Starflight (20 page)

“Maybe I don’t need it,” Doran said with a hopeful glance at Cassia. “The bleeding could stop on its own.”

“Stranger things have happened,” she told him. “But the odds are slim. Do you feel lucky?”

Solara shook her head. “We’re not gambling with your life, Doran.”

“If I could reach my father—”

“But you can’t,” Solara interrupted. Twice over the last few weeks, they’d tried calling his father from the ship’s transmission system, with no success. She looked down at her gloves and knew there was only one solution. “If nobody will sell us the drug, we’ll steal it.”

“Won’t work,” Renny said automatically, as if theft was the first thing he’d considered. “We’d have to put out feelers to see which smugglers have the Tissue-Bond. That alone will tip our hand because everyone knows about the fight.”

“I never said we’d be stealing from smugglers,” Solara told him.

One curious brow lifted above Renny’s eyeglass lens.

“We’re close to Obsidian,” she said. “The beaches are in the tourist circle, which means food and shopping—and shiny medical centers with fully stocked supply rooms.”

“Demarkus has men working in hospitals, too,” Renny said. “That’s where half his narcotics come from.”

“Right,” she agreed. “But people know me as Solara Brooks, a dirty, bruised-up felon from the streets.” She jogged to her supply container and pried off the lid, then pulled out the ball gown she’d purchased, the one she never thought she’d wear. Holding it up, she batted her eyelashes and drawled, “Not Lacy Vanderbilt, a vacationing socialite with a busted ankle.”

“Nice dress,” Cassia observed.

“Thanks. Doran bought it for me.”

“Must’ve slipped my mind,” Doran said, narrowing his eyes at the gown. “How much did that little gift set me back?”

“Not important.” She turned to Renny. “It’s the narcotics they keep under lock and key, not the healing accelerants. With your quick fingers and me to distract the staff, they won’t notice it’s gone until we are.”

The first mate dragged off his glasses as a slow smile uncurled across his lips. “Why, Miss Vanderbilt,” he said, tipping an imaginary hat at her. “I like the way you think.”

O
nce they were alone, Doran watched his new friend unfasten the single mahogany braid at the base of her spine, then gently shake loose the plaits with her long fingers. The ball gown he’d “bought” for her hung on the wall, and she gazed lovingly at the luminescent waterfalls of fabric, occasionally pausing to glance over her shoulder as if to ensure he was alive.

“I’m still here,” he said. “And I still think this is a terrible plan.”

“I still don’t care, so deal with it,” she answered.

He hated the thought of her stealing. The risk was too great. But since she’d refused to change her mind, he held his tongue and pushed away invading tendrils of guilt, reminding himself that this was her idea, not his.

It helped that she obviously couldn’t wait to get inside that dress. The way she admired its holographic sparkle, tipping her head to and fro with her lower lip caught between her teeth, made him wonder if she’d ever worn a proper dress before—not a hand-me-down frock for church Mass, but the kind of garment designed to turn a man’s head and leave his chin dragging on the floor. She’d kept mostly to herself at the academy and hadn’t attended any dances. With a pang of shame, he imagined how he might have reacted if she’d come to prom: the cutting looks and the thinly veiled insults he’d have used to make her feel unwelcome. He knew she would’ve touched the birthmark at the base of her throat when he called her
Rattail
because it jabbed at her fragile confidence, just as he’d intended.

He wanted to tell her he was sorry, and that he knew how it felt to wear a target on his back. After his mother left, some older boys had caught him crying in the bathroom, and he’d quickly learned that the first rule of academy life was
Tease or be teased
. And years later, when Solara had won the alumni award, he’d lost more than a trophy. He’d lost a bit of esteem in his father’s eyes, the only family Doran had left. Now he saw that picking on Solara had been a cowardly move in so many ways, but he couldn’t tell her that. Instead he said, “That’s a Belladucci design from the newest eveningwear line. Every girl who sees you in it is going to turn twenty shades of green.”

Her reaction wasn’t what he’d expected. She cringed, peering at him with regret in her eyes. “It was five thousand credits,” she whispered. But while her expression oozed repentance, her fingers reached toward the gown in a protective gesture that told him he’d only get it back if he pried it from her cold, dead hands.

Since laughter would hurt too much, he held his breath until the impulse passed, then exhaled slowly. “I want to see you in it. After all, I’m the one who’ll have to explain the charges on my expense account.”

Assuming he even had a job when this ordeal was over. He still needed to reach his ship on Obsidian and figure out the significance of the coordinates his father had given him. The more Doran thought about it, the more he suspected there was a connection between his mission and the Solar League’s false charges. Someone had gone to great lengths to ruin his reputation, and for no logical reason. He knew that should infuriate him, but at the moment he only had room for so much suffering.

Solara gathered her hair to the side and frowned as if something had just occurred to her. “It’ll take more than a gown to turn me into an heiress. I didn’t think to buy matching shoes.”

“Go barefoot,” Doran suggested. “Girls always take off their shoes to dance. You can pretend you left them at the party.”

“But what about my hair? And makeup. I’ve never—”

“Ask Cassia to fix you up. She’s a society girl.”

“What?”
Solara spun to face him. “Who told you that?”

“Nobody,” he said with a shrug that sent a ripple of pain down his side. He gritted his teeth until the throbbing passed. “I know my own kind. She walks around the ship like she owns it.”

“That doesn’t mean anything.”

