Siren (22 page)

He tiptoed slowly away from Ligeia in a surreal slow motion. He didn’t understand how he was able to breathe, and the panic of being under the water was making him so upset he wanted to collapse to the ground and cry. But Evan forced himself to hold it together, and to move.

Move
was the name of the game. Sometimes life—and the fear of its loss—trumped all other fears. He
had
to get out of here and get home. He had to help Sarah, who had no doubt returned home by now, and was wondering where he was.

He stepped along the deck and looked out through holes in the hull of the ship to an ocean sky; dark shadows rippled and surrounded him, but still he walked, guiding his way by following the line of the decayed planks. They led him to something that looked like an old kitchen,
with plates and bowls stacked willy-nilly on a counter, seaweed wavering out of them in the slow movement of the water, as if cultivated in the old bowls like potted plants. A handful of chairs lay on the floor near toppled square tables. Evan walked past these, and that’s when he saw the line of bodies.

He had passed over them quickly last night, and the darkness of midnight dozens of feet below the waves had not helped illuminate them well. But now, somewhere above them, dawn was breaking, and the faint light streamed in stronger.

Now he could see the flesh that hung off the bodies and fluttered in the softly oscillating current like so much tissue paper. Evan stepped closer and could see the face of one body—a man. A fuzz of blue-black stubble shadowed his jaw all the way to the ragged hole gored into his neck and shoulder. Evan stared at the violated flesh, wondering what had eaten its way into this man. Had he been attacked by a shark and stacked here by Ligeia for burial? Or had she placed him here and he had been eaten by fish?

Evan refused to think of the obvious.

Refused until it was forced in his face. He walked past the dead man and the moldering bones stacked beneath him to see the nude, gored body of a woman. Her belly had been opened and emptied; Evan could see the yellow bone of her spine through the skin that fluttered just past the edge of her rib cage. Her neck was also mostly gone, and her eyes had been eaten out. She stared with sightless, bloodless pits toward the sun she would never see again.

Evan shivered and stepped past her to see another man’s corpse, also half eaten. He gulped at the fleshy hole where the man’s sex had once protruded; a tunnel of rippled, faintly pinkish meat ascended beneath the man’s hairy
skin and met the emptiness that had been dug out of his belly. The body was missing its lips among other things, and Evan had to look away. The association was too jarring.

He looked away to the next in the line of bodies. There he saw the long, curved, still-sexy thighs and still-intact belly and still-desirable breasts and slightly tired cheeks and eyes of a woman he knew more intimately perhaps than he knew himself.

He looked at Sarah.

“Nooooo!” he cried, and tasted the salt of the ocean, but heard none of his scream. Evan pulled her up from the body she lay on, and cradled her in his arms. She was absolutely, unquestionably dead.

His Sarah was dead.

Just as surely as he had doomed his son, his weakness had killed his wife. Evan cried tears that slipped away in the ocean unseen. Her lips were cold, but still he kissed them and hugged her limp body to his chest. His breath came in huge, shivering gasps as he spent his grief soundlessly beneath the surface of his greatest enemy. The ocean had taken everything he had ever loved.

He looked behind him into the dark hole of the ship, where somewhere within, Ligeia still slept. Evan knew he had to leave fast, now, before she woke. Perhaps his cries had already roused her. He carried Sarah past the rotted boards that remained of the ship’s outer hull, and set foot on the soft, sucking mud of the true sea bottom. He stepped twice and then tried to mimic Ligeia’s form when she had carried him here. He hooked one arm around the body of his wife and kicked his feet off the bottom, swatting at the water with his free hand. He rose a bit from the bottom, but was off balance. He began to lose his grip on Sarah, and then something worse happened.

The weight of the water returned.

Evan shifted to balance Sarah but as he took a breath, he also took in water. He choked, and looked back toward the wreck a few feet away.

Shit!
He could feel the “spell” of Ligeia waning fast. Perhaps it was because he had gone too far from her. A convenient—and effective—leash. Or perhaps she had woken and cut the cord herself to stop him from escaping.

