Authors: James Gunn
Horn's eyelids flickered.
“The weak are killed,” Lil said flatly. “The fit survive.”
She cocked her head and stared at the ground. The bottle had long since spilled its contents into the dust. “Oh, the lovely, lovely liquor. All gone, all gone.” A large tear gathered in her eye and dropped onto Wu's green shirt.
Suddenly Wu scrambled to his knees. Lil flapped into the air, complaining raucously. Wu knelt beside the ashes of the fire and peered into the pot. “Dust in the stew. Ah, me! But maybe something can be saved.” He picked up a battered spoon, carefully skimmed off the surface layer of liquid, and cast it on the ground. The second dip he raised to his lips. He tasted it critically. “Marred but edible. Insignificant as our lives are, stranger, you have disrupted them considerably.”
“Horn is the name.” A flick of his hand sent a glistening crystal disk spinning through the air; Wu caught it deftly. “I'm in nobody's debt.”
“A five-kellon piece,” Wu said, raising the gold-banded disk to his eye. The clouds had begun to scatter; a few stars peered through. “Genuine, too. The beautiful new regent. Beauty and value. A rare combination. It will more than repay us for our inconvenience, eh, Lil?” The coin disappeared in Wu's voluminous clothing.
“What is beauty to an empty stomach?” the parrot grumbled.
“Proof Lil has the soul of an earthworm.” Wu began ladling stew into two chipped plastic plates. He held one out to Horn. “Here. Since you have paid, you deserve a share.”
Horn hesitated momentarily and then walked forward to accept the food. He retreated to the wall, squatted on his heels, and waited. Ignoring Horn's caution, Wu dived into the mixture with thick fingers. After a moment, Horn began to eat. In spite of an occasional bite that gritted between the teeth, the stew was surprisingly delicious. Small chunks of meat were identifiably rabbit; the other ingredients were obscure.
It vanished quickly. Horn tilted the plate to his mouth and let the last of the broth trickle down his throat. For the first time in many days, his stomach felt warm and full. He was sleepy and tired; taut muscles and strung nerves relaxed. The warmth swept out toward the fat old man and his bird like a wave of gratitudeâ
Horn straightened, scoured his plate in the sand at the base of the rock wall, and dropped it at Wu's feet. “Thanks,” he said flatly. He went back to the wall, wiping greasy fingers on the rags of his pants. He squatted again and keyed his senses to their habitual, restless awareness.
Wu had pushed his plate away with a contented sigh. He turned to the suitcase beside him, his body blocking Horn's view. When he swung back, the suitcase was closed and another half-liter of alcohol was in his hand. He took several generous swallows and held it out, inquiringly, to Horn. Horn shook his head. Lil, who had eaten nothing, grabbed the neck of the bottle with eager claws. She turned it up; the clear liquid gurgled down her throat.
Wu rummaged in a deep pocket and finally pulled out a battered plug of lethe weed. Fastidiously cleaning one corner of lint, he gnawed it off and began to chew, his eyes half-closed.
Horn studied him. The last man he had seen mix the weed and alcohol had died quickly. At one time, Horn had smuggled the weed, but fumes from the hold had knocked out everyone for days and almost wrecked the ship. Wu seemed unaffected.
The old man spat. The dust turned a reddish-brown. “Here we are,” he mused. “Three outcasts met on the Forbidden Ground. Did you know this was once the most fertile farmland on the continent?”
“I don't believe it,” Horn said.
Wu shrugged. “It doesn't matter. I mention it only to illustrate the folly of men who think they shape their destinies. What strange eddy in the river of history swept us here? Where will it take us next?”
“It takes me nowhere,” Horn said. “I go where I wish.”
“So we think, so we think. In the middle of things, we see no pattern. But as we look back and view the picture whole, we realize how men are moved about by forces they do not suspect. The pieces fall into place. The pattern is clear.”
Horn was silent.
“Lil and I, we think we go to the ruins of Sunport because we choose, but it is our hunger that drives us. And hunger is a force that has no equal. Why do you go there?”
The question was casual and unexpected; it took Horn by surprise. He blinked once before his eyes narrowed. “Who said I do?”
