Something Deadly This Way Comes (20 page)

“You want to go back?” I said, hating that my voice was so high. “You don't think we can do this? After I convinced the seraphs to let us try?”

“No!” He shook his head, glancing at Josh, who was getting a chuckle at his expense. “I do believe. But so does Paul. He wants to help, and he can't do it on his own. He needs someone to run interference for him, like Josh does with you.”

Josh grinned, shoving a fry into his mouth. “I'm your secret agent backup,” he said, clearly enjoying himself.

I slumped, elbows on the table.

“You've got Nakita to help you, too,” Barnabas said softly, his head almost touching mine. “Paul doesn't have anyone. I've known Ron his entire life, and it's going to take that kind of knowledge to work around him. Paul is going to be sending you light reapers, and someone is going to have to lie to Ron about it.” He grinned softly, leaning back with a sly look. “If there's one thing I can do, it's lie. I've been lying to myself for eons. I'll be there if you need me, but meantime, I'll stay with Paul and watch for the light reapers who might be looking for new answers to old questions, and then cover for those who do.”

My heart was aching. “Okay,” I said, feeling the lump in my throat start to grow. He was still leaving, but he was leaving with purpose. Barnabas was going to be light and dark both. He could do it. To ask him to stay would be selfish. “I'm going to miss you,” I said, refusing to even let my eyes tear up, much less cry.

“Hey!” he said, his light touch on my hand seeming to warm me. “We can still talk, right?”

I nodded, miserable, though I had everything I wanted. Barnabas had been with me from the moment I had woken up dead in the morgue, and saying good-bye was like . . . breaking up, sort of.

Barnabas stood, and I blinked up at him. “It's not like I'm dying,” he said as he leaned down to give me a hug. “But I'm going to miss the way you used to scramble to look like you just got out of bed in the morning.”

My eyes closed, and I could feel the divine in him, smelling like feathers and sunflowers. My thoughts went to Sarah, living her life with him. What would it be like, I wondered, to have the divine with you all the time? It would be too much for me, and I let him go.

He pulled himself to his full height, and I smiled up at him. “She loved you to her last breath, didn't she?” I said suddenly.

Barnabas hesitated, scrambling until he figured out I was talking about Sarah. “And beyond,” he said seriously. “Sometimes . . . I envy you with your endings. Endings are not always bad. Most times, they're just beginnings in disguise.” He inclined his head, gaze going past me. “I should go.”

Josh wiped his hand and extended his fist. “Catch you on the flip side, birdman,” he said, and the two banged knuckles.

The lump in my throat seemed to settle in for good, and I took a deep breath. If my mother saw me like this, she'd think that I was crushing on Barnabas.

“And anyway,” Barnabas said as he turned to leave, “I think you're going to be too busy to miss me.”

I followed his gaze down the hallway to where Nakita stood, confident and sassy again with Demus beside her. The dark reaper seemed embarrassed, but the light in his eyes demanded answers that he could find only with me.

My lips parted, and I looked at Barnabas, grinning as he spun in a slow half circle, the hem of his duster furling.

Josh grunted as he crushed his plate and napkin into a ball. “I think Nakita has brought you your first turncoat,” he said, and I just shook my head, seeing the belligerent confusion in the redheaded angel standing beside Nakita.

I stood, thinking this afternoon with my parents was going to be memorable if nothing else. Good thing Nakita could change memories. “Do you think he eats seafood?” I asked Josh.

“Beats me.”

Barnabas was leaving, but Demus seemed to be taking his place. Bringing another reaper around to a colorful frame of mind might be fun, seeing as he was looking for answers. I had my body, and my amulet, and a future that was going to be both challenging and rewarding as I worked one-on-one with heaven's own, showing them what the collective consciousness of humanity had distilled into me—that life was as important as the soul, and to end one to save the other wasn't necessary if light and dark could work together to bring about understanding.

Light and dark,
I thought, fingering my amulet. Good and bad, soul and body, all together in a mixed-up mess that somehow made divine sense. Perfectly satisfied, I walked beside Josh, wondering what tomorrow would be, what souls I might save. Today, though, I was me, going out for lunch with my parents and my friends.

And that was just fine with me.

About the Author

New York Times
bestselling author
Kim Harrison
was born and raised in the upper Midwest. She spends her time tending orchids, cooking with some guy in a leather jacket, and training her dog. Her current vices include good chocolate and exquisite sushi. Kim's teen debut,
ONCE DEAD, TWICE SHY,
and its sequel
EARLY TO DEATH, EARLY TO RISE
were instant
New York Times
bestsellers. In addition, she is the author of the bestselling Hollows series. She also contributed the beginning of Madison's story to the paranormal collection
PROM NIGHTS FROM HELL
. You can visit her online at www.kimharrison.net.

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ONCE DEAD, TWICE SHY

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Something Deadly This Way Comes

Copyright © 2011 by Kim Harrison

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Harrison, Kim.

Something deadly this way comes / Kim Harrison. — 1st ed.

     p. cm.

Summary: Technically dead seventeen-year-old Madison must choose between reclaiming her body and continuing as dark timekeeper, struggling in the war between light and dark reapers while trying to change the rules.

ISBN 978-0-06-171819-9

[1. Dead—Fiction. 2. Death—Fiction. 3. Future life—Fiction. 4. Fate and fatalism—Fiction. 5. Supernatural—Fiction. 6. Fantasy.] I. Title.

PZ7.H2526Som 2011

[Fic]—dc22

2010027754

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EPub Edition © 2011 ISBN: 9780062080158

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