Stars of Mithra Box Set: Captive Star\Hidden Star\Secret Star (19 page)

“The bag? Was that all you had with you?”

“Yes.” Her hand clutched at the straps again. “No purse, no wallet, no keys. This was in my pocket.” She reached into the pocket of her jacket and took out a small scrap of notepaper.

Cade took it from her, skimmed the quick scrawling writing.

 

Bailey, Sat at 7, right? MJ

 

“I don't know what it means. I saw a newspaper. Today's Friday.”

“Mmm. Write it down,” Cade said, handing her a pad and pen.

“What?”

“Write down what it says on the note.”

“Oh.” Gnawing her lip again, she complied.

Though he didn't have to compare the two to come to his conclusions, he took the pad from her, set it and the note side by side. “Well, you're not M.J., so I'd say you're Bailey.”

She blinked, swallowed. “What?”

“From the look of M.J.'s writing, he or she's a lefty. You're right-handed. You've got neat, simple penmanship, M.J.'s got an impatient scrawl. The note was in your pocket. Odds are you're Bailey.”

“Bailey.” She tried to absorb the name, the hope of it, the feel and taste of identity. But it was dry and unfamiliar. “It doesn't mean anything.”

“It means we have something to call you, and someplace to start. Tell me what you did next.”

Distracted she blinked at him. “Oh, I… There was a phone book in the room. I looked up detective agencies.”

“Why'd you pick mine?”

“The name. It sounded strong.” She managed her first smile, and though it was weak, it was there. “I started to call, but then I thought I might
get put off, and if I just showed up… So I waited in the room until it was office hours, then I walked for a little while, then I got a cab. And here I am.”

“Why didn't you go to a hospital? Call a doctor?”

“I thought about it.” She looked down at her hands. “I just didn't.”

She was leaving out big chunks, he mused. Going around his desk, he opened a drawer, pulled out a candy bar. “You didn't say anything about stopping for breakfast.” He watched her study the candy he offered with puzzlement and what appeared to be amusement. “This'll hold you until we can do better.”

“Thank you.” With neat, precise movements, she unwrapped the chocolate bar. Maybe part of the fluttering in her stomach was hunger. “Mr. Parris, I may have people worried about me. Family, friends. I may have a child. I don't know.” Her eyes deepened, fixed on a point over his shoulder. “I don't think I do. I can't believe anyone could forget her own child. But people may be worried, wondering what happened to me. Why I didn't come home last night.”

“You could have gone to the police.”

“I didn't want to go to the police.” This time,
her voice was clipped, definite. “Not until… No, I don't want to involve the police.” She wiped her fingers on a fresh tissue, then began to tear it into strips. “Someone may be looking for me who isn't a friend, who isn't family. Who isn't concerned with my well-being. I don't know why I feel that way, I only know I'm afraid. It's more than just not remembering. But I can't understand anything, any of it, until I know who I am.”

Maybe it was those big, soft, moist eyes staring up at him, or the damsel-in-distress nerves of her restless hands. Either way, he couldn't resist showing off, just a little.

“I can tell you a few things already. You're an intelligent woman, early-to-mid-twenties. You have a good eye for color and style, and enough of a bankroll to indulge it with Italian shoes and silk suits. You're neat, probably organized. You prefer the understated to the obvious. Since you don't evade well, I'd say you're an equally poor liar. You've got a good head on your shoulders, you think things through. You don't panic easily. And you like chocolate.”

She balled the empty candy wrapper in her hand. “Why do you assume all that?”

“You speak well, even when you're frightened. You thought about how you were going to handle
this and went through all the steps, logically. You dress well—quality over flair. You have a good manicure, but no flashy polish. Your jewelry is unique, interesting, but not ornate. And you've been holding back information since you walked through the door because you haven't decided yet how much you're going to trust me.”

“How much should I trust you?”

“You came to me.”