Either way, he had to move. In his mind he apologized to Sarah and brushed his lips to hers as he laid her down on the sea bottom.
I’ll come back for you
, he promised silently.
But I need to get help.

The water trickled down his throat and Evan forced himself to stop breathing. He kicked his feet and pushed off with his arms, now too angry and determined to let the fear stop him. Instead of flailing in a panic, Evan swam, truly swam, for the first time in his life. He pushed toward the surface like a cork, and almost made it before he couldn’t hold his breath anymore. He took in a big, horrible gulp of water and almost lost his tread with the shock, but then his head broke the surface, and Evan spit out the sea and heaved a wet, sputtering breath of air as he blinked away the water and took in his surroundings. The rocky black finger of the point was just to his right, and the sun hung just beyond on the horizon, a deep orange ball of dawn that would soon be burning hot with the warmth of morning in the late summer.

Evan imagined Ligeia’s hands grabbing his feet to pull him down beneath the waves, and before his fear of the water could argue that he couldn’t swim, he
was
swimming, desperately stroking toward the black rock and the line of warbling white seagulls that lined its top.

The water was calm and it only took Evan a couple minutes of floundering in raw determination before his
hand reached out to touch the edge of a boulder covered in algae hair. The green strands trailed through the water like the hair of a corpse beneath the waves.

Evan pulled himself up and out of the water, scrambling over the sharp points of a jumble of rocks to reach the flat ledge. His teeth chattered in the morning breeze as he stood naked and wet, finally, at the edge of the “lookout” spot on the point.

Evan stared out at where he’d been, where Sarah lay dead, beneath the ocean. He began to cry again, but then his heart jumped when a whitecap frothed just a few yards away. For a second, he thought it was Ligeia’s hand breaking the surface.

No time for tears
, he pledged, and threaded his way down the path toward the beach. He needed to get away from here before she did come for him. He needed to get home, even if it was only for one last time.

Minutes later, Evan streaked along the beach. He prayed none of his neighbors were up having coffee and looking out their windows toward the waves.

But then again, at this point, he really didn’t care. He needed help; he had another fish to fry. A really big, deadly fish.

A Siren.

June 11, 1887, 12:23
A.M.

The storm pushed the
Lady Luck
across its surface like a bit of hollow driftwood. She rocked dangerously to starboard and then to lee, and Captain Buckley held the wheel, struggling to roll with the troughs and then turn his rudder in to catch the current to come up the other side without letting their keel break water and capsize the ship. Jensen and he took turns at the wheel; after a half hour or more of pulling and rolling the wheel, a man needed a break. Their knuckles gleamed white on the dark, wet wooden wheel as they rode out the storm.

“I’m going below for a bit, Captain,” Jensen announced, and Buckley showed his agreement with a nod. His eyes never left the gray of the tossing waves and the white of their teeth. The ocean was a giant mouth to them now, doing everything it could to swallow the ship whole.

Once Jensen had slipped down the ladder, Buckley’s thoughts turned to Ligeia. He realized that he’d been on the deck all night, even when Jensen held the wheel. It was a captain’s job to guide them through the storm and he’d been reticent to relinquish his post, even if he didn’t hold the rudder. But now he wondered how Ligeia fared through this storm. He’d left her chained to his bunk, alone in the dark. That had been hours ago. A pang of
conscience struck him, as he pictured her afraid and trapped in that dark place. Perhaps she was crying. Women got emotional that way when afraid. Not that he’d ever really seen her scared. Or emotional.

An image came to mind of her lifting her blood-spattered face from the crook of Rogers’s neck, sharp teeth stained in his crewman’s life. It was hard to imagine that face bawling with fear. Buckley smiled, but then thought of another moment with Ligeia, this one when he had first bought her during their last docking in Delilah and brought her on board the ship. He had shown her the cabin, and told her to sit on the bunk as he opened his case to retrieve the bindings that he had purchased from her previous owner. The man had been very insistent that Buckley never remove the bindings—or the gag. “She only needs to sing you one love song and you’ll be through,” the jittery little Greek had said, over and over again. The man kept cotton in his ears, and so the whole time they were brokering the deal for the fine body of Ligeia, Buckley had needed to almost shout. No matter how much Buckley asked him to remove the cotton, the man refused.

