Read Son Of a Wanted Man (1984) Online
Authors: Louis L'amour
That's poverty. He had a lot of it as a youngster.
I reckon that was one reason he taken you to raise, he knowed what you were up against, if you lived at all.
"Now he's made his pile, but he knows he can't get out alive unless he has somebody younger, stronger, and smarter to take control of what he's built. That's where you come in." "Why not let Perrin have it?" "You know the answer to that. Perrin is mean and he's dangerous. He'd have gone off the deep end long ago if it hadn't been for Ben Curry. He's a good second man but a damn poor leader. That goes for Molina, too. He'd have killed fifty times if he hadn't known that Ben would kill him when he got back.
"No, neither could handle it, and the whole shootin' match would go to pieces in sixty days left to either of them. More than that, a lot of people would get killed, inside an' outside the gang." Little of what Roundy was saying was new to Bastian, yet he was curious as to why the old man was saying it. The two had been together a lot and knew each other as few men ever did. They had gone through storm, hunger, and thirst together, living in the desert and mountains, returning only occasionally to the rendezvous in Toadstool Canyon. Obviously there was purpose in Roundy's bringing up the subject, and Bastian waited, listening. Over the years he had learned that Roundy rarely talked at random. He spoke when he had something to say, something important. Yet even as they talked he was aware of all that was about him. A quail had moved into the tall grass near the stream, and ahead of them a squirrel moved in the crotch of a tree, and only minutes ago a gray wolf had crossed the path where they walked.
Roundy had said he was a woodsman, and it was true that he felt more at home in the woods and wild country than anywhere else. The idea of taking over the leadership of the outlaws filled him with unease. Always he had been aware that this time would come, and he had been schooled for it, but until now it had always been pleasantly remote. Now, suddenly, it was at hand.
Was he afraid of responsibility? Or was he simply afraid? Searching his thoughts he could find no fear. As for responsibility, he had been so prepared and conditioned for his role that it was a natural step. He thought of Kerb Perrin and Rigger Molina. Was he afraid? No, he was not.
Both men had been tolerant and even friendly when he was a boy, Molina especially. Yet as he grew older and became a man they had withdrawn. Did they realize the role that he was being prepared for? They knew him, but how much did they know? None of them had seen him shoot, for example. At least, none that he knew.
Roundy interrupted his thoughts by stopping to study the country ahead. "Mike," Roundy said, "the country is growing up. Last year some of our raids raised merry hell, and the boys had a hard time getting away. Folks don't like having their lives disrupted, and when the boys ride out this year they will be riding into trouble.
"Folks don't look at an outlaw as they used to. He isn't regarded as some wild youngster full of liquor and excess energy. He's a bad man, dangerous to the community, and he's stealing money folks have saved. "Now they see an outlaw like a wolf, and every man will be hunting him. Before you go into this you'd better think
it
over, and think seriously. "You know Ben Curry, and I know you like him, as well you should. He did a lot for you. At the same time, Ben had no right to raise you to be an outlaw.
He chose his own way, of his own free will, but you should be free to do the same.
"No man has a right to say to another, "This you must be." Nobody ever asked you did you want to be an outlaw, although as a youngster you might have said yes. Looked at from afar it seems romantic an" excitin'. Well, take it from me, it ain't. It's hard, dirty, and rough. It's hangin' out with mean, bitter people; it's knowin' cheap, tricky women who are just like the outlaws, out to make a fast buck the easiest way they can." The old man stopped to relight his pipe, and Mike kept silent, waiting for Roundy to continue.
"I figure ever' man has a right to choose his own way, and no matter what Ben's done for you, you got that right. "I don't know what you'll do, but if you decide to step out of the gang I don't want to be around when it happens. Old Ben will be fit to be tied. I don't figure he's ever really thought about how you feel. He's only figuring on gettin' out and havin' somebody to take over. "He's built somethin' here, and in his way he's proud of it.
