Slow Dance in Purgatory (12 page)

             
She felt rejected throughout the long morning and was late getting to her first hour class.  Her psych teacher called on her three times before she heard him, drawing some laughter from her classmates, and her eyes ached from squinting at the board.  By lunch, her backpack was so heavy that she headed to her locker to relieve herself of unnecessary books.  Shad was laughing next to her about something he had seen on You Tube.  He thought it was hilarious and kept re-enacting the skit for her.  Maggie tried to keep up for his benefit but knew she wasn’t giving him the response he sought.  She couldn’t help it.  She felt absolutely miserable.

             
She shrugged her crammed book bag to the floor and spun in the combination to her locker.  She only got it right half of the time, but this time it sprang open easily.  She knelt and unloaded her backpack glumly and was just about to slam her locker shut, when she saw something from the corner of her eye.  Maggie’s breath caught in her throat, and her hand fluttered to cover her mouth.  Her glasses, perfectly restored, had been placed deliberately on the top shelf in her locker.  They weren’t accompanied by a note or hundreds of rose petals, but Maggie couldn’t have been more thrilled if there were.

             
“Mags?...MAGS!”  Shad was getting a little perturbed.  “Where are you today, baby?  I’m beginning to consider gettin’ myself another girlfriend - “

             
Maggie giggled, her depression instantly erased.  Impulsively, she leaned over and kissed Shad’s cheek, shutting him up mid-rant.

             
“Sorry Shad.  I’ll try to do better…and Shad?  I’m not your baby, or your girl.” She laughed again.  Grabbing her glasses and swinging her locker shut, she floated down the hall, euphoric.

             
“No problem, baby,” Shad called after her, clearly cheered by Maggie’s unexpected public display of affection.  “It’s all good!  I forgive you.  You’re still my lady…”

***

             
On Wednesday morning, Maggie didn't go to school early.  Instead, she found Malia Jasper passed out on the back porch, dressed in a flimsy red negligee and towering purple heels.  Malia came to after Aunt Irene slapped her sallow cheeks a little and coaxed a cup of hot coffee down her throat.  Malia then tried to wheedle a little money out of Irene, but when Irene refused she got ugly and foul mouthed and left on foot.  When Maggie left for school she heard Aunt Irene on the phone with Gus, discussing his daughter in low tones. 

             
By Wednesday afternoon, it seemed half of the town and most of the high school student body had either seen or heard about Malia Jasper’s appearance on Main that morning in all her glory.  Some of the boys from the football team jeered at Shad when he and Maggie walked down the senior hallway after school.  Apparently, the boys had seen Shad’s mother in her sweet nothings walking the street and had pulled over for further investigation. 

             
"What's your momma been up to, Shadrach?"  One tall kid in a lettermen jacket and acne scarred cheeks called out to Shad.  His friends laughed loudly.  "Trevor and I saw her this morning, struttin’ her stuff down Main, didn’t we Trevor?”

             
“We sure did, Derek.  Not too bad for an old lady, Shadrach!”  The boy named Trevor quipped.

             
“So Trevor and I, we pulled over for a sample."  The big jerk waggled his eyebrows and licked his lips.  "Not too bad, and cheap, too.  It just cost me my lunch money."  At that, his friends whooped and cheered and high fives were shared all around.

             
Shad just walked on by like he hadn't heard, but his eyes filled with tears and his lips quivered.  Maggie swallowed the ugly words that threatened to spill out, knowing that Shad wouldn't want to prolong the encounter.  She reached her hand down and held his tightly as they turned the corner and left the howls behind them.  Shad dropped her hand and ran for the exit as soon as they were out of sight of the group of boys, and Maggie's rage bubbled over. Pivoting, she strode back to where the boys were still huddled around their open lockers.  Swinging her backpack as hard as she could, she caught the ring leader in his mid-section, and he doubled over with a startled "OOF!"

             
"Don't you ever say another word to Shadrach Jasper about his mother again, do you hear me?"  Maggie hissed, swinging her bag again, whacking the doubled over jock in the side of his stupid head.  One of his friends intercepted the next swing, and her bag fell to the ground as the boy named Trevor bear-hugged her from behind, lifting her slim form off the ground.  Maggie kicked her legs, trying to free herself from his brawny arms.

             
"We got a wild one here, guys!" Derek had recovered from the body blow Maggie had delivered and was trying to save face. 

             
"Maybe she'll give me a quick kiss just like Shad’s momma."  His friends responded enthusiastically, jostling each other and slapping his back. 

             
"Come here, blue eyes, you’ll enjoy this."  The arms around her tightened, and Derek grabbed at her legs so she wouldn't kick him as he leaned into her with his tongue hanging out theatrically.

             
Suddenly, all the lockers lining the hall flew open, and books and paper started flying about like a windstorm had erupted inside the school.  Locker doors crashed shut only to reopen and slam again.  The sound was deafening, and the boys cried out, shielding their heads from projectiles and covering their ears with their hands.  Maggie was abruptly dropped as her captor ducked to protect himself.  The sudden release sent her to her hands and knees, and in amazement, she watched the bedlam unfold around her. 

             
From start to finish, it could only have lasted seconds, and just as suddenly as it had started, all was still.  The cowering boys looked around, dazed.  Their arms slowly fell to their sides as they straightened and stared, flabbergasted, at their strewn belongings.  The handful of other students that had been in the hallway during the microburst seemed shell shocked as well.  After several seconds of stunned silence, everyone began talking at once.

             
“Holy Shit!” 

             
“What was that?”

             
“My locker door is dented in – “

             
“Was that an earthquake?”