“Actually, it does,” he insisted. Cassia carried herself with the authority of someone accustomed to power at an early age. Doran recognized it because he’d behaved the same way, until his father busted him for using company interns to schedule hot dates. After that, Doran joined the ranks of the interns to learn a lesson in humility. But he’d noticed physical evidence of Cassia’s upbringing, too. She carried a clue right on her skin. “Have you ever smelled her?” he asked. “Really close-up?”

Solara recoiled like he’d demanded to know her bra size. “No. Have
you
?”

“Once.” It had happened the morning of the Pesirus hellberry festival, after he’d spent an hour hauling and stacking crates. He’d accidentally collided with Cassia in the washroom, and although sweat had soaked the front of her shirt, nothing but the scent of orchids had emanated from her skin. Only one thing suppressed natural body odor like that, and the procedure was so painful and expensive that even he’d turned it down.

“She has perfume microbes implanted in her sweat glands,” he said. “They’re rare and invasive. I’ve only met one other person who had it done, and he’s a Solar League diplomat. That means she’s not just loaded; she’s important.”

He waited for Solara to say something, but she just stood there, glaring at him.

“What?” he asked.

She shook her head and slung the gown over one shoulder, then left without a word.

As Solara charged down the hall, she recalled something Doran had told her on board the
Zenith
:
Anyone who stinks like a toolshed is safe from my advances.
She’d forgotten about that, and now she wondered what she smelled like after a week with no shower.

Certainly not perfume.

It was none of her business and she didn’t know why she cared, but under what circumstances had Doran smelled Cassia really close-up? The two hadn’t spent much time together, at least not that she knew of, but then again, romantic trysts didn’t take long. Cassia had openly announced that hookups were the best way to fight transport madness. Had the pair secretly decided to help each other
rev up those endorphins
?

Solara’s stomach felt sick.

She shouldn’t be doing this, speculating and jumping to conclusions as if she owned him. It wasn’t like she wanted Doran to boost
her
endorphins.

So why was her face throbbing in time with her pulse?

“Let it go,” she muttered. “It doesn’t matter.”

“What doesn’t matter?” asked Cassia, leaning her fair head out the open door to her bedroom.

Solara stopped short, clutching the ball gown to her chest. She faked a smile and said “Nothing,” but she couldn’t help surveying the girl with new eyes. She looked past the dishwater blond dreadlocks, dull and coarse from months of neglect, and beyond the unmade copper-hued face to the mannerisms beneath.

Cassia had gone to great lengths to hide her privileged upbringing, but there it was—a slightly haughty lift of her chin that allowed the tiny ship hand to look down at Solara despite their height difference. Cassia’s body language resembled Doran’s in that way, self-assured and completely in control. He was right. They were two of a kind.

“You okay?” Cassia asked.

“I’m just nervous about the job,” Solara lied. “Do you think you can make me pretty? I’ve never worn makeup before, so I need all the help I can get.”

“No problem. Come on in.”

When Solara followed inside, curiosity hijacked her body. She rushed Cassia in a hug, locking both arms around the girl under the pretense of gratitude while burying her nose for a deep whiff. An enchanted garden filled her senses, seeming to originate from beneath the skin instead of on the surface. It was heavenly. Cassia stiffened at the ambush, and Solara stepped back, battling a surge of envy. She wished she could smell of springtime breezes instead of engine grease.

“Thanks,” Solara said. “You’re the best.”

Cassia’s room bore a striking resemblance to hers, except with one bunk stacked atop the other instead of a full-size bed. She noticed Kane watching her from the top bunk, a protein bar suspended an inch from his lips. He wore the same puzzled expression as Cassia, their blond heads tipped at precisely the same angle as they tried to make sense of her abrupt display of affection.

Solara greeted him with a cool nod.

He recovered then, apologizing with his eyes. “Hey, I’m sorry about last night. I shouldn’t have run my mouth like that. I didn’t mean a word of it. That was the Crystalline talking.”

Solara wasn’t sure if she believed him. He’d seemed plenty sober to her.

“Doran’s already banged up,” Kane went on. “The last thing he needs is me making him feel worse.” Dipping his head, he asked, “Did you tell him what I said?”

“No. Not yet.”

“Then maybe we can keep it between us,” Kane suggested. “I like Doran. He’s a good guy, and I don’t want the rest of the trip to feel awkward.”

Solara rubbed the dress between her fingers, unsure of what to do. Kane seemed sincere, but her first loyalty was to Doran, and she still felt he had a right to know.

“I’ll think about it,” she said. To change the subject, she added, “We should hurry. Renny wants to leave soon.”

“Sure.” Kane’s lips slid into an easy grin, as if nothing had happened. “But you don’t need holographic goop to make you pretty.”

“Of course she doesn’t,” Cassia agreed, and reached up for a bite of his snack. She tore off a chunk and handed it back, then pointed at her own face and clarified, “Well, except for the bruises.”

“And the birthmark,” Kane added. “It’s cute, but it’s an easy giveaway.”

Despite having not fully forgiven him, Solara felt her mouth curve up. “You think my birthmark’s cute?”

His impish grin widened, his voice dipping low and smooth. “I think every part of you is cute.”

Cassia responded by climbing the bunk ladder and smacking her roommate upside the head. When he gaped in protest, she thrust a finger at him and hissed, “I like this one. Leave her alone.”

Kane rubbed his head and scooted to the other end of his mattress, not that it afforded him any protection from the furious girl glaring at him hard enough to singe off his eyebrows. “I was just being friendly. What’s wrong with that?”