Snow Angels (2 page)

Max Jorgenson jerked awake from a sound sleep when Cliff and Ice-D, his two Siberian Huskies, placed four heavy paws on his chest as he lay sprawled out on the leather sofa. When the pair saw that his eyes were open, they started barking and running around in circles.

Glancing around the great room, Max raked a hand through his hair. He’d fallen asleep again, with the lights on and the television blaring. Correcting himself, he mentally changed the words “fallen asleep” to “passed out.” Who cared? He sure as hell didn’t. Cliff nudged his hand with his furry nose as Max heard a soft pounding at the front door.

“What the heck?” he said as he rambled toward the front of what he referred to as his giant cabin. If there was an emergency at the resort, the management knew not to come to his retreat, knew there would be extreme consequences. He’d have someone’s ass in a sling for this unwanted intrusion first thing in the morning. He peeked at the clock above the fireplace. It
was
morning already.

The muffled pounding continued. “Eddie, if that’s you, you’re fired!” Max yanked the heavy log door aside expecting to see Eddie, his manager at Maximum Glide, the exclusive ski resort he owned in Telluride.

What he saw left him speechless.

Taking several seconds to recover from his surprise, as was his habit when flustered, he raked both hands through his unruly brownish blond hair. “You must have the wrong house.” These were the only words he could come up with as two little girls bundled in Pepto-Bismol pink jackets and matching hats and both with huge chocolate-drop eyes and their mother, their
gorgeous, green-eyed
mother, stared at him.

“We need to use your phone,” Grace stated in a firm voice, then stepped to the side as both Cliff and Ice-D bumped her free hand with their muzzles.

“Yeah, ’cause our daddy—”

“Not now, Ashley,” Grace interrupted.

Realizing the trio must be freezing, Max stepped aside. “Down, guys,” he said to the dogs, then to his unexpected guests, “Come inside, you’re letting in the cold air.”

The woman took both girls by the hand and led them inside. Their faces were just a shade shy of burgundy when they stood in the bright light.

“How long have you been out in this…weather?” He wanted to curse but stopped himself when he glanced down at the two girls.

“There are several roadblocks in Eagle along I–70. We were directed this way, and somehow I missed the turnoff.” Grace touched her purse strapped around her neck like a bayonet. “My cell-phone battery died.”

“I bet your car broke down, or you ran out of gas, too,” Max accused Grace.

Inching her chin up a notch, just enough not to appear too haughty, Grace answered in a firm voice, “Neither.”

With a trace of sarcasm Max asked, “So you decided to take your kids out for a midnight stroll during a snowstorm?”

He could see by her expression that he’d made her angry. He hadn’t meant the comment to come off as offensive, and didn’t care, but really, what kind of mother dragged her children out on a night like this?

“Actually, when I couldn’t find the turnoff…I just need to use your phone, then we’ll be on our way,” Grace explained. “As soon as—”

He gestured with his hands, preventing further conversation. In an impatient tone, Max said, “Follow me.”

“Miss Grace, can we pet the dogs?” Amanda asked when the pair of Huskies blocked their path.

Grace looked at the dogs, then their owner. She’d always been fond of animals but knew some were skittish around strangers. That didn’t seem to be a problem in this case, but one never knew. She’d already put the girls at risk once tonight.

“Go ahead,” Max replied to Amanda. “They’re harmless.”

Both girls looked to Grace for permission. “If Mr.—” She stopped, realizing she didn’t know his name. “Yes, you both may pet the dogs while I make the phone call.”

“Name’s Max Jorgenson,” he offered.

Grace looked at him oddly, then held out a slim hand. “Grace Landry.” He reminded her of someone, but she couldn’t place who.

Their host, if you could even call him that, was beyond handsome. With golden brown hair that hung way below his collar and robin’s-egg blue eyes rimmed with long black lashes most women would die for, “sexy” didn’t begin to describe him. Then there was the body. Grace couldn’t help but admire the broad shoulders that tapered down to a slim waist. She’d also noticed that his faded Levis clung to his rear end like a glove.

Max reached for her hand, then stopped. He’d promised himself after Kayla’s death he wouldn’t touch another woman. At the moment, that promise seemed irrational and stupid. He was thirty-six years old. Did he really think he could live the rest of his life without touching another woman? Without companionship? Without love? Without
sex
? It was just under two years since Kayla had died. He hadn’t given women much thought before tonight. And then this…snow angel appeared on his doorstep. Literally.

“The phone’s in the kitchen. This way,” Max said gruffly.

