âHow many hours might that have been, Mr. Nixon, alone with this sixteen-year-old girl?'
âI have no idea.'
Tony put one finger to his lips, as though bemused. âWhat did you two talk about?'
Ernie arranged his features into an expression of weary disdain. âIt's just as I said. Like a lot of kids, Marcie needed to talk about all sorts of things â her grades, her track, her friends, her parents â'
âThat reminds me,' Tony broke in, âdid her parents know she came to your home?'
âI have no idea.'
âBut
you
didn't tell them?'
âNo.'
âDidn't you think they might be concerned?'
Ernie threw up his hands. âLook,' he said, âI don't know if they knew or not. It wasn't anything I thought about.'
Tony assumed a puzzled air. âWhat did
you
talk to Marcie about?'
âI don't remember. Mostly, I listened. . . .'
âAbout your marriage?'
Ernie's jaw set. âI really don't remember.'
âYou'd gone through a marital breakup, Marcie was constantly at your house, and you don't remember if you talked about it?'
âNo.'
Tony gave him a fleeting smile of disbelief. âWhile we're on the subject of memory, Mr. Nixon, isn't it possible that your memory on the subject of whether Marcie came to your house at night is somewhat faulty?'
Ernie stared up at him, silent. It was odd, Tony thought, how many people can persuade themselves that they are invisible and, as witnesses, forget that defense lawyers hire detectives. âWhat do you mean?' Ernie parried.
âWhat immediately pops to mind is those several Saturday nights when Marcie rented a video and brought it over to your house.' Tony paused a moment. âWhich one was your favorite â
Sabrina
, or
Love Story
?'
âObjection,' Stella said. âThat's not a question but an insinuation. If Mr. Lord has a question to ask, he should ask it.'
For the first time, she was clearly rattled. Before Karoly could answer, Tony said, âI'll ask several,' and turned to Ernie Nixon. âDid Marcie come to your house, alone, on at least four Saturday nights?'
Briefly, Ernie's throat worked, and then he assumed a look of attempted recall that Tony knew was feigned. âI seem to remember a few times like that, where she'd just show up.' Pausing, Ernie made his voice dismissive. âIt comes back to me that Janice D'Abruzzi had a new boyfriend she was seeing, and sometimes Marcie wanted company. She knew I was alone, with nothing much to do, so she'd bring a movie. Yeah, I remember that now.'
âWhere did you watch the movie?'
Ernie's face filled with anger. âIn my basement. That's where the VCR is.' His voice was hard. âBack when my family was together, and Marcie would baby-sit the kids, they'd sit downstairs and watch films together. It was something she liked.'
âAnd something you liked.'
Ernie gave a grudging nod. âYes.'
âAnd when the two of you watched movies, where did she sit?'
Ernie glanced toward Stella. But no help would be forthcoming, Tony knew; any objection would draw a lethal speech from Tony before Karoly overruled it. Tony noted with interest that Karoly himself had begun watching Ernie with an air of puzzlement and disapproval, which several jurors seemed to share.
âSometimes she sat on the floor,' Ernie said, âand sometimes on the couch.'
âAnd you sat next to her.'
âSometimes.'
âOther than watch a movie, what did you do?'
âNormal things. Made popcorn, talked about whether we liked the film. After it was over, she didn't stay long.'
âDid you ever touch her, Mr. Nixon?'
âAbsolutely not.'
âNot even a goodnight kiss?'
With a look of outrage, Ernie straightened in his chair. âShe was
sixteen
, Mr. Lord.'
âIndeed. Where did her parents think she was?'
âI have no idea.'
âBut according to Mrs. Calder, they didn't know she was with you. Why would Marcie hide it?'
âI don't know that she did. Or why she would.'
âNo? And yet, when Ms. Marz asked you, you didn't tell the jury about any of these visits.'
âThey were
normal
, like I said. What stuck in my mind was how different she was the night she died.'
Tony paused. âDuring these “normal” Saturday nights when she'd come to see you, was it your understanding that Marcie had a boyfriend?'
