SNATCH: A Dark Erotica (12 page)

CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

WITH THIS GUN, I DO THE WED.

EIGHTEEN.
Ryan opened the safe. “Are you certain?”

Meghan shrugged. “There’s not really another option. Not one that I see.”

As she considered what she was going to have to do, the thoughts came surprisingly easy to her. She was surprised that at least for now she was accepting killing another human being. Contrary to how she felt that she
should
feel, it wasn’t surreal, or like a bad dream. It was what she believed that she had to do to survive. Killing Elena was not an option, it was a necessity.

And survive was what she was determined to do.

“What about the body? What about the body - or I guess the bodies, after this is over? I don’t have to do anything about that, do I?” She asked.

Meghan began to think of the personal nature of disposing of the bodies and actually seeing, touching, and handling the corpses of the women that she was sharing a living space with only hours before.

“I haven’t given it much thought,” he responded over his left shoulder.

He stood from the safe, a gun in his right hand.

“And you’re familiar with the processes? How to handle it? You’re certain?” he asked.

“Yes, I have a Conceal Carry Permit. I had to take the silly class. My father made me do it,” Meghan responded.

“Well, this is an older pistol,” Ryan stated as he held the pistol at arm’s length. “Rather collectable, I guess. I purchased it as an investment.”

“Colt 45 caliber. Yes, I’m familiar with it. My dad is a gun nut. I’ll be fine. Is it loaded?” Meghan asked.

Ryan pulled the upper slide of the Colt back and looked into the breach of the weapon. After confirming there was a round in the barrel of the weapon, he looked up at Meghan and nodded his head.

He held the pistol delicately at his side. “Let’s go back downstairs and see if we can devise a plan that is fool proof.”

Ryan had purchased the Colt 1911 .45 caliber pistol as an investment. It was in perfect condition, and was of WWII era. A collector had advised him that it was worth $10,000 in the condition it was in at the time of purchase. Ryan’s knowledge of firearms was nil, and although he had threatened the women with death, he would have been extremely uncomfortable attempting the act with a firearm. Additionally, his attraction to the firearm was the lack of requirement of necessity to register it. Having the weapon not registered to him was a huge benefit, in his opinion.

He began walking toward the stairs, and Meghan followed a few steps behind him. As they walked, she wondered where Elena would be standing when Ryan opened the door. Elena could possibly try to escape, she thought. Possibly, if Elena was no longer sitting on the bench, she might attempt to overpower them, requiring Meghan to shoot her at close range. Shooting Elena at arm’s length wasn’t something that appealed to Meghan at all. The thought of it sickened her.

As Ryan walked down the steps, he thought of his father. Since becoming an adult, walking down steps, in general, had become something Ryan always tried to avoid. Additionally, basements, in Ryan’s opinion, were evil. With each step he held his breath and clenched the pistol tight in his hand. As he stepped from the last stair, he sighed.

“Do you think she’ll look at me?” Meghan asked.

Ryan walked through the door and around the table. “I have no idea. I don’t think you should think about things like that to be quite honest,”

He sat at the table and placed the gun in front of him. He considered giving Meghan the gun, and for a moment wondered if she may try to kill him and release Elena. He looked down at the pistol and thought of dying, of killing, and of what he had done to bring these events to the forefront of his life. Considering all things, he regretted beginning this game. As Ryan looked up at Meghan, he decided he trusted her.

Whatever shall happen is truly out of his hands, Ryan thought. If he provided her the pistol and she had opportunity and an option to kill him, but did not, she must truly feel differently about him. He picked the pistol up and reached across the table.

He held the pistol over the center of the table. “Here, get comfortable with it.”

Meghan reached for the pistol and looked into Ryan’s eyes. He blinked his eyes and exhaled as he held the pistol delicately over the table and waited. As she gripped the barrel and took the weight off the pistol from his hands, he smiled a soft smile.