Without bothering to see if his guest followed, Max proceeded to the kitchen. He viewed his home as they made their way to the kitchen. Thick round pine logs made up most of the walls throughout the custom-built home. In the daytime, sunlight filtered through large floor-to-ceiling windows facing the mountains, revealing blue skies, puffy white clouds, and snowcapped mountains. The designer he’d hired to decorate used deep shades of forest green, with bright splashes of candy-apple red. With the custom-made pine cabinets, splashes of red and green in framed pictures of bright red apples, and pottery in matching shades of red and green from local craftsmen, the desired effect of hominess and cheer would have been complete had there been any personal touches added. Like a shopping list stuck to the bright red refrigerator with a magnet or a tea towel draped over the sink. Maybe a few unwashed dishes in the sink. Instead, the kitchen looked like it had the day he’d moved in, something right off the pages of one of those catalogues he’d seen advertising log homes. Max couldn’t remember ever making a real meal in the kitchen.

“Phone’s over there,” he said, pointing to an area in the kitchen comprised of a small counter, where a laptop sat upon the black marble, its screen as blank and impersonal as the rest of the space. A cordless phone was sitting next to the computer.

“Thank you,” Grace said. She stared at him, willing him to step out of the kitchen and allowing her a modicum of privacy, but he didn’t budge. Taking a deep breath, she quickly punched in the private number to Hope House. When nothing happened, she dialed the number again, this time hearing the requisite
beep beep beep
as she hit each number. Lifting the phone to her ear, expecting to hear a ring, instead she heard nothing. She tried the number a third time. Still nothing.

“The phone lines go down when there’s snow,” Max offered.

No kidding
, she wanted to say but refrained.

“Do you have a cell phone I could use? I really need to make this call. The girls”—Grace nodded toward Ashley and Amanda, who were busy petting the dogs—“they need to…I just need to make a call, then we’ll be on our way.” She was about to explain that the girls’ mother needed to know they were alive and
safe
but thought better of it.

Leaning casually against the pine-log wall, Max said, “Nope, never bothered with one. Sorry.”

Grace tried the number again, but there was still no dial tone. Realizing it was fruitless to continue trying to make a call on a phone that didn’t work, Grace placed it back on the base unit.

Not knowing what else to say, she hurried past the man with the familiar face to the girls, who were still playing with the lovable Huskies. She rubbed her hands together, trying to warm them. She dreaded what she was about to do, but there wasn’t much choice.

“Girls, tell Mr. Jorgenson thank you for his hospitality. We have to leave. Now,” she stated firmly, hoping the girls wouldn’t question her.

“And just where in the hell do you think you’re going?” Max asked.

Galled that he had the audacity to question her, Grace turned around to face him. “Really, Mr. Jorgenson, it’s none of your business. Thank you for the use of your phone.”

Turning back to the girls, Grace spoke gently to them. “Amanda, Ashley. It’s time to go.”

“But—”

“No buts, girls. It’s time to go.”

Grace took each girl by the hand. “Put your mittens on. It’s still very cold out.”

Thundering footsteps came from behind. “Listen, lady, I don’t know what your problem is, but you can’t take these kids out now! The snow is getting heavier by the minute.” He pointed to the floor-to-ceiling windows that faced the mountains.

Grace realized he was right, but what other choice did she have? “We’re going back to the van. I’m sure a patrol officer will find us.” She realized she should be staying put. Taking the girls back out into freezing temperatures was stupid, but once they got back to the van, she’d crank up the heat. There was plenty of gas. And who knew? Maybe a patrol officer would find them. It wasn’t the greatest plan, but it was all she could come up with given the circumstances.

In complete frustration, Max combed his hands through his messy hair. “Why don’t you spend the night here? I’ve plenty of room. In the morning, I’ll drive you back to your van myself.”

“Please, please, Miss Grace? Let’s spend the night here. We can play with the dogs.
Puhleeze?
” Amanda asked.

It would be the smartest choice. Really, it was their
only
choice. She couldn’t take the girls out again in this weather. For the girls’ sake, she swallowed her pride, making a snap decision. “Thank you, Mr. Jorgenson. We accept—but just for the night.”

Grace turned to him. He seemed surprised she’d agreed to his offer. “That’s all I’m offering.”

She wanted to tell him to forget it, but there was more at stake than her pride. She had two small children to consider. “If you’ll show me our room, I’ll take it from there,” Grace insisted, knowing that the invitation had cost him. Though how much, she didn’t realize.