âMy understanding was that she didn't. Marcie could be shy. I don't think she always clicked with guys her own age.'
âWas it your understanding, at
that
time, that Marcie Calder had ever had sex?'
As if it were a luxury, the anger left Ernie's eyes, replaced by the taut wariness of someone forced to think hard and guess quickly, not knowing where the traps were. âI assumed she hadn't. I don't recall we talked about that.'
âSo that six weeks before she died, when Marcie told you she'd begun having sex with an older man, you were surprised.'
âYes. I suppose I was.'
âAnd jealous?'
âNo â not jealous.' Ernie paused, his voice trembling with fresh outrage. âI was
worried
for her. This was a sixteen-year-old girl, being exploited by an older man. . . .'
The answer trailed off. âAn older man,' Tony said softly, âwho Marcie said was teaching her things.'
Ernie's eyes filled with hatred and humiliation. His answer, âYes,' was a hiss of air.
Stay calm
, Tony reminded himself. âAnd so, on the night she died, you asked her not to go to him.'
âI wanted her to stop and think.'
âAnd when she didn't, you followed her out the door.'
âYes.'
âDid you touch her
then
?'
Ernie glanced at the jury. âWhat I may have done,' he said at last, âwas grasp her arm. Just so I could say one final thing.'
âWhich was?'
âNot to go.'
âAnd when she did, you followed her.'
âYes.'
Tony paused. âYou followed her,' he repeated softly, âto find out who the father was.'
Ernie twisted in the witness chair, plainly aware of how this sounded now. âYes.'
âAnd you did, didn't you?' Pausing, Tony kept his own voice quiet. âYou followed Marcie Calder to the gas station and saw her get in Sam Robb's car. And then you followed them to the park.'
Ernie Nixon's chest heaved. âNo,' he said in a thick voice. âI came home. Like I said.'
âWhen was that, Mr. Nixon?'
âAbout eight-thirty.'
âDid anyone see you?'
Wearily, Ernie shook his head. âI don't know. Depends if they were watching me.'
Tony walked closer. âYou know Taylor Park well, don't you?'
There was silence. For himself, Tony would have given a great deal not to see the terrible look of betrayal Ernie gave him, personal and years deep; it reflected far too clearly the day a black teenager had taken a white one to the park, to express belief in his innocence. âYou know that,' Ernie answered softly. âWhen I was a kid, I played there.'
âAnd hid there.'
âYes.'
âSometimes even slept there overnight.'
âYes.'
âAnd you learned all the hiding places.'
Ernie folded his arms again, his eyes expressionless once more. âI was a kid,' he repeated. âKids like hiding places. Grown-ups don't.'
Tony cocked his head. âDo you have any way of proving that when Marcie Calder was in Taylor Park, you weren't watching her?'
Ernie looked at him steadily. âAt ten-eighteen,' he said, âI called my wife. I still have the record of the call.'
It was Tony's first surprise. He imagined Stella, knowing or guessing Tony's intentions, grilling Ernie on any way he might eliminate, or narrow, time he could not account for; though it did not close the door, a ten-eighteen telephone call left Ernie precious little time to commit murder. With as much unconcern as he could muster, Tony asked, âHow long did you talk to her?'
âI didn't. I got her machine.'
âDid you leave a message?'
âNo. There was nothing I wanted to say to a machine.'
This could sound like an alibi, Tony saw at once â a call made to place Ernie in the house. In a tone of skepticism, Tony asked, âWhy did you call in the first place?'
Ernie considered him. âTo ask Dee if she'd come back,' he answered softly. âGive me another chance.'
âHad you talked about that?'
âNot for months.' Ernie paused, looking directly at Tony. âThat night, I thought about a lot of things. Dee was where my thoughts ended up. Dee, and our kids.'
If he followed Ernie's psychology, Tony thought, this was at least plausible: a man, confronting where a semiconscious fantasy had taken him, jolted back to what was real and important. âDid you ask your wife to come back?'
