Chapter 30
Refuge
The Gaijin flower-ship soared on a fast, efficient, powered trajectory into the crowded heart of the Solar System. The Sun grew brighter, swamping the subtleties of the star-laden sky, its glaring light more and more the dominant presence in the universe.
Madeleine felt an unreasonable, illogical sense of claustrophobia. There were no walls here, and there was room for whole planets to swim through the dark; and yet this place felt oppressive, closed in, like the heart of a city. She spent much time with the lander's windows opaqued against the yellow-white glare, drifting beneath a cool, austere virtual Neptune.
The Gaijin refused to carry Madeleine any closer to the Sun than the orbit of Earth. She was going to have to proceed on to Mercury in the cramped confines of a lander designed primarily for orbit-to-ground hops.
The few hundred refugees from Triton who had followed her back into the heart of the system would have to endure the same rigors. The transfer into the landers was ill-tempered, chaotic.
It had proved impossible to communicate to the deep-ocean aquatics the need to evacuate. So she had been forced to leave them behind, those dolphinlike posthumans, abandoning them to whatever mysterious fate awaited them, without ever even knowing if they understood what was happening to them.
Just as, perhaps, the retreating Gaijin wondered of her.
As she watched the flower-ship sail away back into the outer darkness, she felt an entirely unexpected pang of loneliness, of abandonment.
She'd always suspected that Malenfant's habit of giving his Gaijin companion a name -- of treating Cassiopeia as some analog of a human individual -- was just anthropomorphism, sloppy sentimentality. But the fact was she actually
liked
these aloof, stately, rational Gaijin a lot more than she liked some humans -- notably the racist-type surface colonists she had encountered on Triton. The Gaijin were ancient, much-traveled, had endured experiences unimaginable to most humans; to them, a single, short-lived human and her concerns must seem as evanescent, as meaningless -- and yet perhaps as beautiful -- as the curl of a thread of smoke, the splash of a single raindrop.
At last, ten days after the Gaijin had left her, planet Mercury sailed into view. She was approaching at an angle from the night side, so to her it was a bony crescent against the black, slowly opening up, its cratering apparent even from a great distance.
She slid into orbit and was held there while an electronic bureaucracy -- run by a governing body called the Coalition -- processed her requests to land, machines separated by centuries of technical and social development seeking a way to speak to each other.
Mercury, turning beneath her, was like the Moon's elder brother, just a ball of rock with a pale, thickly cratered surface. But there was no Mercury equivalent of the Moon's great maria; whatever process had formed those great lunar seas of frozen lava hadn't operated here. And there were features unlike anything on the Moon: zones of crumpling, ridges and folds and cracks like the wrinkled skin of a dried tomato, as if the planet had shrunk after its formation.
The stand-out feature was one immense impact basin, maybe thirty degrees north of the equator. She sailed over a ragged ring of mountains -- not a simple rim, but a structure, with the tallest mountains innermost, and lower foothills farther out. Inside the ring there was a relatively smooth floor scarred by ridges, folds, and rifts that followed roughly concentric patterns, like the glaze on an old dinner plate. It was a fantastic sight, a basin that took her lander long minutes to skim over on its first approach pass, circles of mountains big enough to neatly encompass the Great Lakes.
And, in the deep shadows right at the huge crater's heart, she saw lights, a hint of order, buildings and tracks. It was a human settlement, here in the deepest scar on the most inhospitable planet in the Solar System. She ought to have been uplifted by the spectacle. But that tiny spark in the midst of such ferocious desolation seemed merely absurd.
There was a lot of traffic in the sky.
They were human ships. Most of them were driven by solar sails, filmy and beautiful, wispy shapes that tacked against Mercury's impassive rocky face, the slow evolution of their forms betraying the intelligent control that guided them. The ships rode the hail of photons that came from the huge nearby Sun, a much more effective means of transportation here than at Earth's orbit and beyond.
It was immediately obvious that there were more ships arriving than leaving. But then there was no other place for humans to go, here in the Solar System of the year A.D. 3793; Mercury was a sink of people, not a source.
