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Malenfant pushed himself to the wall nearest the robot, pressed his face against the membrane, and stared back.

Its attitude suggested watchfulness. But he was probably anthropomorphizing again.

That dodecahedral core, fat and compact, must have been a couple of meters across. It glistened with panels of complex texture, and there were apertures in the silvery skin within which more machinery gleamed, unrecognizable. The robot had various appendages. A whole forest of them no more than centimeters long bristled from every surface of the core, wiry, almost like a layer of fur. But two of the limbs were longer -- ten meters each, perhaps -- and were articulated like the robot arms carried by the old space shuttle, each ending in a knot of machinery. He noticed small attitude thruster nozzles spread along the arms. The whole thing reminded him of one of the old space probes --
Voyager,
perhaps, or
Pioneer
-- that dense solid core, the flimsy booms, a spacecraft built like a dragonfly.

The robot showed signs of wear and age: crumpled panels on the dodecahedral core; an antennalike protrusion that was pitted and scarred, as if by micrometeorite rain; one arm that appeared to have been broken and patched by a sheath of newer material. This is an old machine, he thought, and it might have been traveling a long, long time; he wondered how many Suns had baked its fragile skin, how many dusty comet trail clouds had worn away at those filmy structures.

Right now the two arms were held upward, as if in an air of supplication, giving the robot an overall W shape -- like the first robot he'd seen.

Could this be the same machine? Or, he wondered, am I anthropomorphizing again, longing for individuality where none exists? After all, this thing could never be mistaken for something alive -- could it? If nothing else its lack of symmetry -- one arm was a good two meters longer than the others -- was, on some profound level, deeply disturbing.

He gave in to his sentimentality.

"Cassiopeia," he said. "That's what I'll call you."

Female, Malenfant? But the thing did have a certain delicacy and grace. Cassiopeia, then. He raised a hand and waved.

He half expected a wave back from those complex robot arms, but they did not move.

...But now there was a change. An object that looked for all the world like a telephoto lens came pushing out of an aperture in the front of Cassiopeia's dodecahedral torso and trained on him.

He wondered if Cassiopeia had just manufactured the system, in response to its -- her -- perceived need, in some nano factory in her interior. More likely the technology was simpler, and this "camera" had been assembled from a stock of parts carried within. Maybe Cassiopeia was like a Swiss Army knife, he thought: not infinitely flexible, but with a stock of tools that could be deployed and adapted to a variety of purposes.

And then, once again, he was startled -- this time by a noise from within his bubble.

It was a radio screech. It had come from the comms headset tucked inside his helmet.

He grabbed the helmet, pulled out the headset, and held one speaker against his ear. The screech was so loud it was painful, and though he thought he detected traces of structure in the signal, there was nothing resembling human speech.

He glanced out at the robot, Cassiopeia, still patiently holding her station alongside his membrane.

She's trying to communicate, he thought. After years of ignoring the radio and other signals we beamed at her colleagues in the asteroid belt, she's decided I'm interesting enough to talk to.

He grinned. Objective achieved, Malenfant. You made them notice us, at least.

Yes, but right now it wasn't doing him much good. The signal he was being sent might contain whole libraries of interstellar wisdom, but he couldn't decode it -- not without banks of supercomputers.

They still have no real idea what they're dealing with here, he thought, how limited I am. Maybe I'm fortunate they didn't try hitting me with signal lasers.

If we're going to talk, it will have to be in English. Maybe they can figure that out; we've been bombarding them with dictionaries and encyclopedias for long enough. And it will have to be slow enough for me to understand.

He dug in a pocket on the leg of his suit until he found a thick block of paper and a propelling pencil.

Another moment of contact, then: the first words exchanged between human being and alien. Words that would presumably be remembered, if anybody ever found out about this, long after Shakespeare was forgotten.

What should he say? Poetry? A territorial challenge? A speech of welcome?

At last he grunted, licked the pencil lead, and wrote out two words in blocky capitals. Then he pressed the pad up against the clear membrane.

