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Authors: Ethan Day

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"I'm afraid if you leave right now, I'll never see you again,"

Wade grumbled as his finger tapped against his bicep.

I smiled at him and shook my head at such nonsense as I walked over to him. "You don't strike me as the type of guy who'd allow something like that to happen." I tossed my coat over the arm of the couch and wrapped my hands around his neck, leaning in for a kiss. I took note of the fact that while 124

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he did kiss me back, his arms stayed folded and tightly secure to his body.

"Damn it, Boone," Wade whispered as we separated. "I don't want to be something else you never finish."

"Um, ouch!" I said, laughing a little despite the stinging effect his words had on me. "Well, I don't want to be your next goal—that new thing you decide you have to have, or the next hurdle you pursue with all your gold medal might."

Wade smiled and let his arms fall to his sides. "We certainly have that whole 'guilt your boyfriend into getting your own way' thing down." I laughed as he ran his hands up my arms. "Would it help at all if I said I honestly think I've fallen for you?"

"I'm not leaving because I'm afraid we don't like each other enough." I leaned into him, my nose in the nape of his neck as I took a deep breath. "I need to know it's real and tactile. That we haven't just gotten carried away, lost in the fact that we most obviously crave one another. I need to know it runs deeper than what we have on the surface."

"Well, how the hell are we supposed to discover that if you run away, Boone? Hell, I miss you already, and you haven't even left yet."

"Fuck, Wade, please. I don't want you to be another guy I waste a few more years of my life on, discovering after the fact that it was all heat and no substance."

"Jesus!" Wade pushed me back a bit. "Who's the silver tongued devil now?"

"That came out wrong, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like..."

"I think you know damn well that isn't the case here."

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"I think your right, but can you please just give me six months?"

"I can't see you for six months?" He stood there looking stunned, like I'd just slapped him across the face.

"No, I'm saying that, just lets...do the long distance thing for six months. If we both still feel the same way at that point we can talk about trying something...more permanent."

"One month," Wade said, causing me to laugh.

"This isn't a negotiation," I said, kissing his chin.

"Three?"

"Six months," I said, giving him my no B.S. look. "It's not like it's winter 24/7 here and I only work three days a week at the hospital. We can see each other every week if we want.

New Mexico isn't that far away."

"When are you going to write if we're wasting all our time traveling?"

I looked over his face, loving him for actually caring about something like that. "I'll squeeze it in somehow."

"I think this is stupid," Wade said in a 'for the record' way.

I started to snuggle back into him. "I like being your stupid."

"Fine," Wade said, taking me by the shoulders and holding me back. "I'll agree to six months if you'll agree to moving here—with me," he added, as if I might try to pull some kind of fast one on him, "at the end of those six months."

I shook my head, trying not to laugh over the fact that he still seemed to be under the pig-headed impression this was a negotiation. I nodded in agreement, knowing that there'd be no power on this earth that could keep me away if I was still 126

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this crazy about him by then. Wade smiled like he was the one who'd just come out on top in this little arrangement. I decided not to ruin it by telling him I had no issue with having him on top.

Within moments our mouths were once again together, and Wade was swallowing my body up in his arms. It wasn't long after, that my hand was down the front of his jeans massaging his hard-on. We were just beginning to get the fires really boiling when the shuttle began honking its horn—

announcing its untimely arrival. Wade didn't let go immediately, holding me to him while we continued to make out. He hadn't showered and the stubble from his chin had been deliciously digging into the skin around my mouth. I'd probably have a full-on erection the entire trip home, but I couldn't seem to make myself give a damn.

Wade tried to run off and throw on shoes and a shirt so he could help me out to the van, but I told him I could manage.

He helped me on with my coat, fastening the buttons for me as we continued to kiss. When he finally pulled away Wade looked over my face before finally letting out a little sigh.

"What about those?" Wade nudged his head toward my skis which were propped up in the corner.

I smiled at him and shrugged. "Dude, you so totally still owe me some lessons."

Wade let out a deep groan. "You do actually want me to continue to like you, right?"

"As if you have a choice," I said, grinning from ear to ear as I leaned into his neck and inhaled deeply.

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The horn went off a second time and Wade gave me that wink as he pulled away. The man sure knew how to work a wink, I thought, feeling my legs turn to jelly as Wade opened the door, allowing me to stumble out into the cold air, bags in tow.

The driver hopped out to help toss the bags into the back.

I looked back this time, as I felt the van begin to pull away from Wade's house. He was waving good bye from the front door, and I kept my eyes plastered to him until the shuttle rounded the corner. I turned back around facing forward in the seat. I could feel the stinging behind my eyes begin as the flurry of emotions swept through my body. I felt the tear begin to run down my cheek, and I started to laugh, deliriously happy by the intensity with which I was already missing him. I silently prayed that it would never go away.

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About the author

Ethan Day lives in Missouri. He is currently single but always looking for that special someone that makes his heart skip a beat. He was the youngest of four children and the only boy.

After a few stints in college, he eventually signed up for a Creative Writing course. He took the class because there were no tests. For once his scholastic laziness paid off, and he found an outlet for all the fantasies running amuck in his head. It was love at first write, and he's been doing it off and on ever since.