Slowly, Ernie shook his head. âThe next morning, it seemed hopeless. Something about the difference between darkness and sunlight.'
It was, perhaps, true â or an excuse for not having a conversation that Ernie Nixon had never meant to have, offered to cover his lie now. But it led Tony, at last, to where he had known he must go since the night, three months before, when he had promised. Sue Robb that he would try to give her an innocent husband.
Walking back to the defense table, Tony felt the jury follow him. With a fractional smile â the slightest narrowing of his eyes â Saul Ravin handed Tony a small manila envelope.
Unsealing it, Tony reached inside and extracted a black plastic watch. âYour Honor,' he said. âI have here what has been proposed as defense Exhibit I â as you see, a plastic watch. I ask the court to receive it into evidence, so that I can ask Mr. Nixon about it.'
Judge Karoly turned to Stella. âMs. Marz?'
Stella stood. âI don't understand what we're doing, Your Honor. To my knowledge, this watch has nothing to do with this case.'
Tony stepped forward. âWith counsel's indulgence, I'll ask one or two brief questions. Which may well prove her right. I can state for the record that I bought this at a drugstore yesterday.'
Karoly raised his eyebrows. âGo ahead, Mr. Lord.'
Quickly, Tony handed the watch to Ernie Nixon. âTo your memory, Mr. Nixon, is this the type of watch Marcie Calder was wearing the night she died?'
Ernie fingered the watch, brow furrowed. âI really don't remember it.'
âPlease, take a good look.'
Ernie turned it in his hand. âIt really doesn't help,' he said in a weary voice. âThat night, the last thing I cared about was her watch.'
Tony shrugged. âAll right,' he said, and took the watch from Ernie's hand.
Facing Judge Karoly, Stella said, âWe
have
Marcie Calder's watch, Your Honor.
This
watch proves nothing and is therefore useless as an exhibit.'
âGiven Mr. Nixon's testimony,' Tony said to Karoly, âwe won't quarrel.' Putting the watch back into the envelope, he handed it to Saul, who assumed a look of boredom and disinterest.
Once more, Tony turned to Ernie. Softly, he asked, âDo you consider yourself a violent man?'
Ernie sat straight again, achieving a credible, if tenuous, dignity. âNo,' he said tersely. âI don't.'
âThen perhaps you can tell me why your marriage broke up.'
âDee and I had disagreements. She didn't like Lake City â'
âShe didn't like being
hit
, did she?'
Despite himself, Ernie flinched. âObjection,' Stella said. âIrrelevant.'
Gazing at Judge Karoly, Tony spread his arms. âDo I have to spell it out, Your Honor?'
With narrowed eyes, Karoly studied the witness. âNo. You don't. Objection overruled.'
Turning to Ernie, Tony saw the beautician turn with him, as if demanding an answer. âI'll ask you again, Mr. Nixon. Did your wife object when you struck her on the face?'
Ernie's own face was suffused with shame and anger. âIt only happened once â just once, in fifteen years of marriage â and you're talking to me like â'
âDid you hurt her?' Tony snapped.
âYes. That once.'
âAnd â that once â her lip bled, and her mouth became swollen.'
Ernie exhaled. âYes.'
âAnd, within days, your wife left you.'
âYes.'
âSo, effectively, this marked the end of your marriage.'
âIt was a lot of things. . . .'
âWhat had your wife done, in your view, to earn being struck in the face? Let alone with enough force to do that.'
âNo woman deserves that. We'd fought, and Dee said things that hurt me, and I hit her without thinking. Right away, I apologized â'
âBut by then,' Tony cut in softly, âshe was bleeding.'
âYes.'
âYou must have been quite angry, Mr. Nixon.'
âYes. I was. But only for that moment.'
âA moment's all it takes. So perhaps you can tell us, precisely, what your wife said which caused you to lose control.'
Ernie gazed at him with glassy eyes. âI don't remember.'
âReally. Didn't the name of Marcie Calder come up?'
âI
don't
remember â'