She acknowledged that, rose and walked to his window. The rain drummed, underscoring the vague headache that hovered just behind her eyes. “I don't recognize the city,” she murmured. “Yet I feel I should. I know where I am, because I saw a newspaper, the
Washington Post.
I know what the White House and the Capitol look like. I know the monuments—but I could have seen them on television, or in a book.”

Though it was wet from incoming rain, she rested her hands on the sill, appreciated the coolness there. “I feel as though I dropped out of nowhere into that ugly hotel room. Still, I know how to read and write and walk and talk. The cabdriver had the radio on, and I recognized music. I recognized trees. I wasn't surprised that rain was wet. I smelled burned coffee when I came in, and it wasn't an unfamiliar odor. I know your
eyes are green. And when the rain clears, I know the sky will be blue.”

She sighed once. “So I didn't drop out of nowhere. There are things I know, things I'm sure of. But my own face means nothing to me, and what's behind the face is blank. I may have hurt someone, done something. I may be selfish and calculating, even cruel. I may have a husband I cheat on or neighbors I've alienated.”

She turned back then, and her face was tight and set, a tough contrast to the fragility of lashes still wet from tears. “I don't know if I'm going to like who you find when you find me, Mr. Parris, but I need to know.” She set the bag on his desk, hesitated briefly, then opened it. “I think I have enough to meet your fee.”

He came from money, the kind that aged and increased and propagated over generations. But even with his background, he'd never seen so much in one place at one time. The canvas bag was filled with wrapped stacks of hundred-dollar bills—all crisp and clean. Fascinated, Cade took out a stack, flipped through. Yes, indeed, he mused, every one of the bills had Ben Franklin's homely and dignified face.

“I'd have to guess about a million,” he murmured.

“One million, two hundred thousand.” Bailey shuddered as she looked into the bag. “I counted the stacks. I don't know where I got it or why I had it with me. I may have stolen it.”

Tears began to swim again as she turned away. “It could be ransom money. I could be involved in a kidnapping. There could be a child somewhere, being held, and I've taken the ransom money. I just—”

“Let's add a vivid imagination to those other qualities.”

It was the cool and casual tone of his voice that had her turning back. “There's a fortune in there.”

“A million two isn't much of a fortune these days.” He dropped the money back in the bag. “And I'm sorry, Bailey, you just don't fit the cold, calculating kidnapper type.”

“But you can check. You can find out, discreetly, if there's been an abduction.”

“Sure. If the cops are involved, I can get something.”

“And if there's been a murder?” Struggling to stay calm, she reached into the bag again. This time she took out a .38.

A cautious man, Cade nudged the barrel aside, took it from her. It was a Smith and Wesson, and
at his quick check, he discovered it was fully loaded. “How'd this feel in your hand?”

“I don't understand.”

“How'd it feel when you picked it up? The weight, the shape?”

Though she was baffled by the question, she did her best to answer thoroughly. “Not as heavy as I thought it should. It seemed that something that had that kind of power would have more weight, more substance. I suppose it felt awkward.”

“The pen didn't.”

This time she simply dragged her hands through her hair. “I don't know what you're talking about. I've just shown you over a million dollars and a gun. You're talking about pens.”

“When I handed you a pen to write, it didn't feel awkward. You didn't have to think about it. You just took it and used it.” He smiled a little and slipped the gun into his pocket, instead of the bag. “I think you're a lot more accustomed to holding a pen than a .38 special.”

There was some relief in that, the simple logic of it. But it didn't chase away all the clouds. “Maybe you're right. It doesn't mean I didn't use it.”

“No, it doesn't. And since you've obviously
put your hands all over it, we can't prove you didn't. I can check and see if it's registered and to whom.”

Her eyes lit with hope. “It could be mine.” She reached out, took his hand, squeezed it in a gesture that was thoughtless and natural. “We'd have a name then. I'd know my name then. I didn't realize it could be so simple.”

“It may be simple.”

