Starlight (The Dragonian Series Book 5) (31 page)

“She was in his room wearing underwear,” Becky said. “What was she doing there?”

“Becky, he would never do that to Elena. Why doesn’t anyone believe him?”

I started to laugh. “You are joking, right? I can give you a dozen reasons why.”

“It’s in his past, Elena. He is not that Blake anymore.”

I laughed again.
Yeah, then where the hell is he?
I didn’t say that, but I thought it. “Just let it go,” I said as I got up and put my tray and plate at the drop off zone.

THE ENTIRE DAY Blake and Tabitha were missing. All the professors asked about them, and Peter and I were the idiots left shrugging.

Seriously, the professors could’ve put two and two together.

In Aviant Blake showed up; he was in his dragon form.

He looked at me and I shook my head and walked away.

“Elena, please,” he said in his deep dragon voice.
Not going to work this time, asshole, I know the Rubicon is you.
I didn’t trust him either.

Still he didn’t follow, which was a surprise. It shouldn’t have been, though.

I wished that Constance was still here, but she was with Annie at David’s place. We had done so much together in the past couple of months. I didn’t want to think about all the good Blake and I had accomplished with the people of Etan that had come safely through to this side. It was all a lie, for what? I don’t know.

It broke my heart that it hadn’t been the real Blake.

The image of Blake and Tabitha on his bed, that time he hadn’t cared what he was doing back at their old house, kept finding its way into my mind.

He was a fucking asshole.

I spent the rest of the day in my room.

Becky entered before Sammy did and she was livid, yelling at George, and he didn’t follow with her.

“Fucking asshole!” she said.

“It’s not George’s fault, Becky.” I immediately realized why they were fighting this time.

“Yes, but he keeps standing up for the idiot. Saying that there is no way he would do that to you.”

“Just stop fighting with him about it. Stop talking about it. It’s not going to change how I feel, Becky.”

“I know. But he refuses to let it go, Elena.” She shook her head and fell onto her bed. “He keeps saying that he didn’t do it.”

“She was in his room. I don’t give a shit about the rest.”

“I know, she shouldn’t have been in his room to begin with.” She was on my side again. It felt great. “What were you doing there anyway?”

“Becky? If I hadn’t gone I would still be the idiot.”

“I know, Elena. But I was wondering about that a lot today. It’s not like you…”

“I found the missing ingredient and wanted to tell him about it.”

“You what?”

I nodded. “It’s that plant. He will bear berries soon and those berries are poisonous. .”

“I’m so sorry, Elena.” She came over to me and hugged me again.

“Why does this hurt so much?” I started crying again.

“Because you trusted him, and you loved the fucking bastard. I wish there was a spell to make us forget about all the good that they lure us into loving them with. An easy breakup potion or something.”

“Yeah, it would be a bestseller.”

She giggled. “I’m not even going to ask if you are okay. I know that answer.”

“I will be. I’ve been through worse.” I wiped away another stray tear. “It was really never going to work, anyway.”

“I don’t know, Elena. He really acted like he cared about you.”

“ I was fooled by that too. It’s not really him, Becky.”

“So what are you going to do? You still need him to free Etan, Elena.”

“I do, and after we’ve done it, I will let him go for real this time.”

She stroked my arm. “I’m so sorry that this happened to you. You of all people.”

“It’s okay. Just another mountain to climb.”

“This time, you have me. Sammy will come to her senses too, sooner or later. She fought with him in Aviant after you left. Professor Vladimir and Alex really struggled to calm her down.”

Blake stayed away from every class after that day in Aviant. After Samantha had spoken to him, she was like a vault of secrets and didn’t speak to me or try to tell me how nothing had happened between Blake and Tabitha.

A week had passed. I saw him a couple of times in the hallways, but to my surprise the idiot turned around and walked the other way.

Serves him right.

Still, it hurt that he didn’t really fight for me.

I truly had given him what he wanted.