Meghan looked down at the barrel of the pistol and pressed the magazine release, removing the magazine of cartridges from the pistol. After verifying that it was fully loaded with ammunition, she pressed the magazine back into the bottom of the grip frame and locked it into place. Carefully, she slid the slide of the pistol back and confirmed that a round was in the chamber. After releasing the slide and allowing it to close completely, she cocked the hammer and pressed the safety into place.

As Meghan carefully placed the cocked and loaded pistol onto the table, she looked up at Ryan. A slow nod of acceptance from Ryan confirmed her thoughts of his belief of her trustworthiness. She smiled in return.

Meghan placed her hands in her lap and sat forward in the chair. “What? Did you think I was going to shoot you instead?”

“Had I believed for one moment that you were capable of harming me,” he said. “I would not have given you this option. I merely would have retrieved the pistol, shot you, and shot Elena.”

Meghan pressed her palms onto the edge of the table and pushed her chair back onto the rear legs as she straightened her forearms. As she balanced on the rear legs of the chair, she smiled. She admired Ryan’s dress, and his handsome looks. She smiled and attempted to determine just how she felt about all of what was being requested of her.

She was relaxed. As she realized her degree of comfort, she began to become worried. “I don’t know if I really realize that this is actually going to happen.”

Ryan tapped his index finger against his lip. “It
must
happen. I suspect we should get down to the details. I will, of course, open the door. As soon as the door opens, be prepared. The first opportunity you have Meghan, shoot. And Meghan, shoot to kill her. I am not interested in watching you shoot her countless times. Or to listen to it. I suspect that the noise will be unnerving in that concrete room. It’s a good thing I live in a rural area. Oh, and the entire room is concrete, so don’t miss her and hit a wall for goodness sake. We’ll have a ricochet that could cause damage to us all.”

He cocked an eyebrow and waited.

She dropped her chair onto all four legs. “Don’t worry, I won’t miss.”

Ryan grinned.

Leaning into the table, she laid her forearms onto the top and clasped her hands together. “What happens when this is over? After I shoot her? What happens then?”

“Well. Let us see. We’ll get rid of the…” Ryan was in mid-sentence when Meghan interrupted him.

“We?” The thought of handling the dead bodies sickened Meghan.

For now, at least, she considered shooting Elena as something that she had to do. Surviving. If she wanted to get home to see her daughter, to find her daughter, to begin living life again, she must kill Elena. Handling the body, in her opinion, was something she was not prepared to do.

Ryan nodded. “Yes, I will need assistance with the bodies.”

Meghan pushed herself from the table and looked down at the pistol. “Get someone else to help you.”

“Pardon me?”

Meghan shrugged. “That’s the difference between agreeing to do this being involved. I will not mess with the bodies. I can’t and you can’t expect me to. It becomes too personal. I was in that room with those women. I was reasoning with them, planning, plotting to try to…”

“Yes, I suspect you were,” Ryan admitted.

“Well, fair enough. First things first, I suppose. Do you suspect you’re ready?” Ryan asked.

Meghan nodded and stood from the table. As she reached down and picked up the pistol, Ryan watched intently.  Meghan blinked her eyes, and looked at the pistol curiously. Although she considered it, and felt she should, she didn’t say a prayer. She turned toward the door and walked out into the basement and to the doorway, not looking to see if Ryan followed.

Ryan stood from his chair and walked toward the door of the room. As he reached the door, he inhaled a slow breath and stepped through the threshold. As he noticed Meghan standing at the door of the secured room, he exhaled. He stepped to the doorway, raised his right finger to his lips, and adjusted his jacket with his left hand. Feeling an odd level of comfort toward Meghan, he nodded and raised his eyebrows on question.

Meghan nodded in reassurance and released the safety of the pistol. As she stepped away from the door, straightened her forearm, and took a defensive stance with the pistol, Ryan raised his left hand to the pad beside the door.

As the door lock mechanism clicked, Ryan inhaled a slow breath.

Meghan stared at the door and waited as Ryan’s began to press against it with both hands. As the door swung open she looked down the barrel of the pistol and held her breath.

CHAPTER NINETEEN

AN ANGEL COMES.