“Why else should you be here on the desert? Do you go to steal, like Lil and I, or to kill?”
“There is no other choice?”
“For a deserter with a gun? What else would he be doing at the Dedication? To steal or to kill, it makes no difference. The ruins will be better guarded than any spot in the Empire, and brute force must always bow to greater force. It is a pity for one to die so young.”
Horn waited. He had schooled himself to wait until others had identified themselves and their purposes.
“We're three of a kind,” Wu said. “We need have no secrets, one from the others. Lil and I, we have lived too long to be moralists. Men must live, and they must do what they must do.”
“I won't die,” Horn said.
“So we think, so we all think. And yet we do. But you may be right. You won't die now because you won't reach the ruins in time.”
“You're wrong,” Horn said calmly. “As you said, we are three of a kind. We need have no secrets. You are going to the Dedication; you will show me the way.”
The cold certainty that the old man would be his guide had come a long time ago. Maybe he had known it as he watched from above the depression.
“No, no,” Wu stammered. “I couldn't do that. I meanâthat would beâ”
Horn's eyes were icy on Wu's face.
Wu squirmed, shrugged, and sank back. “As you will. Outcasts must stick together. But you don't realize the chain of causation you are beginning.”
“Men,” Lil said darkly, “fashion their own nooses.”
Horn stared at them silently, ridges slowly forming between his eyebrows. Wu yawned, shivered, and lay down by the cold ashes of the fire. He curled into a fetal position.
“No watch?” Horn asked sardonically.
“For what?” Wu's voice was muffled. “Death will come, just as dawn will come. If they come together, there is no help for it. I'm not going to stay awake to watch for either.”
“How have you survived so long?”
A yawn reached Horn's ears. “By eating regularly, sleeping whenever possible, and not worrying about tomorrow. The wall is to our backs. Where would we run? Besides, Lil will watch.”
Horn shrugged and climbed with habitual caution to the rim of the depression. After his senses had adjusted to the silence and the night, he let them roam out into the desert, but they brought him no warning. He settled down against the mesa wall to wait out the night.
The clouds had vanished. The stars were out, and the sky was brilliant. He could see a long way into the desert; it was lifeless. He pinched the heavy belt inside the waistband of his pants. A coin was ejected into his hand. The crystal disk had a silver rim. He held it up between his eye and the stars.
His hand trembled. He caught it quickly, stopped the tremor, held the coin steady. The strain had been great for a long time, but it would be fatal to let loose now.
Garth Kohlnar stared at him out of the coin. His massive, bronze face, his stiff, reddish hair, his yellow-gray eyes were startlingly lifelike. Powerful and dominant, the General Manager of the Eron Company fixed the holder of the coin with unwavering eyes, as if to say:
“Here is money. Here is the stuff of trade, the symbol of empire. Here is good money, hard money, crafted so carefully that counterfeit is impossible, backed by all the might and wealth of Eron. You have toiled for it, but your toil was not wasted. You hold your reward in your hands, a work of art, a token of value. Whatever you have done to get this coin was worthwhile. You own a share of Eron. Ask for it. It will be delivered without question.”
The night wind was cold on Horn's half-naked body. He resisted the impulse to shiver. He laid the coin in the dust of the desert and drew out another and another until five of the crystal disks lay side by side, silver-rimmed, orange, green, blue, black. The General Manager and four of his five Directors: Matal for Power, Fenelon for Transport, Ronholm for Commerce, Duchane for Security.
Five faces: thin and round, long and short, bold and cunning. The differences were unimportant. They all had the golden skin of the pureblood, and an even deeper kinship spoke through the eyes. It was the kinship of power, an imperial hunger only half-satisfied and basically unappeasable.
The sixth coin was gold-banded like the one Horn had tossed to Wu. The symbol of the Directorship of Communications. Horn held the coin up to the stars.
The coin held a woman's face as a morning flower holds a drop of dew, mirroring in it the limitless possibilities of the world that begins again. Her skin was softly golden against red-gold hair confined by a fillet of immense white diamonds. Her red lips curved gently in the faint beginning of a smile; they promised an empire to the man who could win them. And her head, held proudly, told him that an empire would not be enough to lay at her feet. Her tawny eyes looked out at Horn, sank deep into his eyes, judging, weighing.â¦
Is this the man?