Becky was upset too. At first I thought it was because of what Blake did, but the way she and George spoke to one another, it deserved an eye roll moment, not this again.

“Why are the two of you fighting again.”

“Because…” she shook her head.

“Because of what?”

She hovered. I could tell she didn’t really wanted to tell me, and with all the shit I withheld from her, I wasn’t going to push. “You know what, it’s fine. As long as it’s not because of what Blake had done, Becky.”

“What, no, and yes. It is something Blake wants to do, and George wants to be there for his friend.” She finger quote the last five words.

“Okay,” I laughed, still not having an idea what she was speaking off, but loved the finger quotes.

As we talked my eye caught a figure standing really close to our table.

“Just get away from our table, skank,” Becky chirped.

“No, I have to speak to Elena,” she barked back at Becky and I looked at Tabitha.

“There is nothing you possibly have to say to me, Tabitha. You got what you wanted, now leave me the hell alone,” I said getting up and walking to the entrance.

“You are wrong!” She yelled after me and I turned around. There were tears in her eyes. “I didn’t get what I wanted. He doesn’t even look at me anymore.”

“I’m sure if you unbutton your shirt and show some cleavage, you will change his mind. Oh, try that sexy underwear you wore the other night.” Everyone in the cafeteria was staring at us. “Stay away from me, really, and don’t speak to me ever again.”

I walked away and she didn’t follow.
Was he really not speaking to her? Don’t even go there, Elena
.
She was in his room.
It wasn’t just her fault, he’d let her in, and his reason behind that was what led to all of this.

The next day, George plunged down on a pillow next to us.

Becky didn’t even looked at him, pretend to read the monthly Teenz.

I kicked her softly from underneath the table and she looked up at me from underneath her thick eyelashes. Some girls were just blessed with everything.

I showed with my eyes that George was here, she should at least acknowledge him.

She just buried her nose inside her magazine again.

“Becky stop this?” George took her magazine away from her and she gaped at him. She folded her arms.

“I’m leaving soon.”

She huffed with a skew lower jaw. “You still going?”“”

“It’s a great opportunity Becks, so yes. I would love your consent, please.”

“My consent?”

“Where are you going?” I asked George.

“To the Dragon League.” He gave me a soft smile, well if one could call it a smile.”

“Go, see if I care. Hope you enjoy it.”

“Becky,” I said.

“No, Elena, it’s fine.” He dropped a letter in front of me. “It’s from Blake. We are leaving this afternoon.”

He got up and walked away with huge strides.

“This is why the two of you are not speaking to one another.” I sounded upset with her. She was seriously getting pathetic when it comes to her dragon.”

She shrugged.

“Becky, it’s stupid.”

“I don’t care. Maybe some distance between us is just what we need, Elena. To put some things back in perspective.”

“What perspective?”

She shrugged again.

“You guys don’t have shit. You have no idea how much I envy the two of you, always had it so easy the day you became his everything.”

She laughed at that.

“Just tell him you are happy for him and let him go to Dragon League. It’s a great honor for them, Becky.”

“Oh, it’s not the reason he wants to go, Elena. He actually feels that Blake needs him more in this time of need than what I do.”

I sighed. “Be the bigger girl, and let him go.”

BECKY WENT TO the main entrance to say goodbye at two. She was probably rubbing it in too, telling him how much he should enjoy it and whatnot..

I still hadn’t read Blake’s letter. I didn’t know if I should because I was sure that it had all the explanations in the world about what I’d walked into, and I knew they would be all lies.

I went to the roof and a part of me wanted to break when I saw George and Blake exiting the main building and walking toward the huge gate. Both were carrying a huge bag that looked unnatural.

Blake didn’t make a peep, but Becky and George spoke.

“You know this is stupid, right? What is it you are trying to prove anyway?” Becky asked.

“I’m not trying to prove anything. I love you Becks, but he really needs me.”

“Needs you, it’s his own fault, Love.”

“He didn’t do it, Becky. I just need you to believe me.”