Ben would have been a builder and an organizer in whatever direction he chose, but he's not thinkin' straight. Moreover, Ben hasn't been on a raid for years. He doesn't know how it is anymore.
"Oh, he
plans!
He studies the layout of the towns, the banks, and the railroads, but he doesn't see how folks are changin'. He doesn't listen to them talk. It isn't just saloons, corrals, honky-tonks, and gamblin' anymore. Folks have churches an' schools. They don't want lead flyin' whilst their kids are walkin' to school.
"Right now you're an honest man. You're clean as a whistle. Once you become an outlaw a lot will change. You will have to kill, don't forget that. It is one thing to kill in defense of your home, your family, or your country. It is quite another thing when you kill for money or for power." "Do you think I'll have to kill Perrin an' Molina?" "Unless they kill you first. You're good with a gun, Mike. Aside from Ben Curry you're the best I ever saw, but shootin' at a target isn't like shootin' at a man who's shootin' back at you.
"Take Billy the Kid, this Lincoln County gunman we've been hearin" about. Frank an' George Coe, Dick Brewer, Jesse Evans, any one of them can probably shoot as good as Ben. The difference is that part down inside where the nerves should be. Well, that was left out. When he starts shootin' or they shoot at him, he's like ice.
"Kerb Perrin is that way, too. He's cold, and steady as a rock. Rigger Molina's another kind of cat. He explodes all over the place.
He's white-hot but deadly as a rattler.
"Five men cornered Molina one time out of Julesburg. When the shootin' was over four of them were down and the fifth was holdin' a gunshot arm.
Molina, he rode out under his own power. He's a shaggy wolf, that
one!
Wild, uncurried, an' big as a bear!" Roundy paused, puffing on his pipe. "Sooner or later, Mike, there'll be a showdown. It will be one or the other, maybe both of them, and God help
you!
" Listening to Roundy, Mike remembered that time and time again Ben Curry had warned him to confide in no one. Betrayal could come from anyone, at any time, for even the best of people liked to talk and to repeat what they knew. And there were always those who might take a drink too many or who might talk to get themselves off a hook. What nobody knew, nobody could tell. Obviously, Ben practiced what he preached, for until now Mike had not even guessed Ben might have a life other than the one he lived in and about Toadstool Canyon. Of course, he did ride off alone from time to time, but he was understood to be scouting jobs or tapping his own sources of information.
Nobody knew what the next job was to be, or where, until Ben Curry called a conference around the big table in his stone house. At such times the table would be covered with maps and diagrams. The location of the town in relation to the country around, the possible approaches to and routes away from town, the layout of the bank itself or whatever was to be robbed, and information on the people employed there and their probable reaction to a robbery.
The name of the town was never on the map. If it was recognized by anyone present he was advised to keep his mouth shut until told. Distances had been measured and escape routes chosen, with possible alternatives in the event of trouble. Fresh horses awaited them and first-aid treatment if required. Each job was planned months in advance and a final check made to see that nothing unexpected had come up just before the job was pulled.
There were ranches and hideouts located at various places to be used only in case of need, and none were known criminal resorts. Each location was given only at the time of the holdup, and rarely would a location be used again.
Far more than Roundy imagined had Mike Bastian been involved in the planning of past ventures. For several years he had been permitted to take part in the original planning to become acquainted with Ben Curry's methods of operation.
"Some day," Ben Curry warned, "you will ride out with the boys, and you must be ready. I do not plan for you to ride out often. Just a time or two to get the feel of it and to prove yourself to the others. When you do go you will have charge of the job, and when you return you will make the split." "Will they stand for that?" "They'd damn' well better! I'll tell "em, but you'll be your own enforcer-and no shootin".
You run this outfit without that, or you ain't the man I think you are." Looking back, he could see how carefully Ben Curry had trained him, teaching him little by little and watching how he received it. Deliberately, Ben had kept him from any familiarity with the outlaws he would lead. Only Roundy, who was no outlaw at all, knew him well. Roundy, an old mountain man, had taught him Indian lore and the ways of the mountains. Both of them had showed him trails known to no others. Several times outlaws had tried to pump him for information, but he had professed to know nothing.