On the far side of Mercury she saw a type of landscape she'd never seen before: broken up, chaotic, almost shattered. She worked out that it was at the exact antipode of that giant impact structure, the target of converging spherical shock waves that must have traveled around the world; rock-smashing energies had focused here and made the land flex and crumble and boil.
Once Madeleine had hurled moons around the outer Solar System. Now she felt awed, humbled, by the evidence of such huge forces. Overwhelmed by a sense of impotence.
She was brought to land near the main human settlement. This was in a wide crater called Chao Meng-Fu, another giant impact structure, this one almost covering the south pole.
The gravity startled her with its strength, around twice that on the Moon. Strange for such a small planet, really little larger than the Moon; Mercury was very dense, another Cannonball.
Madeleine suited up. It was straightforward; through the centuries, in contrast to comms units and coffee machines, she'd found that life-critical equipment like pressure suits and air locks remained easy to operate, its operation obvious.
She stepped out of the tractor. Once again I set foot on a new world, she thought. Do I hold the record?
Within Chao Meng-Fu there were power plants and automated strip-mining robots. The surface structures cowered in rim mountain shadows, avoiding the Sun, which glared down for 176 Earth days at a time -- an unexpected number; Mercury's "day" was fixed, by tidal effects, as two-thirds of the little planet's 88-day year, and so its calendar was a complex clockwork.
She looked up, toward the Sun, which was low on the horizon. Filters in her helmet blocked out the disc of the Sun itself, but that disc was three times as large as Earth's Sun, a bloated monster.
She saw no humans above ground, none at all.
Her arrival at Chao City was processed by crude virtuals. These software robots had been designed to handle the arrival of speakers of incomprehensible languages from all over the Solar System. Their humanity smoothed out, they guided her wordlessly with simple mime and gesture. Chao City was a warren of corridors and tunnels hastily cut out of the bedrock. It was crowded with a dozen diverse races, a place full of suspicion and territoriality.
She was assigned a poky room, another cave like the one she'd endured on Triton -- though this time, at least, carved from familiar silicate rock rather than water ice. How strange it was that humans, on whatever world they settled from one end of the Solar System to the other, were driven to burrow into the ground like moles.
The room contained a comms interface unit, inevitably of a very different design from those on Triton, with which, wearily, she battled. At last she found a way to instruct a contemporary analog of a data miner to find Nemoto -- if she was indeed here on Mercury.
The comms unit began to ping softly. After no more than thirty minutes' probing she found out that the sound meant the unit contained a message, waiting for her.
Come see me. Nowadays I live in a crater called Bernini, not so far away from Chao. You'll enjoy the view.
It named a place and time.
It was from Dorothy Chaum.
She was kept waiting another twenty-four hours. Then she was taken to see somebody called an immigration officer. More bureaucracy, she thought with a sinking heart. Just like Triton; a universal human trait.
The immigration officer actually tried to speak to her in Latin.
"Quo vadis? Quo animo?"
-- Where are you going? With what intention? She had brought her pressure-suit helmet with its embedded translator suite, and the office had similar facilities, so she waited patiently for the equipment to work.
The officer's name was Carl ap Przibram. He was a native of an asteroid: tall, spindly, with a great eggshell of a skull under thick hair, and long bony fingers, a cliche pianist's. His skin was pale, his features smoothed out, as if his skin was stretched; perhaps there were folds at his eyes, traces of an Asian ancestry, but any ethnic antecedents from Earth were long mixed and blurred. He seemed profoundly uncomfortable -- as well he might, Madeleine thought, as he was effectively operating in multiples of the gravity he was used to.
When they were able to communicate he took her name, requested various identification numbers she didn't have, then asked for a summary of her background. She listed her voyages beyond the stars. Using a workstation built into his desk, he brought up, from some deep database, a record on her, maintained over centuries. Ap Przibram seemed immersed in his job, all the documentation and procedure, utterly uninterested in the reality of the exotic fossil before him. It was a reaction she'd encountered on Triton, and many times before.