“If you value your life, you will keep her mouth sealed and your ears plugged,” the little man said.

Naturally, the first thing Buckley had done was to un-gag the beautiful girl’s mouth when he got her back to the hotel. As soon as he had, the girl had begun to sing, but Buckley ignored the sound. He’d always been tone-deaf, and music meant nothing to him. Instead, he let her moan out her little ditty as he stripped off his shirt and pants, and then shoved her down in the bed, finally stilling her song with the force of his tongue.

He saw no danger in her music. Not until he saw her kill a man drawn to her song later that same night.

When he brought her on board the ship and showed her the bindings, she shook her head quickly, her eyes widening in panic. She had not said a word to him since he’d bought her, but now her mouth began to move quickly. Still, she didn’t speak, but sang to him.

“I’m sure it’s a very nice tune,” Buckley said, pinning her arms above her head with the shackles. “But save your breath.”

He saw the fear grow in her eyes as he straddled her, and grinned. His teeth held no humor. From what the Greek had said, and from what he’d witnessed with his own eyes, most men swooned at her song, and his complete dismissal of it seemed to bother her more than being tied. She sang louder and pushed her voice into all sorts of shenanigans. Buckley let her go on for a bit, before pulling out the gag and holding it above her mouth. “Enough already,” he said.

She was quiet for the next few minutes, as he ran calloused hands over her curves with the rough attention of a man far more used to hauling in nets and managing a band of roughneck men than showing softness to a woman. Her face remained still as stone through most of the act, but as he announced his culmination, a flicker of some pained emotion shadowed Ligeia’s face. After he rolled away from her, Buckley saw the trail of a tear down the soft skin of her cheek.

He wiped it off with a thick finger. “Don’t worry, girl, it won’t be so bad. I won’t break ya. And I’ll make sure you’re well fed. Once we get to know each other, I bet you’ll enjoy it.”

Buckley shook his head as he pulled the wheel hard to starboard. Even after seeing her attack and kill the man
who’d burst into their hotel room the first night he’d owned her, Buckley’d never expected that the term
well-fed
to the girl would mean the blood of his crew. But by the time she had gotten a hold of one of them, Buckley was too enamored of her hips to give her up. He should have thrown her overboard when her mouth had first swallowed the blood of one of his men, but, instead, he’d become her cleanup man, wrapping the bodies of his former crew in sheets and throwing them overboard when she’d eaten her fill.

Over those first couple weeks at sea, Ligeia seemed to grow used to him, and after a few desperate attempts to sing to him, she had given up that gambit. He took care of her needs, and she took care of his. They may rarely have talked but they had an understanding. What words needed to be spoken? Now, she even spoke to him once in a while when he removed the gag to allow her to feed.

Now, in the midst of the storm, he thought back to that lone tear he’d brushed from her face during their first days together, and felt guilty for stranding her below without any communication about what was going on topside. He pledged to go down and talk to her, reassure her, as soon as Jensen returned. He could leave the deck for a few minutes.

He probably ought to check on the hold as well. He prayed that the violent troughs and turns hadn’t pulled loose any of the crates of their cargo, or this was going to go from being a very profitable trip to an expensive one. He’d sailed down the Mexican coast farther than usual this time to pick up what was reportedly the finest run of tequila ever produced, along with his usual run of rum. He’d paid handsomely for it, and intended to
charge handsomely on the other side, when he reached Delilah. The port chief had buyers lined up for the most expensive spirits, though their identities were never divulged. Delilah served as the clearinghouse for the underground duty-free liquor-import business, and Buckley had no doubt that he could double his money on this hold.

Assuming he could get it to shore.

Bill’s house was still dark inside when Evan pulled up in front with a screech akin to a getaway car on point for a bank robbery. He left the engine running and the driver’s door open as he raced up the walk of the small green-sided ranch. He pounded a fist on the flimsy aluminum of the screen door, but then, impatient, threw open the outer door and rapped on the wooden one inside.