The point Roundy now raised worried him. The Ben Curry he knew was a big, gruff, kindly man, even if grim and forbidding at times. He had taken in the homeless boy, giving him kindness and care, raising him as a son. For all of that Mike Bastian had no idea that Ben had a wife and family, or any other life than this. Ben had planned and acted with care and shrewdness. "You ain't done nothin' wrong," Roundy suggested. "The law doesn't know you or want you. You're clean.
Whatever you knew about those maps an' such, that was just a game your pa played with you." And that was how it had been for the first few years. It was not until recently that he had begun to realize those maps and diagrams were deadly serious, and it was then he had begun to worry. "Nobody knows Ben Curry," Roundy said. "Any warrants there may have been have been forgotten. He ain't ridden out on a job in fifteen year. When he decides to quit he'll simply disappear and appear somewheres else under another name and with his family. He'll be a retired gentleman who made his pile out west. his Roundy paused. "He'll be wanted nowhere, he'll be free to live out his years, and he'll have you trained to continue what he started." "Suppose I don't want to?" Roundy looked up at him, his wise old eyes measuring and shrewd. "Then you'll have to tell him," he said. "You will have to face him with it." Mike Bastian felt a chill. Face that old man?
He shook his head. "I don't know," he said, "if I could." "Is it you don't want to hurt him? Or are you simply scared?" Mike shrugged. "A little of both, I guess.
But then, why shouldn't I takeover? It's an exciting life." "It is that," Roundy commented dryly. "You got no idea how excitin' until you tell Kerb Perrin and Rig Molina who's boss." Mike laughed. "I can see them," he said. The smile faded. "Has Ben Curry thought of that?" "You bet he
has!
Why's he had you workin' with a six-gun all these years?" Here, around the Vermilion Cliffs was the only world he knew. This was his country, but what lay outside? He could only guess. Could he make it out there? He could become a gambler. He knew cards, dice, faro, roulette, all of it. Or he could punch cows, he supposed. Somewhere out beyond this wilderness of rust-red cliffs there was another world where men lived honest, hardworking lives, where they worked all day and went home at night to a wife, children, and a fireside.
It was a world from which he had been taken, a world in which his father had lived, and his mother, he supposed, although he knew nothing of her.
"Roundy? What do you know about who my parents were?" The old man stared at the ground. He had known the question would be asked someday. He had wondered how he would answer it. Now, faced with it at last, he hedged.
"You were in Mesilla when he found you. The way I heard it, your pa was killed by "Paches. I reckon your ma was dead before that, or why else wouldn't she be with you, young as you were?" "I've wondered about that," Mike said quietly.
"I suppose she had died before." He paused.
"I guess a man is always curious. Pa, I mean Ben, he never speaks of it." They had reached their horses, grazing on a meadow among the aspen. Roundy spoke. "You'd better be thinkin" of the future, not the past. You'd best be thinkin' of what you're goin' to tell Ben when he tells you you're ridin' out with the boys." Roundy stared after Mike as he walked toward the horses. He had never had a son, none that he knew of, anyway. Yet for years he had worked with Mike Bastian, leading him, training him, talking to him. He had spent more time with him than most fathers did with their sons, and not only because it was his job.
Now he was scared. He admitted it, he was scared. He was scared for more reasons than one, because Ben Curry had made a mistake., Roundy only heard of it after the fact. Usually he sat in on the planning, keeping well back in a corner and rarely putting in a comment, but in this case he had been out in the hills with Mike and had not heard until later. When they were alone, he faced Ben with it. "Moral You've got to be crazy)" Ben Curry pulled up in his walking across the room. "What's that? Why?" Roundy had never spoken to him like that, and Ben was startled. He stared at the old man. "What's wrong?" he asked.
"You said Mora. You sent the boys into Mora.
That's Tye Sackett's town."
"Who?" "Ben, you've been back in the hills too long.