“The lovely Wendre,” a voice wheezed. “Wendre Kohlnar, the new Director, daughter of the General Manager.”
Startled, Horn turned at the first words. His hand darted toward his gun, dropping the coin. Wu knelt beside him. He was unarmed. Horn's hand fell back to his side.
“Beautiful,” Wu went on casually, “and heir to all that.” He waved a careless hand at the star-studded sky. “If she can find a man strong enough to hold it for her.”
“All except that,” Horn said. He pointed toward the seven sisters of the Pleiades Cluster, just rising on the horizon. “Eron has conquered the Quarnon League, but keeping it is another matter.”
“The tides of empire rise,” Wu said softly. “A few always flee in front of it, but the waves crash after them. Now they have crushed the Cluster. They have smashed it flat. It will never rise again. When the tide recedes at last, it will leave only sand-strewn ruins.”
“The defeat isn't final. Not while the Liberator lives.”
“You think Eron doesn't know that?” Wu asked. “Peter Sair was sent to Prison Terminal. Vantee. A few months ago, he died there. Or so it is said.”
“Dead?” Horn said. He stared toward the horizon, toward the Pleiades, toward the cluster of stars that were close enough for civilization without the Tube, where freedom had died. He stared toward home and realized for the first time that he could never go back.
Three hundred light years separated him from the Cluster. Six hours by Tube; half-a-dozen lifetimes by the next quickest means. And the Tubes led through Eron; he had barred himself from Eron by what he had done and what he was going to do.
Why am I here?
Horn wondered, and pushed the thought away.
“Goodnight, idealist,” Wu whispered, and was gone.
Horn shrugged and scooped up the coins in front of him.
Whatever you have done to earn these coins was worthwhile.
He reached for the pistol under his left arm and pulled it down easily. He held it between his knees, pointing toward the desert.
He hadn't earned them yet. He would earn them tomorrow.
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THE HISTORY
Civilization.â¦
Like everything else, it has a price. The down payment is freedom. For the privilege of living together, men surrender the right to do as they please; they make laws and restrict themselves within them.
When civilization is conferred from outside, the price is even steeper: someone else makes the laws.
Only the Tube made possible an interstellar civilization. And only Eron knew the secret of the Tube.
Some people will not pay the price. They buy freedom instead and pay for it with toil and hardship.
So men fled before Eron. They fled down the starways in rusty ships ahead of the expanding sphere of civilization and empire.
In the star cluster once called the Pleiades, freedom stopped running. The stars were close enough for loose federation and trade but too far apart for conquest. Slow ships could link them together into the Quarnon League. Instead of a ship, its symbol was a man.
And there in the Cluster, freedom died, crushed by Eron in two great wars. For freedom is contagious, and bridges are profitable.
The news traveled fast: Peter Sair was dead.
But Sair was a symbol. And symbols, like freedom, cannot die as long as one man still believes in them.â¦
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THE NARROW BRIDGE
Horn came awake instantly, his nerves tingling with alarm.
The pistol was in his hand as he glanced out over the desert. The eastern horizon was beginning to gray. The stars had faded there. But the danger wasn't in the desert. It was lifeless.
He looked to the left, but the depression was still dark. Dark and still. But something had changed.
A man in constant danger learns to depend on his intuition, that subtle analyzer of unconscious perceptions. He has to. Danger will not wait for judgment.
Stiffened muscles protesting, Horn crept silently down the slope. The hollow was deserted. Only the black ashes in the dust were evidence that someone had been there.
Wu and the parrot were gone. They had picked up their few belongings and left soundlessly in the night while he slept.
That was the disturbing factor. For longer than he could remember he hadn't allowed himself the luxury of real sleep. His sleep was only a step below consciousness, a drowsing broken by the slightest change of environment. How could they have gone without waking him?
He hadn't planned to sleep at all. The closer he got to the goal, the greater the pitch of danger. Had it been the rebellion of a body driven beyond endurance? That was ridiculous. And yet he had slept. He felt more rested, more alert than he had since leaving the cruiser.