It still took a few minutes for a light to finally click on within and the inner door to crack open. When Bill’s unshaven face peered sleepily out, his friend asked, “What the hell’s going on, man? It’s five in the morning!” Bill rubbed a fist in one eye and yawned.

“Five twenty,” Evan answered. “Listen, I need to borrow your scuba equipment. Can you show me how to use it really quick?”

Bill choked on a laugh. “You, the guy petrified of water who can’t swim, no—who can’t even step in the ocean…you are going to scuba dive? Have you lost your mind?”

Evan shook his head. Bill saw the look in his friend’s eyes and his grin disappeared. “What’s happened?”

Evan choked on three of the hardest words he’d ever said in his life. “She’s killed Sarah.”

Bill’s jaw dropped. “Shit. You’re sure? I mean, you’re sure Sarah is dead?”

“I saw her body at the bottom of the bay,” Evan said.
“Her neck was torn out. And she wasn’t the only one down there.”

His friend’s face blanched. “Turn off your car and come inside,” Bill directed. “I’ll make coffee. I want to hear the whole story before we do anything.”

“Not we,” Evan said. “She’s too dangerous, and this is all my fault. My problem. I have to take care of it.”

“Yeah, whatever. Friends don’t let friends scuba dive after deadly Sirens alone.
If
I loan you my equipment, I’m going with you.”

Evan started to argue but then thought better of it. One problem at a time. He retrieved his car keys and then let himself into the house.

Bill ground the beans and poured the water into the coffeemaker before returning to sit across from Evan, who nervously moved the pepper shaker around and around the salt in a slow orbit. After the fifth scraping, clinking turn, Bill put his hand on the shakers to still them.

“Start at the beginning.”

Evan stared up at the ceiling and took a breath. When he met Bill’s gaze again, he talked fast, his voice a monotone. “She was waiting for me in the house last night. I thought Sarah was still out and I was alone, but then she came out of the bathroom. She was still wet. I think she killed Sarah and then just laid there in the bath, waiting for me to come home.”

“The bed would have been a more traditional choice,” Bill observed.

“She apparently had been waiting there before,” Evan said. “The sheets were wet and there were scales all over them. I had just gotten into bed and found that out when she came for me.”

“Scales?” Bill asked. “What, like fish scales? Did she make some sushi there or something?”

“The scales were hers,” Evan said. “Tonight she let me see her true form.”

Bill’s eyes widened. “Then…she really is the Siren?”

“Haven’t you been trying to tell me that all along?” Evan’s laugh was bitter. “I’m the one who wouldn’t believe you.”

Bill took a slurp of his coffee. He kept nodding to himself, processing it all. Finally, he said, “Let’s go downstairs. I’ve got an extra suit you can use, but I need to show you how.”

A couple hours and many dials, tubes and explanations later, Bill and Evan climbed back up the stairs to the kitchen. Evan sank into a chair, and ran his hand through hair rank with sweat and saltwater. He needed a shower. And sleep.

“Here, drink this,” Bill said, turning from the fridge with an Anchor Steam in his hand.

Evan laughed. “It’s like seven o’clock in the morning!”

“Yeah, well, we’ve got the whole day to kill.”

“What are you talking about? You’ve showed me everything you can with the equipment. We can pack it up and go.”

“Evan—Sarah is dead.”

Evan blinked at the sting of that sentence. It felt as if Bill had slapped him.

His friend nodded.

“Then what you want to do is retrieve a body. How do you expect to explain to the police that you went scuba diving after a lifetime of being petrified of the water, AND that you just happened to learn to scuba dive on the same day that you dredged up your wife’s recently murdered body from the ocean?”

“But we can’t just leave her…”

“We’re not going to leave her. But we can’t go walking out of the ocean with her body in broad daylight either. This has to be played right. We’ll get Sarah. We’ll get your revenge. But not during the day.”

Bill took a long swig of his own beer, and then belched.

“Tonight.”