“What about some food?” He stared at the girls. “Maybe something hot to drink?” He shot Grace a questioning look.

Maybe he had a trace of manners after all. Grace turned to him. “I think we’re okay, but thanks for the offer.”

“I’m hungry!” Ashley said. “And thirsty. And I need to use the bathroom.”

“Me too,” seconded Amanda. “Really,
really
hungry!”

Grace raised a sculpted brow. “I guess I spoke too soon.”

Max didn’t know where this sudden urge to be hospitable came from, but when he saw the excitement on the little girls’ faces, something inside him melted. What kind of man would allow a woman and her two kids to venture out into the wee hours of the morning knowing it was below freezing outside?

Him
, he realized. Had it not been dark and cold, that’s exactly what he would’ve done. What he really wanted to do was snatch the invitation back, find another bottle of whiskey, and go back to sleep.

Seeing the expectant looks on the little girls’ faces, he blocked any further thoughts about what he should have done. This was the right thing to do. It’s what Kayla would have done had she been alive.

“Bathroom’s that way.” He pointed to a door beneath the staircase leading upstairs.

“Thanks.” Grace continued her grip on the girls, leading them to the bathroom. Once inside, she helped them remove their coats and mittens. When each had had her turn using the toilet, both girls washed their hands, loving the feel of the warm water.

“I want to take a bath, Miss Grace. I’m as cold as a frog,” Amanda announced.

Grace laughed. “Just how cold is a frog?” she asked the little girl.

“Real cold. Like a Popsicle.”

Ashley looked at her little sister. “Mommy would tell you to mind your manners right about now.”

“She would?”

“Yeah,” Ashley said. “Miss Grace, you didn’t talk to our mom, did you?”

Fearing Ashley would ask this but knowing there was no way around it, she simply told her the truth.

“And first thing in the morning, Mr. Jorgenson will take us to the van,” Grace finished explaining.

“I bet Mommy is scared ’cause she always wants to know exactly where we’re at,” Amanda said.

Grace felt as though she’d been punched in the gut with an extra large fist. “I know she’s worried, but right now there isn’t any way to let her know we’re okay, so let’s just concentrate on getting through the night.” She sounded lame even to herself.

Both girls watched her with fear in their eyes. “What if Daddy…”

“He doesn’t know we’re here. I think it might be a good idea if we didn’t talk about your daddy for the rest of the night. Are you girls okay with that?” Grace didn’t want their host asking any more questions than necessary.

Both girls nodded.

“Then let’s see if Mr. Jorgenson has something to drink, then we’ll rest,” Grace said.

With both girls following at her heels, she relaxed. They were safe for the moment and accepted her decision without question.

If she could only remember where she’d seen Mr. Jorgenson before, then maybe
she
would feel safe.

With the girls trailing behind her, Grace returned to the kitchen, surprised to find their host pouring boiling hot water into four red mugs. “I only have the instant stuff,” he pointed out, indicating packages of instant cocoa mix next to the cups. “Milk spoils too fast.”

“Thank you, Mr. Jorgenson. I appreciate your hospitality,” Grace said. She opened four packs of the instant hot chocolate and added the contents to the cups of hot water. “This is just what the girls need, something to warm them up.” Grace stirred the hot drinks, then called the girls to the kitchen. “Sit at the table, okay?” she suggested to the two.

“Can we give the dogs some?” Amanda asked Grace, as Ashley helped her climb onto the chair.

“Never
ever
give chocolate to dogs! Are you crazy?” Max shouted from his position in front of the sink.

Instantaneously, both girls began to cry, their little faces masks of fear and horror. Grace hurried over to them. “Shhh, it’s okay. Mr. Jorgenson didn’t mean to yell”—Grace shot him a death look—“did you?” Her green eyes flared like sparkling emeralds.

“Uh, no. I didn’t. It’s just that anyone knows not to give chocolate to a dog.”

“Not everyone, Mr. Jorgenson. Especially a five-and an eight-year old.” If not for the worsening weather, Grace would’ve left the house immediately. The last thing the girls needed was an angry man yelling at them. That was what had brought them and their mother to Hope House in the first place. Of course, there were also the beatings, but Grace truly didn’t believe their host would resort to that behavior.

Grudgingly, he said, “I’m sorry, okay?”

“I’m sure you are,” Grace said to him, then to the girls, “Finish your drinks.”

She wanted to shout at him, tell him exactly what these two innocent children had been through in their short lives, but it wasn’t his business, and she never discussed her guests’ private affairs with strangers, or anyone else who wasn’t a member of her inner circle.