             
“Ow!  Something nailed me in the head!”

             
“Somebody call 911!”

             
“Oh man!  Look at my math book!  This thing is shredded!”

             
“Has anyone seen my lunch?”

             
“Damn it, whose peanut butter sandwich is this?  It’s all over my jacket!”

             
“I can’t find my homework – help me dig through these papers….”

             
The cacophony of excited voices layered over each other as Maggie gathered her things and rose tentatively to her feet.  Her glasses had fallen off when Derek’s friend grabbed her.  She groaned when she saw the big crack in the left lens.  She shoved them angrily into her front pocket.  She wondered if the school’s disaster insurance would cover their replacement.  She snorted out loud.  She was pretty sure about what had just happened, and it wasn’t a natural disaster. 

             
And then she saw him. Maggie’s heart galloped loudly in her ears; Johnny stood at the far end of the corridor.  No one else seemed to notice him.  His hands were clenched by his sides, his stance aggressive; he stood directly in the center of the hallway.  A girl walked past him so closely that his shoulder brushed her hair.  Her hair rose with static, but she didn’t even lift her head as she continued walking, texting, and popping her gum.

             
Maggie approached him slowly, fearful that he would vanish like a mirage before her eyes.  He watched her come, and his face softened noticeably as she halted a few feet in front of him.

             
“Hi.” 

             
He smiled at her simple greeting, dimples flashing and then disappearing again.

             
“Hi,” he replied.  “Are you alright?”  His countenance darkened as he shifted his gaze back to the boys who still remained in the hallway, now completely unaware of her. 

             
Maggie nodded.  “I’m okay.” 

             
Johnny crooked his finger, indicating she follow him.  Maggie supposed that was wise.  Talking to an invisible guy in the school hallway was probably not in her best interest.  He led her to the 2
nd
floor library, where the lights were dimmed and the door locked, indicating that the librarian had gone home for the day. 

             
The locks released with a barely audible snick, and Johnny inclined his head, “Ladies first.”

             
Maggie pushed the door open and walked into the library, seeking privacy among the hushed stacks and tall shelves.  She liked the way books smelled, and she breathed deeply, wondering if Johnny could appreciate the scents and flavors around him or if that too was lost to him.

             
“Are you really okay?”  His voice was low and serious behind her.  “I saw those guys hassling you.  I didn’t like it.  They shouldn’t be grabbing you like that….I didn’t like it,” he repeated.

             
“I’m fine.  I gave as good as I got.”  Maggie laughed a little, shrugging her shoulders.  “I didn’t like what they said to my friend.  I lost my temper.”

             
“I missed that part.  I’m around, you know, but I’m not aware of everything that’s going on.  Frankly, high school isn’t all that interesting.”  It was Johnny’s turn to shrug. 

             
Maggie snickered.  “You got that right.”

             
He smirked back at her briefly.  “Sometimes the energy spikes high and that catches my attention – like just now.”

             
“That
was
your handiwork, wasn’t it?  I’ve never seen anything like it.  You’re going to start rumors of a poltergeist.”

             
“I’m not sure what a poltergeist is.” Johnny cocked his head in question.

             
“It’s a violent ghost,” Maggie supplied, her lips curving slightly.

             
“Hmmm.  Well, I guess that’s not too far from the truth.” Johnny shifted and scanned the books above her head.  “So what did those nosebleeds say to your friend that got you so hot?”

             
“They were giving him trouble about his mother.  She’s a bit….loose, if you know what I mean.”  Maggie sighed and didn’t miss the tightening in Johnny’s face and around his lips.  He studied the shelf more intently, but Maggie was pretty sure he wasn’t interested in what he saw.

             
“My momma didn’t have a very good reputation.  Some of it was deserved.  Some of it wasn’t. Nobody ever gave me any trouble about it.” Johnny’s eyes shifted to hers, and then looked away again, “But Billy took some heat over it.  I’ll keep an eye on the kid – Shadrach, right?”

             
“Yes.  Shad.  He’s a good kid...a little delusional and obnoxious, but very sweet.  By the way, you said you would keep an eye on him when we talked last, but he seemed to have taken you by surprise.”  Maggie was teasing, but she was curious about how Shad had crept up on them last Sunday night.

             
“I seem to be unusually unobservant when I am with you,” Johnny confessed with a self-deprecating grin.  “I haven’t had too many conversations in the last fifty years.  I guess I was completely absorbed.”  Maggie could relate – at least with the part about being completely absorbed.

             
“Your glasses….are they broken again?”  Johnny inclined his head toward her glasses, where one end protruded out of her pocket.

             
“Yes, and you just fixed them for me, too.”  Her tone was apologetic, embarrassed even.  Thank you, by the way.”  She pulled her glasses out of her pocket and ran her finger along the crack.  “I hate them…but I need them, too.” 

             
“I can fix them again.”

             
Maggie slid them onto her nose, and crossed her eyes dizzily behind the damaged glass.  “Don’t you think I can get away with wearing them like this?” 

             
“Absolutely.  Peepers suit you.” 

             
Maggie blushed, giggling at the old-fashioned moniker, and uncrossed her eyes.  Johnny was a faint blur in front of her.  Maggie gasped and pulled the glasses off her nose.  Johnny became crystal clear once more.  She slid her glasses back into position.  Johnny faded almost beyond sight.  She reached out with both her hands, feeling for him as if she were blind.  Her hands brushed his shoulders and chest and slid up his neck and along the firm line of his jaw.  Her fingertips stroked up his sand paper cheeks and hesitantly traced the features of his face.