“You were with me that night. How on earth do you know that he is innocent, George?”

“Because he Dented with Elena. He would rather die than betray her like that.”

“Well, he is still breathing, isn’t he?” She started sounding like herself again.

“Yes,” he chuckled. “Because he is innocent, Becky. You really have no idea what it is you girls have over us, do you?”

“George, just stay, you really don’t have to come with.”

Becky grunted as Blake spoke.

“No, I’m coming with,” George said, and give Becky a long kiss. “I promise, I’ll be as miserable as I can be” He joked.”

“Whatever.” She smiled at his retreating figure. “Enjoy boot camp,” she sang, and  both dragons disappeared.

When I looked into the distance I could see the outline of two dragons flying. They didn’t even look back.

Why didn’t he fight?
If he was so innocent in all of this, why wasn’t he fighting harder? Or trying harder to make me see things.

I should probably be glad for that.

I opened his stupid letter and grunted at his terrible hand writing. But I could make out his e’s and a’s and o’s, and I assumed the rest would probably become easier with time.

My Dearest Elena,
I wanted to puke.

Believe me,
was the only thing I could make out and the question mark.
It was probably
why don’t you believe me
and I stared at the first three words. It doesn’t look anything like
Why don’t you…
it was a waste of time. I couldn’t decipher anything and trying was only going to leave me with a slight headache.

I went back down to my room and chucked it into a drawer.

The next couple of weeks were not easy. We took our end of year exams and I couldn’t believe that another year had passed.

I tried to decipher a part of his letter each night.

It really was no use.

The only parts we could get was
Why don’t you believe me
,

Tabitha was drunk
and
she let herself in
. How? Did she have a key? And if so, why hadn’t he asked her to give it back? Nothing made sense anymore.

The rest was still a work in process.

I left it there and couldn’t stop thinking about those first few sentences. He had ended it with a huge heart and
forever yours, Blake
, which didn’t sound anything like him.

A WEEK BEFORE summer vacation started, we were all called to the Coliseum. My eyes caught on Peter and Tabitha. He was still angry with her too. I knew how he felt.

“Is there a claiming today?” I asked Becky as we sat down.

“Not that I’m aware of.”

“Then what are we doing here, and why is the press here?”

She shrugged. She missed George and had told me so many times, but she refused to be the first one to call him.

Master Longwei walked out into the arena with Professor Vladimir and Alex behind him. They were both wearing funny looking suits and they looked like they had just come from the feature. It reminded me of a special ops uniform, and was beautiful in a lethal sort of way.  Another guy that I didn’t know, wearing a pair of cargo trousers and a rolled up, long-sleeve button down shirt, exited last.

He looked familiar though, but I couldn’t place where I’d seen him before…I closed my eyes and tried to think.

An image of the lab where they had developed the Sonic jumped into my head. He’d been there too.

“Good day everyone,” Master Longwei greeted us all. “And no, Professor Vladimir isn’t going to claim Professor Alex,” everyone laughed. “We simply called everyone here for the press release of the SAS device.”

I looked at Becky and she shook her head.

“Mr. Dalton had been working on this project for a long time and is extremely happy with the release of the project. What better way to demonstrate this new device than at a place that teaches dragons and riders how to co-exist?”

I sucked in my lips as I thought about how ironic that part was and Becky giggled.

“So, I’m handing over the microphone to Mr. Dalton, the financier of this project to show us why all of us must buy the SAS device.”

He handed the microphone over and gave everyone a huge smile.

“Thank you, Master Longwei, for letting us demonstrate this amazing device at the place where the idea originally emerged. Pity he isn’t here today.”

“Who is he talking about?” I asked Becky.

“Don’t know,” Becky she replied.

“Now, I’ve asked Professors Vladimir and Alex to be my demonstrators, and they are wearing both the SAS device which is this beautiful uniform that can be custom made in any color you want.” Professor Alex and Vladimir turned around with their arms up in the air to show everyone what the suit looked like. It made a couple of us laugh again.