Grace used her sleeve to dry their tears. “It’s okay. Really. Let’s go to our room, and I’ll tell you a Christmas story.” Again she eyed their host with a look that she hoped shamed him.

“What about the tree? Can I still pick out the decorations?” Ashley asked, all traces of fear gone from her big brown eyes.

“Of course. Now come on, let’s get some sleep. Before you know it, morning will be here, and I want you both to get some rest. You’ll need lots of energy, so you can decorate the tree.”

The idea seemed to excite both girls, and for that Grace was extremely grateful. Max Jorgenson hadn’t shown them where to sleep, so she took the initiative. “If you’ll tell me where to find a room?”

Raking his hands through hair that Grace thought a bit on the long side, he nodded. “This way.”

Taking their hands in her own, Grace followed Max up the stairs, looking at everything and anything while trying to avoid Max’s rear view, plastered mere inches from her face.

A loft overlooked the downstairs. Shelves were lined with trophies, and covers of magazines were expertly framed and hung on the pine walls. In a built-in area that had special lights shining on its contents was an Olympic Gold Medal. It was then that Grace knew why she recognized Max.

“You’re the skier,” she stated to his back.

“Yep. That would be me,” Max answered with more sarcasm than she thought necessary.

He stopped at the end of the hall to open a door and turn on the lights. “A king-size bed. That should hold the three of you. There’s the bathroom.” He pointed to a door at the end of the huge room. Grace canvassed the large bedroom in one sweeping glance. What she saw took her breath away.

The room was the size of the entire downstairs at Hope House. Pine furniture that matched the logs throughout the house appeared to be custom-made since each piece occupied its designated location with absolute precision. Pictures of winter scenes hung on the rounded log walls. Briefly, Grace wondered how that was possible, but the physics of picture-hanging was the least of her concerns. On the large bed in the center of the room, a navy blue, maroon, and cream-colored quilt invited her to hunker down beneath its comfort for warmth. The bath was as large and extravagant as the rest of the house. A deep tub that would hold at least six people, windows that looked out into the blue-black snowy night. Grace could only imagine the view in the daylight. Navy and cream towels hung on warming rods. No expense had been spared when the house was constructed, of that she was sure.

Not wanting to appear impressed, Grace simply said, “This is very nice. Thank you.”

Ushering the girls over to the bed, she was about to help them remove their dresses when Max spoke.

“I have some flannel shirts they can wear. They’re warm.” Without another word, he left, returning minutes later with three red, green, and white plaid flannel shirts. The colors of Christmas. Grace was sure it wasn’t intentional as there were no decorations of any kind, or anything that she’d seen to indicate that her host celebrated the holiday season. To each his own. Personally, she couldn’t imagine
not
decorating.

However, touched by his suggestion, she was too startled to offer any objection. “That’s very kind of you, Mr. Jorgenson.”

“Max. Mr. Jorgenson was my father,” he said from his position at the doorway.

Surprised once again, Grace glanced at him, then recalled his earlier hostility and wondered what had caused the sudden change of heart. Probably realized he was stuck with them for the remainder of the night and was just trying to make the best of a bad situation. The man was like a faucet. Hot one minute and cold the next.

Staring at him, Grace spoke in low tones, hoping he’d take the bait. She needed some quiet time for her and the girls. They’d had enough excitement for one night. “Okay, then, Max it is.”

He lingered in the doorway. Grace wanted him to leave, but something told her he had more to say before calling it a night. She continued to stare at him, while the girls each took a flannel shirt from her. “You can change in the bathroom,” Grace said to the expectant girls.

“Why do they call you Miss Grace?”

Ah-ha! She wondered when he’d ask. “For some reason they took to calling me that, and it stuck. Myself, I think it’s just a matter of respect. They’re good girls.”

Max wrapped one jeans-clad leg in front of the other, hands crossing his massive chest. “Why Miss Grace? Is there something wrong with being called ‘Mother’?”

Grace smiled, knowing where he was leading and determined to take him there via the long route.

“No, I don’t think there is anything wrong with it at all. I couldn’t imagine calling my own mother anything else.”

He took two long strides, and suddenly he was in the room. Two feet in front of her. “Yet you won’t allow your own children to address you as such?”

Grace took a deep breath, then offered a slight smile of defiance. “They’re not my children.” There, now he knew.

“I get it. They’re your husband’s,” Max asked, a hint of annoyance overshadowing his handsome features.

Enjoying the verbal duel, Grace said, “I’m not married.”