THANK YOU

With its -- her -- telescopic eye, Cassiopeia peered at the paper block for long minutes.

From her angular body Cassiopeia extruded a new pseudopod. It carried a small metal block the size and shape of his notepad.

The block bore a message. In English. The text was in a neat, unadorned font.

COMMUNICATION DYSFUNCTION. REPAIRS MANDATED. REPAIRS PERFORMED. DECISION CONSTRAINED.

He frowned, trying to figure out the meaning.
We don't understand. Why are you thanking us? You would have died. We had no choice but to help you.

He thought, then wrote out: IT SHOWED GOODWILL BETWEEN OUR SPECIES. Not the right word, that
species;
but he couldn't think of anything better. MAYBE WE WILL UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER IN THE FUTURE. MAYBE WE WILL LIVE IN PEACE.

The reply: DECISION CONSTRAINED BUT NOT SINGLE-VALUED. INFORMATION REQUIRED CONCERNING OBJECTIVE: REPLICATION; RESOURCE APPROPRIATION; ACTIVITY PROHIBITION; EXOTIC. WHICH.

Take care with your answer, Malenfant. Most of those options, from a Gaijin point of view, aren't too healthy; you mustn't let them think you're some kind of von Neumann rapacious terminator robot yourself, or they'll slit open this air sac, and then your belly.

I'M HERE OUT OF CURIOSITY.

A pause. COMMUNICATION DYSFUNCTION.

He wrote, WHERE DID YOU COME FROM? WHO MADE YOU? ARE THEY NEARBY?

Another, longer pause. SEVERAL THOUSAND ITERATIONS SINCE INITIALIZATION.
We are thousands of generations removed from those who began the migration.

Then these
are
the Gaijin, he thought. They don't know who made them. They've forgotten. Or maybe
nobody
made them. After all, you believe
you
evolved, Malenfant; why not them?

He wrote out, WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE HERE?

REPLICATION. CONSTRUCTION. SEARCH.

So they did come here from somewhere else. And the Gaijin's last word, finally, gave him hope he was dealing with something more than a fixed machine here, more than simple mechanical goals.

SEARCH, he wrote. SEARCH FOR WHAT?

The answer chilled him. SEARCH OBJECT: OPTION TO AVOID COMING STERILIZATION EVENT. EXISTENCE OF OPTION QUERY.

My God, he thought. We always thought the aliens would come and teach us. Wrong. These guys are coming to
us
for answers.

Answers to whatever it is they are fleeing. The "sterilization event."

For long minutes he gazed at Cassiopeia's crumpled, complex hide. Then he wrote carefully, WE MUST TALK. BUT I NEED FOOD.

OPTION: RETURN BEFORE EXPIRATION.
We can take you home before you die.

WHAT ELSE?

OPTION: MANUFACTURE FOOD. ITERATIVE PROCESS, SUCCESS ANTICIPATED.

Reassuring, he thought dryly.

COROLLARY: CONTINUE.

He wrote, CONTINUE? YOU MEAN I CAN GO ON?

OPTION: ORIGIN NODE. OPTION: OTHER NODES.
We can take you home. Or we can take you farther. Other places. Even farther than this.

Even deeper in time, too. My God.

He thought about it for sixty seconds.

I WANT TO GO ON, he said. MAKE ME FOOD.

Then he added, PLEASE.

Maura Della died eight years after Malenfant's disappearance into the Gaijin portal, a few months before a signal at light speed could have completed the journey to Alpha Centauri and back.

But when those months had passed -- when the new signals arrived, bearing news from Alpha Centauri -- the great asteroid belt flower-ships at last opened up their electromagnetic wings, and a thousand of them began to sail in toward the crowded heart of the Solar System, and toward Earth.

He told himself: All this -- the neutron star sail, the toiling community -- is a triumph of life over blind cosmic cruelty. We ain't taking it anymore.

But when he thought of Cassiopeia, anger flooded him. Why?

It had been just minutes since she had embraced him on that grassy, simulated plain... hadn't it?

