what was
really
going on. God alone knows what that might do to him emotionally.'
âIt's too terrible to even think about,' Paniatowski said â and she truly meant it.
âI could kill Clive for it, I really could.' Mrs Burroughs gave a laugh which was bordering on the hysterical. âBut I can't even do that, can I? Because the bastard's
already
dead.'
Paniatowski placed her half-full glass on the table, and stood up. âI think it's about time I was going, Helen,' she said.
Mrs Burroughs' mood suddenly swung from self-pity to anger. âWhat's the matter?' she demanded. âCan't you take being in the company of the mad woman any longer?'
âNo, that's not it at all,' Paniatowski said. âI'd like to spend more time with you, but my boss â¦'
âDo you ever blame yourself for what happened to you?' Mrs Burroughs demanded.
âI beg your pardon?'
âDo you ever think that it might be your fault that your husband left you for another woman?'
âIâ' Paniatowski began.
âBecause I do,' Mrs Burroughs interrupted. âI sometimes lie awake at night wondering if it's all my fault.'
âYou mustn'tâ'
âBecause I don't think I ever really satisfied him in bed, you see. But maybe if I'd tried a little harder, he'd never have strayed. Maybe if I'd been a better lover, he'd still be alive!'
T
he prison uniform consisted of a plainly cut dress and flat cloth shoes. The dress was dishwater grey in colour, and was an almost perfect match with the complexion of the woman who, just a few days earlier, had tried to take her own life.
It had not been Woodend's intention to visit Judith Maitland so early in the investigation â he'd wanted to fill in more of her background first â but finding he had unexpected free time on his hands, he had come to the prison almost on a whim.
Or perhaps it had not been a whim at all, he suddenly thought.
He remembered Stanley Keene's parting words â
âIf, having talked to her, you still believe she's guilty of this terrible crime, then you're simply not the judge of character I took you to be.'
Maybe, though he hadn't realized it on any conscious level, that was what had motivated him to come to the prison. Maybe, because Keene had seemed so sincere and so sure, he'd felt the need to find out for himself just how good a judge of character the caterer himself was.
The prisoner was still standing uncertainly in the doorway.
âSit down, Judith,' Woodend said.
The woman hesitated for a moment, and then crossed the room and took the chair at the opposite side of the table from the Chief Inspector.
Woodend studied her face, and thought he could detect, just below the surface, the prettiness and confidence which she must have shown to the world before her arrest.
âSmoke?' he asked.
Judith Maitland glanced down at the packet of Capstan Full Strength he was holding out to her, then shook her head.
âAre these too strong for you?' Woodend asked. âWould you prefer cork tipped? Because if that's what you want, I'm sure I could soon rustle up a packet from somewhere.'
âI don't smoke anymore,' Judith Maitland said, in a voice which was almost a whisper.
âProbably wise,' Woodend told her. âBad for your health. I wish I could give it up myself.'
âIf I cared about my health, I wouldn't have slashed my wrists,' Judith Maitland countered.
âYou're right,' Woodend said contritely. âI'm an idiot. I spouted out the first cliché which came into my head, without even thinking about it. I won't make the same mistake again.'
âIt doesn't bother me what you choose to say or you don't choose to say,' Judith Maitland told him flatly. âThis whole interview is a complete waste of time because I really have no interest in talking to you at all.'
âWhy did you give up smokin'?' Woodend asked.
âIs that just another conversational gambit â words with no purpose but to break the silence?'
âNo,' Woodend assured her. âI'm genuinely curious.'
âI used to think that death was the worst thing that could happen to a person,' Judith Maitland said. âNow I know that I was wrong. The truly terrible thing is to realize that you've lost your ability to control your own destiny â to understand that you're totally in the power of others.'
âWhat's that got to do with smokin'?'
âIn here, it's the warders who have most of the power. But what little is left over, when they've taken their share, belongs to the inmates who control the tobacco supply. You'd be amazed by what some women will do for a smoke. Well, not me. Not anymore.'
âYou'd really like a cigarette, though, wouldn't you, Judith?' the Chief Inspector asked.
âI'd kill for one,' Judith Maitland replied.
What had made her use those particular words? Woodend wondered.
Was it the kind of thing people said without thinking about it â just as he'd said smoking was bad for the health? Or had she done it deliberately â to provoke him?
âHave a cigarette,' he coaxed. âI promise you, Judith, there's no strings attached.'
âThere's
always
strings attached,' Judith Maitland said firmly. âCan I go now?'
âIf you want to. But if you do go now, what would have been the point in holding this interview in the first place?'
âNone. I told you, there was never any point.'
âSo why did you agree to it?'
âYou think there was a choice in the matter?' Judith Maitland asked, incredulously.
âThere's always a choice. You're not obliged to talk to me if you don't wish to.'
Judith Maitland laughed. âHaven't you been listening to a single word that I've said?' she demanded. âThis is a
prison
. There's no such thing as free will in here.'
âI repeat, it's your right not to talk to me, if you do not wish to,' Woodend said.