He requested that she make a donation of DNA samples. It was logical -- a scheme to keep mankind's small, isolated gene pools refreshed -- though she'd heard of travelers who had patronized a flourishing black market in traveler genetic samples, notably sperm; the latter-day legend, happily encouraged by some travelers, was that the good stuff from these crude near-barbarians from a thousand years ago was more vigorous, more potent than the etiolated modern vintage.
At last he handed her a piece of plastic embedded with temporary ident codes, preliminary to a full implant; she took it gravely. "You are welcome here," he told her.
"Thank you." She raised the issue of her companions from Triton.
"Their applications will be processed as speedily as possible." He fell silent, his drawn face impassive.
She tapped the desk with a fingernail. She found it hard to read his posture, the language of his face. "They've flown across the system, across thirty astronomical units, in landers designed for hundred-kilometer orbital hops. Those things are flying toilets. We have children, old people, disabled, ill..."
"We are processing their applications. Until that is concluded there's nothing I can do."
His eyes were hollow. The man is exhausted, she thought. He is overwhelmed, as Mercury is; and here I am with more refugees, boatloads of resentful ice dwellers from Triton. In such circumstances, bureaucracy is a medium of civilized discourse; at least he isn't throwing me out.
She resolved to be patient.
At the appointed time she set off to meet Dorothy. There was a monorail link from Chao City to Bernini -- slow, bumpy, uncomfortable, real pioneer stuff -- and then she had to take a ride in an automated tractor, a thing of giant wire-mesh wheels, over lightly occupied Mercury.
She arrived at what Dorothy had referred to as a solarsail farm.
Outside the tractor she studied the sky.
She could see few stars. Solar-sail ships swam, dimly visible, like sparks from a fire, swarming around Mercury's equator, bringing more refugees. But there was a haze across the sky, a mistiness surrounding that too-large Sun disc, and a pale wash farther out, like a starless Milky Way. She was seeing the Sun's tenuous atmosphere, made visible by the artificial occulting of the central star. And the flat belt of light farther out was the zodiacal light, the shining of dust particles and meteorites and asteroids in the plane of the ecliptic. Once Gaijin cities had shone there; now the asteroid belt was deserted once more.
When she cupped her hands around her faceplate she could see the tail of yet another giant comet, smeared milkily over the black dome of the sky. She couldn't see any Cracker ships, of course -- not yet -- even though, it was said, they had broken through the orbit of Neptune.
As the Oort war had turned sour, Mercury had been annexed by a coalition of nations from the asteroid colonies: the near-Earths, the main belt, even a few from the Trojans in Jupiter's orbit. It was hardly an occupation; nobody but a few hermit types had been living here anyhow. The setup here was barely democratic -- a situation which, to their credit, appeared to disturb the emergency government, the Coalition. But it was functioning.
The colonists had adapted technologies that had once been used in the initial colonization of the Moon: Once more, humans were forced to bake their air out of unyielding rock. But there were plans for the longer term -- such as a Paulis mine at Caloris Planitia, the giant impact crater she'd observed from orbit. But this was not the Moon. Mercury was all iron core, with a little rocky rind. A different world, different challenges.
Now she picked out a double star, a bright double pinpoint, one partner strikingly blue, the other a pale gray-white...
"Earth, of course." Here was Dorothy standing close by her side, in a suit so coated with black Mercury dust it was all but invisible, despite the brightness of the Sun. Her helmet was heavily shielded, just a golden bubble; Madeleine couldn't see her face.
They exchanged meaningless pleasantries, awkward; there were no obvious protocols for a relationship such as theirs.
Then Dorothy loped heavily across the dusty plain. Madeleine, reluctantly, followed.
The regolith crunched under her feet, the noise clearly audible, carried through her suit. In the virgin dust she left footprints, clear and sharp as on the Moon, and the dust she threw up clung to the fabric of her suit. But her footing was heavy, in this double-Moon gravity. No bunny-hop moonwalking here.