How do you
know,
Malenfant? How do you know you haven't been frozen in some deep data store for ten thousand years?

And... how do you know this isn't the first time you surfaced like this?

How
could
he know? If his identity assembled, disintegrated again, what trace would it leave on his memory? What
was
his memory? What if he was simply
restarted
each time, wiped clean like a reinitialized computer? How would he
know?

But it didn't matter. I did this to myself, he thought. I wanted to be here. I labored to get myself here. Because of what we learned, as the years unraveled: that the Gaijin would be followed by a great wave of visitors, and that the Gaijin were
not even the first
-- just as Nemoto had intuited from the start. And nothing we learned about those earlier visitors, and what had become of them, gave us comfort.

Slowly, as they began to travel the stars, humans learnedto fear the universe, and the creatures who lived in it. Livedand died.

Madeleine Meacher barely got out of N'Djamena alive.

Nigerian and Cameroon troops were pushing into the airstrip just as the Sanger's undercarriage trolley jets kicked in. She heard the distant crackle of automatic fire, saw vehicles converging on the runway. Somewhere behind her was a clatter, distant and small; it sounded as if a stray round had hit the Sanger.

Then the space plane threw itself down the runway, pressing her back into her seat, its leap forward sudden, gazellelike. The Sanger tipped up on its trolley, and the big RB545 engines kicked in, burning liquid hydrogen. The plane rose almost vertically. The gunfire rattle faded immediately.

She shot into cloud and was through in a second, emerging into bright, clear sunshine.

She glanced down: The land was already lost, remote, a curving dome of dull desert-brown, punctuated with the sprawling gray of urban development. Fighters -- probably Nigerian, or maybe Israeli -- were little points of silver light in the huge sky around her, with contrails looping through the air. They couldn't get close to Madeleine unless she was seriously unlucky.

She lit up the scramjets and was kicked in the back, hard, and the fighters disappeared.

The sky faded down to a deep purple. The turbulence smoothed out as she went supersonic. At thirty thousand meters, still climbing, she pushed the RB545 throttle to maximum thrust. Her acceleration was a Mach a minute; on this suborbital hop to Senegal she'd reach Mach 15 before falling back to Earth.

She was already so high she could see stars. Soon the reaction-control thrusters would kick in, and she'd be flying like a spacecraft.

It was the nearest she'd ever get to space, anyhow.

For the first time since arriving in Chad with her cargo of light artillery shells, she had time to relax. The Sanger was showing no evidence of harm from the gunfire.

The Sanger was a good, solid German design, built by Messerschmitt-Boelkow-Blohm. It was designed to operate in war zones, but Madeleine was not; safe now in her high-tech cocoon, she gave way to the tension for a couple of minutes.

While she was still shaking, the Sanger logged into the nets and downloaded her mail. Life went on.

That was when she found the message from Sally Brind.

Brind didn't tell Madeleine who she represented, or what she wanted. Madeleine was to meet her at Kennedy Space Center. Just like that; she was given no choice.

Over the years Madeleine had received a lot of blunt messages like this. They were usually either from lucrative would-be employers, or some variant of cop or taxman. Either way it was wise to turn up.

She acknowledged the message and instructed her data miners to find out who Brind was.

She pressed a switch, and the RB545s shut down with a bang. As the acceleration cut out she was thrust forward against the straps. Now she had gone ballistic, like a hurled stone. Coasting over the roof of her trajectory in near silence, she lost all sensation of speed, of motion.

And, at her highest point, she saw a distant glimmer of light, complex and serene: it was a Gaijin flower-ship, complacently orbiting Earth.

When she got back to the States, Madeleine flew out to Orlando. To get to KSC she drove north along U.S. 3, the length of Merritt Island. There used to be security gates; now there was nothing but a rusting fence, with a new smart-concrete road surface cut right through it.

She parked at the Vehicle Assembly Building. It was early morning. The place was deserted. Sand drifted across the empty parking lot, gathering in miniature dunes.