Max shook his head. “Look, lady, I’m tired. Either tell me what I want to know, or first thing in the morning, I’ll have no choice but to contact the authorities. A lone woman out on a night like this. Two kids who don’t belong to her. You tell me, what would you think if the situation were reversed?”

Grace realized he was right. She’d enjoyed toying with him for some odd reason, but to do so at the girls’ expense was totally out of character for her. This man had allowed three complete strangers into his home. No matter how rude or inquisitive, it was wrong to let him think she was anyone other than herself.

Giving her a brutal, and very unfriendly stare, he raised his winged brow in question. “So?”

“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have led you to believe the girls belonged to me. They came to me, rather their mother came to me, for help. I gave them a place to stay. Tonight, I took the girls to see
The Nutcracker
at Eagle Valley High. I thought it would give them a chance to enjoy the Christmas season and offer their mom a much-needed respite. And then I encountered the roadblock on my way home. You know the rest of the story.” Satisfied with her answer since she hadn’t betrayed Stephanie’s confidence, Grace waited for Max to say something. Anything. When several seconds passed, and he still hadn’t spoken, she did.

“You look at me as though I’ve…committed a crime or something! What?” Grace asked, beyond flustered, not liking these feelings one little bit.

“I’m trying to decide if you have. Or not.”

They stared at each other across the bed. His blue eyes darkened as he held her verdant gaze. Grace held his infuriating stare with an equally wicked one of her own. It was as though they were playing a game. Dueling eyes.

Max’s stare wavered for a second. Watching him with a professional eye, Grace detected a glimmer of sadness behind his hard glare. Like a wave slamming against her, Grace surmised this man had known sorrow. A very deep and personal sorrow. Why hadn’t she noticed it before? She didn’t know. Maybe the fact that her carelessness had caused two little girls and their mother unnecessary worry? Blinded by her own stupidity. Pure and simple. There was no other explanation for her not seeing between the lines where this angry man was concerned.

Tearing her glance away from Max, Grace walked over to the bathroom and knocked on the door. “Are you girls finished in there?”

When she didn’t get a reply, she knocked again. “Amanda? Ashley?”

Max was behind her now, concern etched on his face. “I have a key around here somewhere.”

“I don’t think the door is locked.” Grace tried the knob. Sure enough, it turned in her hand. She stepped inside, fearful that something had happened to the pair. When she didn’t see them, her heart skipped a beat. Then another.

“They’re not in here!” she shouted to Max. “Is there a door…?”

“This is the only way in or out.”

“Ashley! Amanda!” Grace called. “This isn’t funny.”

A noise, something that sounded like a “shhh” came from the direction of the oversized tub. Grace looked at Max, who’d come up behind her. She placed a finger to her lips. He nodded. She walked over to the tub, where both girls were huddled, their arms wrapped tightly around each other.

“Amanda, Ashley,” Grace stated softly as she stared down into twin sets of brown eyes.

“We got scared, Miss Grace,” Ashley explained.

“It’s okay, there’s nothing to be afraid of,” Grace coaxed.

“We’re afraid of him,” Amanda said, pointing a small finger at Max, who stood behind Grace.

Momentarily at a loss for words, Grace didn’t know what to say. Both girls had been through so much. Max wasn’t a friendly man at all; no wonder they were terrified of him.

With an air of exasperation, Max said, “Hey, I promise not to bite, okay?”

Grace thought he could’ve chosen his words better, could’ve softened his tone somewhat, but at least this was a start.

“See? Mr. Jorgenson isn’t angry,” Grace said, as both girls began their climb from the tub.

As innocent children often do, Amanda said the first thing that came to mind, “Then why doesn’t he have a Christmas tree? You said all happy families have Christmas trees. Isn’t Mr. Jorgenson happy? Does he have a family?” Amanda asked Grace.

Good questions,
she thought, eyeing their host. “I’m afraid that’s Mr. Jorgenson’s personal business, sweetie. It’s one of those questions that your mother wouldn’t want you to ask.”

“It is?” Amanda looked to her older sister for confirmation.

“I think so,” Ashley said, sounding as unsure as Grace felt.

“Let’s not worry about Mr. Jorgenson right now, girls. It’s really, really late. At this rate we won’t have much time to sleep before it’ll be time to get up and go back to the van. Now, let’s get you all snuggled up in this big comfy bed, and I’ll tell you a Christmas story.”

Both girls jumped on the bed and slid beneath the covers, eyeing Grace expectantly.

“
Once upon a time
…”