“You're right.” She released his hand, began to pace. Her movements were smooth, controlled. “I'm getting ahead of myself. But it helps so much you see, so much more than I imagined, just to tell someone. Someone who knows how to figure things out. I don't know if I'm very good at puzzles. Mr. Parris—”

“Cade,” he said, intrigued that he could find her economical movements so sexy. “Let's keep it simple.”

“Cade.” She drew in a breath, let it out. “It's nice to call someone by name. You're the only person I know, the only person I remember having a conversation with. I can't tell you how odd that is, and, right now, how comforting.”

“Why don't we make me the first person you remember having a meal with? One candy bar
isn't much of a breakfast. You look worn out, Bailey.”

It was so odd to hear him use that name when he looked at her. Because it was all she had, she struggled to respond to it. “I'm tired,” she admitted. “It doesn't feel as if I've slept very much. I don't know when I've eaten last.”

“How do you feel about scrambled eggs?”

The smile wisped around her mouth again. “I haven't the faintest idea.”

“Well, let's find out.” He started to pick up the canvas bag, but she laid a hand over his on the straps.

“There's something else.” She didn't speak for a moment, but kept her eyes on his, as she had when she first walked in. Searching, measuring, deciding. But there was, she knew, really no choice. He was all she had. “Before I show you, I need to ask for a promise.”

“You hire me, Bailey, I work for you.”

“I don't know if what I'm going to ask is completely ethical, but I still need your word. If during the course of your investigation you discover that I've committed a crime, I need your word that you'll find out everything you can, all the circumstances, all the facts, before you turn me over to the police.”

He angled his head. “You assume I'll turn you in.”

“If I've broken the law, I'll expect you to turn me over to the police. But I need all the reasons before you do. I need to understand all the whys, the hows, the who. Will you give me your word on that?”

“Sure.” He took the hand she held out. It was delicate as porcelain, steady as a rock. And she, he thought, whoever she was, was a fascinating combination of the fragile and the steely. “No cops until we know all of it. You can trust me, Bailey.”

“You're trying to make me comfortable with the name.” Again, without thinking, in a move that was as innate as the color of her eyes, she kissed his cheek. “You're very kind.”

Kind enough, she thought, that he would hold her now if she asked. And she so desperately wanted to be held, soothed, to be promised that her world would snap back into focus again at any moment. But she needed to stand on her own. She could only hope she was the kind of woman who stood on her own feet and faced her own problems.

“There's one more thing.” She turned to the canvas bag again, slid her hand deep inside, felt
for the thick velvet pouch, the weight of what was snugged inside it. “I think it's probably the most important thing.”

She drew it out and very carefully, with what he thought of as reverence, untied the pouch and slid its contents into the cup of her palm.

The money had surprised him, the gun had concerned him. But this awed him. The gleam of it, the regal glint, even in the rain-darkened room, held a stunning and sumptuous power.

The gem filled the palm of her hand, its facets clean and sharp enough to catch even the faintest flicker of light and shoot it into the air in bright, burning lances. It belonged, he thought, on the crown of a mythical queen, or lying heavily between the breasts of some ancient goddess.

“I've never seen a sapphire that big.”

“It isn't a sapphire.” And when she passed it to his hand, she would have sworn she felt the exchange of heat. “It's a blue diamond, somewhere around a hundred carats. Brilliant-cut, most likely from Asia Minor. There are no inclusions visible to the naked eye, and it is rare in both color and size. I'd have to guess its market worth at easily three times the amount of money in the bag.”

He wasn't looking at the gem any longer, but
at her. When she lifted her eyes to his, she shook her head. “I don't know how I know. But I do. Just as I know it's not all…it's not…complete.”

“What do you mean?”

“I wish I knew. But it's too strong a feeling, an almost-recognition. I know the stone is only part of the whole. Just as I know it can't possibly belong to me. It doesn't really belong to anyone. Any one,” she repeated, separating the word into two. “I must have stolen it.”

She pressed her lips together, lifted her chin, squared her shoulders. “I might have killed for it.”