NINETEEN.
Elena held her knees close to her chest and rocked back and forth on the bench, her fingers intertwined as her hands continued to shake. After Ryan had opened the door earlier, moving Shellie’s body, she could not stop staring at Shellie’s face.

Covering Shellie’s face with a towel had helped, but it did not relieve the guilt that Elena felt from taking the life of another living being. Filled with disbelief that she had reached a point in a moment of anger that allowed her to justify doing what she had done, Elena rocked back and forth on the bench and mumbled.

Twenty four hours prior, Elena was as far separated from God as she would have ever guessed possible. Now, on the bench, her mind was a flurry of emotion, thoughts, and feelings. Her focus had become God, and as she rocked back and forth, she continued to pray.

Elena prayed for forgiveness, she prayed for strength, she prayed for understanding, and she prayed for her daughter to live a healthy trouble free life. As she prayed for God to forgive her for what she had done, she heard a sharp metallic click.

Methodically, and without care, Elena continued to face the bathroom wall, rocking and praying. Out of the corner of her right eye, she saw the door move. Slowly, it opened. As it did, she prayed to God to give her the strength to die in a manner that was acceptable to him. She begged for forgiveness, recalling that if asked, God would provide.

Elena’s elbows on her knees, and her knees on her chest, she rocked and prayed as she waited for her fate to become reality. Whatever Ryan would impose onto her, she would be able and willing to accept. Her mind had become deserving of the punishment that lay before her.

At the same instant of the room being filled with the deafening sound of the pistol being fired, the bullet struck Elena’s right side, below her armpit. The impact thrust her left side into the wall, and her body rotated to the right as she instinctively attempted to stand. Her legs incapable of supporting her weight, she faltered and looked up, uncertain of what happened.

As her lungs began to fill with blood, she blinked her eyes. The silhouette in the door appeared to be Meghan.

Coming to save her from this hell on earth.

An angel.

Her angel. Delivered from God to take her to the final resting place.

Meghan.

Elena closed her eyes as she waited for Meghan to lift her from the bench. One last apology to God was being mouthed silently as the second bullet entered her chest.  The .45 caliber slug tore through her other lung and ripped through the muscles of her back before its travel was stopped by the concrete wall behind her.

As the smell of copper and cordite filled the room, Elena’s body slumped onto the bench. Blood dripped from her upper body, over the bench and onto the floor, pooling toward the center of the room. As the mass of ruby red fluid began to gather directly over the stain underneath the epoxy coating, the door closed.

And Elena’s heart beat one last time.

CHAPTER TWENTY

CAN PIGS FLY?

TWENTY.
“Momma, pigs can’t fly, ever. Can they?” Amanda asked as she attempted to scoop the remaining few Cheerios from her bowl of cereal.

Meghan laughed. “No sweetie, not ever. Why do you ask such a silly question?”

Amanda reached into her bowl with her hand and pinched the Cheerio with her fingers. “When you were sick, Gram said that.
When pigs fly
. But pigs can’t fly.”

“Honey, use your spoon.” Meghan chuckled as she watched the milk drip down Amanda’s arm.

“They keep running from me, Momma,” Amanda responded as she poked a Cheerio into her mouth.

The three weeks that had passed since Ryan’s release of Meghan had gone by quite quickly. Two more days of school, and Meghan would have an entire summer of uninterrupted time to spend with her daughter. As she watched her daughter reach back into the bowl again, she held her complaint in reserve.

The police had questioned Meghan regarding her memory and recollection of the events. Her explanation of being bound, gagged, blindfolded, and placed into a room was welcomed with watchful eyes and wanting ears by the officers. She further explained that four days later she was blindfolded and released into the city at night. This was noted and unquestioned by the officers.

To date, the bodies of Elena and Shellie had not been recovered.

Meghan felt as if she emerged from the events of her capture a different person. She felt that she was much more understanding, willing to listen, and more capable of believing that as odd as it may seem, everything on this earth happens for a reason. She continued to tell herself the events that happened over the course of those four days were nothing more than a dream. The memories were tucked away with the memories of her childhood, in a place that was safe from the daily recollection that would cause them to haunt her.

