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Authors: Ann-Marie MacDonald
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The marks on a body are the marks on a map. They tell you where you have been, and how to get home again so that you can stop going round inside yourself. Look down at the map. Look up at the sky. Where is the sun? Now walk. Make a new pathway, walk out of the forest.
She can go back to Germany, land of horror and sweetness, where a
Mädchen
in white waits, a person of two and a half. Together they can look down at the stone, flush against the grass.
Ask me whatever you want, I will answer
.
Your arm hurts because it is broken
.
No, he does not need to breathe down there
.
No, you did not do this
.
That is what remains of his body, his soul has left it
.
His body has returned to the earth to make more grass and food and air and rain
.
That is where all the flowers have gone
.
But you will always have one in your name
.
Maggie is drawing hieroglyphs in Mary Rose’s datebook, which she has looted from her bag. Mary Rose tips the contents onto the kitchen floor and sits cross-legged next to the child.
“Purse,” says Maggie.
“Bag,” says Mary Rose. “That is a lesbian word for ‘purse.’ ”
Hil says, “I’m a lesbian and I have a purse.”
Mary Rose looks up. “Did you feel that just now?”
“What?”
“Happy.”
Re: Some things really do get batter
Dear Dad,
Sometimes things need to get worse before they can get better.
Love,
Mary Rose
End
Thank you. Without whom …
Beatrice Ahad
Katherine Ashenburg
Bill Bolton Women’s Hockey League
Tracy Bohan
Susan Burns
Sarah Chalfant
Trudy Chernin
Anne Collins
Trish Convery
Louise Dennys
Jerry Doiron
Margaret Anne Fitzpatrick-Hanly
Margaret Gaffney
Ken Girotti
Mary Giuliano
Robert Gordon
Janet Hanna
Kendra Hawke
Kate Icely
Honora Johannesen
Mara Nicolaou
Arland O’Hara
Alanna Palmer
Alisa Palmer
Marven Palmer
Pam Plant
Maria Popoff
Lisa Robertson
John Robinson
Wendy Katherine
Sharon Klein
Sarka Kalusova
Eleanor Koldofsky
Melanie Lane
Amanda Lewis
Mary Paula Lizewski
Isabel MacDonald-Palmer
John-Hugh MacDonald
Lora MacDonald-Palmer
Malcolm MacDonald
Mary MacDonald
Jackie Maxwell
Nancy McKinnon
Clare Meridew
Gordon Meslin
Rowda Mohamud
Deirdre Molina
Montana
Cassandra Nicolaou
Harriet Sachs
Matthew Sibiga
Olivia Smith-Lizewski
Stormy
Lillian Szpak
Sister Walsh
Maureen White
Andrew Wylie
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ANN-MARIE M
AC
DONALD
is a bestselling, award-winning novelist, playwright, actor and broadcaster. Her works include
Goodnight Desdemona (Good Morning Juliet), Fall On Your Knees
and
The Way the Crow Flies
. She lives in Toronto with her wife and their two children.