âDo you have
any
idea at all of how things work in this bloody place?' Judith asked. âDon't you understand that there are a hundred ways â a thousand ways â that the warders could make my life even more unpleasant than it is already if I refused to co-operate with one of their own?'
âI'm not one of their own,' Woodend pointed out.
âOh yes, you are. Or, at least, you're close enough for it to make no difference. Because you're certainly not one of
my
own.'
âSo you're talkin' to me because that's the lesser of two evils?'
âEssentially.'
âIf I were in your situation, I wouldn't see talkin' to me as an evil at all,' Woodend said. âIf I were innocent â as you claim to be â I'd
want
to talk to the man who just might get me off.'
âSo that's what you're here for, is it? To get me off?'
âIf you are innocent, then I'll certainly do my damnedest to,' Woodend promised her.
âThen listen very carefully,' Judith said. âI
am
innocent. Clive Burroughs was
not
my lover, and I did
not
kill him.'
âBut when you were arrested, you told the officers that you already knew he was dead.'
âWell, of course I knew he was dead. I was there, wasn't I? I'd seen him lying in his office, in a pool of his own blood. I'd have to have been an idiot
not
to know that he was dead.'
âWhy did you go to see him that night?'
âWe had a business meeting.'
âThe local police think otherwise.'
âThat's scarcely surprising, now is it? The local police have refused to believe anything I've said from the start.'
âAnd what about the other times you saw him?'
âThey were business meetings, too.'
âThen why did he always seem to have his son with him?'
âI don't know. You'd have to ask him about that. Only you can't, can you? Because he's dead.'
âOnce you'd discovered the body, you got straight back into your van, drove to a lay-by which was less than a couple of miles from the scene of the crime, and got drunk.'
âYes.'
âWhy?'
âWhy not?'
âMost people's reaction would have been to phone the police immediately. Didn't it even occur to you to do that?'
âNo, it didn't.'
âSo I'll ask you again. Why?'
âI suppose I must have panicked.'
âI don't believe you,' Woodend said.
âI don't care what you believe.'
âDon't you want to get out of here?'
Judith Maitland shuddered. âThe only way that I'll ever leave this terrible place is feet first. They stopped me from ending it all the last time, but they won't the next.'
âI still don't see why you decided to get drunk,' Woodend persisted.
âI should have thought that was obvious, even to a flatfoot like you. I'd just seen a body.'
âOf a man who was no more to you than a business associate?'
âYes.'
âIn your situation, most people I know would probably have got drunk, too. But I doubt they'd have done it alone. They've have wanted someone there to hold their hands.'
Judith Maitland smiled. âYou keep using this phrase, “Most people”,' she said. âI'm not “most people”, Chief Inspector. I would have thought you'd have realized that by now.'
âWhen “most people”
do
choose to get drunk alone,' Woodend said, ignoring her comment, âthey do it either because they can't tell anybody else
why
they're doing it, or because they're afraid of what they might say when they're drunk. Which of those was it in your case?'
âNeither. I'd had a shock. I needed a drink.'
âYou had your caterer's overall with you that night, didn't you?'
âI always had it with me. I wasn't the kind of boss who thought it demeaning to work side-by-side with my staff when the need arose.'
âWere you wearing it when you went into Burroughs' office?'
âNo. As I said, it was a business meeting, so I was naturally wearing my business suit.'
âThen where was the overall?'
âIt was in the back of the van, where I always kept it.'
âAnd at what point did you put it on?'
âI didn't put it on at all.'
âSo what happened to it?'
âHappened to it?'
âYou say it was in the back of the van when you got to the builders' merchant's yard, but by the time the police arrested you it had gone missing. Where do you think that it went?'
âI don't know. Maybe the police took it away.'
âThey said they didn't.'
âPerhaps they're lying.'
âThey think you got rid of it because it was covered with bloodstains,' Woodend said.
âWell, they're wrong.'
âDid you like Clive Burroughs?' Woodend asked.
A look of revulsion appeared on Judith Maitland's face for the briefest of moments, and then was gone. âI never really thought about it one way or the other,' she said.
âOr did you hate him?' Woodend asked.
âYou'd like me to say that â to admit I hated him â wouldn't you?' Judith Maitland demanded. âThen you could go back and tell your friends â the screws â that they've got the right person in here after all. Well, forget what I said earlier, about not thinking about it. I
did
like Clive Burroughs. I thought he was a wonderful human being.'
âYou hated him because he'd robbed you of the power to control your own destiny,' Woodend guessed. âExactly what kind of hold
did
Burroughs have over you, Judith?'
Judith Maitland stood up so violently that she sent her chair flying off behind her.
âI want to go back to my cell!' she said, almost hysterically. âI don't want to talk to you any more.'
âDon't you even want to hear why there's this sudden new interest in your case?' Woodend wondered. âWouldn't you like to find out why I'm even here in this prison at all?'
âNo,' Judith Maitland said, backing towards the door. âI don't care. All I want is to be left alone.'
âWe've got a real problem on our hands back in Whitebridge,' Woodend told her. âThree heavily armed men are holdin' twenty innocent people hostage in the Cotton Credit Bank.'