Visit Ethan on the internet at:

www.ethandayonline.com

groups.yahoo.com/group/EthanDay/

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MLR Press Authors

Featuring a roll call of some of the best writers of gay erotica and mysteries today!

M. Jules Aedin

Maura Anderson

Victor J. Banis

Jeanne Barrack

Laura Baumbach

Alex Beecroft

Sarah Black

Ally Blue

J.P. Bowie

Michael Breyette

P.A. Brown

Brenda Bryce

Jade Buchanan

James Buchanan

Charlie Cochrane

Jamie Craig

Kirby Crow

Dick D.

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Jason Edding

Angela Fiddler

Dakota Flint

S.J. Frost

Kimberly Gardner

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Roland Graeme

Storm Grant

Amber Green

LB Gregg

Wayne Gunn

David Juhren

Samantha Kane

Kiernan Kelly

J.L. Langley

Josh Lanyon

Clare London

William Maltese

Gary Martine

Z.A. Maxfield

Patric Michael

AKM Miles

Jet Mykles

Willa Okati

L. Picaro

Neil Plakcy

Jordan Castillo Price

Luisa Prieto

Rick R. Reed

A.M. Riley

George Seaton

Jardonn Smith

Caro Soles

JoAnne Soper-Cook

Richard Stevenson

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Clare Thompson

Marshall Thornton

Lex Valentine

Haley Walsh

Stevie Woods

Check out titles, both available and forthcoming, at www.mlrpress.com

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the trevor project

The Trevor Project operates the only nationwide, around-the-clock crisis and suicide prevention helpline for lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender and questioning youth. Every day, The Trevor Project saves lives though its free and confidential helpline, its website and its educational services. If you or a friend are feeling lost or alone call The Trevor Helpline. If you or a friend are feeling lost, alone, confused or in crisis, please call The Trevor Helpline. You'll be able to speak confidentially with a trained counselor 24/7.

The Trevor Helpline: 866-488-7386

On the Web: www.thetrevorproject.org/

the gay men's domestic violence project
Founded in 1994, The Gay Men's Domestic Violence Project is a grassroots, non-profit organization founded by a gay male survivor of domestic violence and developed through the strength, contributions and participation of the community.

The Gay Men's Domestic Violence Project supports victims and survivors through education, advocacy and direct services. Understanding that the serious public health issue of domestic violence is not gender specific, we serve men in relationships with men, regardless of how they identify, and stand ready to assist them in navigating through abusive relationships.

GMDVP Helpline: 800.832.1901

On the Web: gmdvp.org/

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the gay & lesbian alliance against defamation/glaad
en espanol

The Gay & Lesbian Alliance Against Defamation (glaad) is dedicated to promoting and ensuring fair, accurate and inclusive representation of people and events in the media as a means of eliminating homophobia and discrimination based on gender identity and sexual orientation.

On the Web: www.glaad.org/

glaad en espanol: www.glaad.org/espanol/bienvenido.php
servicemembers legal defense network
Servicemembers Legal Defense Network is a nonpartisan, nonprofit, legal services, watchdog and policy organization dedicated to ending discrimination against and harassment of military personnel affected by "Don't Ask, Don't Tell"

(dadt).The sldn provides free, confidential legal services to all those impacted by dadt and related discrimination. Since 1993, its inhouse legal team has responded to more than 9,000 requests for assistance. In Congress, it leads the fight to repeal dadt and replace it with a law that ensures equal treatment for every servicemember, regardless of sexual orientation. In the courts, it works to challenge the constitutionality of dadt.

sldn Call: (202) 328-3244

PO Box 65301 or (202) 328-FAIR

Washington DC 20035-5301 e-mail: [email protected] On the Web: sldn.org/

the glbt national help center

The glbt National Help Center is a nonprofit, tax-exempt organization that is dedicated to meeting the needs of the 134

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gay, lesbian, bisexual and transgender community and those questioning their sexual orientation and gender identity. It is an outgrowth of the Gay & Lesbian National Hotline, which began in 1996 and now is a primary program of The glbt National Help Center. It offers several different programs including two national hotlines that help members of the glbt community talk about the important issues that they are facing in their lives. It helps end the isolation that many people feel, by providing a safe environment on the phone or via the internet to discuss issues that people can't talk about anywhere else. The glbt National Help Center also helps other organizations build the infrastructure they need to provide strong support to our community at the local level.

National Hotline: 1-888-THE-GLNH (1-888-843-4564) National Youth Talkline 1-800-246-PRIDE (1-800-246-7743)

On the Web: www.glnh.org/

e-mail: [email protected]

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If you're a GLBT and questioning student heading off to university, should know that there are resources on campus for you. Here's just a sample:

US LOCAL GLBT COLLEGE CAMPUS ORGANIZATIONS

dv-8.com/resources/us/local/campus.html GLBT Scholarship Resources tinyurl.com/6fx9v6

Syracuse University lgbt.syr.edu/

Texas A&M glbt.tamu.edu/

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