Spending time with her daughter, as comforting as it was - caused Meghan to question her inner psyche - her mind’s subconscious thoughts. The fact that Meghan had not spent much time thinking of her daughter while she was in captivity bothered her. She struggled with acceptance of her actions while she was in captivity, trying to discern if her thoughts and actions were a defense mechanism, some form of survival skill, or simply denying if it was all real.

As Meghan spooned her last bite of yogurt into her mouth from the cup, she once again wished Ryan was available to talk to her. She had so many questions she wanted to ask, but was incapable of doing so. There was no doubt in Meghan’s mind that she loved her daughter, and for now that would have to suffice.

As the spoon circled the empty yogurt cup, Meghan’s mind wandered to thoughts of survival. The simple thoughts that she had struggled with, and the ones that came without even thinking at all. Life’s difficult decisions becoming simple and without thought. Survival, Meghan decided, was something that the human mind did
without
thinking. As she stopped thinking and watched the spoon circle the cup, she realized that it was long since empty.

Meghan looked up and focused on her daughter.

“Sweetie, are you finished?”

Amanda nodded, unaware of the thoughts that filled her mother’s mind. Her hands covered in milk, and her bowl free of Cheerios, her morning was complete and she was ready for what the day might bring.

“Momma?”

“Yes, sweetie,” Meghan responded, realizing she was still staring into the empty cup of yogurt.

“Gram said things die because their time on earth is over with, that’s what she said,” Amanda stated without emotion as she fished her fingers through the bowl of milk.

Surprised at Amanda’s recollection and recital of the statement, Meghan lowered her empty yogurt cup and focused on her daughter for a moment. She began to feel uncomfortable, and tried to decide if it was Amanda’s statement regarding death, death in general, or thoughts of Elena that caused the uneasy feelings that began to fill her.

“Baby, what was she talking about when she said that?” Meghan asked.

Amanda slid out of her chair and onto the floor. “Chancey died, momma. He wasn’t at Gram’s when you were sick. He was gone. His bed was gone and so was his dishes. Gram said he died. His time on earth was over with.”

Meghan recalled her mother’s explanation of the death of her cat, Chancey. The cat was almost twenty years old, and had been a part of the family since Meghan was about ten years old. The cat died a few weeks before Meghan’s abduction, and she struggled even then with attempting to explain the death to her daughter. She reached over the table and picked up her daughter’s bowl, wondering what she might offer to make the thought of death easier for her daughter to understand.

“Well.” Meghan walked to the sink, recalling the family cat sleeping in her bed when she was in middle school. The cat often provided Meghan comfort as it snuggled against her body to stay warm. Once, when Meghan was twelve years old, she had closed her door for privacy after a tough day at school. The young cat pressed against the door and meowed until Meghan let the cat enter her room.

Promptly, and without knowledge of Meghan’s hardship, the cat found its place on the bed. As it nestled against Meghan’s torso and began to purr, she smiled, realizing that the cat had no knowledge of her day at school. It provided unconditional love, regardless of the surroundings.

“Momma, are you crying because Chancey is dead?” Amanda asked as she stood beside Meghan, her hands raised high in the air.

As Meghan realized she was standing at the sink crying, she wiped the tears from her eyes and wondered.

Meghan dropped the bowl and yogurt cup into the sink and picked up her daughter. “Yes, sweetie. Chancey was a good cat and a great friend.”

The answer came without thought or planning. “Sweetie, I suppose God decides. He decides when it’s time for things to go up to heaven and live with him.”

Amanda turned to her mother and placed her milk soaked hands onto her face. “Everything goes to heaven when it dies? Even Stephanie?”

Meghan, recalling the death of Amanda’s gold fish Stephanie, pondered her response. She smiled and opted for the easy response, and as she did, she wondered exactly who did decide and how. “Yes, sweetie.  All things go to heaven.”

Meghan swallowed the small lump that rose in her throat.

“Even Stephanie.”